[melissax777]

big and dominant but also gentle and patient with me

[werenotreallystrangers]

I just want to escape whatever this feeling is

[zoieskies]

been a while, dxb :)

[werenotreallystrangers]

you don't just marry a person. you marry their ecosystem. their food. the temperature of their house. their sleep schedule. their friends.their family. their way of moving through the world

[zoieskies]

[pocketdaughter]

i need someone to baby me while they’re inside of me

[girllockedintower]

Men who can pick you up and fuck you are very very important

[fistful-of-love]

[bakwaaas]

I love a man who plans and organises and makes decisions

[zoieskies]

proof of life !

[aidashakur]

[zoieskies]

random life update nobody asked for

hi tumblr!! been a while since i wrote some feelings here, la lang i jus wanna type these all out while i still have the time and energy to do so. haha so ayun.... who would freaking BELIEEEVEEE im officially in my lover girl era?!? i cant put my finger on it cos its true pala it really happens when you least expect it. we've met since grade school, went on separate ways, only to find each other again (cheesy af pero grade school crush ko sya) pero ayun, my heart's just really happy right now i cant evennnn explain. it's like, its something beautifully overwhelming-- like finally catching my breath after being underwater for so long. lamoyun yung feeling na u built your walls up so high for other people to climb but nag melt sakanya cos i suddenly felt so safe with him. i found myself daydreaming abt our future, and for once it doesnt scare me. it feels natural. never confused. also, me and riri left our dorm na cos she resigned :( she got burned out sa work and honestly, ako din naman its just that i have no choice but to continue pa muna cos wala pa kong safety net, or new job but im submitting applications naman sa ibang companies but wala pa kasi nagrreach out lol :( my plan kasi was if ever i quit the job here yung next na would be overseas. but ewan ko.... louie have plans of taking me to the US in 2 yrs para dun na kami mag continue ng life and its a good deal din naman since he's in the military, us2 q nalang maging housewife chariz but!!! for now im already living alone in my new apartment <3 mej malungkot sya pala nasanay kasi ako kasama ko si riri kumain if ever our shifts aligned ganun but im happy i get to have my own space :) work's been shit also the past few months, nag migrate kami into a new system so everyone is sooo kamote and before yung OT namin umaabot na ng 2 hrs, ngayon 4 hrs na HAHAHA cos inaabsorb pa ng lahat yung configuration and stuff. sobrang nakakapagod, that kind of tired na hindi na rewarding and just keeps sucking your soul up so ayun. my heart is happy but my mind and body are tired. jk

[whorenaissance]

deserve to be cozy in a big man’s lap while i lazily grind against his bulge tbh

[melodyofalba]

im scared of casual sex because if u fuck me too good i’m gonna say i love u and then what

[cryptid-corpse]

The best way to contact me is to meet me in my dreams at 3am

[zoieskies]

proof of life

[emotionalwords]

i like men that make things happen