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biography && wanted connections

about && aesthetics

soundtrack && face

musings && story

phoenixdtm:

status : open . location : surf lodge in montauk.

ANOTHER RAINY DAY ON THE WATER leads a man depleted of his energy from all the physical exertion, to the doors of a coffee shop that overlooks the coast. despite being raised on the water, he could never quite overcome the way his stomach twisted unpleasantly from the unsteady trip over the ocean’s swells. surely, it was nothing a hot cup of tea couldn’t cure. phoenix very gently shakes himself dry before entering the shop fully. his coat drips as he settles in the line, damp fingers move through untamed locks and attempt to make him somewhat presentable within the public eye — who did he have to impress? “ nice weather we’re having, huh? so much for a nice day on the water, ” he speaks calmly and with amusement. nix cracks the smallest of smiles before pulling his coat off one arm at a time, giving the other in line ahead of him more of his attention while they wait their turn to order something warm. “ how’s your day going? ”

zelda isn’t usually one for small talk in the middle of coffee shops, but the line feels never ending and for once, she’s in a decent mood. she’d slept in through the rainy morning, and instead of struggling with her coffee maker once again, decided a walk through the storm would keep her occupied. it seems like every day is just another existence of moving from one spot to the other, with no real plan in mind. “well, i’m waiting in line for coffee at 1pm with rain boots and an umbrella in hand,” she said with a soft smile, “so it could be worse. what brings you into this joint during the middle of the week?”

#para #ft. phoenix druimein

ofyolotl:

Yolotl had had her own share of meltdowns captured in camera— most had stayed behind with her life back in Mexico, thankfully, yet she couldn’t begin to imagine the scrutiny of being in the spotlight the way her companion was. “You act like they want you to act to appease the masses and you are a bore, a goodie-two-shoes or a sell-out and yet you rebel and suddenly you are a bitch, there is no way to win” she reasoned back, only to let a small chuckle escape her lips after hearing the other’s comment. “I don’t think you could be anonymous even if you tried” Yolo reasoned, “But I see your point. There’s history tellers, and history makers.”

She took the compliment as it was - as much as she complained, she also made sure to look her best at all times, to occasionally tip off the photographers to her whereabouts. Tonight wasn’t one of them, but she wouldn’t be surprised to find herself as a quick byline - former star hiding away in the hamptons - when the person with the phone sold the picture to TMZ for a few bucks. “I like that. History maker. Maybe that’s what I’m trying to figure out - how to just be that, instead of just another teeny bopper past her prime.”

#para #ft. yolotl córcega

cieranfm:

LOCATION: southampton house party

STATUS: open starter

“ god, i swear one of those three are going to break their neck. ” light blue eyes peered over his drink — some kind of heavily spiked punch — and had been watching three rambunctious males helping each other keg stand on the marbled flagstone poolside. “and i thought it was too early for that, but… guess not.” the light-brunette male chuckled, finding himself amused. they probably wouldn’t actually break their necks. the sun was setting orange and purple over someone’s billion-dollar holiday home. and with the atmosphere and alcohol, cier was in lighter-hearted spirits than usual. “so…” gaze travelled to the person beside him, “what’s your party trick? everyone has one, right?” the hint of a grin now gave away cier’s piqued curiousity to find out the answer to his question. maybe party tricks revealed a lot about a person. at the very least, if not, they were usually good fun.

zelda rolled her eyes - it would be just her luck that someone injured themselves to the point of press at a party she was trying to hide away in. “who said i had one?” she asked, raising an eyebrow in his direction. the booze was good - strong, at least, which was what she was looking for. “maybe my gift is just being the mysterious, hot stranger in a crowd who disappears before anyone even realizes she was there.” a glint in her eye as she smirked in his direction, “or maybe i prey upon innocent guys, lead them back to my own house, and kill them. that’d be quite a trick, wouldn’t it?”

#para #ft. cieran brooks

avaniramone:

“babe, you’re stunning and basically a greek goddess reincarnated if i wasn’t dedicated to my job i’d spend all day following you around too.” avani let out a small laugh, her arms crossed on the edge of the table as she peered over at the person holding the camera.” they wouldn’t be able to survive without stalking innocent people, i try to love everyone but, even i hate people who can’t respect that famous people are just humans going through life like everyone else.” her eyebrow raised with amusement from the other woman’s words. “what did you have in mind? ”

zelda preened at ani’s praise, her cheeks almost flushed with the compliment. she should have been used to them - she’d been famous since she hit puberty - but there was always something a little bit more special about hearing them off hand in person. “well, do i want to be viscous and cruel?” she asked, a raised eyebrow - that was a rhetorical question anyways, she always wanted to be cruel. “i’m thinking i have to go to the bathroom, but i might just trip and spill my drink on them - and most importantly, their phone. it can’t ruin anything already uploaded to the cloud, but might make them think twice before they spy next time.”

#para #ft. avani ramone

lopezxisa:

isabella was going to wait till the other stopped talking as they sat across from her, it was the polite thing to do, so she just sat in her chair looking up at stranger with interested eyes sipping her coffee until she knew they were done talking. “wait so let me get this straight… you come up and sit across from just anyone and tell them your life story?” she questioned the stranger before her eyes wandered around the coffee shop looking for the person she was waiting for.

“i’d hardly call that my life story,” zelda huffed, rolling her eyes as she took in the other. “and i was trying to tell you that i get it - why you’re hiding here. the hamptons are infamous for the number of people it’s hiding.” she reached for her coffee - if isabella didn’t want her help, then she certainly wasn’t going to get it. “you may not be burning everything in a blaze of fire like i am, but getting out isn’t as easy as you think. and maybe you want to think twice before trying to do it in the first place.”

#para #ft. isabella lopez

ofyolotl:

The businesswoman’s lips curled up, amusement making her settle her half-empty glass down in order to appear more open to continue the chat. “See, that can be more complicated than you suspect. Once the limelight is on you, almost everything you do can and will be used against you. One middle finger turns into a witch hunt, our options are limited— but we can figure something out” a wicked grin plastered across her features, eyes casted towards the camera before turning to face the other. “I am sorry, living under that type of scrutiny can be sickening.”

“Don’t I know it,” Zelda snorted, downing her gin and tonic and flipping her hair over her shoulder to ignore the iPhone camera still pointed in their direction. “I flipped off an ex-boyfriend outside his apartment and had the tabloids call me a bitch for weeks afterwards, like he wasn’t a creep in the first place.” She rolled her eyes, signaling for a refill. “It’s obnoxious,” she admits, “but it could be worse. I could be anonymous,” she said, eyes wide with faux horror - as if it wasn’t her biggest fear.

#para #ft. yolotl córcega

simplykalani:

“i mean people are bond to swoon over celebrities. it’s just natural.” kalani reasons with the other with a small smile, drink in hand as she giggles softly. one thing about her was that she was a light weight, one too many drinks and she’ll be totally drunk off her ass. “what crazy idea do you possibly have to ruin the picture?”

a smirk graced her feature - kalani was still young, still new. maybe it was because she’d grown up in this that she’d never really felt the need to swoon - “just remember, even leo takes a shit in public restrooms sometimes,” she sang, her own voice a little slurred. she’d had too many, she knew, but it was easy to get carried away with someone whom she could trust like kalani. “if i had any ideas, i would have said them, but i think marg number....five? has emptied my head for now. what are your ideas?”

#{ i love it ! zelda needs some softies around her to bring out her soft side. it does exist. buried deep down.#para #ft. kalani choi

flowcrgirlx:

“you’d think but i’m not even a celebrity, just a celebrity’s daughter and still i get this.” she gestured toward the cameras. “why does what i do even matter to them? just because guinevere does?” she rolled her eyes. “i’m so in. any ideas?”

“you matter because you’re hot,” zelda reminded her - it was just a fact of life that the children of the rich and famous were just as famous if they inherited any of their parents good looks. even if she was adopted, lennon had nailed the jackpot anyways. zelda’s future children would too, one day. “i have two ideas - we flash them, or we throw the middle finger. both are juvenile, but i’m feeling a little reckless tonight.”

#para #ft. lennon scott

open starter. @ a bar. dynamic & situation fleshed out through replies ! i like my opens to be as vague as possible to get as many unique threads as possible ! possible interaction suggestions include: blind date, regular date, friends, stranger at the bar next to her, frenemies, etc. let’s go crazy !

“you’d think people wouldn’t be so fazed by my presence anymore,” zelda smirked, an eyebrow raised at the camera raised in her direction from across the room. “if you’re going to swoon over celebrities, why are you even here? they’re just embarrassing themselves at this point. let’s do something crazy to ruin their pic - something to make it unusable.”

#hhq:start #open starter #para

meet zelda monroe / wanted connections.

romantic -

her estranged husband / ( 0 / 1 ) to say zelda lost her mind a little bit during this past year would be an understatement. hitting twenty six isn’t exactly a big milestone by any means, but it seemed to mean one thing to zelda: she wasn’t a kid anymore, or even a teen. she was an adult who needed to make big decisions about the rest of her life. [ YOUR MUSE ] seemed to understand what she was going through - a little bit older, a little bit wiser, the two fell head over heels in love in a matter of weeks. it all culminated in a ceramony performed by a los vegas elvis, of course - with rings on their fingers, and a promise of ‘forever’. but that promise faded as soon as the sun came up, and zelda ran - back to new york, back to home, to figure out what she’d just done. they haven’t spoken in over six months, though legally they’re still bound to one another - and whether it was just momentary insanity, or true love, zelda still isn’t sure. [ MALE, 28 - 35 ]

PR stunt / ( 0 / 1 ) living life in hollywood, it seemed like every move she made was calculated by a team that rarely thought about how zelda herself felt about it. this relationship was no different - she had just put out a new album and was about to go on tour, [ YOUR MUSE ] was about to launch a PR campaign of their own. the relationship was mutually beneficial for their bank accounts, but also became somewhat real, somehow - after all, no one understands the pressures of the famous quite like someone else famous.

the one that got away / ( 0 / 1 ) zelda lived as ‘normal’ a life as she could while also starring on primetime tv. she wasn’t on set, she was in a private school in manhattan, ruling with fluttering eyelashes and swift revenge on anyone who tried to undermine her. [ YOUR MUSE ] was her other half - not bothered by her occasional mean girl streak, or the fact that she had to cancel dates in order to appear on jimmy kimmel. but college came for them, zelda was launching herself as a singer, and the two drifted apart. her third album - accurately entitled ‘the one that got away’ - was laced with hidden meanings about their relationship, but [ YOUR MUSE ] and zelda haven’t seen one another in a decade. old feelings couldn’t possibly be rekindled...could they? [ ANY GENDER, 26 ]

platonic -

til death do us part / ( 0 / 1 ) they say that no one knows you as best as your closest enemy, and for zelda and [ YOUR MUSE ] it couldn’t be more true. on the surface, they’re best of friends - smiling on each others social medias, wrapping their arms around each other for pictures. but as soon as one of them crosses the other, it’s a damn near war zone - and anyone who gets in between them better watch out.

there’s no one like you / ( 0 / 1 ) zelda’s never paid much attention to the ‘underlings’ in her life - she was, after all, the best of the best and those in her life had to keep up in the same way. but since coming to the hamptons and all but hiding from her previous life, [ YOUR MUSE ] has won her over - sure, maybe they’re not world famous and shining their oscar’s every other night, but they’re teaching zelda some new perspectives - like how to enjoy clam in a hot dog bun while wearing cheap $3 flip flops. [ MUST BE A HAMPTONS NATIVE, NON - RICH / NON - CELEBRITY ]

what is you is me / ( 0 / 1 ) they say that there’s no real love like your first best friend. zelda and [ YOUR MUSE ] have known each other their entire lives - they were her date to the first award ceremony she attended at age 15 by herself, the one she turned to when she was debating going to college or pursuing her life in the entertainment industry, and the one she called when she found herself married in vegas wearing a cheap off the rack dress. they have their ups and downs, but zelda would kill for them - and vice versa. their friendship is legendary, and their love is pure. [ YOUR MUSE ] is more like a sister than a friend, and zelda would be lost without them. [ FEMALE, 26 ]

misc. -

friends

flings / hook ups / etc.

minions

enemies

past costars/coworkers/etc

more !

unless otherwise specified, all connections are open to any age range & gender !!!

#mzm #zmwc #abt

meet zelda monroe // welcome to the hamptons.

the basics //

full name : zelda eliana monroe birthdate & zodiac : november 29th, 1995 / sagittarius gender & pronouns : woman & she/her sexuality : bisexual - biromantic- polyamorous occupation : child star turned singer / actress. currently on break. hometown : manhattan, new york. family : tomas monroe ( father, entertainment lawyer ) / leonor monroe ( mother, society hostess ) / grayson monroe ( younger brother, radio dj )

deeper dive //

hobbies : tennis - zelda could have been a tennis star if she had decided to; as a teen, she was nationally ranked. mostly, she uses it as an outlet for her anger and aggression - it helps her keep her shiny, happy attitude that the public sees, and keeps her darker side under wraps as much as possible. sewing - something that her grandmother showed her how to do when she was younger, zelda likes to sew little outfits for her cat, and occasionally will make adjustments to her own clothes to make them unique and original. shopping - zelda’s life is just one shopping trip to another; she shops at high end luxury stores, and only likes to wear the best of the best. she prefers ‘prep school chic’, sophisticated and elegant clothing, but also likes to decorate and will shop for those in her life - anything to swipe a credit card and feel like she’s accomplished something. traveling - being an actress, zelda’s always traveled various places to film and for various events, but she also likes to travel on her own. there’s nothing she likes more than sitting in first class and flying over the world below her - she already feels like being on the top of the world, but somehow traveling and flying solidifies it for her.

favorites : food - brigadeiro & pretzels from carts in manhattan drink - champagne, mango smoothies movie -zelda loves classic movies - breakfast at tiffany’s, sabrina, charade, etc. she’s a sucker for audrey hepburn movies, and often pretends her life is simply just another movie. song - while she primarily sings pop music, she prefers indie music especially when she’s alone, but her all time favorite song is always landslide by fleetwood mac. color - pale pink, black and gold. habits : cigarettes [ frequent ] / alcohol [ socially ] / drug use [ the occasional use of marijuana, coke or party drugs ] nervous ticks include chewing on the inside of her lip and fidgeting with the ruby ring she wears on her pinky. loves : tiffany’s, bergdorfs, flying, new york, los angeles, paris, shoes, fashion shows, movie premiers, manipulation, destruction, love and romance, dark movie theaters, dark lipstick, cats, her brother, and sparkly things. fears : being unloved and unwanted. talents : acting / singing / dancing, publicity, tennis and manipulation

appearance //

height : 5′2 tattoos : a small sagittarius constellation on her left ribcage scars : none piercings : ears ( usually wears pearls or matching earrings ) hair : naturally black, medium to long length and wavy. wears her hair down almost exclusively, but occasionally puts it in high ponys or elegant updos for events. fashion : clothing- zelda prefers to appear like the best, sophisticated and elegant. she wears skirts and dresses almost exclusively, and when she’s wearing something like jeans or a teeshirt, it’s usually a Bad Day shoes - because she’s so tiny, she wears heels almost exclusively, even when in jeans and a teeshirt. she also loves boots, and will very, very rarely wear sneakers unless she’s working out ( usually by playing tennis )

quick bio /

zelda monroe has been a name in the entertainment industry for nearly 15 years; she took off to superstardom as a child in a popular family sitcom, bright’s nest - where she starred as the precocious pre-teen for five seasons. from there, she was able to launch a singing career, releasing three albums in almost near succession, all the way until she hit her 21st birthday. along the way, she starred in a plethora of various movies and tv shows, building up her imdb page.

as a young adult, she wanted to change her image - she’d been ‘disney’fied’‘ all her life, shown as the good girl next door. while that was the image she wanted for a long time, she wanted to be taken more seriously, given darker roles, have a chance at being seen as an adult. she took a few indie roles, took a few risque photoshoots, and her last album - superior - was written almost exclusively by herself, with a much sharper and darker edge than her previous three.

most ate it up, and she managed to thrive, even winning her first oscar at 23, it felt like the world was at her fingertips, that she could go anywhere next. there was no door closed to her, and zelda finished up her last tour by her twenty fifth birthday, immediately moving onto shooting yet another movie.

but she was burned out, tired, and wanted a break. no one would listen - she was a business, in and of itself, her career paying for many others. so when christmas of 2021 came, she disappeared without a trace - leaving her family, her team, and her fans wondering just where she went.

she gave them peace of mind enough to let them know she was still there - she kept her social media presence intact, but dropped her team, her upcoming contracts - everything, and ran to the hamptons.

she’s made some rash decisions in the past year, pissed off more than her fair share of the entertainment world, but right now, she’s trying to focus on what would make her happy - and figuring out what that is, one step at a time.

#mzm #abt #aes