So long, farewell, audsklfjaslkghaslkfj, adieu!
Everyone, thank you so much for sticking by me for the past...well, however many months/years you have, haha. For me, I've had to bear with myself for 3 years on this site, and that's been pretty difficult already, lol. But anyway!! Maintaining this tumblr has definitely been fun and all--I've met so many new people (both online AND irl, yay!) and that has been great, but it was a major distraction for me in many ways. Though I didn't realize it at the time, I was suffering spiritually, socially, and academically (<-- ok I realized the last one HAHA). After my long hiatus, I've realized that I actually really enjoy not being so obsessed with tumblr and having more free time to meet up with people or study.
As a Christian, I realized that tumblr was destroying my testimony to others and sucking up the time that could be put to better use. Was I running this blog to the glory of God? No, I was using it to fulfill my own sinful desires. I didn't care whether I could use this time for better pursuits; I just wanted to satisfy my desire for comfort and laziness. I think somewhere in my heart, I always knew that this was the case, but I just didn't care and allowed the idols of my heart to fester and destroy me. It was only recently that I realized how severe the problem was and thankfully, the Holy Spirit convicted my heart to let go of tumblr. It seems so dumb to quit tumblr, but honestly, it's just a small part of a much bigger problem, which is my pride and self-gratification. Both are things that I need to work on, and quitting this kpop tumblr is just one method to a much greater end.
Tumblr has grown me in many ways, and I can't necessarily say that I regret wasting so much time on this site HAHA but I definitely think that it is time for me to declare this blog inactive. I probably won't come back :/ or if I ever do, it'll be extremely rare occurrences haha. But thank you to my 1000+ followers for bearing with me and talking to me! Please feel free to leave me your twitter accounts or even facebooks in my inbox so we can continue to stay in touch! n_n (I would link y'all to my facebook, but...I actually deactivated it for a bit to work on this whole pride issue, so I'll just add you all when I reactivate it next week.) I will probably still sign in here from time to time ngl but it'll probably be once a month or so, and I most likely will not be posting here anymore.
Goodbye! I will miss you all :'). Thank you for all the amazing memories :).
