You're my end and my beginning

Zachari Angelo Barrameda 8teen. feeling singer. currently on a mission Current: 150 Rens

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

Hindi ako adik, I’m just hyper. 

[zac-barrameda]

Whatever. *rolls his eyes* Kumusta ka na nga pala?

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

[ blinks at Zac confusedly ] You’re weird.

[zac-barrameda]

Kesa sa'yo na adik.

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

[ glares at him before biting Zac’s finger ]

[zac-barrameda]

Aray! [ retracts his hand and shakes it before wiping it on his shirt ] Ilang katol na naman ba nahithit mo?!

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

[ starts to say slash yell in a sing-song voice ] Don’t go breakin’ my heart boy, woa-a-a-ah, don’t go tearing me apart, ohhhh~

[zac-barrameda]

[ puts a finger on her lips ] Shh. Wala akong dalang payong.

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

[ pouts ] Wala, di tayo bati. Di mo ‘ko love eh. K dot.

[zac-barrameda]

OA nito. [ laughs ] 

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

[ winks ] But that’s why you wuuuuuv me, Zacchy. Ew, you’re so tamad kahit kailan. HAHAHA. Ang saya kaya magklase! 

[zac-barrameda]

[ rolls his eyes] Feeling. Di kita love ano! And please, ikaw lang ata gusto mag-aral Dan.

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

[ laughs ] Eto, ayos naman. Kung san na’ko napadpad. Whooooo! Namiss ko talaga ang Rensean! Pero pinaka na miss ko kulitin ka, Zacster Zacchy Zachari Bear. Yiee. Kilegrz ka naman, BWAHAHA. Just kiddin’! Ikaw ba, how ya doin? 

[zac-barrameda]

[ shakes his head before ruffling her hair ] Ang ingay mo pa'rin. Heto, nag-aadjust sa mga classes. Gusto ko na ulit mag-vacation.

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

ZACCHYYY BEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! [ she attacks him in a bear hug ] UWAHHHHH! AMISSCHUED!!!

[zac-barrameda]

[ chuckles and pats her back ] Halata namang na-miss mo ako eh. Kumusta na?

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

Ren-s-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-ean!

[zac-barrameda]

Shh.

[zac-barrameda]

Text: KUYA ZAAAAAACCCC IMYYYY

Text: Uy Kem. Kumusta? :)

[kimberlytwain-blog]

Text: WEH??? PARANG DI IKAW KOYA KO :« HOY ALIEN SAN MO DINALA SI KOYA ZAK KO :« KOYAAAAAAA

[zac-barrameda]

Text: Hahaha. Di ka pa'rin nagbabago bata ka.

[zac-barrameda]

[text] heyo i have greenwhich for you and some chocolate and disney movies so make daan daan here if you want them :----) nakakamiss kang kulitin zacchy bear hihihi

[text] Nasa labas ako ng room mo.

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

I know you love her! Alam kong mahal mo siya! But Jesus Christ, Zac. Christian is not my world and I’m not his, either, because we both know that we cannot possible rely on each other that much. I love him and he loves me and that’s enough. I know you love her, I know you do. I’ve seen it. But Zac… Zac… [ pauses, inhaling as she looks him in the eye and her voice rises with each word ] Zac, please. Don’t put her on a pedestal, because you’ll only end up hurting yourself! She doesn’t deserve that, and you don’t deserve this, and fuck fuck fuck fucking shit, give me a second, I need— [ exhales, grasping for her inhaler and taking a puff, letting herself calm down before speaking again in almost a whisper ] I’m sorry. But Zac, you need to realize that maybe, just maybe, it wasn’t meant to be. 

[zac-barrameda]

[ he didn't glance at Daniella as she ranted on and on, only looking at her when she took her inhaler, hesitantly rubbing her back to help her breath again ] No, stop. Hindi yan ang pinunta ko dito. [stands up and gets two water bottles from her mini fridge, opening her bottle for her before giving it to her ] W-Wag na muna nating pag-usapan yun. Hindi ko pa kaya. 

[zac-barrameda]

[text] heyo i have greenwhich for you and some chocolate and disney movies so make daan daan here if you want them :----) nakakamiss kang kulitin zacchy bear hihihi

[text] Nasa labas ako ng room mo.

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

[ pulls her arm away from him, slamming a fist on her other hand in frustration ] Would I shit you at a time like this, Zac? Do you think it’s all a fucking game to me? Saying things like these to make you smile? Because it’s not. I mean every single thing I say, every. single. thing. She is not your world. Do not revolve around her. There will be better things, better people. Don’t make her your everything, because you deserve more than that. 

[zac-barrameda]

[ he turns to her angrily ] Pakialam mo ba kung siya ang mundo ko? Kung sabihan kitang Christian's not your fucking world, uupo ka lang ba jan at tatanggapin ang sinabi ko? Hindi, Daniella. Magrereact ka kasi alam kong mahal mo siya. Sana alam mo rin na mahal ko si Ayessa.

[zac-barrameda]

[text] heyo i have greenwhich for you and some chocolate and disney movies so make daan daan here if you want them :----) nakakamiss kang kulitin zacchy bear hihihi

[text] Nasa labas ako ng room mo.

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

[ looks down at her hands before glancing back up at Zac, her eyes blazing a bit ] No. Don’t you dare say that, Zachari Barrameda. I don’t know if she’s gone for good, but don’t you effing dare say you expected this, that nothing good lasts, because that is one thing I will not stand for. One day there will be someone who will stay. One day there will be someone who can make your heart beat again. Maybe it really just wasn’t her, as painful as it is to admit. Maybe she left to make room for another person, who knows? But not everything will leave you, so don’t say it like you deserve it. Because no one deserves to be deserted, especially somebody as nice, as sweet, and as incredible as you. 

[zac-barrameda]

[ by then, he just gave up on stopping his tears and finally let them stream down his face ] Don't give me that bullshit. Minahal ko siya, sinabihan ko siya, nawala siya. Kung hindi yan sign na wala na talagang pag-asa tong puchang buhay ko, then I don't know what's the fucking purpose of her leaving.

[zac-barrameda]

[text] heyo i have greenwhich for you and some chocolate and disney movies so make daan daan here if you want them :----) nakakamiss kang kulitin zacchy bear hihihi

[text] Nasa labas ako ng room mo.

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

[ stares sadly at Zac before sitting next to him, putting an arm around his shoulder and lightly squeezing ] Baka naman bumalik siya, Zacster. The things we love always find a way of coming back to us, diba? Don’t worry. She’ll be back before you know it. 

[zac-barrameda]

[ shakes his head ] Hindi eh. Alam ko she's gone for good, [pauses as his voice cracked on his last word] Nothing good ever lasts naman sa buhay ko eh. I should have expected this.

[zac-barrameda]

[text] heyo i have greenwhich for you and some chocolate and disney movies so make daan daan here if you want them :----) nakakamiss kang kulitin zacchy bear hihihi

[text] Nasa labas ako ng room mo.

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

[ sighs, realizing she won’t get anything out of the boy. nodding, she steps aside and lets him come in, motioning towards the couch ] O’yan. Kumain ka na as much as you want. Meron pa sa mini fridge kung gusto mo. [ smiles warily, watching Zac for any signs of a break down ] Wanna watch a movie? 

[zac-barrameda]

[shrugs as he came in, sitting down on the couch and stared at the pizza box in front of him. Minutes passed with him just staring at the box. He sniffled, rubbing his nose as he blinked rapidly to stop the newly-formed tears in his eyes from cascading down his cheeks] Nawala na lang siya bigla, Dan.

[zac-barrameda]

[text] heyo i have greenwhich for you and some chocolate and disney movies so make daan daan here if you want them :----) nakakamiss kang kulitin zacchy bear hihihi

[text] Nasa labas ako ng room mo.

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

[ pulls away, glancing at his face and frowning slightly ] Ilabas mo lang yan, Zac…

[zac-barrameda]

[ avoids her gaze ] Nagugutom lang ako, Dan.

[zac-barrameda]

[text] heyo i have greenwhich for you and some chocolate and disney movies so make daan daan here if you want them :----) nakakamiss kang kulitin zacchy bear hihihi

[text] Nasa labas ako ng room mo.

[hellodaniellaa-blog]

[ smiles, pulling open the door to her dorm and hugging Zac right away ] Pagkain lang pala katapat mo, Barrameda. 

[zac-barrameda]

[ lets Daniella hug him, his hands clenched into fists on his sides as he tried to keep his face straight ] Nagugutom na ako.