SarrahGabriel__

Egyptian-Dubaiian with English roots, Hate Summer, Jobless, Neymar&Messi are the loves, Barcelona <3

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Dad..

Bringing flowers to your grave isn’t how I ever imagined spending father’s day. I miss you so fucking much…

This shit isn’t fair.

I’m sorry…

So fucking sorry…

[0sarrahgabriel]

How the death of my father made me a strong person.

I could have never imagined that the first one i lose would be the most valuable person in my life. I’ve always loved my dad more than anyone else. On that note, I was always close to him. he was my best friend. and yes thats not my mom.

I lost my most valuable person and I literally have no one left who cared and showed love to me as much as he did. the person who was an idol for me. my strong wall that I lean on.

I mean come on my mom - may God bless her - is still around but she’s so quiet and doesn’t talk or share. She’s not as strong as my daddy was.

I lost him exactly around 9 months ago! It feels like forever, I’ve had the worst times ever. I’m still single, my friends are only a couple (literally) and my work has been going down the slope.

But as they say, losing the dearest makes you the strongest. Well of course, everyone must have had an experience. Including me, but this is bullshit. I’m weaker by the day and I cry more and more and miss him even more.

I’m no strong person I will remain forever weak till I meet my dad again.

People who say time heals the pain are all f**** hypocrits and liars. May you all burn in hell.

I love you daddy. Nothing will ever change that and no one will ever replace you..

Please always keep an eye on me and wish me the best.

- Tight hugs - to my angel <3

[0sarrahgabriel]

2016 is mean

I started off 2016 by a dream come true - my first vacation alone to Spain and I watched a Barçelona match. Even though 2015 wasn't better either, my daddy was jobless for quite some time. And as soon as he got a job, a week later he was hospitalized. Two weeks later diagnosed with 4 stage cancer. Two weeks even later we told him. Finally a week he later on he took the decision to go to Egypt for treatment. But as we all know, cancer is a BITCH! He left the world a few days upon his arrival to Egypt. It has been exactly two months since you've been gone my angel. People still look at me like wtf look at her trying to enjoy her life! Yet they don't know how much I cry my eyes out every night secretly on my pillow! I know you feel my pain and I know you're watching me. But that's not enough! If I could rewind 2 years ago I could have done so much to save you!! I hope you're well rested in a beautiful place my amazing father 😞❤️

[blaugr4na]

BYE

[0sarrahgabriel]

Lmao

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YouTube kid is now noninated for Ballon d'Or

[0sarrahgabriel]

You truly have the best bllog ever... miss your posts n how active you wereeeee pls come back

Aww thanks dear :) Yep been busy with work lately + my new iPhone doesn’t have an app for tumblr which sucks :(

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Unos meses atrás tuve el inmenso placer de trabajar junto a esas leyendas vivas. 

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<3

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So I’m back to tumblr after ages... Just cause I’m not allowed to download the app on my new (now-old) iPhone in Dubai... So guess what.. I’m booking Spain.. But the first thing I booked for was this! FCB vs ATM

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Djf

What’s that?

[0sarrahgabriel]

Nice blog!

Thanks :)

[m-terstegen]

LEGENDS

[0sarrahgabriel]

I shall miss you both

[0sarrahgabriel]

Legends.. You will be missed <3

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Xavi announcing his exit from Barcelona :(((

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this was so cute i had to make a gif 

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<3

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Can we do it again at Allianz Arena?

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The best match of all times <3 Well done blaugrana <3

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Messi takes Barça's revenge and Argentina's revenge! Well done legend <3