Je suis Lucifer

🦋 TW|| sw: 132.9 (60.3 kg), cw: 54.5 kg (120.1 lbs) UCW: 50.4 kg (111.1 lbs) ugw: 100 (45 kg) || she/her 🦋

[0kcal-nicotine]

🌼 About me 🌼

♡ My name is Luci

♡ Bisexual

♡ 19 y/o

♡ Not native english speaker

♡ pro recovery

♡ This is my safe place. This Blog can be triggering

♡ I'm here if anyone ever needs someone

🌼 🌼 🌼

[0kcal-nicotine]

re-starting to count calories, re-starting to be skinny, re-starting to kill myself slowly

[prisoninq]

why cant i lose weight as easily as i lose friends

[bluefingertips]

bro i would be a skeleton

[thinslxx]

I know that we as a community as severly fucked up but can we all just

Here's to the ones that died from their eating disorders while on this app and in general.

Rest in peace, beautiful angels🌼

[thinly-ruth-deactivated20181113]

PSA:

Don’t force your “ana rules” on others.  If I don’t want to drink fucking diet soda, don’t shame me for that.  If I don’t like green tea, don’t shame me for that.  If I don’t like coffee, don’t shame me for that. If I drink 4 liters of water a day instead of 5, don’t shame me for that. If I eat 800kcals a day instead of 500, don’t shame me for that.  If my safe food are oreo cookies and peanut butter jelly sandwiches, who gives a shit?  It’s fine to share habits, advice, or constructive criticism, but it’s never fine to shame one another for their habits. 

[starve-ling]

Louder for the people in the back

[beingskinnyismydream1]

Workouts You Can Do In Bed

To Get Rid Of The “Are You Pregnant?” Belly :

20 crunches

35 sit ups

10 full body crunches

50 crisscrosses

10 wide leg cross sit ups

20 leg raises

To Get Rid Of The Jello Like Thighs :

100 pillow squeezes

30 side leg lifts (Each side)

To Get That Bubble Butt :

40 butt bridges

25 lying kick backs (Each side)

50 clam lifts (Each side)

20 forward kicks (Each side)

30 knee tucks (Each side)

There is literally no reason why you shouldn’t be doing these workouts ESPECIALLY if you’re in bed. You can do this! You reach that UGW

Made by: ThisIsAnaMyFriend

[starvedoncoffee]

FOUND IT

[httpbon3s]

reblogging because i genuinely lOVE this workout so much and i lost if for a few days but ugh i do it while watching supersize vs superskinny before i sleep

[fairymilf]

reblogging to save

[iwentboomm-deactivated20251120]

We all have a skinnier friend we secretly compare to

[ske-lo-ton]

cant compare yourself to a skinny friend if you distanced yourself from all your friends.

[nietzschen-deactivated20210429]

you know there’s a part of me that really likes getting bruises on my spine and hips and knees bc they’re too bony

and i want more

[0kcal-nicotine]

here I was 88 lbs. I wanna go back, I'll be my own thinspo

[angelwarm]

i hope that one day i will finally be ok….i’ll make a cherry pie when it is all over

[angelwarm]

today is the day

[joshpeck]

reblog the cherry pie to be ok

[peediequeenie]

Cherry pie of okayness for my troubled followers.

[0kcal-nicotine]

I WILL FINALLY MAKE THE CHERRY PIE TODAYYYY

[0kcal-nicotine]

for my few followers:

I don't have been here since MONTHS and this is why: I have been in recovery

and I'm still recovering, of course. you know what made me want to recover? I was going to die. 88 lbs, I ended up in a hospital with the risk of death.

now I'm eating A TON of calories just to gain weight and you know what? it was the best thing that could happen to me.

RESTRICTIVE EDS JUST WANTS YOU DEATH. ANOREXICS DIE BC OF THIS ILLNESS. IF ANOREXIA CAN'T KILL YOU BY MAKING YOU STARVE TO DEATH THEN IT WILL TRY TO KILL YOU BY SUICIDE.

you know why anorexics commit suicide? bc you start to want to just be healthy and your ed don't. you end up in a limbo and then just give up.

I attempted to kill myself a couple days ago. And with a weight like that, and the tons of pills I drank, and the alcohol, and the blood I lost. The doctors doesn't know how I'm still alive. and then I realized, I'm the strongest person ever

AND THAT'S WHY I CAME BACK HERE. PLEASE DO RECOVER. THERE'S NO THING LIKE "I'm not sick enough" YES, YOU ARE AND I DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE OK?

[lesskalori]

nice

[tear-my-skin-off]

[0kcal-nicotine]

TRIGGER WARNING

ate so much bread and then were one fucking hour at bathroom trying to purge but I couldn't. I wanna die, I'm not kidding or being dramatic, I really wanna die

[tiktoksthataregood-ish]

[myedsucks]

Not your usual Ana tips

Read the post before you get pissed off at me.

• Stop standing up so fast. You know damn well that you get dizzy from that, so stand up slowly. If you still get dizzy or start to black out, sit back down and take deep breaths until you go back to normal, and then try to stand up slowly again.

• Don’t work out until you pass out or puke. Just walk. It burns a lot calories and it’s much easier to do. I do this instead of working out and I lose up to 3 lbs a day sometimes.

• Sleep (if you can). Your body is tired as fuck. You don’t eat very much and sleeping will help re-energize you.

I won’t tell you to eat. I know a stupid tumblr post won’t suddenly make your disorder go away. I just want you to try your best to stay safe. Believe it or not, I love you. We’re a big family and we would all feel like shit if you died because of this. If you ever get the urge to recover, take it and run.

[112-lbs]

!!!!!

[0kcal-nicotine]

binged on 3000 kcals. I want to fucking die. gonna fast for the whole week now