Your work is amazing! Its so nice seeing someone genuinely have fun in making others happy, I love this blog already ^_^
May I request a love letter from Gregor (Limbus Company)? Feel free to dm me for details/resources on him
**Through the most unforgiving of journeys the mail seems to find its way regardless. No matter a sinner, a saint, or someone waiting at home, they'll get their messages come whatever may be out there. Your letter arrives a bit ominously, postmarked with company letterhead and a "WOOF!" that announces your delivery!**
Heyā¦
Iām not great at this kind of thing, so donāt expect anything fancy. Iāve been staring at this page for a while trying to figure out how to start, and all I can think is that if I were saying this out loud, Iād probably trip over my own tongue or try to make a joke at the wrong time. Writing feelsā¦ safer, I guess.
I just wanted to tell you something real, without brushing it off or pretending itās not that serious. When things get chaotic around here, and the noise gets so loud it presses against my skull, youāre the one thought that cuts through it. You calm me down before I even realize Iām wound tight. I didnāt think anything could still do that for me.
You know, Iāve spent a lot of time feeling like Iām made of pieces that donāt quite fit together. Too many memories that donāt sit right, too many mistakes that echo longer than they should. But when Iām with youā¦ I feel steadier. Like maybe Iām allowed to be a person again, not just someone trying to hold himself together for everyone elseās sake.
You donāt flinch when the bugs act up. You donāt look at me like Iām going to turn into something dangerous or fragile or pathetic. You just look at me. And somehow, thatās what makes me want to be better ā not because I think you expect it, but because being with you makes me remember that Iām more than the worst things Iāve gone through.
I guess what Iām trying to say isā¦ I love you. Quietly, clumsily, probably too much. And Iām not going anywhere. Even if Iām tired, even if Iām scared, even if the world throws something new at us every other day, Iām staying right by your side. I want to. Thatās the part that surprises me most.
If you ever need someone to lean on, you can lean on me. If youāre hurting, Iāll sit with you until it stops. If youāre scared, Iāll hold your hand. And if you just want quiet company, wellā¦ Iām good at being quiet.
Thank you for seeing me. Really seeing me.
I hope youāll let me keep seeing you too.
