zero

零 is active april 22!! h: 167 / ugw 38

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welcome <3

day [ 3 ] binge free!!

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please refer to me as zero

i use they/them pronouns but she/he is fine !!

中/ENG & 少し日本語を話します。

++ foods i love :)

carbs + tea (not a food) + eggs

>:// foods i hate >:(

tofu (!!!!1!!1!1!1!1) + nuts + fatty meats

?? biggest fear foods

avocado + pasta + fried chicken

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moots welcome :) just drop a comment

I post rants, updates & thinspipi

sw: ≈ 56kg | cw : 54-55* | gw1 : 54 | ugw: 38 | h: 5’6

*i cant stop b/ping so it swings around a lot

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most importantly!! I’m accepting of all sizes and shapes, all races, all genders, and all sexualities. I strongly stand against prejudice. no matter what ed you have, whether you are diagnosed or not, whether you’re bad at restricting or can’t purge or not underweight or whatever you may think makes you “invalid”, we are all fighting the same fight here and that’s whats important. and I don’t care about any of that. I, however, do not tolerate bigotry and discrimination !!

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took a little break from tumblr but im back 😚😚

april plan ! loose 2.5 kg :)

wieiad 04/04/2022

> 2 slices toast w butter

> blueberry yogurt

> oatmeal

> chicken noodle soup

> protein bar

total ≈ 850 !

burned = 613 ( total 1851 )

steps = 11,069

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even the taste of toothpaste is making me hungry i could eat my toothbrush rn

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there is something so satisfying about watching my resting heart rate drop throughout the day

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what im doing this week to stop my daily b/p sessions for good !!

taking a week off to restore my eating patterns , daily lim is around 1500 cals but im not stressing about going over or under :)

eating breakfast & dinner even tho i dont rly like eating breakfast, i’ve found that when i dont eat breakfast since i dont eat lunch anyways i end up being super hungry by the time it’s dinner and i binge uncontrollably

focusing on building my metabolism (no excessive cardio this week!)

i’ll update on how it goes :)

update: it went well !! im no longer feeling the urge to binge everyday && i feel much clearer mentally from thinking abt whether i’ll binge today or not. def try this <3

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random wieiad [ a bad day to show everyone has those!! ]

consumed ≈ 1500? // burned = 709

> :: 6:00 pm - one sweet potato, low cal yogurt & corn thins !

> :: 10 pm - more corn thins & bread and popcorn

tbh i was gna purg3 after the bread but i just could not find the energy

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maybe its just me but these days i literally only b!nge on one or two things, but like a shit ton of it. for example i ate a whole pack of corn thins w choc sauce in one sitting, idek if its a binge or an obsession w corn thins

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no amount of food could give me serotonin like exercise does.

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i have a lot of problems but having a fast metabolism could solve like, at least half of them.

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someone please give me restricting tips bc i cant stop b/ping

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people who manage to take “metabolism days” and keep it under 1500 cals what kind of drugs r u on

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taking a day off to b/p is so cute or whatever <3

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dont be those bitches that think recovery is going to make people love you, it’ll just set unrealistic expectations. recover for yourself because you deserve it.

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you got your heart broken? I weigh the same as yesterday.

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i physically cannot stop b/ping its becoming painful but no matter what i do i just cant stop myself and i have no idea why

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fasting 24/24 hours complete

sw : 55.8 || cw: 55.2 || fw: 54.5

> started another fast bc i b!nged and my parents came home before i could do anything abt it <

i did minimal to no exercise bc i had no time lmao