Tumblr is so cooked these days. I still come back here sometimes to look through my likes. Iâm a welder now. I feel alone in the world most days. I still look forward to a lot of things but itâs hard. Iâve been in trauma therapy for a year. Im putting myself out there and trying to date again. I so desperately want to be loved.
Anyway internal struggles aside, Iâm my best self and feel competent in my creative passions if I could just get a new place and more free time. Idk if Iâll post here again, but Iâve never been great at letting go.
Please find me in the world. I often am weighed down by time running out and the impermanence of fleeting beauty. Also Iâve been off my meds for two days but get a refill tomorrow so maybe thatâs why this probably comes out of left field. Until next we meet, in this life or the next.
