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[eliciuss]

BAD SANSES (PART 1)

The others will come very soon I’m just very slow at rendering cause I kept getting distracted (sorry chat) I will be drawing them in this design whenever I do draw more Fix (+ Orville) art/comic

Have some silly murder/dust and killer designs

Murder/dust —> ask-dusttale

Killer —> rahafwabas

[diaw713]

i drew this with zero thought or expectation in mind

Killer belongs to @/rahafwabas

Murder/Dust belongs to @/ask-dusttale

their furry(?) designs belong to me

[rahafwabas]

Make sure killer knows we’re really proud of him

[huetale]

PROLOGUE - Huetale

PROLOGUE - Huetale Prev(note from creator) || next (p. 1)

so excited!! finally I have the prologue out! if you know me from my other works, I'm happy (or sad) to say that I'll from now on be prioritizing this comic over my other stuff! that doesn't mean they aren't abandoned of course! this is just a passion project in the making I've had for YEARS! shout out to a close friend that supported me through all the planning and executing! enough yapping from me tho TwT -SP

[rahafwabas]

* you start reading

I miss you

…heh listen to me

Laying here talking to empty space like you’re still gonna answer back

you never said much, did you?

…

funny thing is I liked that

you were the only one who didn’t look at me like I was nothing

everyone else looked me down Just a joke

you saw… something else

potential

…heh yeah you made sure I felt it too

pushed pulled tore me apart piece by piece just to see what I’d become when I put myself back together

and I did

for you

because every time you looked at me it felt like I wasn’t just… a mistake

I was something worth it

something worth more

…

so yeah, I hated you for it

for being so damn hard on me that I started hearing your voice even when you weren’t there

…

But…

I loved you for it too

isn’t that messed up?

…

you were the only one who didn’t lower the bar for me

the only one who believed I could actually reach it

and I did didn’t I ?

look at me now

…go on

look

…

hah

yeah that’s the problem

you can’t

you’re gone

just… gone

no one telling me to be better

and I

…I don’t know if I hate that more…

or if I’m relieved

because if you were here

would you still believe in me?

or would you finally look at me the way everyone else does?

…

maybe it’s better like this

maybe you staying gone means I get to keep that version of you

the one who saw something worth it on me

the one I could be proud of standing in front of

…

because I was proud

even when it hurt

even when I wanted to quit

…

…god

listen to me

pathetic

still chasing approval from someone who isn’t even here to give it

still trying to be what you saw in me

still

…

still missing you

…

I hate you

I hate what you made me into

I hate that I can’t stop trying to live up to it

I hate that even now

I’d do it all again

…

just to hear you say it once

just once

that I did good

…

…

…

…I miss you

* it seems this is the end of it

* the rest are hard to understand

*…

* you saw a sketch of a mysterious man next page

* there’s something written small under the corner…

* G A S T E R

[rahafwabas]

[endsbeginning-au]

i particularly enjoy how cross went from being this mysterious, everybody knows him and probably for nefarious or mysterious reasons to just being a massive loser with massive aura loss

I’m so sorry but he’s extremely funny to me

I still hope you’d enjoy his part of the story tho

[endsbeginning-au]

i am very curious who At The Cemetery in the playlist is for. the fact it's in the playlist seems to imply there is an infected who is friends/possibly crushing on a non-infected. and maybe hiding the fact they'r infected. or previously was friends with/crushing on while infected.

That’s a crepic song ;]

[sketchtoons]

I genuinely love your Reaper stuff, I'd love to see more doodles or drawings you've done of him if you have any..

all i have of him is being a simpering fool for life....

and me simpering over life

reaper who?

[sketchtoons]

killer and ink but they bond over drawing weird horrific creatures that also turn out to look exactly like the Angel/Creators and they understands each other completely through those drawings even if not a single word passes through them the whole time

survive, sketch

[sketchtoons]

For the doodles thing, try and draw Alphys.

I dare you. =)

I bring you! the alphys! as various lizards

[sketchtoons]

[sketchtoons]

AU (?) concept that came to me on a dream i cant figure it out yet

[sketchtoons]

Flirting guys.

[sketchtoons]

Accidentally made myself a nice brush

[superyoumna]

Can we give him more furnitures

You could :D

[oobbbear]

Strawberry sofa…

[tweakberry]

Helloooo I missed drawing Infected AU so I'm back with two drawings, one of my favorite couple (I love them!) and a Venner (don't let on that I adore warm colors).

And this little extra xD

I was just drawing Venner when that Killer thing popped up on Infected's ask page xD

Venner loves pigeons (I think most of the time I usually draw him surrounded by birds xD)

You know, because he loves BIRDs *wink wink*

Infect au @endsbeginning-au

Belongs to @oobbbear

[rahafwabas]

did killer have a happy childhood or...?