OOC: Everything on this blog is OOC now, the character deleted the blog but the mun likes the blog too much to loose it XDD
taylor price

祝日 / Permanent Vacation

PR's Tumblrdome

Origami Around

Discoholic 🪩

Janaina Medeiros
Jules of Nature
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸

Kaledo Art
occasionally subtle
No title available
will byers stan first human second

blake kathryn

JVL
Three Goblin Art
art blog(derogatory)

ellievsbear
Claire Keane
No title available
seen from United States

seen from Singapore
seen from Philippines

seen from United States
seen from Singapore

seen from United States

seen from Netherlands

seen from Germany
seen from Malaysia

seen from Argentina
seen from China

seen from Algeria

seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from Malaysia

seen from United States

seen from Türkiye

seen from Malaysia

seen from United States
@zero-nephilim
OOC: Everything on this blog is OOC now, the character deleted the blog but the mun likes the blog too much to loose it XDD
IZ vs OC
Who would win?
Zero Membrane
Sal Quinton
Read below for details of their strengths and weaknesses.
OOC reblog
Also you're not cute, Idk why everyone thinks you are -_- Like whatever, I don't care what other people think about you, but I don't see it at all. Even with glasses. Green is a HARD color to make work and you just don't make it work, oh well
You know everything here is public, right?
FUCK
Ehh you can delete that now
Zero's Training Simulation
Tw/ self harm implications
Zero tumbled to the ground as a loud buzzer sounded and a red X flashed in the air.
“You missed…” Zim said quietly, sitting next to a control panel.
“I know, I know I missed…” Zero hissed, picking himself back up and deactivating his suit. “Run it again.”
Zim blinked. “Again?”
“Yes! Run it again!” Zero repeated.
“Zero, you've been at this for two weeks, don't you think it's time for a break?” Zim suggested.
“Zim, just run it again.” Zero planted his feet and brandished the knives.
“You're not going to beat it, it took Tak years to beat it,” Zim pointed out.
“I'm better than her!” Zero hissed.
“Please take a break, just for fifteen minutes…”
“I can't!” Zero snapped.
Zim flinched.
“I can't! If I fucking can't do this, I'll lose! I'm not going to be good enough! I'll never be fucking good enough!” Zero gripped his hair.
Zim tried to speak. “Ze-”
“This is all I'm good for and I can't even do this right! I'm going to beat this stupid fucking simulation if it kills me!” Zero's hands were shaking.
“Zero!”
Zero glared at Zim, not thinking before aiming a knife at Zim’s neck “What?!”
Zim recoiled against his chair.
Zero blinked, then realized what was in his hand and what he was doing. He inhaled sharply and dropped the knife, taking several steps back.
Zim stared at the knife as it clattered to the ground.
“I'm sorry…” Zero said in-between shaky breaths. “You're right, I need a break…”
Zim nodded slowly.
Zero swallowed. “Wh… why don't we both go to our rooms for a bit? Better yet, we're done for the day.”
Zim nodded quickly and hopped off the chair. “Good idea. I have some things I want to do anyway.”
“Yeah, don't let me keep you…”
Zim exited the lab.
Zero inhaled deeply and let it out slowly. Then he picked his knife up again, went to the control console, and pressed the button to restart the simulation.
The lights dimmed and holograms of three faceless irken Invaders surrounded Zero.
Zero jumped as they attacked, activating his suit to give him a boost off the ground. In a quick flurry of motion, the holograms followed him, striking from different sides.
Zero did his best to weave in and out of the PAK legs, blocking all of the hits at first and delivering a few himself. He got one of the holograms in the chest, deactivating it. Then the last two cornered him. This is what happened last time…
Zero tried again to fire at them both, killing one and almost killing the other, but he missed and the other irken stabbed him with a PAK leg hologram. It did not hurt him in real life, it just meant he failed again.
Zero ended up on the ground as the air flashed a red X and a buzzer sounded again
“Fuck!” Zero screamed. He readjusted his knives and deactivated his suit. “What is wrong with you! No wonder you can't keep anyone around!”
His head swam with self hate and fear, he shook his head and grabbed at his hair to try to calm down.
“Shut up, shut up, shut up…” Comments of people from his past played on a loop in his head, drowning out reality. He stumbled.
He happened to glance at a mirror hanging on the wall. He had not noticed he was crying, but there were obvious tear streaks down his cheeks.
He growled and ran to the mirror, taking it off the wall and then smashing it against the ground. Glass scattered everywhere as a semi satisfying crash filled the room.
“You're a piece of shit, you know that?!” Zero screamed at the glass shards. He could see himself in one of them.
“Yeah, I know it. Doesn't mean I want to be…” Zero answered his own question. “Well it doesn't matter what you want, what matters is what you are! I don't know who I am!” Now he was invested in a conversation with himself.
“You know who you are, you just can't face it! No, that's not true. Yes it is, you know good and well who you are. Fuck off!” Zero stomped on the glass shard. He felt like he was going insane. “You're a Membrane! You can't escape it! No matter how many times you change your name, no matter how many times you change how you look, you're never going to be able to look in the mirror and not see a Membrane!”
Zero screamed again and activated his suit to fire lazers at the remaining glass shards.
“Leave me alone!” Zero grabbed a potted plant and threw it across the room. The pot shattered and the plant suddenly sprouted a huge tangle of vines and roots, spreading out along the floor.
Zero flinched and backed away from the plant, breathing heavily.
The plant went still. Zero approached it slowly then grabbed one of the vines. He gritted his teeth before ripping it off of the plant, which sent a surge of sharp pain from his hands to his shoulders, like someone had cut a long gash all along his arms, even the robotic one.
Did he like the pain? No. But it was better than feeling numb. Plus it seemed to help ground him. He shivered from the pain and dropped the vine, which squirmed away from him before it died.
Zero deactivated the suit and let himself fall to the ground, waiting for the pain in his arms to fade. It would be a minute or so. He curled up as small as he could on the ground and put his arms around himself. Slowly, more tears flowed out and he continued to shiver. Before long, his quiet sobs were the only thing audible in the room.
He hated himself. And he hated hating himself.
Sup
- @dead2empire
Whomst
@zero-nephilim
You just proved my point. Anyway, for your information, I have amnesia at the mo.
Well, that sucks.
Well you asked who I was, and I'm afraid to inform you that I don't fucking know. :P
Sup
- @dead2empire
Whomst
@zero-nephilim
You sound like you are fun at parties
Not.
I don't do parties.
You just proved my point. Anyway, for your information, I have amnesia at the mo.
Sup
- @dead2empire
Whomst
I don't answer unless you answer first. You're not in my contact list.
Fine, I'm the Tak of universe 18. Now who exactly are you, nephilim?
Cool.
Funny story, I actually don't know what or who I am.
Cool
Funny story, I actually don't know what or who I am
Loser
You sound like you are fun at parties.
Not.
Sup
- @dead2empire
Whomst
That's not important. Who may you be exactly?
I don't answer unless you answer first. You're not in my contact list.
Sup
- @dead2empire
Whomst
Don't worry, Sprouts is just as confused what's going on as you are. - @mothballsandstarfalls
Who is this?
Hi, I know you.
- @zero-nephilim
well this isn't ominous at all no not in the slightest
fym "??" going 'i know you' to someone who doesn't recognize you is fucking creepy dude. what is happening. i am scared. who are you.
I don't know how else to open things. You were in my chat contacts, you do know me. My name is Zero?
Currently can't fucking tell you anything about my safe since my brain is rebooting.
since fucking when are you active on tumblr
I don't know, this blog seemed to be several months old. I just assumed I'd used it before.
Hi, I know you.
- @zero-nephilim
Yeah, you saw me earlier.
Yep.
Hi, I know you.
- @zero-nephilim
YES.
@zero-nephilim
Hi. I have a cool name.
Indeed, your taste in names is quite bold and interesting.
Thanks.
Hi, I know you.
- @zero-nephilim
Yes, yes you do. Hey Zero (art by @sunsetl3mon )
Are ya winning friend?
Winning what?
Discovering your blog. Putting things together. Also don't worry about it so much later when it comes to posting.
Oh then yes.