kaleidoscope diaries

[z-kaleido]

should i finish this

[z-kaleido]

4

metamorphosis requires you to kill the old you little by little so that you can have the space to become something greater than what you currently are. i have to give up an important part of me so that i can replace it with something better. this is what i have to do to become a beautiful butterfly

[z-kaleido]

3

no god sees justice. maybe justice was never meant to be in a place like this. so restrictive. rigid. in the end, justice cant exist without luck.

[z-kaleido]

3

lagi ko pinag-iisipan kung bakit palagi natin minamaliit ang ating kakayahan bilang mga Pilipino. Random tought dump. theres so many things i want to be great at but i really want to push my limit. the reest i get is the hours i skip by napping throughout the entire afternoon aftterschool. i have many pother thuings i want top start getting better bny but all that i really finish is....those bags pf unhealthy chips and food i stole asnf hid from my grandfather. and i eventually see myself doing stupid decisions, but i wonder everyday how the east asians get through it all. while me, i cant even get to the same level that they are. but why do i even want to b e on their level? if nobody was watching me, would i ever want to be great at all? im in a constant battle with myself. a part of me that tells me that im not goos enough. i really neeed to stop believing in that and fight for the truth and the truth is, my success is relative to my perception about the world and myself and the Lord.

[z-kaleido]

2

overwhelmed. evil people rule the world. tired of mediocrity. tired of being content with less. but the measure of greatness in work produced is relative to the ticking clock. time is space. integrity. tired of running. evil people have no integrity. no conscience. no empathy. no holy guidance. tired of what everybody else says about me. tired of the old me thinking to bend down to their high expectations. tired of being lesser than what i need myself to be. somebody has to die. reduce. exterminate the pests. less is more