numb.

//Born in '97//Dead Ever Since//borderline af

[softlysaygoodbye]

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Suicide

I think I've decided that I'll kill myself via hanging.

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I wonder if they can smell the depression on me.

[bpd-hellfire]

i hate it when i can’t recover from splitting on someone. months later and i’m still not over it

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Years later and I'm still not over it, yet I keep on doing it, over and over and over

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false hope

I'm not sure why I ever tell myself that it'll all be better in the morning, that this feeling will blow over, but I have to tell myself that, otherwise what's the point in carrying on, as long as I have some slither of hope in me, no matter who pointless and futile that is, as long as I have that I think I can carry on..

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d e a d

What's almost hilarious is literally not a single soul actually gives a shit about me, nobody wants to listen, they just pretend to care when it's convenient to them

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😂

I’m one more failed relationship away from ending it all 😂

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I just wish I could be part of someone's life.

[just-shower-thoughts]

I use the self-checkout kiosks even when the manned counters are not full, not for the convenience but for the lack of human interaction

[love-317]

Instagram.

[softlysaygoodbye]

[bpd-hellfire]

let me get this straight

borderline boredom isn’t boredom; it’s emptiness and feeling numb and terrible and being unable to stand your life as is so impulsivity comes in and you’re completely weak to fighting any terrible decision you may make just because you can’t stand the thought of yourself

[just-shower-thoughts]

“Maybe if you go to bed you’ll feel better in the morning” is the human version of “Have you tried turning it on and off again?”.

[bpd-hellfire]

i’m bored with myself as a person maybe i should do some drugs or crash a car or stop eating again or pick up a nice smoking habit just to keep me busy

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Why did my body decide to wake up now, it's fucking 5am

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I need to move so bad but just look..