🌟The Spectator of the Narrative🌟
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🌟The Spectator of the Narrative🌟
And when you look at yourself in mirror, it'll be my eyes you see staring back
relativity
i think it's very important that people know how common undereating is, esp. for feminized people, and how the lower calorie requirements for "women" are bullshit. you don't need to have a restrictive eating disorder (a psychiatric disability in which your relationship with food + body image is dangerous to your health [sometimes deadly] and prohibits you from participating in your daily life, forming relationships, and so on) to not be eating enough.
you could go your whole life not eating enough and not die or get really sick, but just be tired and grumpy a lot, or perform worse, or have brain fog, or a million other things. like there are so many gradations between "should have a snack" and "has a severe eating disorder". maybe you don't have an eating disorder, but you should still start eating more than iced coffee for breakfast. try it sometime!
what sitting in a vc for 4 hours does to a blank canvas (real and true)
i love minecraft waiting behaviors. Writing on a sign and you can vaguely see your friend hopping around making spontaneous parkour out of the terrain while they wait for you to finish. writing a message in chat and having the person you’re talking to crouch right in front of you or stand as close to you as possible while they wait for you to finish. Finally finishing writing in a book only to see your friend has made several new furniture pieces and/or surrounded you in a cobblestone cube that may or may not have a sign on it. theres something so charming to it
maybe i should start using this blog to talk about my ocs
look at those idiots
surely you want to know more
maybe i should start using this blog to talk about my ocs
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Aaaah yes, a cat, helloooo
Paths to Bliss
Thoughts and explanations under cut
Hi nox!! What do you think about p32’s inability to accept that he has an impact on Bliss and even if he were to leave and Kantje would still be there, people would notice!! (He cannot escape the Dragpath)…
ohhh bro how do I formulate thoughts um um
I think participant 32 as a person is unable to accept his life as something significant. I think he finds solace in lacking meaning, in nihilism, he finds it wonderful to be reminded by the Beyond and the Wisps that he is just a small particle in a larger universe, that all he does has no greater impact.
To quote himself, "I'm not supposed to HAVE any consequences!" He's not supposed to be more than just an outside perspective, just a small push towards a better outcome. He wants to do good, he wants to help people (as seen through the relapse test and despite what's happening still wanting to help stormz) but I think the greater reality will not let him be free of consequence.
For participant 32, the entirety of Bliss SMP is not a place OF consequence. He views his existence there as insignificant- if he dies, he himself has no harm. He doesn't EXIST in Bliss, his actual self is in a different place. He sympathises with the kantje varient (using words from the H.C.C. database that showtimers would know) that he's taken over, but ultimately it's not an issue to him. It's only when someone else acts upon his death that he takes issue with.
I don't know how kantje (the creator) is gonna push the story, but I can see it playing out in two ways:
Participant 32 is forced to recognize that he is significant to Bliss as a whole and his existence is of consequence, that he is forced regardless to live as himself and face what he has done.
Participant 32 leaves Bliss changed and confused by his experience, setting up for a climax in which his importance and impact is fully realized and he has to deal with the results of it.
As of right now it's a bit hard to see how the story goes, since P32 quite literally is having a crisis of identity (previously identifying with being P32/just a number and being a passive force, vs now identifying with kantje/his NAME in Bliss and deciding to be more active) so I'm curious. I think it's going to go badly and has indications of neural contamination (another big word from the H.C.C. database that showtimers would not know) but we'll see what goes down between him and Stormz
there's something significant in his backstory that we're yet to see that might be the reason for that. HCC constantly pushing the "they are just people, you are an important asset" agenda and yet despite that he keeps belittling his own life, there's some significant trauma hidden there for sure
if i recall correctly it has been stated that P32 is not one of the people taking from prisons for the program by HCC but he is "as deserving to be here" by his own judgement
with the Database's "hint" of sorts we know that he HAS killed before. but it's only a speculation if these things are connected or not (in my opinion its not but it's good to keep in consideration as a possibility)
my theory is that in one of his previous missions he might've done something that led to either 31 or 30 to be trapped wherever they are trapped right now (trojan), but there's little to no proof to that so might as well be just a speculation
also side note about the "identity crisis" that he's having – P32 is a nickname that the chat came up with, but when we asked about it initially he said something along the lines of "but i already have a name, it's kantje" and i was thinking about it since. we might be the reason he had problems distincting between himself (P32) and bliss!kantje in the first place
(not actually, we all know the actual reason is that he couldn't drop his own name for the number like HCC told him to, this idiot just keeps breaking every rule possible so much that im about to be on the evil corporation side at this point)
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Hi! I'm not technically back from the dead. I don't think. But I was made aware by the lovely @furekami that I never posted my contributions to the ORV scenario zine! There's another one somewhere around here. I'll find it. In the mean time, please enjoy.
I was just listening to "Two" by Sleeping at Last and it brought back all of my very emotional feelings about ORV that I thought was dormant for two years. God I love this story so much.
stumbled upon this while scrolling tumblr only to realize I HAVE THIS COMIC OMG!!!
i love looking through this zine, and your comic is one of my favourite parts!!