Shammy

It sucks when it ends and it sucks when it has no end

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Driving by Portillos, old man in the mall with 4 empty coffee cups, Newport Beach, September, October November, the Father’s Day section of Marshalls, the sun setting on his patio, wanting to share with him when I’m proud of something, Olive Garden, laying in the bed where he died, anything with his handwriting, hearing people talk about ice wine, his stupid emails and texts.

Every

Little

Thing

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The trifecta of cute

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Today was a good day. Pet sitting one of my favorite dogs, productive work day, showered. It’s the little things.

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Happy place, March 2026

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Decided to stop being lazy, pulled out the vinyl today, 10/10 absolutely no regrets. This album kills.

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#corgis #dogs

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Scott forever #scott #husband #beach #sunset #funny #cute

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#mood #aesthetic #fashion #duh

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One of the few reliable and good things in 2025- nail art💅❤️ #nails #nailart

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Maybe I’ve become that person that only talks about their dad that died. Maybe it’s my new personality. I want to apologize but I can’t. For anyone that knew my dad, him leaving this world made no sense and it all feels smaller now. Dull, sad, but with the soft reminder that he lives on. He’s here and I know it, I just don’t know how to reach him yet. For now I’ll just sit in this moment of missing him infinitely. #grief #loss #dadloss