Zeus of chaos

Chaotic thoughts of the heartbroken

[thehopefulquotes]

“I hope you fall in love with someone who never lets you fall asleep thinking you’re unwanted.”

— Unknown

[zeusofchaos]

And your last words were

“I’m sorry babe, I love you so much but I’m tired and I’ve lived a long life”

[zeusofchaos]

The things you hide from me

I already know

[quotefeeling]

“I don’t chase people anymore. I learned that I’m here, and I’m important. I’m not going to run after people to prove that I matter.”

— Unknown

[zeusofchaos]

Even though it’s not working out for you

It still hurts I wasn’t a choice

[zeusofchaos]

I lied

I do wonder when it will be my turn

[zeusofchaos]

Take me to art museums

So I can learn to love again

Whether it’s learning to love you or art again I’ll let you decide

[zeusofchaos]

I wish I had an excuse to call you

Because I miss you

[zeusofchaos]

I miss those random intimate moments between us

At the bar whispering secrets to one another

Singing at the top of our lungs and off key on the freeway home

Quiet moments in the studio

Coffee shop moments

In my car with the arctic monkeys playing softly

Just another guy with a girl

Letting the world pass them by

I miss you but now you belong to someone else

[zeusofchaos]

I regret getting to know you

[thoughtkick]

“Don’t do something permanently stupid just because you’re temporarily upset.”

— Unknown

[zeusofchaos]

And there it was

right in my face

But then if I’m being honest I always had the gut feeling

That you were starting to see someone

We both know it should be me

But I guess sometimes it’s just easier to find less

[zeusofchaos]

This lack of connection this past week has been killing me

I miss you

[zeusofchaos]

I still want you

The craving

Missing and longing

It’s all there

Dull

But still there

Waiting patiently

[zeusofchaos]

[zeusofchaos]

Lunch was great

I want to make it a forever thing with you

[zeusofchaos]

I stopped using your name for my orders

It made me miss you too much

And my lips bleed