miscellaneous

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first

i really don’t know why i suddenly decided to start blogging, but i immediately thought of doing it right after going on NASA’s tumblr page while i was doing a research paper for my gen sci class. literally nowhere in my adult years have i ever thought about blogging. 

but as i was editing my account and revisiting my old reblogs, it reminded me of why i was so addicted to tumblr in my teen years: the anonymity. posting, creating, talking, and overall interacting online without any of my real life friends and acquaintances knowing what i was really up to. it was kind of confusing at the time - because during my tumblr-peak years i was quite the extrovert, but i still spent so much time on this site just because. now i guess as my personality fully develops and my character emerges, i’m actually leaning more into being an introvert. at the beginning of this post i didn’t know what to write, but as i continue i find more and more things to talk about. next will be me reminiscing about the old tumblr and how it shaped me as a person.

i still don’t know how blogging works and i’ve only read blogs when i had to, so my posts might be too personal and colloquial, although i plan to write some articulate blogs when or if i actually commit to this. 

til next time!

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dont give children’s coloring books to college students

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HEATHENS!!!!!

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[zeeropersonality]

hey! 

suddenly remembered about my tumblr acc, had it since i was i guess 12 back in 2012. you may have known me as ellaculate or disloyalist before.

anyways im turning this into a personal blog from now on, will be posting some heavy personal stuff some days, and reblogging some random shit most times. feel free to unfollow :)

[zeeropersonality]

You know when you're so sad and you wanna tell people but you dont wanna be dramatic and annoying and a disturbance so u just shut up and cry and go to tumblr where no one knows you personally

[zeeropersonality]

No one ever gets it

[zeeropersonality]

Me, trying to open up to my friends: I feel sad

Them: aw :(

Me: okay I'm never doing that again

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Why is this so funny

[charlubby]

so i work at lush and the most famous person i’ve served so far is adele. one day i’m just standing there moving some bubble bars and pretending to look busy when suddenly this lady comes in with her child. i think “she looks like adele if adele didn’t wear make up” whilst i go over to greet her. she asks me what a bath bomb is. i think “hmm, she is very unexpectedly cockney, like adele.” halfway through my description of bath bombs i realise holy fuck it’s actually adele, and i end up saying “so these are bath bombs, you drop them in the water mnnnnnnand theychangecolour n fizz…..do stuff……..” and i think she realises i suddenly know who she is because she gently but firmly tells her son to pick a bomb. she gets some for herself as well. i put her through the till and i realise she looks very tired, so i don’t want to bother her, but holy fucking shit this is adele. i’ve ugly cried so many times while warbling her beautiful songs. she’s unwittingly been there through some bad times for me. i want to say something but i’m not sure what, so i fixate on her bright woolly vest and blurt out “i like your vest!” and she immediately replies, very chipper, “aw fanks it makes me look like a rare bird!” she departs and i stand there shaking while i whisper to my colleague that that was adele. this reaches the back of the shop where a birthday party for a bunch of 14 year olds is going on and my 19 year old colleague just shrieks “WHAT” at the top of his voice. all the girls clamour asking if we have security cameras to prove it actually was her and i’m like, the proof is that i have suddenly become 10 times emotionally stronger after being in her presence. i have absorbed her self love and all of my exes have crumbled into dust, dissolving away like the bath bomb she’ll be using later on that very night

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