˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩Yuushi

Most fashionable (gecko) Ramshackle Prefect in NRC~!! I'm always happy to chat and make friends (and recieve a gift or two) so don't be shy!! I promise you're in the safest hands with me (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

[yuushishishi]

"Hello and Welcome~!! Please, make yourself at home, and we can have

the most magical

time!!"

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Hello hello this is the owner!! My main account is @tenshiiiiiiiiiiiiii (feel free to check it out, I don't bite, maybe nibble, but not bite) and this will be a RP account for my Yuusona; Yuushi!!!!

˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩Basic guidelines to get us right on track:

˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩Owner speaking: Pink

˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩Yuushi speaking: White Blue

˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩Allowed: oc interactions, ship interactions (canon and/or oc!!), sfw flirting, platonic relationships, silly questions (for Yuushi or for me), random events and shenanigans always welcome!!

˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩NOT ALLOWED: NSFW, don't be an asshole (fuck around and find out) being rude to me or harassing anybody on my page.

Inbox tag: #˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩YuushiAnswers

Yapping tag: #˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩StoryTimeWithYuushi

Owner tag (inbox and yap): #˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩TeaPartyWithTenshiii

Interaction tag: #˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩YuushiSaysHaiiii

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"WAHHH I DOUBLED!?!? this is like

that one spider-man

meme...."

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˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩About the Owner!!

˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩 You may call me Owner, Tenshiii, or Shiii! She/Her pronouns please!! ꒰ ( ˊ˘ˋ ) ꒱

˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩 Owner is a bit slow and forgetful so her posts may be slow.... ૮◞ ‸ ◟ ა

˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩 Owner LOVES talking to people but she can be very shy and scared to interact/initiate at times..... ૮◞ ‸ ◟ ა

˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩 Owner is an artist so may draw/doodle occasionally for this account and/of do draw overs!! ꒰ ( ˊ˘ˋ ) ꒱

˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩 Owner does NOT want NSFW in her inbox, to be tagged in NSFW or messaged NSFW. Any interactions the owner deems to be unsafe will be deleted and the culprit will be blocked. ₍₍⚞(◺˰◿)⚟⁾⁾

˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩 Owner isn't new to role-playing but she hasn't participated in it in with others in a very long time, so please be patient with her.... ૮◞ ‸ ◟ ა

˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩 Owner is unfortunately, again, very forgetful but also quite lazy (I struggle) so she may take a little while to answer her inbox!!! She apologises in advance but would still love to recieve things!! ꒰ ( ˊ˘ˋ ) ꒱

˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩 occasionally, maybe, here and there you might see a little bunny rabbit with angel wings and a gecko tail... That's the owners artist sona!! ꒰ ( ˊ˘ˋ ) ꒱

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"So if I'm you, and

you're me, but I'm also

me and you're also

you..... UGH STOP IT

YOU'RE MAKING MY

HEAD HURT!!"

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"Oh? An all about me!!

These are always so

hard to fill out~"

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˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩 Yuushi's info bio!!

Given name: Yuushi

Nickname: Shi-Shi

Species: Human

Height: 5'5/165cm

Age: 16

Birthday: June 13th

Birthplace: ???

Year: 1st year

Class: 1-A

Club: pop-music club! (occasionally joins the mountain lovers club activities)

Favourite subject: magic history

Hobby: making jewellery

Dislikes: people being unnecessarily rude

Favourite food: Pasta + any sweet desserts

Least favourite food: dry or bitter food

Speciality: Fashion

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"I hope now you feel a

little bit closer to me!!

I'm sure we have

something in

common~"

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˚⋆˚ᯓᡣ𐭩Last but not least.... Here's a messy drawing of Yuushi's design!!!

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"Oughh I'm getting

tired... Maybe another treat or two will pick me

back up, hehehe...~"

(pssst.... Thank you for reading!! This may get updated occasionally if the owner finds anything she needs to add or that needs changing!!! ꒰ ( ˊ˘ˋ ) ꒱)

[yuushishishi]

🩷🪽 Sorry I've been so inactive everyone!!!! My motivation is like nonexistent right now and I'm working on my final project so I'm feeling a bit tired~ (alongside just general tiredness)

🩷🪽 Hopefully I'll be back on track with atleast talking to people and replying to things sooner or later....... In the meantime thoughhhhhhhhh

🩷🪽 I did make a twt RP account for yuushi!!! So uh if you wanna go look at it the username for right now is just YuushiWIP (cus twt is an ass and won't let me change it) okay bye!!!!

[yuushishishi]

Goooodmorningggg...~! Yawwwwwnn....

I didn't get much sleep and I feel sick, buuuutttt the day waits for no one soo time to get ready...!!

[ramshackledprefect]

Hey uh.... Yumna?

Yuushi poked her head out nervously, giving a small wave.

So... Uhm... Could you- do a little thing for me?

She came out with a basket in her hands, which were still slightly sore from.... previous events. She seemed... meeker than usual, hugging the basket close to her and tapping her fingers in a nervous rhythm. She seemed relatively okay now but... The exhaustion in her eyes said otherwise.

... Ah- I was wondering if you could give this to ace for me? I uh- I don't know if he's awake yet but I thought he'd like something to... cheer him up

@yuushishishi (not taking it herself I see HMMM...)

She was half way through writing a wellness report for Crowley at their desk when Yumna heard her name. Her pen stopping as she turned in the chair to face the source of the voice. A small smile forms on their face upon seeing the fellow prefect waving up at them.

" Yes, what is it Yuushi ? " They asked while removing their glasses to set them on her desk. That's when they saw the basket and the girl's visible mix of exhaustion and hesitation come into view. Something is up and it's Ace related. They thought.

Surely enough upon hearing Yuushi's following words- they were right.

" I was going to Heartslabyul in a bit to check on his wounds so I suppose I could give it to him yes- " They slowly rose up from the chair and walked over to her. "But I believe he would cheer up more if you gave it to him no ? Unless-" A pause and a concern look.

" You don't want to see him right now. "

[yuushishishi]

There was a small hitch in her breath, and yuushi immediately froze in place, her grip tightening on the basket. She didn't meet yumna's concerned gaze, instead pointing her eyes to the cloth lid of the basket.

....no i- no. I don't.

The following silence was loud. Stretching. Deafening. It was strange... Her usual chirpy voice remained locked behind pursed lips. Her usual talkativeness had been replaced by quiet nerves and tired sighs. She hugged the basket tighter to her chest.

....I don't think me being there would help much, if at all. He needs- I think he needs a good support system while he recovers. I think he needs people to stay with him and reassure him and i wasn't- I'm not that person.

I don't- I don't think I could help him right now. Her body trembled slightly, arms twitching as she moved to hold out the basket. I know it's super cowardly but- I fucked up. Big time. He was scared and in pain and.... I couldn't do anything.

....also I'm... Just a little scared, y'know? I'm worried if I go see him and- and I clam up because of what happened he'll....

He'll really think I gave up on him. I haven't! but- he doesn't need me right now.

[ramshackledprefect]

The woman doesn't take the basket instead their expression turns colder.

" Don't you think he's not scared right now ? Wondering if you hate him after all that's happened ? " The words are almost bitter on their tongue but sometimes the words of truth is like that" You say you haven't given up on him but here you are, standing here- basket in hand, blaming yourself and avoiding him like the fucking plague, Yuushi. "

Yumna then let's out a heavy sigh and rests her hand on her hip.

" If you think you didn't do anything then, you are certainly doing nothing to help him right now. Because despite your words all I am seeing is you being scared for your own sake instead of his."

[yuushishishi]

Yuushi stood there silently, refusing to move. If she'd stayed there any longer, yumna maybe have believed she'd just been petrified on the spot. Her chest lay still, her arms tightly gripping the basket as if somehow it was supporting her.

There was a twitch. Two. Then three.

I-

silence again. Maybe another try?

Its-... im-

She shut her mouth.

She wasn't looking at yumna, still staring at the floor, but even her gaze seemed to drift off elsewhere. Blurred, dazed, cloudy with tears. She wasn't speaking, it seemed as though she had nothing to say. Before yumna could speak up again, there was a crack.

I could have lost him. Silence again, but this time it was barely held together. Slowly but surely that silence fell apart, and no matter how much she swallowed she couldn't pull it back anymore.

I know- hic I know that's not an.... E-excuse but..... I was worried. I was so worried. I am scared. He was right there and... H-... Hic He was- killing himself, yumna..... I've- never-.... She gripped the basket tighter, the material beginning to strain. She wanted to calm down, to cool herself off so she could speak clearly, but her mouth just kept moving and the tears wouldn't stop.

.....I t-..... talked to him- I tried too... He-... I should- hic... have pushed m-more-.... He kept... pushing me- a-away but-.... But I should.... I should have done- more.... I me-... messaged him- all the time.... I kept hoping but- hic.... Hic... He tried to kill himself. He was going to die- Yuushi sobbed once, then again, before attempting to collect herself. Yuushi felt guilty. Guilty for not being able to help. Guilty for not doing enough.

But more than that, she was scared of almost losing him and being able to do nothing. Scared of seeing the person she loved so deeply hurt themselves and push her away.

He was-... He was- hic going to die..... Thinking- thinking we w-would all leave him... That- hic that he wasn't-..... Wasn't good enough i-.... He was right there and I couldn't do anything... Her voice strained, blubbering and bubbling with all the fear in the world. Grief for the simple possibility the person she loved could have just disappeared.

I- I didn't want to lose him.... Hic I don't want to lose him... And then my heart- and- and then everyone was-...... We were all going to-

...

...

...of course I know I should be there..... She mumbled, the basket beginning to crack. Of course I know that..... I know he's... He's scared-.... Hic he's probably- beating himself up hic about it and- and- making himself u-upset.... And here I am crying feeling sorry-...... Hic its- it's so stupid and I- I- i know it's stupid- he's... He's alive, I should-..... Hic I should be there but-

We were going to die. He was going to die, and I could do NOTHING. Yuushi desperately repeated it, the basket suddenly dropping from her arms as she reached up to frantically wipe at her face, sniffling and sobbing trying to stop herself from acting so pathetic.

What if- hic what if something happens...? And I can't get through to him....? Hic What if-...... Hic It's so dumb, it's so pathetic I'm sorry- I'm so so sorry but I just-....... Hic i couldn't live with myself knowing I failed him like that. I couldn't live with myself knowing I lost him!!! Yuushi gasped again, her nails beginning to dig into the skin of her face.

I know- I know I shouldn't feel sorry for myself..... This is about him.... He's- he's in pain.... He's sad and- and he's scared and-.... Some kinda girlfriend I am leaving him alone..... I'm scared too....

I want to-..... I want to go see him-.... I do.... I do... But I just-.... He needs me and I-.... I'm sorry... I'm so so sorry.... I'm really sorry....

It was all so much... I didn't want to die either......

[yuushishishi]

Sugar muffins I never realised just how screwed up the skin of my thumbs are....

The skin here is all ripped and torn and there are multiple layers showing.... It's a calloused mess but gosh I can't NOT pick and bite it ITS RIGHT THEEEEEEEERE .·°՞(¯□¯)՞°·.

[yuushishishi]

Marianne stands at the door to ramshackle, checking over the things she brought just in case she forgot something.

Cake made with stevia so it's less straining on her heart? Check.

Plates and forks? Check.

Drinks? Check.

A plush? Check.

Marianne 'knocks' on the door by kicking it lightly with her foot, then takes a step back just in case.

@sleepy-jellyf1sh

The sound of clattering and falling objects followed Marianne's knocking, earning a string of curses from the darling prefect inside.

Within a few moments, the door creaked open to reveal a dazed but smiling Yuushi, who though slightly frazzled seemed incredibly happy to see her friend.

Marianne!! Hi hello, come on in I was just tidying up! You should have messaged me if you were coming over, I'd have made things look fancier~

She stepped aside so that Marianne could enter before closing the door and rushing into the living room, pulling out a pile of light blankets.

Yuushi looked..... tired, to put it bluntly. She wobbled slightly, her arms had red marks, her breathing was a tad bit too shallow, and her smile barely reached her eyes.

Is that cake?? Luckily, her interest in sweets hadn't changed

[sleepy-jellyf1sh]

Marianne nodded and entered the building, placing the box containing the cake on the coffee table. It is. It was my turn on baking duty that morning. I made an extra cake for you.

She noticed the marks on Yuushi's arms, but decided to not comment on it. If the prefect wants to talk about it, they'll talk. Marianne won't force it.

It's fine, considering the recent chaos i came in knowing there would be a mess. In fact, I came here offering assistance. You look exhausted.

[yuushishishi]

Awwwhhhh marianneee!! You sweetheart, thank you!

Yuushi hoisted the pile of blankets up into her arms and walked over to one of the sofas, gently spreading them out for the two of them. She hummed, settling down and watching Marianne set out the cake.

Oh... Heh- Yeah, you noticed....

..... Well, you aren't wrong. I'm really exhausted. After everything that went on I'm just..... A total wreck. Everything keeps going downhill the more I try to salvage it. I've been aaallll over the place hoping to distract myself buuuuut.... She picked and peeled the ripped skin around her nails, letting the silence speak for her.

Yuushi huffed, curling into herself and resting her chin on her tucked knees. I promise I'm okay though! My heart was acting up this morning but otherwise I'm feeling fine! She turned her head to look up at Marianne, carefully watching her expression.

....do you know how he's doing at all? I haven't.... Seen him yet....

[sleepy-jellyf1sh]

Marianne cuts the cake into even slices and plates them, handing one of the slices to Yuushi. I know. You're strong, but please know I'm available if you ever need me. Or just want to talk.

Her face remained perfectly neutral as normal....except for a hint of worry in her eyes as she noticed Yuushi picking at her skin.

From what Jamil told me, Ace is recovering. Apparently on a bunch of painkillers and other stuff. We don't have a timeline for when he'll be out of the infirmary yet.

[yuushishishi]

Hmm..... Yuushi nodded and rubbed her eyes That's good then, I'm glad he's being taken care of at least...

Yuushi seemed relieved, as if a small bit of weight had been lifted off her shoulders knowing he was in good hands. Unfortunately, the grey clouds still weren't quite clear just yet.....

Upon taking the cake, Yuushi took a bite to enjoy the fluffy confection. She let out a pleased hum at the moist texture and sugary taste, letting it lighten her mood (even if just a little)

.....I wouldn't say I'm very strong, especially not right now. Everything's just.... A lot. I haven't been able to do much of.... anything. I totally fucked up, and now the only thing I have to show for it is trying to repair the physical damage while everyone else- goes on. I feel like a total coward. I'm the only one who's still not done.... Anything.

She sighed, sinking into the mass of blankets before shovelling more cake into her mouth. Yuushi picked at her skin again, tugging off a ripped piece.

Cough uh moving on then, want some cups for those drinks you brought? I'll go grab some! Yuushi stood up with a wobble, quickly making her way into the kitchen. Her thighs had tiny bruises on them.

[sleepy-jellyf1sh]

Everything has been a lot recently. Marianne watched Yuushi head into the kitchen. It was very surreal to see Melus having a standoff.

She twisted open the thermos of tea she made that morning. I hope you dont mind tea....the lounge ran out of coffee.

[yuushishishi]

I didn't get to see it but I'm sure it was pretty funny-! Yuushi let out an awkward laugh, reaching for some cute mugs that had luckily survived the whole ordeal unscathed.

Ah...- I'm uh, not actually a big fan of tea. I don't really-.... no, it's okay! I'll drink it, I'm sure it's nice if you made it. Yuushi walked back in with the mugs, placing them down for Marianne to pour the tea into. She watched quietly, listening to the trickling sound. The silence seemed to stretch. Longer.. Longer... Longer.... She was gonna cave.

I'm mad. I'm mad and upset. Not necessarily at him, I mean kinda, but- everything else. I tried but I kept screwing it up, and I feel like I didn't do enough with all the pushback he gave...... I couldn't be there for him or help like he needed me too. But then, the more I think about it- he didn't want to tell me. He didn't even want to try. Then, of course this happens and- now, well, ramshackle is a total mess, and honestly? I'm.... not sure what to think or feel. Or if I can even talk to him. Not just because I think I failed him, and that I'm not good for him now but- It was scary, I mean- we all could have died. Everything I fought hard for would be gone. My heart could have-

Yuushi dug her fingers into her legs, taking a deep breath before sighing and lazily leaning all her weight on the jellyfish girl. Oh mariiiaaannneeeee~ this suuuuuckssss cheer me up plleeasseeeeee~? You're always good at that, come ooonnnnnnn~ She whined, wrapping her arms around Marianne and pouting.

[sleepy-jellyf1sh]

Marianne wrapped her arms around Yuushi and patted her back. I understand why you're so upset. None of us expected....that to happen. But you couldn't have done anything. It isnt your fault.

Ramshackle is a mess....yes. but i don't mind helping you clean up. Marianne kissed Yuushi's forehead before patting her head.

[yuushishishi]

Yuushi felt lighter now that she'd verbalised her feelings. It didn't erase the inner turmoil, and it definitely didn't fix things but.... Simply saying it aloud seemed to help TONS.

She smiled at Marianne's sweet words and affection, giggling lightly with giddy cheer as she enjoyed the others company. The contact and comfort made her really happy.....

Thank you Marianne.... You're such a sweetheart. I really appreciate you doing all this for me, and for offering to help. The cake is delicious by the way.

I'll pay you back when I can, promise! Whatever you want!

Yuushi quickly relaxed in the hug, finding a comfortable position to rest with Marianne.

[yuushishishi]

Marianne stands at the door to ramshackle, checking over the things she brought just in case she forgot something.

Cake made with stevia so it's less straining on her heart? Check.

Plates and forks? Check.

Drinks? Check.

A plush? Check.

Marianne 'knocks' on the door by kicking it lightly with her foot, then takes a step back just in case.

@sleepy-jellyf1sh

The sound of clattering and falling objects followed Marianne's knocking, earning a string of curses from the darling prefect inside.

Within a few moments, the door creaked open to reveal a dazed but smiling Yuushi, who though slightly frazzled seemed incredibly happy to see her friend.

Marianne!! Hi hello, come on in I was just tidying up! You should have messaged me if you were coming over, I'd have made things look fancier~

She stepped aside so that Marianne could enter before closing the door and rushing into the living room, pulling out a pile of light blankets.

Yuushi looked..... tired, to put it bluntly. She wobbled slightly, her arms had red marks, her breathing was a tad bit too shallow, and her smile barely reached her eyes.

Is that cake?? Luckily, her interest in sweets hadn't changed

[sleepy-jellyf1sh]

Marianne nodded and entered the building, placing the box containing the cake on the coffee table. It is. It was my turn on baking duty that morning. I made an extra cake for you.

She noticed the marks on Yuushi's arms, but decided to not comment on it. If the prefect wants to talk about it, they'll talk. Marianne won't force it.

It's fine, considering the recent chaos i came in knowing there would be a mess. In fact, I came here offering assistance. You look exhausted.

[yuushishishi]

Awwwhhhh marianneee!! You sweetheart, thank you!

Yuushi hoisted the pile of blankets up into her arms and walked over to one of the sofas, gently spreading them out for the two of them. She hummed, settling down and watching Marianne set out the cake.

Oh... Heh- Yeah, you noticed....

..... Well, you aren't wrong. I'm really exhausted. After everything that went on I'm just..... A total wreck. Everything keeps going downhill the more I try to salvage it. I've been aaallll over the place hoping to distract myself buuuuut.... She picked and peeled the ripped skin around her nails, letting the silence speak for her.

Yuushi huffed, curling into herself and resting her chin on her tucked knees. I promise I'm okay though! My heart was acting up this morning but otherwise I'm feeling fine! She turned her head to look up at Marianne, carefully watching her expression.

....do you know how he's doing at all? I haven't.... Seen him yet....

[sleepy-jellyf1sh]

Marianne cuts the cake into even slices and plates them, handing one of the slices to Yuushi. I know. You're strong, but please know I'm available if you ever need me. Or just want to talk.

Her face remained perfectly neutral as normal....except for a hint of worry in her eyes as she noticed Yuushi picking at her skin.

From what Jamil told me, Ace is recovering. Apparently on a bunch of painkillers and other stuff. We don't have a timeline for when he'll be out of the infirmary yet.

[yuushishishi]

Hmm..... Yuushi nodded and rubbed her eyes That's good then, I'm glad he's being taken care of at least...

Yuushi seemed relieved, as if a small bit of weight had been lifted off her shoulders knowing he was in good hands. Unfortunately, the grey clouds still weren't quite clear just yet.....

Upon taking the cake, Yuushi took a bite to enjoy the fluffy confection. She let out a pleased hum at the moist texture and sugary taste, letting it lighten her mood (even if just a little)

.....I wouldn't say I'm very strong, especially not right now. Everything's just.... A lot. I haven't been able to do much of.... anything. I totally fucked up, and now the only thing I have to show for it is trying to repair the physical damage while everyone else- goes on. I feel like a total coward. I'm the only one who's still not done.... Anything.

She sighed, sinking into the mass of blankets before shovelling more cake into her mouth. Yuushi picked at her skin again, tugging off a ripped piece.

Cough uh moving on then, want some cups for those drinks you brought? I'll go grab some! Yuushi stood up with a wobble, quickly making her way into the kitchen. Her thighs had tiny bruises on them.

[sleepy-jellyf1sh]

Everything has been a lot recently. Marianne watched Yuushi head into the kitchen. It was very surreal to see Melus having a standoff.

She twisted open the thermos of tea she made that morning. I hope you dont mind tea....the lounge ran out of coffee.

[yuushishishi]

I didn't get to see it but I'm sure it was pretty funny-! Yuushi let out an awkward laugh, reaching for some cute mugs that had luckily survived the whole ordeal unscathed.

Ah...- I'm uh, not actually a big fan of tea. I don't really-.... no, it's okay! I'll drink it, I'm sure it's nice if you made it. Yuushi walked back in with the mugs, placing them down for Marianne to pour the tea into. She watched quietly, listening to the trickling sound. The silence seemed to stretch. Longer.. Longer... Longer.... She was gonna cave.

I'm mad. I'm mad and upset. Not necessarily at him, I mean kinda, but- everything else. I tried but I kept screwing it up, and I feel like I didn't do enough with all the pushback he gave...... I couldn't be there for him or help like he needed me too. But then, the more I think about it- he didn't want to tell me. He didn't even want to try. Then, of course this happens and- now, well, ramshackle is a total mess, and honestly? I'm.... not sure what to think or feel. Or if I can even talk to him. Not just because I think I failed him, and that I'm not good for him now but- It was scary, I mean- we all could have died. Everything I fought hard for would be gone. My heart could have-

Yuushi dug her fingers into her legs, taking a deep breath before sighing and lazily leaning all her weight on the jellyfish girl. Oh mariiiaaannneeeee~ this suuuuuckssss cheer me up plleeasseeeeee~? You're always good at that, come ooonnnnnnn~ She whined, wrapping her arms around Marianne and pouting.

[yuushishishi]

Marianne stands at the door to ramshackle, checking over the things she brought just in case she forgot something.

Cake made with stevia so it's less straining on her heart? Check.

Plates and forks? Check.

Drinks? Check.

A plush? Check.

Marianne 'knocks' on the door by kicking it lightly with her foot, then takes a step back just in case.

@sleepy-jellyf1sh

The sound of clattering and falling objects followed Marianne's knocking, earning a string of curses from the darling prefect inside.

Within a few moments, the door creaked open to reveal a dazed but smiling Yuushi, who though slightly frazzled seemed incredibly happy to see her friend.

Marianne!! Hi hello, come on in I was just tidying up! You should have messaged me if you were coming over, I'd have made things look fancier~

She stepped aside so that Marianne could enter before closing the door and rushing into the living room, pulling out a pile of light blankets.

Yuushi looked..... tired, to put it bluntly. She wobbled slightly, her arms had red marks, her breathing was a tad bit too shallow, and her smile barely reached her eyes.

Is that cake?? Luckily, her interest in sweets hadn't changed

[sleepy-jellyf1sh]

Marianne nodded and entered the building, placing the box containing the cake on the coffee table. It is. It was my turn on baking duty that morning. I made an extra cake for you.

She noticed the marks on Yuushi's arms, but decided to not comment on it. If the prefect wants to talk about it, they'll talk. Marianne won't force it.

It's fine, considering the recent chaos i came in knowing there would be a mess. In fact, I came here offering assistance. You look exhausted.

[yuushishishi]

Awwwhhhh marianneee!! You sweetheart, thank you!

Yuushi hoisted the pile of blankets up into her arms and walked over to one of the sofas, gently spreading them out for the two of them. She hummed, settling down and watching Marianne set out the cake.

Oh... Heh- Yeah, you noticed....

..... Well, you aren't wrong. I'm really exhausted. After everything that went on I'm just..... A total wreck. Everything keeps going downhill the more I try to salvage it. I've been aaallll over the place hoping to distract myself buuuuut.... She picked and peeled the ripped skin around her nails, letting the silence speak for her.

Yuushi huffed, curling into herself and resting her chin on her tucked knees. I promise I'm okay though! My heart was acting up this morning but otherwise I'm feeling fine! She turned her head to look up at Marianne, carefully watching her expression.

....do you know how he's doing at all? I haven't.... Seen him yet....

[sleepy-jellyf1sh]

Marianne cuts the cake into even slices and plates them, handing one of the slices to Yuushi. I know. You're strong, but please know I'm available if you ever need me. Or just want to talk.

Her face remained perfectly neutral as normal....except for a hint of worry in her eyes as she noticed Yuushi picking at her skin.

From what Jamil told me, Ace is recovering. Apparently on a bunch of painkillers and other stuff. We don't have a timeline for when he'll be out of the infirmary yet.

[yuushishishi]

Hmm..... Yuushi nodded and rubbed her eyes That's good then, I'm glad he's being taken care of at least...

Yuushi seemed relieved, as if a small bit of weight had been lifted off her shoulders knowing he was in good hands. Unfortunately, the grey clouds still weren't quite clear just yet.....

Upon taking the cake, Yuushi took a bite to enjoy the fluffy confection. She let out a pleased hum at the moist texture and sugary taste, letting it lighten her mood (even if just a little)

.....I wouldn't say I'm very strong, especially not right now. Everything's just.... A lot. I haven't been able to do much of.... anything. I totally fucked up, and now the only thing I have to show for it is trying to repair the physical damage while everyone else- goes on. I feel like a total coward. I'm the only one who's still not done.... Anything.

She sighed, sinking into the mass of blankets before shovelling more cake into her mouth. Yuushi picked at her skin again, tugging off a ripped piece.

Cough uh moving on then, want some cups for those drinks you brought? I'll go grab some! Yuushi stood up with a wobble, quickly making her way into the kitchen. Her thighs had tiny bruises on them.

[yuushishishi]

Marianne stands at the door to ramshackle, checking over the things she brought just in case she forgot something.

Cake made with stevia so it's less straining on her heart? Check.

Plates and forks? Check.

Drinks? Check.

A plush? Check.

Marianne 'knocks' on the door by kicking it lightly with her foot, then takes a step back just in case.

@sleepy-jellyf1sh

The sound of clattering and falling objects followed Marianne's knocking, earning a string of curses from the darling prefect inside.

Within a few moments, the door creaked open to reveal a dazed but smiling Yuushi, who though slightly frazzled seemed incredibly happy to see her friend.

Marianne!! Hi hello, come on in I was just tidying up! You should have messaged me if you were coming over, I'd have made things look fancier~

She stepped aside so that Marianne could enter before closing the door and rushing into the living room, pulling out a pile of light blankets.

Yuushi looked..... tired, to put it bluntly. She wobbled slightly, her arms had red marks, her breathing was a tad bit too shallow, and her smile barely reached her eyes.

Is that cake?? Luckily, her interest in sweets hadn't changed

[sleepy-jellyf1sh]

Marianne nodded and entered the building, placing the box containing the cake on the coffee table. It is. It was my turn on baking duty that morning. I made an extra cake for you.

She noticed the marks on Yuushi's arms, but decided to not comment on it. If the prefect wants to talk about it, they'll talk. Marianne won't force it.

It's fine, considering the recent chaos i came in knowing there would be a mess. In fact, I came here offering assistance. You look exhausted.

[yuushishishi]

Awwwhhhh marianneee!! You sweetheart, thank you!

Yuushi hoisted the pile of blankets up into her arms and walked over to one of the sofas, gently spreading them out for the two of them. She hummed, settling down and watching Marianne set out the cake.

Oh... Heh- Yeah, you noticed....

..... Well, you aren't wrong. I'm really exhausted. After everything that went on I'm just..... A total wreck. Everything keeps going downhill the more I try to salvage it. I've been aaallll over the place hoping to distract myself buuuuut.... She picked and peeled the ripped skin around her nails, letting the silence speak for her.

Yuushi huffed, curling into herself and resting her chin on her tucked knees. I promise I'm okay though! My heart was acting up this morning but otherwise I'm feeling fine! She turned her head to look up at Marianne, carefully watching her expression.

....do you know how he's doing at all? I haven't.... Seen him yet....

[yuushishishi]

Marianne stands at the door to ramshackle, checking over the things she brought just in case she forgot something.

Cake made with stevia so it's less straining on her heart? Check.

Plates and forks? Check.

Drinks? Check.

A plush? Check.

Marianne 'knocks' on the door by kicking it lightly with her foot, then takes a step back just in case.

@sleepy-jellyf1sh

The sound of clattering and falling objects followed Marianne's knocking, earning a string of curses from the darling prefect inside.

Within a few moments, the door creaked open to reveal a dazed but smiling Yuushi, who though slightly frazzled seemed incredibly happy to see her friend.

Marianne!! Hi hello, come on in I was just tidying up! You should have messaged me if you were coming over, I'd have made things look fancier~

She stepped aside so that Marianne could enter before closing the door and rushing into the living room, pulling out a pile of light blankets.

Yuushi looked..... tired, to put it bluntly. She wobbled slightly, her arms had red marks, her breathing was a tad bit too shallow, and her smile barely reached her eyes.

Is that cake?? Luckily, her interest in sweets hadn't changed

[yuushishishi]

I'm going out into foothill town for a bit!

I'll probably be gone for a while........

Does anyone want anything?

It'll be good to get out of here for a while, I can't look at this place anymore......

[yuushishishi]

Okay so I don't know why but I just cleaned all of the dirty dishes that weren't mine which I HATE doing

Then I sorted all the laundry which I also HATE doing

And now I'm cleaning up the mess that got left behind from the overblot which probably isn't a good idea because some of it is blot puddles and I'm not supposed to be near that stuff

Why am I in such a busy-body mood toda-

.....

Fuck I'm fawning.

ANYWAY BACK TO WORK!!!!

[yuushishishi]

I need to stop being so gloomy!

I need to get up off my ass!!!

Come on yuushi this is not going to help it's going to be okay!!!

Go back to normal

Just get going get up get going it's okay!

It's okay.

Yuushi up and attem!!!

[yuushishishi]

My arms have red streaks on em.... I think I dug my nails in a bit too hard, I don't know I was kinda just-

....

My jaw really hurts too, was I clenching it that hard? I thought I was gonna break my teeth....

....

....

My thighs are definitely gonna bruise....

Uuugghhhhhhhhh now I'm just sore all over DANGIT

[yuushishishi]

.....I sent so many messages.....

.....

Didn't see a single one....

Yuushi seems to be talking to herself.

Again.

"goodmorning! make sure you eat and drink something today." She read out

"you seemed tired in class today, make sure to rest!" She read more out

"do you want to go out together today?" And more

"hey they said you ditched at practice, are you okay?" And more

.....

.....

She hovers over the delete button before closing her phone.

Here I am..... Feeling guilty instead of seeing him when he needs me....

.... Does he need me? I hope so... Sevens I hope so.

[yuushishishi]

I really beat up this door super bad..... All of my paint work is smashed up.....

Yuushi seems to be talking to herself

There's still a stain here in the carpet..... Completely dark...

....

I should clean that.

....

....

....

Later.

[yuushishishi]

I feel kinda lonely now

.....

Ugghhhhh why am I being so selfish about this? I should just go say something!! I shouldn't fumble around like a headless chicken just because I feel bad it's not like I'm the one who o-

....

....

I should talk to him....

....

I won't though.