bug

my life isnt fucking real. it cant be real.

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hi, im bug and this is my poopy excuse for a tumblr blog. im mostly here to shit talk and vent.

i love my boyfriend and my best friend is so cool. i use both feminine and masculine referrals, nicknames, and honorifics.

im a Christian but i cuss a lot, because it helps get my point across better.. sorry, about that. im trying my best to quit.

my mbti is istp, i am 18. i am not human. idk what i am.

i am autistic, and i have a lot of mental problems. i really like Disney, and cowboys, horses, minecraft, and Halloween.

i have a really sad life, yet im convinced im the most normal person on planet earth. at least i’ve got God and music keep me company.

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im actually too scared to watch i saw the tv glow. im afraid it might send me into an episode of body dysphoria. whenever i listen to anthems for a seventeen year old girl i get age dysphoria. i hate getting older, but i have no choice.

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i have a love/hate relationship with leaving my gma’s home. i hate leaving because its the only time me and my cutie boyfriend get to talk peacefully on the phone without anyone interrupting. but i also love and miss my siblings so very much. i wish i could hold all four of them in my arms forever. they all make my life worth living.

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i forget i have scars on my arms, kinda fresh but also very scabby and i walk around with them out. im glad nobody’s said anything.

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scaredy scaredy scaredy cat

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i be playin in ppls faces like iont shit talk like a muhfucka.

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proship v. anti discourse is legitimately so funny and chronically online in the worse ways possible. gotta be the most nothing burger shit.

to be clear i dont give a damn what you do.

edit: i will say though, antis/pro censorship is the reason why a lot of books are banned in libraries. and that’s not fun.

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gay 13–16 year olds on tumblr be like:

dm me im kinky !!! ;)

dirty dms encouraged ;)))

my biggest kink is ____ ;P

i need to grind on a twink NOW !!! >_<

ur in highschool, kid. please, shut the fuck up.

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cotton candy mochi for breakfast !

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i fear for my safety everywhere i go.

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i hate not feeling human.

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every early morning my grandma’s “man friend” yells at the dogs. they dont know any better. what’s the point of having them if you hate them?

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i hate myself. i hate myself because im self aware and i know i can be better.