Let’s make one thing clear: Javier Peña has an innocence kink, so this man with a younger girlfriend??? Oh BOY is he in heaven.
It doesn’t bother him in any real way. He’s having fun, you’re having fun. What’s the point in complicating it? And that’s exactly what he tells you when you bring it up, worried that the age gap would be a problem for him. He just tilts your chin up to look at him from where you’re resting against his bare chest. “You’re enjoying yourself, hm?” He continues when you nod. “So am I. That’s all that matters.”
The idea of being one of the only men to have ever tasted or fucked you? Hello Drooling Javi. He loves teaching, showing you all of the ways you could find pleasure. It feels like he’s molding you to fit his needs, creating his perfect, sweet little thing and he would probably feel bad about it if you weren’t so fucking into it.
The first time he gets you on your knees in front of him and gets a good look at those wide, eager eyes - he’s done for. Javier likes that you’re so inexperienced, especially compared to the women he usually slept with. It makes him feel so powerful, so in control, something that he can appreciate even more thanks to his line of work. After a long and exhausting day of leads falling through and not being able to catch the sons of bitches that were plaguing Colombia, Javier loves bursting into his apartment to find you ready to listen to his every word like a good little girl for him.
He can’t deny it’s an ego boost, having a pretty young thing like you hanging off of his arms. He sees the looks of jealousy he gets anytime he takes you out. It strokes his pride and his possessive streak at the same time - he loves that they know exactly who you belong to but hates that they’re looking to begin with.
But as for the non-sexual aspects: this man is exhausted. He doesn’t have time for any kind of childishness - he’s a DEA agent for fucks sake. So as long as you aren’t bringing immaturity into the relationship, he really doesn’t give much of a fuck.
your price is so good !!! i wasn’t able to vote in the poll and i’m saddened it lost but anyhow i can wait for part 2 i hope you’re having a lovely day btw :)
Apologies for taking so long to respond🩷 i don't know yet when part 2 will be out but i have been working on it. Thanks so much for enjoying it and for sending this sweet message!
Tags/Warnings: no use of y/n, smut, dirty talk, daddy kink, spit kink, pet names, creampie, unprotected and rough sex, mean joel, shame, degradation, choking
Wordcount: 2k
A/N: Sorry for disappearing, I've been busier than ever with work this summer and haven't had any time to write. I have 3 Joel fics in the works currently, including a part 2 to Your Price. Thanks for being patient with me and please accept this mean!Joel smut that I quickly came up with on my first day off in ages. :)
You’d never seen Joel this angry, not with you. His fingers dug sharply into the flesh of your arms as he held you against the wall, seething as he asked you what the hell you’d been thinking.
Apparently he didn’t like your answer, because the moment you whimpered, “I don’t know,” his jaw tightened and his eyes grew even darker. They searched your own for any signs of understanding or remorse but all he saw was your brewing anger.
“What the fuck is wrong with you?!” He was in your face, so close you could feel the heat of his breath, his low tone daring you to challenge his authority. It made you wince, made you feel so small.
“Think I do this for fun? Spend all my damn time teachin’ you how to survive for fun? Just for you to act stupid and careless? Never thought you were this goddamn brainless,” Joel growled, the pinch of his fingers on your skin stung but he didn’t let up, he needed you to understand the seriousness, that keeping you alive wasn’t a joke to him. He pressed closer, his chest only inches away from yours.
“You wanna die out there?! Because that’s what happens when little girls like you start actin’ high and mighty, actin’ like you’re above listening to me when I tell you what the fuck to do!” He berates as tears begin to form in your eyes.
Your hands meet his chest, shoving him back with all the force you could muster, your heart pounding as you struggled to find the words to defend yourself.
“Don’t speak to me like that,” You spit, your hands still pressed against his chest, creating space between you to see his anger fully, “I’m not a child and you’re not my fucking dad.”
His eyes narrow, “You think I like treating you like this? Like yelling at you?” He laughs humorlessly, “I need you to get it through your thick fuckin’ skull, sweetheart. You can’t afford to make stupid mistakes like that.”
“No,” You hiss meanly, hastily wiping tears from your cheeks and feeling the red-hot rage flaring within you, “I think you do like it. I think you get off on this.”
His breathing becomes heavy, his chest rising and falling rapidly as your words hit him. A complex array of emotions dance across his features - fury, disbelief, something darker…
"Oh yeah?" he grits out, "I get off on being mean, acting like your fucking dad? You think you've got me all figured out?" His words are laced with venom and suddenly the tension is palpable. Your stomach drops. You begin to wonder if you’ve pushed too far. Joel is furious, and as scared as you are, a sick tinge of desire is beginning to fester deep within you.
“Joel,” His fingers grip so tightly that you grab at his hand and yelp, attempting to pry him off your bicep.
“Let me tell you something, girl,” You don’t realize you’re shaking until he presses you firmly against the wall, “You have no fucking idea. And maybe, just maybe, you do need someone to act like your fucking daddy to keep you in check."
His words hang in the air as he watches how flushed your face becomes. That shameful ache fermenting in your core demands your attention as you try with all your might to ignore it. You both breathe heavily for a moment, staring each other down. When his fingers finally loosen their grip, you let out an accidental whimper. The energy shifts as you watch Joel’s lips curl into an infuriatingly self-assured smirk.
“Think you’re the one who gets off to this,” His voice drips with dark amusement as you stand motionlessly, silently cursing yourself and your body’s reaction to his words.
“No,” You whisper. He doesn’t believe you.
"You like it when I call myself 'daddy'?" His fingers reach out to brush against your cheek, the touch surprisingly gentle after he’d just held you so roughly. It sends a shiver down your spine, your resolve wavering in the face of mounting lust. His proximity makes it impossible to ignore the magnetic pull between you, drawing you deeper into the dangerous game you've both been playing.
"You like when I’m mean,” He taunts, “You're not as innocent as you pretend to be, are you?”
You hate him, you tell yourself. You hate him for doing this, for making you feel so pathetic. Your eyes squeeze shut in an attempt to ignore the burning as he’s being so fucking mean to you. He waits for your response, letting his hand move from your cheek down your jaw, tilting your face upwards until you finally open your eyes again.
“No,” You scowl at him, hating the way your eyes begin to water once more. You swing your arm up, ready to shove at him again, but he catches it quickly and spins you around, pinning you face-first against the wall.
“Don’t,” Joel growls into the back of your head and you gasp, his body presses to yours, allowing you little room to wonder what's being shoved against your ass.
"I could let go right now," He noses at your neck, “but you don’t want me to.”
It’s not a question. He knows.
Fuck.
And you don’t want him to let up. But it would kill you to admit it. You think you might actually disintegrate if you had to admit it. That Joel calling himself daddy and speaking down to you had you absolutely dripping.
You feel his pleased, breathy little chuckle against your neck when you remain silent, not denying how badly you want it.
“That’s what I thought.”
"...Shit," you breathe, embarrassed and furious and so, so turned on, as you finally allow yourself to press back against him. Without hesitation, he’s shoving his hand down the front of your pants to where you need him most. The rough pads of his fingertips run along your wet slit and you fucking whine.
“Christ,” he practically groans as his fingers glide against you, feeling how shamefully slick you are, “and here I thought you hated me.”
“I do,” You grasp desperately at his wrist.
“You’re fuckin’ soaked, baby,” You know he’s grinning behind you, “All I’ve done is shove ya ‘round a little.”
“Oh my god,” You gasp as he moves a finger inside of you.
“Need daddy to put ya in your place, huh?” His free hand snakes its way up the back of your neck and into your hair. He gets a firm grip and pulls you back from the wall to the couch a few feet away. He pulls his hand out of your panties and shoves you over the armrest with your face pressed into the seat cushions.
His hand's still fisted tightly in your hair as he grinds himself against you. The friction is so good and it drags out a breathy moan that you can't hold in any longer. So good that you could probably cum just like this but Joel is losing patience and pulls back.
His hand leaves your hair and you sneak a glance back. What you see knocks the air out of your lungs because Joel is shoving his pants down just enough to pull his cock out. And he’s big. He looks hungry and disheveled and you’re about to cry again from the anticipation of it all. His stupidly smug face has you wanting to hit him again but you want him inside you more as he pulls your pants down your thighs and yanks your soaked panties to the side.
When he presses the tip of his cock to your sopping entrance, you fully register that you’re about to fuck Joel, you’re really about to let Joel Miller of all people wreck you. And then when he finally slides into you, deeper than you’ve ever felt, your thoughts fucking dissolve.
He wastes no time, immediately setting a brutally fast pace, sliding his hand back into your hair and yanking your head back.
“Should’ve told me this is what you needed,” His voice hoarse as he slams into you, “needed the stupidity fucked outta ya.”
He feels you shiver beneath him and he laughs cruelly. There’s no holding your moans back now, with his hips snapping hard against yours and his degrading words. There’s no hiding how it’s affecting you as you soak his cock. The pornographic sounds of it have your entire body burning. Your eyes glazed over, mouth gaped open, you’re barely conscious of the noises you’re making.
"Fuckin pathetic,” his grip in your hair tightens and he uses it as leverage to fuck you even rougher, “Letting daddy fuck you like this. God, you’re really lovin’ this, aren’t ya?”
He’s right. You do. He's relentless, his cock so thick it aches. He keeps fucking into you like this, spitting filth and mocking you, until you feel your climax approaching.
“Joel-fuck, I- mmmnnnn-” Your eyes squeeze shut as your face is buried into the cushion.
“Don’t tell me you’re about to be done already,” He grunts out as you gasp, trying to reach back for the hand that’s in your hair, “C'mon, call me what you really want to.”
“D-aaaaaaah!” You babble and cry as he swiftly pulls out and flips you onto your back. He shoves back into you unceremoniously, one hand clawing at your hip, keeping you in place as he sets a brutal pace yet again. The other hand wraps around your throat.
He leans forward into your face, you can see the sweat glistening on the slope of his nose and forehead, “Say it.”
“Daddy!” You clench around him, a fresh wave of arousal sending you barreling toward climax again.
"Jesus,” He’s panting as hard as you now, rutting deep into you, making you beg for mercy.
“Please,” you scream, agonizingly close to cumming.
Fingers digging deep into your hips, the pressure on your neck squeezing a little harder, he’s practically snarling, "You’re drooling, baby.”
“Open your fuckin’ mouth,” he says through gritted teeth, fingers clamping down on your throat and causing your jaw to drop in search of air. He spits viciously onto your tongue and you have no choice but to swallow it up while he grins.
“Gonna fuck your throat next time too, you stupid slut,” He groans, his head tossed back in pleasure, “teach ya a real lesson.”
You should punch him. You should push him off and never let him touch you again. You should be humiliated. Instead you’re cumming. Hard. And you’re calling him daddy. Loudly. You faintly think you hear Joel laughing at you, but its impossible to tell when your eyes are rolled back and wave after wave of searing hot pleasure is rolling through you.
You’re squeezing him so tightly, clenching and pulsing as your orgasm rips through you. That’s what does it for Joel, his hand leaves your neck and replaces it with his mouth. His teeth grazing your skin, muffling a long, loud moan. It almost sounds like he’s in pain as his hips stutter, his cock pressed as deep as it can possibly be, and then you feel the hot throb of him gushing into you.
You have no idea how much time has passed before you finally come down from your high and Joel’s finished filling you up. He’s still covering you, his face in the crook of your neck, and you begin to realize what the fuck you’ve just done. You turn your head away when he pulls himself back up.
You feel his gaze on you but you can’t bring yourself to look up as his cum dribbles out of you onto the couch seat.
He tucks himself back into his pants before leaning back over you and gripping your chin roughly, forcing you to look him in his cold, dark eyes, "remember that you made me do that… try thinking next time before you fuck up and put us in danger like that again."
With that, he walks away, leaving you sore and full of his cum.
Tags/Warnings: no use of y/n, smut, alcohol, prostitution, dirty talk, daddy kink, pet names, rough blowjobs, cumplay, grinding, overstimulation, size kink, creampie, unprotected sex, negative attitude towards sex work, rude grumpy joel
Wordcount: 4k
Even from a distance, you could sense the ever-present air of grumpiness that exuded from Joel Miller’s being. And it made your heart beat faster. He sat alone at the bar, his narrowed eyes fixed on the glass of whiskey in his hand. He only ever raised his head to flag down the bartender for more.
Since his arrival in the community last month, you’d heard plenty of gossip about the man. That he was a dangerous smuggler, having committed unspeakable acts of violence - and not just for survival-
And that he was cold to even those who had reached out and tried to help him settle in-
And that he seemed to revel in his reputation as a tough, unapproachable man, only ever softening for that daughter who “wasn’t actually his daughter.”
“Ungrateful son of a bitch,” Your friend had described him in a huff after a particularly unpleasant encounter down at the stables, “He’s damn lucky that Tommy is his brother…”
But all the rumors did was fuel your curiosity and crush. There was an undeniable allure about the mysterious older man. The combination of his rugged looks and the intimidating energy surrounding him made him undeniably attractive to you, drawing you in despite the barriers he put up. On the third fill of his glass, you decided it was your chance to approach him.
You sauntered over across the busy saloon, taking a seat beside him. Not a shred of acknowledgment upon his face as you cleared your throat, leaning in slightly.
“Hey cowboy,” You smiled, taking a sip of your drink, letting it fuel your determination.
Joel turned his head to glance at you, his eyebrow raised but his expression remained guarded.
“Mind if I-”
“M’not interested.” His low voice shut you down and he turned back to his whiskey.
You felt a pang of frustration at his immediate dismissal. But you also felt another kind of pang, one that settled deep down within you as you finally got a close-up look at the man. His features were weathered, with grey patches in his beard and lines of experience framing his eyes. It made you wonder what all he had seen out beyond the walls of Jackson where you’d spent most of your life.
“You don’t even know what I was going to say.” You maintained your composure, smirking at him.
“I know who y’are, what you do,” He grumbled, still not facing you.
“Do you?” You questioned, curious as to what exactly he knew. It was true you had a bit of an… “arrangement” going on with some of the men in the community. You were a pretty girl who liked attention, and in a town where bartering was the new monetary medium, what was wrong with receiving a little… “compensation” for your time? You had no shame, it was a win-win for all involved.
He didn’t answer. Instead, his jaw clenched even more and his thumb and index finger met the bridge of his nose, sighing in annoyance.
“Long day?” Not one to give up easily, you egged him on.
“Long week. S’Why I’m here. Trying to relax.” He punctuated the end of his sentence by setting the glass down and glaring at you.
“And how is that working out for you?” He watched as you swiveled your bar stool towards his, stretching your long legs out and crossing one over the other, giving him your full attention. The way his eyes flickered to the exposed skin on your thigh where your dress rode up didn’t go unnoticed. In fact, it ignited something in you.
“Was workin’ real nicely till you interrupted.” You were indeed beginning to understand why he was so disliked.
“Really?” You raised an eyebrow, “Because you were lookin’ real lonely over here to me.”
Joel scoffed.
“But maybe I could help you.”
“Help?” He frowned.
“With relaxing,” You teased, leaning in a little closer, “I’m good at that kind of thing.”
You maintained his eye contact as you slowly wrapped your lips around the straw of your cocktail. You swore you could see redness bloom on the apples of his cheeks when he shook his head. The craving was building, you wanted to see this man come undone.
“Jesus Christ, woman.” He murmured under his breath, almost too quiet for you to hear over the rowdy Friday night crowd.
You shrugged innocently, turning your stool back to face the bar. You began to wonder if he really was as impossible to crack as everyone said. But he was still sitting so close that you could feel his body heat against your right side. And you could smell the leather of his worn jacket. You swallowed hard as the two of you sat in silence. Just as you were about to excuse yourself and give up for the night, he cleared his throat.
“How much?” Joel asked quietly and you felt your eyes narrow in disbelief, surely you’d misheard him.
“Hm?”
“Your price.” Oh? Oh. Your heart slammed against the walls of your chest.
“Oh really?” You couldn’t control the teasing grin that spread across your face, you had Joel Miller right where you wanted him, “Now you’re interested?”
“Forget it,” He muttered and went to stand.
“Hey, wait,” You reached for his arm, eyes shining bright with delight, “Yours or mine?”
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You passed by Joel’s home most days on your walks to the greenhouse or the stables. You'd always hoped to catch a glimpse of him out on the porch, sometimes talking with Ellie, sometimes strumming a guitar. Though you’d never spoken to either, it always felt like you were being let in on a little secret, getting to see just a glimpse of who Joel was underneath that cold exterior.
And now here you were, standing on that very porch, following him inside. It was tidy aside from a few pairs of boots and some comic books strewn about. Better than you were expecting for a single father and a teenager.
“Your kid out for the night?” You'd asked, letting your fingers dance across the mantle of the fireplace, eyeing a drawing she must’ve done for him. It suddenly felt so intimate, being let into his private world.
Joel shot you a look that said ‘of course she is.' That he was offended you would ever even consider the possibility of him bringing you here if she wasn’t out. He made it clear he didn’t have you over to simply ogle the ornaments on the shelves.
After locking the door, he stood at the entrance, looking down and fidgeting with his gloved hands. You began to wonder if he was nervous. What a sight, the gruff and tough Joel Miller…. timid in your presence.
“Well…” He began and then trailed off.
“Well…” You repeated and stood behind the couch, letting your hands rest on the backing as you leaned forward, giving him a full view of your cleavage in the low-cut dress another man had gifted you.
“Dunno how this usually goes…” He admitted, rubbing at the back of his neck and shrugging his jacket off, leaving him in that wrinkly plaid button-up, “D’you uh-”
“We can do whatever you want,” You assured him, giggling at his sudden apprehension, “Come sit.”
He ambled over, a little confused as to why you were still standing behind him until he felt your hands move over his shoulders, rubbing at the tense muscles. You applied a gentle pressure, digging in with your palms, and he couldn’t help but let his head fall forward as you worked.
“You’re so tense, Joel,” You whispered against his ear, fighting the temptation to bite at it, and all he could do was groan, “Let me help.”
As you progressed, kneading at his flesh through the faded fabric, you could feel his muscles gradually loosen and his breathing become deeper. Slower. You wondered when the last time, if ever, he’d been touched like this. When was the last time he had someone help ease the ache, helped bring him some peace? He made a sudden noise that pulled you out of your thoughts.
“There.” He sighed as your fingers worked in circular motions at the base of his neck.
“Here?” You smiled, pushing harder, and the sound his throat made sent a flood of heat throughout your entire body. His deep moans had you tugging your bottom lip between your teeth, trying to ignore the hot throbbing between your legs. “See I knew you just needed someone to help you relax.”
You could practically feel the pain and frustration leaving his body as his large hand covered your own, pausing your movements.
“Sit with me.” Joel’s voice was husky, the deepest you’d heard it tonight. He let out a heavy exhale when your hands left his body and you rounded the couch to straddle him. His thighs were strong and sturdy beneath you, giving you a nice seat.
His large hands wrapped around your waist, pulling you in, and you let your own hands trail up his solid chest and into his hair. You ran your fingers through the messy wisps of gray. Finally, they wrapped behind his neck and you pushed your lips to his.
It started slowly, a little hesitant on his part until you reached down to guide one of those large hands on your lower back down to your ass. Then it was more.
You never enjoyed the taste of whiskey until you tasted it on the tongue he had inside your mouth. He groaned, low in his throat, and it made your head spin. His hands squeezed at you through the fabric of your short dress and you pressed yourself closer, feeling him harden beneath you. You kissed him deeply then, sliding a hand lower as you did. Your tongue dipped into his mouth at the same time you curved your fingers over the shape of his cock, feeling the swell of it under his jeans.
When you pulled away breathlessly, Joel chased you with his mouth until you were too far out of reach, slinking down to your knees. You gazed up at the entirety of him, at the hard rise and fall of his chest, at the way his glossy eyes stared you down as you made quick work of his belt.
“Starting to feel bett-” Your taunt was cut short by the surprise of his thumb in your mouth. One of those large hands slid down his thigh and up the side of your face, pressing his thumb inside, the pad of it resting on your bottom row of teeth. He pushed down and forced your mouth open. You trembled at his sudden dominance and the vulnerability of it, feeling your pussy grow wetter and wetter. You were glad you were already on your knees because your thighs shook and his pupils blew wider.
Joel’s other hand met your face, framing your cheek. He slid the roughness of his fingertips down against the shape of your lips before pressing another thumb inside your drooling mouth. His eyes grew darker and he leaned in like he was inspecting you. He then pushed both thumbs down on your tongue, pushing back until you gagged.
“Gotta make sure there’s enough room in there for me, baby.”
You whimpered as he pulled your mouth wide.
“But you take cocks all the time in here, don’t you? Bet you’re a pro by now, huh?”
He let you go, giving you a chance to catch your shaky breath.
“Does that bother you?” You hissed, playing into it, “That this is what I like to do?”
“That you like bein’ a slut?” Your heart pounded at his words. You’d heard it all before but never the way Joel said it.
You answered by eagerly reaching back out for his hands that had gone back to resting on his thighs. You pulled both thumbs back into your mouth and sucked. You swirled your tongue around them, getting nice and sloppy, letting your drool run down onto his wrists, giving him a show of how good it felt to have something big and solid in your mouth. He let you have your fun for a moment until he was pulling them out again and you couldn’t help but whine.
“Fuckin’ needy girl,” He groaned under his breath as he rubbed your spit over your lips, playing with them until you were absolutely aching to have him down your throat. Your trembling hands traveled to the button of his jeans, dragging the zipper down. The noise he made when you finally got a hand around his thickness was guttural and you wanted to hear more. Fuck, you knew he’d be big. You stroked him slowly, wanting him to ache just as badly for it as you were. It was already so hard, the head wept with pre-cum as you fisted him the way you knew men liked.
You hated to let go but you needed him to use you right fucking now. You rested your hands on your knees and parted your swollen lips, presenting your face for him to take. Joel slapped the tip against your mouth. You tried to lick out at it but he pulled away, smirking when you whined in complaint.
“Please,” Your eyes squeezed shut, your cheeks burned in embarrassment when you realized how quickly he had you beneath him, yearning for a taste of his cock. But god, this was precisely what you’d been craving since the moment you'd seen Tommy going around and introducing him that very first day.
“You gonna beg for it, sweetheart?” He held what you desperately wanted in his hand, just barely out of reach, teasing you so meanly. Want quickly squashed any embarrassment and you didn’t care how pathetic it made you sound when you mewled out for it.
“Yes,” Your voice was meek, “Daddy, please let me suck your cock.”
His eyebrows raised, “Daddy, huh?” He brought his cock back down your face, smearing pre-cum down your chin, “Ya call ‘em all that?”
You shook your head fervently. And it was the truth. None of your usual encounters had ever had you this strung out before they even started fucking you, none that you would’ve ever even considered calling “daddy.” None of them ever had you on the verge of tears with need like this.
“Say it again,” He ordered and you could actually feel the arousal dripping.
“Daddy,” You moaned sweetly and something in him broke. All hesitancy, all the apprehension within him was gone. He finally rewarded you as he thrust inside your mouth. You heard him hiss above you as your lips wrapped around him. God, he was so big. Bigger than you’d taken before. But as you’d made clear by the events of tonight, you loved a challenge. You moved your hands to curl around the back of his calves, holding yourself steady as he pressed deeper inside.
"Shit," He cursed, "Fuckin' look at ya, such a pretty little cockslut.” Saliva dripped down your chin and all you could do was take it as he started fucking your face in earnest.
You were gagging but it only made him go faster, his fingers thread through your hair to pull you back and forth. The noises you were making were depraved and you’d be surprised if you weren’t dripping onto the wood floor beneath you with how wet you were. He used you like a toy, barely able to breathe, barely able to keep your eyes open, but you tried your hardest because the sight of him looking down on you in awe as you took all of him, calling you a whore… it was beautiful.
He lost himself in it, throwing his head back, making those delicious noises. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head when he pulled you in hard one last time, holding you right there, pressed up against his base. You forced yourself to breathe through your nose, to not break, to surrender to him as his cock pulsed against the back of your throat.
Tears were rolling down your cheeks by the time he’d finished ruining you and pulled out. The filthy choking sob you gave when he did set him over the edge, releasing ropes of cum over your tongue and chin.
“Daddy too big for you, baby?” Joel groaned, sounding wickedly amused as you gasped, attempting to regulate your breathing. He pulled you back up into his lap and you crumpled against him. He brushed stray hair from your tear-soaked cheeks, cooing something about being a good slut. He wiped his cum from your face, holding it to your lips for you to lick from his fingers. His cock twitched again as he watched how desperate you were despite being this wrecked already.
“Y’alright girl?”
“More,” Your throat was burning so your plea came out as a weak, hoarse whisper. Your thighs rubbed together unconsciously, the throbbing was almost unbearable at this point and he knew it.
“More?” His laugh quickly turned to a groan as you gathered the strength to pull your sopping panties to the side and shifted in his lap, dragging your hot pussy against the length of his shaft. Your clit ached from the friction and you slid an arm around his neck to give yourself the leverage to start rocking your body back and forth on top of him.
“This pussy’s fucking starved baby, thought this whore would be satisfied, taking cock on the regular.” He tutted. “S’fuckin’ crying for it.”
A loud wail tore out of you as you increased the pace, about to cum before he ever even got inside you. But he stopped. Hands at your waist, halting you just before you reach your peak and your pussy clenched hard around nothing.
“Joel, no…” Your head fell in despair, too far gone to care about anything but needing to cum. He lifted and situated you above the head of his thick cock. ‘Yes, yes, yes’ is all you could think as you realized what he was doing.
You both gasped, mouths against each other, stealing each other’s breath as you sank down onto him. You took every last delicious inch, letting it stretch you until you were fully seated on him.
You couldn’t control the tears that ran down your face from how fucking full, how fucking good it felt having him breach the deepest part of your cunt. Your mind went fuzzy when you looked down to see where you were joined, seeing how his slick cock split you open.
“Look at you, baby,” Joel mocked you when he saw the way your mouth gaped open, “this what you needed? For me to fuck you stupid?”
“Daddy,” You babbled, fluttering all around him as he held you down still, molding your insides to his shape, “P-please, please, please.”
“Fuck yourself on me, use it, baby, let daddy see you cum.” He growled, his southern accent so deep, “Show me how pretty you and this pussy are when you cum. Must be good, the way you’ve got all these men lining up to share ya.”
A high-pitched squeak left your mouth when his hands finally released you, letting you move. They went to lift your dress up over your head, exposing your bouncing tits for him.
With your nails scratching sharply into his neck and shoulder, you raised then lowered yourself again and again and again. The obscene squelching sound and his glazed eyes on your tits brought you right to the edge once again.
“There you go,” his fingers dug hard into your hips to help you move once your thighs started shaking uncontrollably.
“Joelllllll,” You hiccuped, bouncing yourself harder and harder, chasing what you needed.
“Thought I was daddy,” He panted, his hands moved back to your ass and he gripped at you, slamming you down on his cock.
"D-daddy- fuck! Fuck!" You held onto him for dear life, your muscles turned to jelly as he thrust into your weeping pussy, letting him take over fully, just like he did to your mouth.
Then your cries went silent, mouth went slack, breath ragged. You came hard around his cock, harder than ever before, squeezing him until he was gasping against your lips. You swore you could hear him whimpering before you could only hear your ears ringing. Your entire body shuddered with white-hot pleasure.
“Cum in me, cum in me, cum in me,” You chanted through the aftershocks as he continued to rut into you, so fucked out of it you couldn’t even hear your own voice, “D-daddy, please, please, please...”
And then he was filling you, hips bucked up and cumming hard until he physically couldn’t anymore. He was at your ear, desperately moaning for you as you twitched around him, squeezing him, “Nghhhhh… hah, fuck, baby.”
His skin was burning, his eyes screwed shut and jaw clenched, pulsing so hard in your cunt, overstimulating you almost to the point of pain. Almost.
“Jesus fuckin’ christ, this pussy…” He gasped, equally as overwhelmed as you felt when he slid out.
“Oh my god,” You held onto him tight, your bare tits pressed up against his still-clothed chest, just breathing him in as you attempted to calm yourself.
“Let me see it,” He exhaled heavily.
“Hmm?” You shook, face buried into his neck, feeling his sweat on your cheek.
“Need to see it leaking out. Show me.” He rasped.
You whimpered at his order when you realized what he wanted. He didn’t give you any time to regain your strength, he simply flipped you over the arm of the couch. He groaned as you bent yourself over the edge, widening your legs to give him a full show of just how good he’d fucked you.
“Spread yourself for me, baby.” He breathed, his chest still heaving.
You did as he said, your hand reached underneath you, spreading your lips apart. You keened at the feeling, so overstimulated that you could barely handle your own delicate touch. His eyes followed the cum dribbling out of you and down your thigh.
“Fuck, that’s it, just like that.” Joel watched as he pulled his pants back up, buckling his belt. He reached out, sliding a hand down your lower back, making sure you stayed just how he wanted. You felt so incredibly naked in front of him like this.
“Fuck… can’t believe I just came in you… fuck,” He groaned as realization dawned on him. The spell broken.
“M’clean,” You moaned, head still fuzzy, “n’safe, I swear.”
He just sighed.
“Joel, I promise. I never let them do this.” You tried to move but his hand held you in place. You didn’t know if he believed you or not but it was true. It was your rule. You were always safe. Your heart pounded at the thought of how different it had been with Joel, how easy it had been for him to take full control of you. Breaking your rules without him even realizing it. You didn’t regret it one bit though. And you hoped desperately that he didn’t either.
Joel didn’t reply, only asking what he owed you. You almost forgot what the hell he was talking about.
“Don’t worry about it,” You sighed as he let you back up, stretching in exhaustion. There you went breaking another rule. They always paid you. But with Joel, it felt like you should be the one paying him.
“Tell me what I owe you,” His features hardened.
“Joel, I-...” You were taken aback by his quick shift, “It’s fine. I wanted this, you don’t have to-”
“That’s not…,” He ran an exasperated hand through the tousled hair you’d just had your own hands in, “I wouldn’t have done this, otherwise.”
You wiped at your thighs with your discarded panties as you tried to make sense of his frustration, the dizziness still in your brain making it difficult. You wondered if you should feel insulted by his statement.
“Jesus, it’s not a big deal,” You pulled your dress back over yourself before facing him, “Get something from the Outfitters or whatever. I don’t care.”
“You should leave. I’ll get you your payment but you need to go now,” He backed away from you, avoiding your eyes.
Before you could begin to try to wrap your mind around what had just happened, the sound of the front door being unlocked had both of your heads shooting up in time to see Ellie.
“Joel! I forgot-” The girl stopped hard in her tracks as she took in the scene of you and Joel standing awkwardly in the living room. It was silent between the three of you as she made no attempt to hide the way she was staring you down. Your face warmed again as you mentally thanked whatever God was out there that she hadn’t entered a minute earlier.
“What the fuck is going on?” Ellie turned to Joel, her brow furrowed.
“Ellie,” He scolded her language but failed to attempt any lie about who you were or what was going on. And you took this as your cue to escape because you had nothing to offer.
“Yeah…I’ll, uh, see ya,” You grabbed your bag off the coffee table and it took everything in you to walk and not sprint out the door.
As aggressive as Joel is with you, he is also careful beyond measure. Because even as he has a hand squeezed around your throat, even as your skin burns with the memory of his open palm against it, he only goes as far as you want him to. And the fact is, you always want him to push you just a little further.
Joel loves you. And maybe that’s not something he can say out loud, but he can say it with the way he hurts you exactly as you need to be. Because when he’s fucking you this way, entirely at his mercy, you feel nothing but peace.
And god, you’re so eager for it. Absolutely dripping to have all of your thoughts and anxieties emptied from your mind, leaving you nothing to do but whine and drool on his cock. It’s like he’s pulling any last coherent thoughts out of your head as he pulls you back against him, your hair tightly twisted into his fist.
Joel’s thoughts were miles away from the Tipsy Bison as he tuned out the magnitude of celebration around him. Instead, he focused on the drop of condensation sliding down the side of his glass, pooling onto the faded wood of the bar counter.
It was Maria’s birthday party and he’d been pushed out the door by Ellie after an especially grueling patrol to go “have some fucking fun already.” Joel didn’t think he knew how to do that anymore. But he did know how to drink.
And so he’d found himself at the bar, quickly losing track of how many he’d had so far. All that mattered was the sweet burn of whiskey that made both the jukebox and the ache of his body just a little more tolerable.
“How’re ya doin?” Tommy elbowed his back, bringing Joel back from his liquor-induced daydreams.
“Too damn loud in here,” Joel grumbled, turning around and frowning in confusion when he saw you standing beside his brother. He felt himself tense as you observed him, your eyes moving from the fingers he had wrapped around the wet glass to the crease between his eyebrows.
“Thought you were practically deaf already, how bad could it be?” Tommy teased and handed you a beer, “That’s Joel for ya.”
Joel watched the way you tilted your head when you greeted him, reminding him of a puppy. Your wide eyes caught his own dark, narrow stare and he had to look away from the intensity. Like looking into the sun. He’d seen you in passing before, one of the teachers in Jackson, and one of Maria’s friends.
“I don’t think we’ve met.” You introduced yourself and Joel shook his head, you knew damn well the two of you had never met before. Joel had no business getting to know a girl like you.
“You even old enough to be teachin’?” He’d asked, pretending not to notice the way your smile faltered for a millisecond. He thought back to the teachers he had back in his day, all crotchety and ancient. None with bouncy ponytails and a tight blouse.
“Joel,” Tommy’s tone was a warning, “Don’t be an asshole. She’s great with the kids.”
“M’not.” Joel shrugged, “Just an observation. She looks like one of ‘em herself.” This was an overexaggeration and he knew it. But you had to be in your twenties and the way you were giggling was not helping. It irritated him. This is how people got themselves killed in this world- with naivety and pretty smiles like yours.
“Ellie’s in my class, you know,” You ignored Joel’s question and his clear disapproval as you perched yourself on the stool next to him, “She speaks highly of you.”
“Must have the wrong guy,” Tommy laughed and Joel felt his face warm. He blamed it on the alcohol. And the body heat of too many damn people in one room.
He smelled the sweetness of your shampoo when your ponytail swished over your shoulder and in that moment he’d decided he’d had enough. He set the glass down onto the bar, hitting harder than he had intended, causing your eyebrows to raise in surprise.
“M’headed out,” Joel cleared his throat and snaked his way out of Tommy’s quick grasp.
“Hey, come on!” Tommy shook his head, “It’s a party!”
“Tell Maria happy birthday,” Joel continued, not missing your quieter voice call out a “See you around!”
Stumbling home, he was definitely not thinking about the smell of your hair or how it would feel to have it gripped in his hand with you kneeling beneath him. Fuck, if he wasn’t so drunk, he would’ve jerked off to the way he definitely wasn’t looking at the bounce of your breasts when you’d sat up on that stool.
No, he shook his head to himself, he had no business getting to know a girl like you.
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