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hello back from the dead what’s good

anyway this blog is gonna be my private rant space which is gonna have quite a few posts since i have a lot in my life to rant about

you don’t even know what effect you have on me

you don’t even know how much you’re making my heart ache

you don’t even know

and the saddest thing is, you don’t even care

zendagii

i’m really mad at myself because I’ve become attached to him and i can FEEL it because even when i’m in a different period, i keep thinking of him and i’m scared because soon, i won’t even see him as much anymore, i probably won’t have any classes with him, and if i can’t forget about it even for a period, my mind and heart is gonna be fucked when this semester is over

and the fact that it’s a forbidden attachment makes it 10 times worse

#the fact that ive had him for one full year now makes it worse #im so sad #i hope i still see him #but i hope he doesnt forget me

no offence but some people are so simple minded and it really annoys me

fuck he hugged me

yo i’m actually so blessed and i’m so undeserving 😭

can’t wait to leave this hell

zendagii

i’m really mad at myself because I’ve become attached to him and i can FEEL it because even when i’m in a different period, i keep thinking of him and i’m scared because soon, i won’t even see him as much anymore, i probably won’t have any classes with him, and if i can’t forget about it even for a period, my mind and heart is gonna be fucked when this semester is over

and the fact that it’s a forbidden attachment makes it 10 times worse

#okay so this was about someone else and i've moved on from that person #but now the EXACT same thing is happening to me with a different person #wtf is wrong with me

i'm not enjoying it as much i would like to :/

#i constantly feel lonely and small and insignificant #i'm so sad

wow okay then there goes my chance of being liked by you because you just choose to be rude like that

bois i am v sad

please tell me that i did not just fuck up my future

#i'm so fucking scared

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

i 👏🏼 don't 👏🏼 deserve 👏🏼 good 👏🏼 things 👏🏼 and yet they still happen to me and i'm left with guilt

so i'm uh APPARENTLY "writing at a superior level" :) what SUPERIOR LEVEL HOLY FUCK

#report card came in #got a 60 when i really should got a 30 #SUPERIOR LEVEL yeah that too #i do not dESERVE

it's 4:24am and i really need to pee but i don't wanna wake anyone up

it really amazes me that there are people who can't comprehend the use of satire and the joke just goes over their head

#twitter drama is really something

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