I ate 15 takis (Zach.)

You only live once. Fuck it up in that once. DRJB/Don't Report Just Block. Enter at your own will.

[z4chzwh0re]

NEW INTRO.

In honor of @rq-teacher and Sol.

I’m @rq-bimbodoll ‘s bitch.

Name.: Zach, zachery, whore, BH.

Preferred pronouns.: He/Him/His/Z./Whore/bitch +ask for others.

Stances.: K9Queer

This blog has nsft themes, paraphilic, and frequently goes on about triggering topics. If you cannot handle or will get triggered by the themes above please do not interact and block.

I have no DNI, all is welcome. I do block freely, though it will take quite a bit to get blocked by me.

Anti’s may interact, WITH respect. This is a safe space for radqueer, radqueer adjacent, and paraphilic beings.

This blog also includes themes of fauxcest/incest, (consentual) grooming, s3lfharm, and (consensual) harm apon others. You have been warned.

Boundaries.: Do NOT private message me. I really don’t like to DM beings unless we are personally close, just a boundary of mine.

I would rather not get involved in drama that my mutuals have been in. My views do not directly intertwine with who i interact with, please keep that in mind.

Other than that i don’t care what you do.

TransID’s.: TransEyeColor, TransSmart, TransShortHair, TransGender.

PermaID’s.: PermaHorny, PermaOnline, PermaAffectionate, PermaGroomed, PermaHappy.

CisID’s.: Hypersexual, Depressed, Groomed, SH Addict, Hated, Cancelled.

NullID’s.: NullAge.

Anon List.: 🎀🌈, 🧬, 💚, 🦴🚬, 🧿🐾, big sib, 🍀, 🫀, 🌌 🦊, 🏸 🐰, split 🍌 📞, 🦴 🐾, 🌙, 🥮, internet stalker 💋, ☀ 🔥, 💉 🪽, 🕸, 👁 ☕, 🐉, 🪷, 🍕, 🍎 🍕, 🌱💿, 🐞 ☀, 🕊, ✨💖, Cupid Anon, 🍓🥛, ☣️, 💙🪽, 🎐🩹, 🦴🥩, ‼️🐶, 💌💋, 🫜,🦷, Angel Dog Anon🐕🪽, 🐞☀️, 🐇♟️ ⸝⸝, (system) 🧁🍭 , ⭐📜 , 💌💢 , 🌈🍏 , ⚜️🪽 , 🍥🎀 , 🍔🖍 , 📙💢 , 🎱🍖 , 🍪💭 (system end), 🎀🐩❔, 🧟🎵, 🍎🦇

Contact Stance.: Depends.

All Post’s Are In Honor Of Sol. ✨⚜️

Important Post Links.: (To Be Continued.)

[z4chzwh0re]

hi cipher

bye cipher

[z4chzwh0re]

im gonna go do somethign productive with my life before i start bed rotting again

[z4chzwh0re]

mmnnnn.

then again half of the beings i know would find my address

and another histus is not on the table ive bene back for less thsn 48 hours

mm.

desth or relapsing also isnt on the table, i got a duty to mwintain

[z4chzwh0re]

seriously debating blocked every person i follow, follows me, or im moots with on this account, and going MIA

or jsut deleting the account

and all of my other accounts

and all of my social medias

actually thsts not a bad idea.

[z4chzwh0re]

i cant even be here properly cause i dont know what its like, i dint think affection adn attention is gonna get me too far with this one

i wanna help

[z4chzwh0re]

guys i promise ill be able to mask in a second, i just need to figure out how to mask again. First time ive openly expressed my emotions in a lil while

[z4chzwh0re]

this is NOT what the fans wanna see. No literally that us not what the fans wanna see.

[z4chzwh0re]

Okay i fucked up, im drawling back into my hole why dif i ever think that i could be someone real

[z4chzwh0re]

i keep getting snapped out of my dissociation u hate it here just let me fade away for a lil while

[z4chzwh0re]

Now to perform my special trick, completely changing my personality for the next few minutes and zoning out so far that i don’t remember anything cause i don’t exist in the first place.

I am actively drooling as my mind drifts.

[z4chzwh0re]

*deletes posts 5 seconds after ri post them cause im not playing these GAMES.*

[z4chzwh0re]

going afk for like 2 minutes i need to gaslight myself into remember why i dint relapse

[z4chzwh0re]

therapist mandated breathing exercises never fucking work im sbout to relapse on some pills fuck this shit

i say as i remember i have no access to pills after the last time

aight wheres my lighter im setting my bed on fire

[z4chzwh0re]

mmmmnnnnn nope nope nope im chilling im okay i dont do this

[ritualisitc]

Much apologies to @z4chzwh0re and @rqpatternscreamer for our outrageous behavior tonight. Apologies for the stress we have caused.

We shall leave you to be at peace nice.

[z4chzwh0re]

ITS OKAY ITS OKAY

[ritualisitc]

WE STILL FEEL SO EXCRUCIATINGLY GUILTY

[z4chzwh0re]

I am just fine, i hope you all feel better soon

[ritualisitc]

You dont seem just fine

[z4chzwh0re]

i can be not fine when im finished making sure that nobody is gonna die

[ritualisitc]

We are gonna die my love

We’re taking care of it in system I promise

[z4chzwh0re]

not under my watch your not

[ritualisitc]

Not tonight, no. But we WILL die one day, not by our own hand though . We have people who want to cause us harm baby

[z4chzwh0re]

ill cause harm to the people who want to cause you harm fuck that

[z4chzwh0re]

I’m calm.