Jesus, my heart hurts.
Love is patient love is kind.... I have not experienced those 2 things in it self when it comes to Love. Sometimes I wonder what your plans are for me when it comes to my life partner. Jesus, I have seen all those virtues in you but you are in the men that are around me. Why do I not see your venues in them? Your ways are higher than my ways and I trust you there are just times like these where I wonder. I dream. That I don't know if I know him. But man right now it's been hard being the holidays and all. Jesus, I trust you. My heart hurts.


















