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falling back into bad habits again :3 bpd, avpd & cptsd

[sleepy-robot]

they should invent a drug that is extremely effective against all types of pain, doesn't make you super sleepy or high or sick, and distribute it free. and then deliver me a lifetime supply

[fragilepromise]

there's something so freeing about saying "i hope they die" and just moving on

[thebpdbabe]

why am i always the person who needs to apologize. no one considers my emotions, it doesn’t matter what someone has done to me. once i make them upset, then i’m in the wrong and i’m a terrible person.

[grippysockgangg-deactivated2024]

People love your weird quirky mental illness energy until they realize you’re actually ill

[rosysugarr]

BTW in case in wasn't clear, we support addicts on this blog. I don't give a shit how severe or dangerous or "selfish" the addiction is. I wanna be very clear here: this blog is a safe place for addicts. Forever. No caveats.

I personally have a nicotine addiction that I struggle with a lot, and I've spent my entire life in a very poor rural area full of people struggling with a variety of other addictions, both less and much, much more severe than my own, and I would offer every single one any kind of help I can if I had anything to offer. People who hate addicts, however, are NOT welcome here. If you look down on addicts, if you blame them for their own troubles and misery and consider them undesirable, block me and maybe go sit down and think real hard about the kind of person you wanna be.

I love you, addicts, whether you're recovering or not, whether you're in a place where you can't or don't have access to needed resources or just don't want to right now, or you're years into your recovery. I wish you all good health and happiness.

[lastchanceatpurity]

need more music that sounds like people coughing up their bleeding hearts

[blueboyoutside]

[wlyvzx-deactivated20240423]

i live for cigs, water, diet coke and black coffee

[zoloftdiet]

october 19, 2023

total calories : 1248

I finally reached my first gw and i couldn't be happier rn!! this is so exciting

[m4nicg1rl]

[0912408179182]

Romanticizing your own loneliness and turning it into a cool girl thing only works for like a few months and then it just becomes a throbbing black hole i think. Not that ive ever experienced anything like that

[artemis-crock]

my entire life is just a test to see if i’ll commit suicide or homicide first

[machineryangel]

grabbing every 13 yo girl by the arms and yelling "YOU LOOK FINE !!!!!!! DON'T SPEND UR ALLOWANCE ON CONCEALERS GO SEE A BAD MOVIE INSTEAD !!!!!!!!!!! BEAUTY IS POETRY AND SONGS AND LAUGHTER W FRIENDS AND COLORFUL LEAVES !!!!!!!!!! GO READ A MARY OLIVER POEM AND YOU'LL BE OK!!!!!!!!!"

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[zoloftdiet]

I'm forcing myself to keep track of my daily calories & stuff I do throughout the day here from now on because I've been overeating a lot and I'm slowly going insane because I haven't lost any weight ((or gained anything thankfully) for like an entire fucking month

so:

october 18, 2023

1360 calories

I did a small workout but I always tell myself I didn't burn any calories at all so yea idk lmao

but I did clean my room a bit which is nice because I'm a incredibly messy person and depression is making it even worse :,)

[divinecouture]

[intactics-deactivated20211231]

and i don't necessarily believe any of this i'm just saying words recreationally