despair is catching

Beauty queen on a silver screen Living life like I'm in a dream I know I've got a big ego I really don't know why it's such a big deal though [Independent RP blog for Junko Enoshima] Status: Alive Relationships: None Multishipper: Yes OC friendly: Yes M!A: Yes [1 day left] Will contain DR, SDR2 spoilers

[etherealian]

"Alright, then!" Fukawa took a deep breath and glared, although somewhat weakly, at Enoshima. "S-So, let’s say I accepted it all. I g-gave up on Byakuya ever loving me. I accept t-that life is unfair and hope is useless. W-What then? I lie around, moping all the t-time because I’ve got nothing but despair? Is that w-what you want the world to do? Hope is what keeps u-us going!"

[zetsubeau]

She threw her arms out, tiring of the conversation.

"But it's booooring~ This life you want to live. It's pathetic and stupid and boring and my way is so much more interesting, don't you think?"

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Why hello, Valentine ;)

"Hii~ Junko~" ((Too late V_V but she’s still under the affect of the flesh M!A so go crazy!))

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"Haa~ I’m all yours, Junko. Whatever you want me to do, I’ll do it without hesitation." She giggled while continuing her previous movements.

[zetsubeau]

Her breathing hitched and she had to struggle to maintain her composure. Her fingers tightened into claws, scratching the cool ground, as the dancer continued moving.

"Mai...I'm so close...please..."

[zetsubeau]

((OOC))

Sorry I've been offline, haven't been home! I'll catch up on replies now

[etherealian]

Fukawa bit her lip, holding back tears. “N-No, I don’t want people to feel this way. It’s a horrible feeling. Being unloved, a-all alone, hopeless, n-no one deserves this. I c-can’t do that to Byakuya.”

Her face twisted up at Enoshima’s final statement. “Stop, p-please, stop…” She muttered, growing pale.

[zetsubeau]

Junko shrugged again and rolled her eyes.

"You know I'm telling the truth. It's a cruel world, ask anyone. I'm only being realistic here; you just can't accept that, truth is, life is unfair, and the guy you love doesn't love you back, and there's no point hoping for anything because you'll only be disappointed."

[etherealian]

Touko shrunk back, unsure of what to say. It was true, what the gyaru was saying. It was all true. Touko just really, really didn’t want to believe it.

"So what then?" She whispered, refusing to look Enoshima in the eye, "W-What happens when we all r-realize how meaningless our lives are? W-What am I supposed to do i-if my white knight isn’t going to ever come for me?"

[zetsubeau]

"Now you're getting it," Enoshima purposely ignored the question. "This uncertainty, this hopelessness, this despair you're feeling...isn't it intoxicating? Don't you understand why I want everyone to feel this way?"

She put a finger to her chin.

"I suppose, if you really wanted him...you would have to march up to him and tell him. Don't take no for an answer. Make him know that he doesn't have a choice."

She shrugged.

"Not that it matters anyway. He'd probably never love you back. Story of your life, eh?"

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Why hello, Valentine ;)

"Hii~ Junko~" ((Too late V_V but she’s still under the affect of the flesh M!A so go crazy!))

[zetsubeau]

Junko’s voice trembled.

"I need…I need you, Mai. I’ll take the gloves off, just, please, now-"

She moaned loudly, barely able to control herself. A part of her remembered that she was supposed to have the power here, and she twisted her fingers inside Mai, thrusting them in deeper and faster and stroking her with her thumb. Her other hand moved frantically, from grasping Mai’s breast to tangling in her hair to clenching her buttocks, and the heat and fluttering in her stomach was almost unbearable.

[zetsubeau]

Junko gasped, not caring anymore that she had totally lost control. Her hips buckled and her back arched as she pressed herself upwards, trying to force the girl's finger further inside.

"Ah...y-yes..." she panted. "Mai, please, please, I-"

From her position on the floor she could do little but grasp Mai's breast with one hand, rubbing her thumb in rough circles across the nipple,, and hold her butt in the other, pinching gently and grabbing as she writhed in ecstasy. She wanted to take the gloves off so badly, wanted to feel the dancer's skin against her hands-but not yet.

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Why hello, Valentine ;)

"Hii~ Junko~" ((Too late V_V but she’s still under the affect of the flesh M!A so go crazy!))

[fireydancer-deactivated20140527]

"T-tell me! I-I’ll do whatever you want, Junko! I want you to feel good."

[zetsubeau]

Junko's voice trembled.

"I need...I need you, Mai. I'll take the gloves off, just, please, now-"

She moaned loudly, barely able to control herself. A part of her remembered that she was supposed to have the power here, and she twisted her fingers inside Mai, thrusting them in deeper and faster and stroking her with her thumb. Her other hand moved frantically, from grasping Mai's breast to tangling in her hair to clenching her buttocks, and the heat and fluttering in her stomach was almost unbearable.

[zetsubeau]

"But are they really happy, Fukawa-san? After all, if hope is just a mere illusion, aren’t they just living a lie? Isn’t it kinder to open their eyes to the truth?”

[etherealian]

"Ignorance is bliss," Fukawa weakly stated, "It w-would be kinder to let p-p-people be happy and stupid then to f-force them into realizing truth, if truth is a cruel th-thing. If they think t-they are happy, that’s good enough!"

[zetsubeau]

"No, it isn't!" Enoshima shouted. "What, so just because people are idiots they get to live life easy? The world sucks, Fukawa, and it's about time people realised it. Like you! You just live your life in this little fantasy bubble and convince yourself that one day your white knight is going to sweep you off your feet and you'll live happily ever after. Well, guess what? It's never gonna happen!"

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Man, we are a bunch of incredibly talented teenagers. I’m sure if we wanted to, we could take over the school and start a rebellion.

[fireydancer-deactivated20140527]

Why hello, Valentine ;)

"Hii~ Junko~" ((Too late V_V but she’s still under the affect of the flesh M!A so go crazy!))

[zetsubeau]

A growl rose in Junko's throat and her hips thrust upward almost unconsciously, craving more of the dancer's touch. She slipped another finger into Mai, and started moving them in and out slowly. Meanwhile, she trailed kisses and bites down the other girl's torso until she reached her breasts, and began sucking gently at one nipple while stroking and tweaking the other.

"F-fuck, Mai, I want...I need..." 

Her voice was low and rough, and she forgot that she was supposed to be the one in control as she pressed herself closer to the dancer.

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when u hear the word despair and ur like

[fireydancer-deactivated20140527]

Why hello, Valentine ;)

"Hii~ Junko~" ((Too late V_V but she’s still under the affect of the flesh M!A so go crazy!))

[zetsubeau]

Mai whined, and Junko’s stomach fluttered. Her movements became quicker, and she unhooked the girl’s bra with one hand while moving her finger faster, teasing the edges of Mai’s underwear. She bent her head down to press a kiss against the dancer’s breast, and, unable to resist the temptation, darted her tongue out to flick it against her nipple.

Her right hand pulled Mai’s panties to one side, and she stroked the girl once before pausing and looking Mai in the eye.

"You know, if you want these gloves to come off, you’re going to have to start putting the effort in."

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Mai gulped silently and raised her hands up before roughly massaging Junko’s breasts. S-So soft…She continued moving her hands while pinching her nipples every so often.

[zetsubeau]

Junko moaned as Mai began moving her hands, closing her eyes as she shuddered in pleasure. In return, she raised her head and began nipping gently at the soft skin on the dancer's neck, her bites becoming harder as she trailed down to her collarbones. She wanted to leave marks for everyone to see. Her hand began working faster, and she slipped one gloved finger roughly inside the girl.

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Why hello, Valentine ;)

"Hii~ Junko~" ((Too late V_V but she’s still under the affect of the flesh M!A so go crazy!))

[zetsubeau]

Junko smiled craftily, and shrugged out of her jacket, discarding it on the floor in one deft move, leaving her in a barely-buttoned white shirt that did little to cover anything.

"There, much better. It was getting a little restrictive," she said, before replacing her hand on Mai’s thigh. Excruciatingly slowly, she moved it up, and traced circles on the girl’s panties with one finger, feeling Mai shudder beneath her. With her left hand, she lifted Mai’s shirt and cupped her breast firmly.

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She started to whine as Junko took her sweet time moving her hand, and slowly moved her hips to show how badly she wanted it. A blush came on Mai’s face once her shirt was lifted and she quickly closed her eyes in embarrassment.

[zetsubeau]

Mai whined, and Junko's stomach fluttered. Her movements became quicker, and she unhooked the girl's bra with one hand while moving her finger faster, teasing the edges of Mai's underwear. She bent her head down to press a kiss against the dancer's breast, and, unable to resist the temptation, darted her tongue out to flick it against her nipple.

Her right hand pulled Mai's panties to one side, and she stroked the girl once before pausing and looking Mai in the eye.

"You know, if you want these gloves to come off, you're going to have to start putting the effort in."

[fireydancer-deactivated20140527]

Why hello, Valentine ;)

"Hii~ Junko~" ((Too late V_V but she’s still under the affect of the flesh M!A so go crazy!))

[zetsubeau]

She felt a heat pooling in her abdomen at the sounds of Mai’s breathy whispers. The amount of power she had was invigorating. What to do, indeed?

She slipped one hand under the other girl’s skirt, tracing her fingers across Mai’s thighs, listening to the whisper of smooth leather across skin.

"I want you to tell me what you want me to do to you. I want you to beg.”

[zetsubeau]

Junko smiled craftily, and shrugged out of her jacket, discarding it on the floor in one deft move, leaving her in a barely-buttoned white shirt that did little to cover anything.

"There, much better. It was getting a little restrictive," she said, before replacing her hand on Mai's thigh. Excruciatingly slowly, she moved it up, and traced circles on the girl's panties with one finger, feeling Mai shudder beneath her. With her left hand, she lifted Mai's shirt and cupped her breast firmly.

[fireydancer-deactivated20140527]

Why hello, Valentine ;)

"Hii~ Junko~" ((Too late V_V but she’s still under the affect of the flesh M!A so go crazy!))

[fireydancer-deactivated20140527]

A chill went down her spine once Junko whispered into her ear, causing Mai’s panting to increase. “Wh-what do y-you want me to do? I-I’ll do anything!”

[zetsubeau]

She felt a heat pooling in her abdomen at the sounds of Mai's breathy whispers. The amount of power she had was invigorating. What to do, indeed?

She slipped one hand under the other girl's skirt, tracing her fingers across Mai's thighs, listening to the whisper of smooth leather across skin.

"I want you to tell me what you want me to do to you. I want you to beg."

[fireydancer-deactivated20140527]

Why hello, Valentine ;)

"Hii~ Junko~" ((Too late V_V but she’s still under the affect of the flesh M!A so go crazy!))

[fireydancer-deactivated20140527]

A small whine came out of her mouth as she watched Junko put her glove back on. ‘W-Well I d-didn’t think it’d be easy b-but..hyaa!”

She let out a cry before it turned into a needy moan, slowly wrapping her arms around Junko while kissing her back.

[zetsubeau]

Her hands roamed down the other girl's body until they settled on her hips. She pulled Mai closer to her, enjoying the sounds the other girl was making.

She broke off the kiss briefly to mutter into the dancer's ear. "You're going to have to earn it."

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I am always wanting to write Rated R material threads but I’m never sure of who would be comfortable doing so. Can roleplayers please reblog this post if you are fully comfortable writing mature subjects in your threads? { Blood, Gore, Rape, Murder, Alcohol and drug use, Hack&Slash etc. } I’d like to find out by this post who IS comfortable with these types of roleplays rather than making someone uncomfortable just by asking. Thank you!