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ok but i just cant anymore i feel like shit n just. what is life. im tired. i dont want this n i want to die n im sorrY FOR RANTING FUCK EVERYTHING IM SO USELESS N INCAPABLE IM REALLY SORRY

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"Oh, really–––" She chuckles, not sure what’s more amusing to her; the stranger’s quirky, bubbling nature, or the little revelation that awaits at the end of her introduction. "Well, lucky for you, then, I’m from Glasgow, and we can start working on your rolling Rs right away." 

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she turns to the stranger behind her with eyes so big they seem a little unbefitting for her face. in her w h o l e life, counting the years when she was  still alive, no one has every offered her  help on her rs. they always said it was  cute or it fit her, but in all honesty, she  doesn't care what's cute or what fits her,  she cares for being able to do something  she has always wanted done. ❝ you'd seriously help me do it? like, no excuses? ❞ 

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Honest introductions—! as tagged by impertinxnt​

Rules: Once tagged, you must give a few sentence introducing yourself in a frank, honest manner, and then make an open starter with your muse(s) — as many as you want — doing the same. And then tag people to see their introductions~

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MUN'S INTRODUCTION:

ayyyeee my name's ren n i live in space.  im genderfluid, all pronouns are okay, including it! i dont really mind ww. but everyone irl knows me as a cis girl. i am obsessed with the hobbit and lotr and video games and sherlock. just to kind of put it out there. i love fall out boy, imagine dragons, one republic, panic! at the disco, the script, and eD SHEERAN IM SORRY I AM ABSOLUTELY HEAD OVER HEELS FOR HIM BYE. im a filipino. i draw a lot. i cant say much but i can describe myself in one word n that word is "trash". it's true. i am an actual garbage thing thrown in outer space.

MUSE'S INTRODUCTION:

❝  hi!! i'm yumetsu, but you can call me yuu or yume, anything you'd like, really. personally i dont know why i decided to name myself after japanese words because i am british but really that's not the point of this. speaking of names, i used to be called alicette ruka, but that's a story for another time. i can't pronounce my "r"'s correctly, it narks me a lot!! uhm. other than that, i loooooove sweets and puns! that's all you have to know, i think... ❞

tagging! cleverindeed hachidoremi ursinh prideofdurin a-temperamental-pawn incursu r-y-u-s-e-n-k-a lordofelves dxsgusting foryourhxme

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"Your eyes are so beautiful !!"

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her eyes widen at this sudden compliment— it wasn’t a normal thing to hear someone tell her how good she looks nowadays. and if hermemory doesn’t fail her, it’s actually the first time someone threw some kudos at her since she died. nevertheless, it’s nice to hear such statements coming from whoever. 

❝ thank you! i may as well throw you some praise too, your eyes are great and your hair is plain gorgeous!! ❞

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"Do you know that Jesus loves you?" by David Lopez

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CRIES I POSTED THAT I'M SO SORRY DO YOU WANT ME TO DELETE IT

OMG NO IT'S OK IT'S UP TO YOU IF YOU WANT TO DELETE IT OMG!!!!

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― 温太郎 + 夢吊 ―

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               〚     Yeah, it tends to get cold around this year.     〛

               Out of close to 150 years of living, it’s always around                this time of autumn where the temperature falls,                signifying the imminent brutal Northern Japan winter.

               Hokkaido is the coldest region of Japan after all.

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❝ well, all of it is simply a cycle that repeats, no? the years, i mean. ❞

she certainly did not want to mean it with  a deeper way, something like abseiling  the abyss-deep meaning of life. although  it is true, life and repetitive cycles mingled in one was too big a topic for  her "busy" mind right now. 

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❝i hope it's not quite daft for me to say that today you're looking dazzling!❞

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ambedo n. a kind of melacholic trance in which you become completely absorbed in vivid sensory details—raindrops skittering down a window, tall trees leaning in the wind, clouds of cream swirling in your coffee—which leads to a dawning awareness of the haunting fragility of life.

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