Summary:Â Itâs boring living in your small trailer park, and finding things to do isnât easy. Lately, playing a game with your boyfriend is making it a bit less boring.
⥠warnings: NSFW, MDNI, 18+, older!bf, cowboy!bf, light smut, thigh riding, guided thigh riding, one naked person + one fully clothed person, nipple/breast play, light slapping, teasing, condescending bf, pet names (baby, sweetheart), no mentions of y/n, reader-insert.
wc: 1.4k | : this is a mix of two requests :) enjoy!
Living in the middle of nowhere left you with little to nothing to do.
There wasnât a grocery store for miles, except for the small gas station up the roadâyou had already exhausted the magazine section, eyes scanning over the pages, until the worker kicked you out, something about âthis ain't a library, sweetheartâ, and a few bats of your eyelashes weren't doing the trick like they usually did.
Youâve wandered the trailer park more times than you can imagine; youâve talked to an older woman addicted to cigarettes and wine enough times that you can count this week, every story being an account of a failed relationship back in her âprimeâ, and you had to laugh it off, as if you didnât have a man a few years older waiting for you back at the trailer, and sheâd tell you that âno man ainât good enough for a girl like youâ, and youâd take a drag of her cigarette before you went to the next house.
Needless to say, you were bored, and have been bored.
The living room is all laughs and grunts, your boyfriend struggling to hold you back as you sit on top of him; your thighs straddle his hips, and heâs holding your forearms, trying to keep you from acting up even moreâthis is what happens when youâre bored, and watching reruns of television isnât satisfying the itch.
âCâmon, sweetheart,â he laughs, his head against the soft carpet, his back pressing into the floor. âYou really think youâre gonna win?â
âYes,â you grin and nod quickly, laughing louder when you try to lean forward, and he lightly pushes you back, keeping you restrained. âYouâre gonna lose!â
âYeah,â he laughs and shakes his head, his hands sliding down your forearms, and he grabs your waist, pinching it, tickling it.
âStop!â you cry out, shaking your head, squirming around against him, his cowboy hat almost falling off your head.
The whole situation is an amusing one; youâre fighting back, squirming around, struggling, and heâs doing everything he can to keep you from completely winning, despite the fact that there is no winningâitâs a meaningless game of touches and light jabs, giggles, and him letting you think you have the upper hand for the first time in your entire life.
This was a game that the two of you played more than youâd like to admit; heâd try to knock you off, and youâd hang on for dear life, acting like he was a bull beneath you. It was all the fun you could have living in a rural area like this, and wearing his cowboy hat was the funnest part about it.
Heâd tell you about it when he was one at your age; all worn hands and herding cattle, away for months at a time, the only thing he had was his horse, and now he has you.
âJustâlet me win,â you whine out, but he finds watching your face contort and your voice strain as he holds your back more entertaining.
His eyes are focused on you above him; that smile curled into your lips, your eyes practically lit up, and the way your shirt tips off your shoulder, your shorts riding up, and heâs suddenly realizing where his thoughts are going.Â
âGotta try harder, baby,â he teases, squeezing your waist again, and you burst out laughing, eyes closing and your head tipped back.
âIs this⌠what riding a horse is like?â You giggle, squirming against his lap, and he rests his hands on your hips.
âEh, not really,â he shakes his head, fingers casually hooking into your shorts belt loops. âMore⌠tricky, youâd be fallinâ all over the place.â
He gives your hip a firm smack, and you laugh louder, almost tipping forward and onto his chest, still wearing his stupid cowboy hat. She looks up at you, clicking his tongue.
âCan⌠you show me?â You ask, tilting your head to the side.
âMhm,â he smiles, nodding slowly, nodding towards his thigh. âHow boutâ you sit on my thigh, yeah?â
You quickly nod and crawl off of him, and heâs already sinking into the leather couch, and youâre lowering yourself onto his thigh, straddling the thick muscle.
His hands find your hips, and he looks up at you, gently rubbing your body through your shorts.
âRidinâ a horse is bumpy,â he starts quietly, and you nod in understanding. âThey go over terrain, yeah? Nâ you gotta have good balance, baby.â
You nod. âI do!â
âDo you?â He questions, tilting his head to the side as he starts bouncing his leg slightly. âYou gonna balance on this?â
The sudden bouncing of his leg makes your eyebrows furrow, and you look away from him, shyly laughing at the movement; youâre moving around a little, feeling a constant pressure between your legs, and you swallow hard.
âStopâstop⌠IâŚ. I canât balance,â you shake your head, still wearing his silly cowboy hat, and heâs smiling at you.
âOh, well, this is great practice then, hm?â He asks, his hand squeezing your hips. âKeep balancinâ, could be a pro cowgirl.â
âI⌠I donât wanna be,â you shake your head, lifting your hand to hold the oversized hat down, and itâs an unfortunate tingle between your thighs, and heâs watching in amusement.Â
âAww, what kinda attitude is that?â He teases, keeping that steady balance with his leg, perfectly stimulating you. âCâmon, cowgirl,â he teases, and you whine.
âI justâplease,â you whine quietly, and he knows that youâre enjoying it a little too much, and itâs not a challengeâwell, not in the way he thinks it is.
âCâmon, doll,â he encourages, patting your hip, and he keeps rocking his thigh up and down. âRidinâ my thigh ainât that easy, huh?â
The feeling is making your head tip back, and youâre giving into it completely now, succumbing to the pleasure that heâs purposely giving you. He grins and makes a clicking sound with his mouth, similar to the ones people use to get their horsesâ attention, and you groan at the slight humiliation.
âBack nâ forth, baby,â he encourages, gently guiding your hips now, helping you grind against his leg. âAtta girl, keepinâ your balance nâ all.â
Your eyes flutter, and your head tips back further, and you reach out to grab somethingâhis hand, shoulder, anything, but he lightly pushes your hand away.
âAinât that against the rules, sweet girl?â He quips, tilting his head to the side. âNo holdinâ to nothinâ, gotta balance that pretty body on its own.â
He watches your face contort out of frustration, and your nose scrunches, feeling home encouraging your hips more and more. You clench around his jeans, thighs squeezing together, and he glances down, raising his brows.
âMy lilâ girl, not gettinâ enough friction, yeah?â He teases, blinking, his hand sliding forward to the button of your shorts. âHow boutâ we take emâ off, give you a lilâ bit more?â
You nod quickly and stop, and heâs helping you take off your shorts, and yeah, he takes your underwear off too. It leaves your bare core against that rough, worn-out denim, a damp spot immediately forming, and he gazes at your little blouse tooâhe wants that off as well.
Thereâs something entertaining about you being completely naked, all while heâs dressed head to toe, and heâs watching you return to grinding, completely bare all over.
âMakinâ my jeans all wet,â he smirks, glancing down; when your core lifts for a brief second, he can see the darker blue, stained for your slick. âPoor baby, my sweetheart.â
Youâre whining and whimpering, your hips mercilessly rocking back and forth, and the room feels hotter than normal, sweat glistening on your body.
His hand slides up from your hip, and he cups your breast in his hand, feels the firm weight, and his thumb brushes over your nipple. He smiles when it stiffens, his other hand guiding you still.
âAinât these the cutest,â he comments on your breasts, more specifically your nipples. âSensitive lilâ things, can feel you gettinâ wetter.â
And heâs right, youâre getting wetter, and itâs spreading over his thigh even more. Youâre picking up speed, urgently rocking back and forth, and the sounds are getting caught in the back of your throat, the cowboy hat still resting on your head. He thinks itâs the cutest thing ever.
âCâmon, cowgirl,â he teases some more, and lightly slaps your hip, earning a whimper. âShow me how good it feels, doll.â
You do when you finish all over his thigh, leaving the denim jeans a soaking-wet mess, all slick and sticky, your body limo and your chest heaving. When you lean a bit forward, the hat knocks over your eyes, and he smiles.
âMmm⌠now youâll really know how to ride me, huh?â He mumbles, lifting the hat from your eyes, peeking into yours.Â
Summary: Every summer you go to your best friendâs beach house. This year, her dad overhears a conversation, and it piques his interest more than it should.
⥠warnings: NSFW, MDNI, 18+, smut, virgin!user, virginity loss, beach sex, public sex, unprotected sex, age-gap (user is 23), kissing practice, sexual tension, masturbation (m), panties stealing, sexual fantasies, teasing, flirting, light fauxcest petnames (dad, sweetheart, baby), dirty-talking, sneaking around, infidelity, lying, no mentions of y/n, reader-insert.
wc: 6k | : this is like⌠5 requests wrapped into one LMAOO ENJOY!!
Waves ease onto the shore, a quiet noise in your best friendâs bedroom, a soothing sound amongst your laughs and giggles as you gossip and talk about whatever.
It had been a ritual since you could remember: going up to your friendâs beach house, staying with them for a week, and then heading back home to your boring town. You cherished these moments the most, being able to roam around in a bikini freely, the ocean just a few steps away, an ice cream shop just up the road, and most importantly, her dad.
He was tall, all muscle and strong arms, biceps that showed when heâd pick something up, thick thigh muscles that stretched when heâd manspread, shaggy hair heâd push back when he took off his baseball cap, a light beard heâd always scratch in thought. Youâd watch and watch, admiring rough hands being gentle with their dog, or soft words when your friendâs younger sibling would misbehave. He was everything.
Youâre on the floor of her bedroom, lying on your back, giggling as the two of you bicker. Sheâs leaned over, trying not to mess up the baby blue paint sheâs putting on her toes, but you keep making her laugh.
âIâm serious, Iâve never had my first kiss,â you shake your head, your eyes gazing at the ceiling. âIâve told you this so many times.â
She laughs again. âThatâs crazy, how?â
âI donât know,â you say through a giggle, tapping your feet against the carpet. âIâve never had the chance.â
âThatâs bullshit,â she calls out, glancing up from the pedicure. âI know you and that one guy had somethingâyou were just too much of a baby to make a move.â
She was right; there was prom night in senior year, and you were on the dance floor, hips swaying to some cheesy song, and your date tried to lean in; you dodged it and pretended to cough. It was the most awkward thing youâve ever experienced, and the poor kid felt just as bad.
âYeah, but I didnât want to kiss him,â you shake your head again, sitting up on your elbows. âHe kept squeezing my hips, like over and over.â
âOkay, well, now youâre twenty-three, and your first kiss is going to be a sloppy mess,â she teases, her tongue pressing into her cheek in focus. âHeâs going to expect you to work some magic, and youâll be bumping teeth and noses.â
You roll your eyes and sit up fully, tilting your head to the side; sheâs smiling to herself, focusing on painting each toenail, and you want to throw a pillow at her and ruin her entire work. You lean forward to do it, but her bedroom door creaks open.
âSweetheart, weâre headinâ down to the ice cream place,â a low voice drawls, and you turn your head to see him; soft eyes gazing at his daughter, finding yours shortly after.
âOkay, daddy,â your friend mumbles, setting down the paint and blowing over her toes. âGive me five minutes.â
Youâre in awe as you gaze up at him; his hair damp from the ocean, only wearing a soft button-up and jeans, and you give him a shy smile. He returns it, with teeth and all, eyes crinkling, before he slips out of the room again.
âAlways comes in at the worst fucking time,â she mumbles to you, laughing as she swings her feet over the bed. âLike, he probably heard us talking about you being a bad kisser, and a loser,â she jokes.
Your lips part, and you stand on your feet, quickly shaking your head. You really hope thatâs not true.
âWhat? No, he came in way after that,â you explain to her, watching as she slides on her flip-flops, tugging her hair into a ponytail. âNo way he heard that.â
âHe hears everything,â she rolls her eyes, gazing in her vanity. âHeard me on the phone with Joshâremember when I had no phone for a month?â
You snort and know the story all too well; having phone sex when your parents are home is one thing, but doing it when everyone is awake is another, and your best friend did it and was caught by her dad, who seemingly had ears sharp enough to catch something like that.Â
The two of you head out of the bedroom and down the small hallway, and her dad is standing by the door, her mom and little sibling nowhere to be foundâyou furrow your eyebrows and glance at her; sheâs rolling them.
âAre you and mom arguing again?â she asks, and her dad shoots her a glare, a silent protest to stop her from speaking like that in front of guests, you.
âNo,â he says calmly and shakes his head, his hands in his pockets.
âYou sure? Where is she, then?â she presses a bit more, and you trail behind in her shadow, trying to make the conversation a bit less awkward.
Being her best friend meant you heard it all: the family drama, her aunt stealing a few thousand dollars from their grandmotherâs will, the odd stuff happening on her dadâs side, and the upcoming divorce with her parents. You heard every little part of it, and you had to act oblivious in moments like these.
âSheâs takinâ your little brother on a walk,â he says, gesturing to the front door he stands near. âCâmon, the place closes at eight oâclock, and weâre pushinâ it.â
Your friend sighs dramatically, wishing her parents would treat her like the grown adult she is, and mention the obvious distancing the married couple has been doing. You give him another shy smile as you pass by, following your friend out the door, and itâs the most casual gesture youâve felt in a bit; a light press to your lower back, a gentle guidance from him as he shuts the door behind you.
Glancing over your shoulder, you meet his gaze, and he smiles at you again, and you look away and down at the steps youâre moving towards, quickly joining your friend who didnât get caught up in a weird intimate moment just like you did. She nudges you when you join her side.
âYou know heâs lying, right?â she says to you, laughing softly as you begin to walk to the boardwalk, the strip filled with stores and overpriced merchandise.
âYup,â you nod and look at her, and heâs watching the two of you from behind.
He hadnât seen you in this light before; all bare legs in a sundress, your hair bathing in the sunlight as it goes down, and the smile you keep cracking when his daughter makes a joke that has you laughing too loud. That stupid laugh heâd hear from her bedroom when you were over, or when you were sunbathing in the backyard and heâd peek out to see you; lying on your back, a bikini draped over your body, the warm rays coating your skin. Heâd blink and look away.
And now he knows something he shouldnât; youâre a virgin.
Awkward lips that hadnât kissed yet, soft thighs that no one had spread, and no one on earth had heard your moans or whines. It was a secret, one that you held, and he held it too, quietly.
The conversation had his ear pressed against the door, the soft confession that you hadnât kissed anyone before, and he heard his daughter laughing at it, and he wanted to walk in and show you that it was okay, and he wouldnât mind helping you with it. He bit his tongue and stuck to inviting the two of you for ice cream.
The shop is cold when the two of you walk in, her dad trailing behind, and you gaze at the menu in front of you two; too many flavours to choose from, all different kinds of gross, and you bite your lip in thought. He watches from behind and carefully slips in by your side when his daughter steps ahead to order, making up her mind.
âWhatâre you gettinâ?â he quietly asks you, a gentle hand hovering against your lower back again.
âUhm,â you start, gazing back at the menu. âProbably just vanilla.â
âNo toppings?â he asks, his eyes staring at you rather than the menu.
âMaybe sprinkles,â you shrug, your eyes finding his.
âIâm payinâ, you know? You can get what youâd like, sweetheart,â he reassures quietly, finally letting his hand press to your lower back, but it gets pulled away just as fast when your friend looks back at you when sheâs done ordering.
âTwo scoops of vanilla, sprinkles,â her dad speaks up, ordering for you, and your lips surprise partâyour friendâs do too, and she scoffs when you join her at the counter.
âYou need my dad to order for you?â he asks, her arms crossed over her chest as the two of you patiently wait.
âI was going to ask you⌠but you seemed⌠busy,â you excuse and shrug, your eyes looking ahead at the worker assembling the cones, and her eyebrows furrow, noticing her dad paying for your ice cream too.
âBusy? Iâm waiting for ice cream,â she says, smiling as the worker hands her two scoops of chocolate on a waffle cone, and sheâs instantly licking it.
âYou seemed busy,â you joke, laughing off what just happened. She stays quiet and licks at the cone.
Your ice cream is finished just as fast, and the three of you step out of the parlour, standing outside of it on the strip, the both of you trying to lick it up before it starts melting all over the place. The August heat has that effect.
âYou girls like it?â her dad asks, glancing between the two of you, and you both nod.
The boardwalk is filled with families walking back and laughing, and youâre trying to ignore the set of eyes watching your tongue lap up the cream; instead, you look at your friend who is dripping it all over the place, laughing, and her dad is shaking her head.
âHoney, go to the bathroom,â he mumbles, stepping past you and towards her, handing her napkins he had gotten from inside. âYouâre gettinâ it all over you, câmon.â
âIâm fine,â she laughs, and youâre laughing too, crunching down on a few of the sprinkles.
âIâm not askinâ you to, Iâm tellinâ you to,â he scolds lightly, giving her that father look, and she tips her head back in frustration, rolling her eyes.
âFine,â she says with a sarcastic grin, tossing out the almost-finished cone and walking away from the two of you and towards the small public bathroom.
His eyes find you again, and you can feel him watching; the heavy gaze, and the way heâs focused on how your tongue moves and slides, and how your jaw works when you bite a sprinkle instead. He can see it dripping down onto the pavement, but avoiding your wrists and arms, unlike his daughter.
âTastes good?â he asks you, standing beside you again.
You nod, your mouthful. âMhm.â
âBetter cause I paid for it, right?â he asks, licking his teeth.
âA little,â you say through a cream-filled mouth, and heâs swallowing hard when he notices the white liquid at the corner of your mouth, almost dripping down your chin. He looks away.
Youâre not sure when this tension suddenly developed, when he suddenly found it hard to look into your eyes when youâre eating ice cream, or when rubbing your back was something normal, or speaking for you became natural. Still, it did, and youâre trying your hardest not to ask why and ease into more of it. You focus on your ice cream.
âGod,â you curse softly, lifting your hand, a few trickles of white ice cream running along them, and you follow suit, tossing the half-eaten thing into the trash. âItâs all over my hand.â
âHey⌠hey, itâs okay,â he murmurs, shaking his head, lightly taking your wrist for you, not telling you to go wait in a bathroom line like he did his daughter. âI got you.â
Youâve never been more thankful that the impending storm began to clear out the boardwalk, because the second you feel his thumb brushing your chin next, gathering some ice cream you didnât know was there, you internally freak out, and he watches your eyes widen. No way he just did that.
And then itâs followed by another swift brush against your wrist, and heâs cleaning up your hand for you, using a few other napkins. Heâs gentle with his hands, and heâs glancing over his shoulder like heâs worried someone is going to seeâright, his daughter, your best friend.
âMissed a spot,â you tease, the boldness suddenly leaving your mouth like vomit, and you lazily lift your hand in the air, revealing the streak still lining your thumb.
He grins and leans down, and itâs the most impulsive thing heâs done; his teeth catch your thumb, and his tongue briefly swipes it away, and your mouth hangs open as you look at him, and your hand slides away. The sweat that breaks out on your neck is embarrassing, and your shy eyes glance around, realizing not many people are around anymore, and you could not be more relieved.
âThe line was fucking huge,â your best friend suddenly says as she walks back towards the two of you, no longer dripping in chocolate ice cream.
âLanguage,â her dad replies, glaring at her, immediately switching into parent-mode.
âIâm twenty-three!â she protests and shakes her head.
âLivinâ with me, itâs my rules,â he says back to her, and she looks at you, wondering why youâre so quiet and shy, why embarrassment is oozing from your pores. She had a knack for reading you.
âYou see something?â she laughs softly, but quietly to you, and joins you again.
âNoâno,â you quickly shake your head, gazing over the ocean, over the boardwalk, the dark clouds looming over. âI just think itâs gonna rain.â
âOh, fuck,â she laughs nervously, her eyes noticing the solid flashes of lightning in the thick clouds, the rumble of thunder following afterwards. Her dad watches the two of you, mostly you, a spectator. âWe gotta go.â
The two of you hold hands, and youâre both laughing as you quickly run together, heading back to the beachhouse. Itâs like youâre middle schoolers again, running home from the first day of schoolâthat was a perk of being next-door neighbours, doing everything together.Â
But instead youâre in college, and youâre trying not to think about her dad.
The house is empty when you three return; her mom is still out with her little brother, leaving the three of you alone again, and your friend drags you back into the bedroom to gossip just a bit more. You glance over your shoulder as youâre being pulled into the room, and heâs watching you, though heâs moving into the kitchen.
âWhen I was in the bathroom,â she starts, laughing a bit, and crawling onto her bed again. âI got a text⌠from that guyâŚâ
âThe one from the buffet?â you ask, wandering to sit on the floor again, finding it to be the most comfy.
âNoâno, the one from the bar last night; long brown hair, green eyes,â she grins, nodding. âHe was the one who kept doing a British impression, and bought me like six drinks.â
âWhat about him?â you ask, tilting your head to the side.
âHe invited me out tonight⌠same bar,â she says with a grin.
You sigh. âSo⌠youâre going out, yeah?â
âIf you donât mindâŚâ she hums, gritting her teeth a bit, and you shake your head.
âNo⌠no, itâs fine, I donât mind,â you tell her, and you see her eyes light up in real time.
You were always on her side, didnât mind letting her go out with guys even if you had plansâshe had a rough love life, constantly in flings and situations she shouldnât be in, sleeping with guys who didnât like her, and meeting up with random men she met at bars. You often cleaned up after her, and it ate you insideâjust a little bit.
âIâll be home⌠later, probably,â she grins, insinuating something you don't want to ask about.
âOkay, gross,â you shake your head and scowl, watching as sheâs immediately heading towards her closet.
âYou should meet a guy at a bar, maybe kiss him, too,â she says slyly, pulling out a skimpy dress; all tight and short, black. âIt would be good for you.â
âNo, it wouldnât,â you disagree, leaning back on your hands as she starts getting changed, right in front of you; you never minded. âIâd⌠get attached, you know? I donât think I could⌠sleep with a guy Iâd never see again.â
âAh,â she agrees, stepping into the slutty piece. âSo, you want a long-term boyfriend that you fall in love with, and have babies with, and have a special night withââ
âStop,â you cut her off and roll your eyes, and sheâs laughing, pulling the straps over her shoulders. âI mean somebody I know⌠like, more than a few hours over drinks type of know.â
âOkay, youâre slut-shaming me now,â she jokes, and looks down at you, finding her pair of pumps she always kept at the house. âYouâre not wrong, but ouch.â
âShut up,â you roll your eyes again, and sheâs merely reapplying some lipstick and recoating her mascara in the mirror. âI think itâs great that youâre able to do it⌠not for me, though.â
âWell, you better find something to do all night,â she teases, walking past you. âOr youâre gonna be real bored, just sitting aroundâŚâ
âIâll find something,â you nod.
She slips out of her bedroom door, and you lie back against the carpet like a starfish, closing your eyes the minute you hear her dad chime in; heâs scolding her, lightly making fun of her, telling her that heâll disown her if she leaves, and the front door shuts, along with a clap of thunder following. You sigh loudly and roll over, gazing at the window and the clouds that begin to take over the sunshine.
The time ticks by slowly as you hang out in her bedroom, mindlessly scrolling through your phone, watching the window as the rain comes down hard, and you glance at the door, occasionally waiting for her dad to come by, maybe check up on youâhe never does.
Itâs because heâs busy elsewhere, doing something he shouldnât; hunched over in the bathroom across the house, your dirty underwear clutched into his hand, and heâs jerking off into it, a hand lightly holding the counter. Heâs panting heavily, his head bowed, sweating, and heâs trying his hardest not to make a sound, not wanting you to hear or see what the hell heâs doing.
His mind is creating images of you heâs only thought about before a few times: your bikini when youâre on the beach, the way it dipped when a wave hit you, the ice cream on your face, the way you were looking up at him early. Heâs groaning, and spilling into your cotton underwear, the pair he had grabbed from your bag when you went out earlier; he smelled it, slid it into his pocket, kept it there, and had saved it for this moment.
You are oblivious and waiting, sitting on the bed.
Your head lifts when you hear the light arguing between him and his wife a few minutes later: soft curses, and her telling him that sheâs going back out, and sheâs taking his son with him. You sit there quietly on your friendâs bed, desperately wishing she was with you, and could ease the awkwardness that youâre suddenly quietly a part of. The front door slams and itâs silent.
And then yours opens.
âHey, kid,â he calls casually, peeking his head in. âGet your bathinâ suit on.â
âWhat?â you ask in surprise, sitting up and looking out of the window. âItâs raining, and itâs⌠itâs dark outââ
âIt cleared up,â he says, nodding. âCâmon.â
The door shuts behind him, and you sit there in disbelief, looking around the room before sitting up and scrambling over to your dresser, pulling out the bikini you hadnât worn on the trip before; a bit skimpier than the others, and you slide it on quickly, grabbing a towel and heading out.
Before you know it, the two of you are down at the beach; the sand damp between your toes, and youâre laughing and running across it, the darkness of the night swallowing you, the crash of the waves deafening. He chases you and laughs too, running after you, playing a game of cat and mouse, and itâs the happiest youâve been on this trip. You didnât think it would be.
You collapse onto the sand when youâre out of breath, and heâs sitting beside you, and youâre both panting, chests heaving.
âYouâre a quick thing,â he says to you, turning his head to look at you.
âI was on track and field,â you explain to him, gazing at him. âWith your daughter.â
He grins, and his eyes crinkle again, and he lifts a hand, hesitantly pushing a piece of your hair behind your ear, and he bumps his thumb against your cheek in the process of it. You gaze at him, lips parting at the gentle gestureâa contrast to what he was doing in your underwear hours ago.
âYouâre her best friend,â he says quietly and nods, biting his lip. âReal good girl you are; I like that youâre around her.â
âThank you,â you say softly, and nod a little, wetting your lips.
âAlways tells me how good you are, how loyal and sweet you are,â he goes on, the sound of the waves thrumming in the back. âMakes me proud, kind of wish⌠you were my daughter, in that way.â
âWhat?â you ask, your eyes narrowing. âButâyou want me as your daughter?â
âI mean,â he starts, shaking his head a little. âYouâre a good girl, never do anythinâ wrong, ever⌠sheâs always fuckinâ off, doinâ stupid shit with boys.â
âI do too,â you defend her, and he pauses.
âYou donât,â he says quietly, and you swallow hard. âNever kissed a boy, have you?â
You shake your head. âNo.â
âWhat if⌠we practiced, yeah?â he asks quietly, his hand lightly cradling your jaw now. âMake you perfect for when you have a boyfriend.â
You stare at him in surprise at the offer, your eyes slightly widened, and he can barely see it in the darkness. You nod a little, giving in to the idea, and he smiles, swiping his thumb over your lip.
âOkay,â he starts quietly, and begins to lean in. âIâll walk you through it.â
His lips find yours, and youâre surprised by the feeling; itâs gentle and warm, his lips slightly chapped, and youâre not really sure how to kiss back. You think back to what your friend said, something about teeth and your nose.
âKiss back, baby,â he whispers to you, and he starts to move his lips slowly. âBack nâ forth⌠see what Iâm doinâ?â
You nod a little and whimper, shyly trying to move your lips at the same pace, but itâs not quite working. Youâre too synced up, and now itâs awkward, and heâs grinning, holding your chin to keep you still.
âSweetheart,â he whispers, pulling back just a bit. âWhen I go this way⌠want you to⌠kind of go the other way? Itâll feel natural,â he reassures.
âOkayâŚâ you whisper, and he leans back in.
And heâs right. It feels more natural to keep the same pace and speed, but to slowly change directions, allowing your lips to meet at the same time, making a soft noise of smacking, and you canât believe what youâre doing right now.
âSee? Thatâs good,â he praises quietly when he pulls back, swiping his tongue over your lip. âGood girl.â
You stare at him and nod a little, the darkness still swallowing the both of you whole, and you can barely see him, but his lips are against yours again. Itâs slow.
You move with him, and youâre starting to get the hang of it; the back and forth, the light dip of your tongues, the way they swipe, and he watches you get eager in real time; leaning in more, deepening it, your heads tilting to the side, keeping the moment going. You can feel him grinning.
Itâs a slow tango, until heâs doing something that has you gasping; youâre on your back against the sand, and heâs finding his way between your thighs, gently kissing your still, and you tip your head back, pulling away.
âWhat, baby?â He asks quietly, gazing down at you, and you feel the weight of him against you.
âIâm a virgin,â you say softly, and he has to act like he didnât know that.
âThatâs fine, doll,â he tells you, his hand rubbing your bare thigh.Â
âAre⌠are you gonna take it?â You ask him, your words coated in innocence, and he tries not to groan at the question.
He pauses. âYeah, I am.â
You swallow hard, but you want it more than youâd like to admitâbut on the beach? At night? Youâre not sure how many can say this is where they lost their virginity, and you shift beneath him.
âIâll take care of you, baby,â he tells you quietly, lightly kissing at your neck, his lips moving over it, smelling sunscreen. âLet your best friendâs dad help you feel good⌠get you ready for boys who donât deserve any of this, yeah?â
Your lips part at his words, and you nod, moaning when he starts kissing at your neck more, breathing the sweet scent in, his nose nudging against you. He mouths lightly, his free hand already gliding down your stomach, dipping into the front of your bottoms. He cups you there.
You whine loudly at that, and he looks around, knowing youâre alone, but the risk is still there.
âShhh⌠shhhâŚâ he coos quietly, moving two fingers against your clit, slow circles. âBe quiet for dad, yeah?â
You bite your lip and nod quickly, your hips lifting and lightly grinding into his palm, the two of you moving against the sand. You know people could come by anytime, maybe glance out of their window, or walk by for a nightly walk, and youâre being defiled right there.
âPoor girl,â he mumbles, still kissing your neck. âBeen waitinâ for this⌠for dad to take care of you,â he whispers, licking up your neck.
You whimper behind your bitten lip, his fingers moving quickly, and your hips stop, failing to keep up with him, and he chuckles. He clicks his tongue and gazes down at you, taking his hand away, just to bring it forward and pull aside your bikini bottoms.
Heâd been working himself out of his swim shorts, all while you ground into his hand and moaned, and now heâs lightly nudging his hard cock against your entrance, and your head is tipped back.
âForgot this is your first time,â he tells you quietly, making sure not to rush it too much. âMight hurt a lilâ, sweetheart⌠just hold dadâs hand, okay?â
His hand finds yours, and he lightly pins you against the sand, letting your fingers intertwine; itâs almost gentle, almost intimate, maybe even romantic if you squint; holding your hand as he deflowers you, draining you of innocence.
He begins to push in, and immediately feels you tense up; you whine too loud and your head tips back, and your back arches, and itâs a mess of neediness that heâs trying his best not to chuckle over.
âAtta girlâŚâ he hums, patting your hip that he now holds. âLet me stretch you, sweetheart⌠let me fill you up.â
And fuck, is he ever; heâs deep and buried already, and youâre clenching, and whimpering too loud, like a wounded animal washed up on shore, and he stays still. Heâs just letting you adjust to his size, your walls accompanying for the unfamiliar feeling; a cock inside of you.
âYeah⌠youâre tight,â he mumbles, gazing down at you, listening to the waves hitting the shore softly. âPerfect for me, right? Feelinâ like you were made for thisâŚâ
He begins to move, the slowest thrusts heâs ever done lightly, and theyâre all into you, right into your stomach, and your mouth is agape, hanging open in awe at the consistent pressure. It feels so good, better than any sex story his daughter has told you.
âGood baby,â he coos, leaning down closer to your face. âYeah⌠good for me, baby,â he mumbles, kissing your cheek.
You whimper and squeeze his hand, and he finds it to be beyond adorable; the desperate little grasp you have on him, all while heâs working you up, getting you all stretched out, forcing him to take you right now. He loves it.
âLetâs⌠do what we practiced, okay?â He asks quietly, his head tilting to the side. âWhat dad taught you? Kissinâ?â
You donât have time to agree; heâs already kissing you, and youâre kissing back, following the tips and tricks he had set up, and heâs impressed by how quickly youâre doing it, how easily youâre catching up again. He grins and pulls back after a few minutes of thrusting, and capturing your moans with his mouth.
âThatâs my girl,â he praises, quickening the thrusts, pushing in further, only to pull out, and then repeating it. âGonna be perfect for your first boyfriend, mhm? Are you gonna even want one?â
âNuh-uh,â you suddenly babble and shake your head, and his chest swells.
âAww, no, baby?â He questions, grunting as he can already feel himself getting close. âWhy not? Just want dad?â
You nod quickly, biting your lip as he picks up speed, your body lightly rocking against the sand, and youâre swallowing hard, almost choking while you hold your breath. It all feels too good, and youâre getting dizzy on the feeling of him inside of you.
âYou fit perfectly around me, baby,â he breathes out, his head tipped back. âYour tummy gettinâ all tight in there?â
You nod as you whimper, almost feeling too good to even respond to him; your hand just squeezes his, and he engulfs yours, keeping it pressed into the sand as he relentlessly thrusts.
âTummy all full with me⌠nâ youâre gettinâ close, yeah? Need to cum?â He tilts his head to the side, watching your eyes almost roll back when he purposely hits a place you didnât know existed.
Heâs quicker and quicker, bringing you closer and closer, and cums before you do; all low groans and grunts in your neck, zero warnings, not even to ask if youâre on birth control, not a question. Nothing. Itâs just him pumping you full, burying inside of you deeper.
He does not stop; he keeps thrusting, using his cum as lube, continuing to rock back and forth, his only goal to make you finish, and youâre just as close now. Youâre beginning to groan, and mewl, and he watches your eyes flutter, an overwhelming feeling in your stomach.
âOh, babyâŚâ he mumbles, shaking his head, realizing that youâre beyond out of it, and when you cum, itâs like he canât tell; all limp limbs and soft gasps and chokes, your chest heaving, your thighs trying to close around his broad frame.
But god, do you ever cum; it hits you hard, and youâre beyond warm, and flushed and barely panting, your head lolled back against the sand; a complete mess beneath him, and heâs keeping himself buried inside of you, lightly brushing back your hair.
âGood girl⌠lettinâ me cum in this pretty body,â he breathes out, leaning over you, his eyes scoping out the area, ensuring no one just witnessed this. âWe gotta get her home, sweet girl⌠câmon, dadâs gotta get back.â
It was the most shameful walk back to the beach house; all limp limbs and soft whines, the way he had to practically throw you over his fucking shoulder and drag you back. All he could do was pray his wife and your best friend didnât decide to come back when heâs lying you on the bed in the guest room, helping you into clothing, and making sure youâre not a total mess in the morning.
The sting is dull when you wake up the next morning, just a gentle throb between your legs, and you groan softly, rolling onto your stomach and onto the sheets. You squirm and press your thighs together, swallowing hard, trying to bring yourself to get out of bed and join the family at breakfast. You really donât want to.
When you finally do, your friendâs head turns, and she laughs softly; you look like a mess, and you donât even know how he got the PJs over you. His head is down, working through the cereal heâs eating, his wife cooking something in the kitchen.
âOh, my gosh,â your friend suddenly says out loud, quickly waving you over to sit at the dinner table. âYou guys will not believe what the fuck I saw last night.â
âLanguage,â he cuts in lazily, and she rolls her eyes, looking at you.
âOkay,â she starts, glancing around the room, watching her mom, who is clearly disinterested. âSo, I went on the date, right? Total bust⌠nothing to do, but⌠I told him he could drive meâŚâ
She goes on and on about the story, and youâre gazing down at the ceramic plate before you, trying your best not to throw up all over it. You donât feel well, and you know why: guilt.
âSo, he drives me back here, and Iâm like⌠okay, I didnât waste a night out, so⌠I decide to go out to the beach with him,â she starts, and thatâs when your eyes widen, and his do too. âThere are two fuckinâfricking people, just having sex!â
Youâre completely still, and her dad pauses his chewing. He slowly turns his head to look at his daughter, and youâre looking at him. His jaw ticks, and he swallows, clearing his throat.
âWe donât talk about stuff like that at the table,â he says calmly and shakes his head, gazing at her. âEspecially not in front of guests, or your mother.â
âYou donât get it,â she laughs, shaking her head. âIt was crazy! They were justâwell, it was pretty normal⌠just missionary, but god, can you imagine that?â
âEnough,â he says sternly, his voice suddenly deep, and you watch your friendâs eyes widen in surprise at the unusual tone. âIâve had enough with your language this entire tripâyou do not talk about sex, or vile things like that at the table, you hear me?â
You shift awkwardly in the chair and try to soothe the ache between your thighs, and sheâs quiet now, nodding, picking at the toast she had made. You gulp, looking up at him, and you can tell he took personal offence to what his daughter was saying.
She looks at you and notices the slight discomfort on your face, the way you keep shifting around in your chair, and you arenât eating your food. You wish you could tell her you just lost your virginityâshe was begging to hear that story from you, but you canât. You never will be able to.Â
âYou good?â She speaks up again, and his eyes flick to you.
You nod. âMhm.â
Silence fills the room again, and you finally take a bite out of your cereal, trying to chew back the fruity taste. But all you can think about is kissing him, and wanting him, and doing it all over again; maybe in his bed, or maybe on the couch, somewhere that isnât sandy and in public.
But there he is, in the kitchen, kissing his wife on the cheek as she plates breakfast for herself.Â
âTheyâre never getting divorced,â your friend whispers to you, shaking her head.Â
Summary: Your on a road trip with your boyfriend, Beau Arlen, you get bored and put your feet in his lap, rubbing slow circles over the growing bulge in his jeans.
Warnings: MDNI, 18+, NSFW, footjob, public play, teasing, edgeplay, one shot
wc: 900
Heâs been driving for three hours straight, one hand lazy on the wheel, the other resting on your thigh like it belongs there. The highway stretches empty in both directions, late afternoon sun cutting gold across the dashboard. The radioâs low, some soft country thing neither of you are really listening to. Youâre in the passenger seat of his truck, bare legs curled under you, the short summer dress riding higher every time you shift.
You glance over at him. Beau Arlen doesnât look tired. He looks steady. The muscle in his forearm flexes every time he adjusts the wheel. Youâve been watching that muscle for the last twenty minutes.
You stretch your legs out carefully, toes pointing, and settle both bare feet in his lap.
He doesnât flinch. Just glances down once, then back at the road.
âCareful, baby.â
You donât answer. You just press the sole of one foot against the soft front of his jeans. Feel the shape of him already half-hard underneath. Your other foot rests higher, toes brushing the waistband. You flex, slow, dragging the arch of your foot down the length of him.
You do it again. Firmer this time. Rubbing the ball of your foot up and down over the thickening ridge, feeling him grow under the denim. The friction is rough and perfect. You can feel the heat of him through the fabric, the way he thickens and starts to push against your sole.
âJesus,â he mutters, voice low. âYouâre really gonna do this while Iâm driving.â
You dig your toes in a little, rubbing circles right over the head of his cock through the jeans. He hisses through his teeth. One of his hands leaves the wheel and settles heavy over your ankle, not stopping you, just holding on. His thumb strokes the bone there once, then goes still.
You keep going.
Slow, steady pressure. Up and down. Side to side. The fabric of his jeans grows tighter, the outline of his cock clearer under your foot. You can feel every ridge of him now, the thick base, the way the head flares when you press harder. Precome must already be leaking; the denim feels a little damp under the ball of your foot.
His hips shift once in the seat, subtle, like heâs trying not to thrust up into the pressure youâre giving him. You reward him by curling your toes around the shaft as best you can through the jeans and dragging upward, slow and deliberate.
âFuck,â he breathes. âThat feelsâgoddamn, baby.â
You glance at his face. His eyes are still on the road, but his jaw is tight, a muscle ticking near his temple. Color sits high on his cheekbones. The hand on your ankle squeezes once, hard, then loosens again.
You switch feet. The other sole takes over, warmer now, already a little slick from the heat of him. You press harder this time, grinding the arch of your foot right along the full length of his cock, feeling it jump under the pressure. Your toes find the sensitive spot just under the head and rub there in small, mean circles.
Beauâs hips twitch again. A low sound rumbles in his chest. The truck keeps a perfect, steady speed. Heâs still driving like nothingâs happening, but the front of his jeans is obscenely tented now, the fabric stretched tight around the thick shape of him. Your foot slides easier with every pass, the denim growing darker where precome has soaked through.
Long strokes from base to tip. Firm presses that make him grunt under his breath. The occasional wicked curl of your toes that makes his fingers flex hard against your ankle. Youâre not in a rush. The road is empty. The sun is still high enough. You can feel how hard he is, how every slow drag of your foot makes him throb under the fabric.
âYouâre so soaked already,â you giggle. âCan feel it.â
Beau lets out a rough laugh that doesnât sound amused at all. âYeah. Youâve been playing with my cock for ten minutes. What did you think was gonna happen?â
You press down harder, grinding the ball of your foot right over the head, and he swears low and filthy. His free hand leaves your ankle only long enough to adjust himself once, yanking the jeans tighter so the outline of his cock is even clearer, then settles back on your leg, higher this time, fingers curling around your calf.
Beauâs voice is rough when he speaks again.
âWhen we stop,â he says, eyes still locked on the road, âIâm going to put you on your back in the back seat and fuck that pretty little foot until you canât walk straight. You know that, right?â
You dig your toes in harder, rubbing right over the head in tight circles, and he groans, low, deep, the sound vibrating through the cab.
âKeep doing that,â he mutters. âJust like that. Donât stop.â
Summary: Your finally eighteen, freshly single, and stuck spending the last weekend of summer at your dad's best friends lakehouse. Beau has been always amazing to be around, but now things feel different.
⢠Warnings: MDNI, 18+, NSFW, age gap, dad's best friends, praise kink, pet names, finger sucking, mild babying kink, risk of getting caught, creampie
wc: 4.3k
You hadnât been to Beauâs lakehouse in years.
The invitation had come late in the summer, almost as an afterthought, your dad mentioning over dinner that Beau was opening the place up one last time before the season ended, and that the whole family should come. A weekend by the water. A few of his other friends. Their kids. The usual crowd.
You were eighteen now. High school was finished. College waited on the other side of a few short weeks. Everything felt temporary and too loud at the same time.
In the passenger seat you kept your headphones on, bare feet propped on the dashboard. You werenât looking forward to any of it, the noise, the heat, the forced conversations. You just wanted to be left alone.
Your boyfriend had cheated. Everyone knew because your dad had made sure of it, telling the story to half the town. The looks that followed you around felt heavier than the breakup itself.
âHeadphones off. Weâre here.â
Your dadâs voice cut through the music a second before he reached over and pulled the headphones down around your neck. You rolled your eyes and unbuckled, the seatbelt sliding free with a soft click.
He always insisted on arriving early. Predictably, the long gravel driveway was empty when the truck rolled to a stop in front of the lakehouse. No other cars yet. Just the quiet stretch of water beyond the trees and the low wooden structure that still looked the same as it had when you were a kid.
You stepped out into the heat and stretched, arms overhead, the hem of your shirt lifting for a second. Then you tugged your jeans a little higher on your hips, smoothed them once, and looked toward the porch.
The place smelled like sun-warmed wood and lake water. Somewhere inside, a screen door was already propped open, waiting.
Your dad hauled the cooler out of the truck bed and headed for the open screen door. You followed a few steps behind, the heat of the day already settling against your skin.
âHey, Beau.â
Your dad set the cooler down with a solid thud. Beau looked up from where heâd been wiping down the counter, a slow grin spreading across his face.
âHey. You two are early.â
He crossed the room in a few long strides and pulled your dad into a quick, back-slapping hug. Then his eyes shifted to you.
âHey, kiddo.â
The nickname landed differently now that you were standing there in an off-the-shoulder cover-up with the thin straps of your swimsuit visible underneath. You fidgeted with one of them, twisting the fabric between your fingers.
âHi, Beau.â
Your voice came out quieter than you meant it to.
Your dad gestured at the cooler. âWhere do you want this?â
âOut on the back deck. Yaâ need a hand?â
Beau raised an eyebrow, already half-reaching for it, but your dad shook his head and lifted the cooler again. âI got it.â He disappeared through the sliding door toward the water, leaving the two of you alone in the sudden quiet of the kitchen.
Beau exhaled, watching him go. Then he turned back to you. The easy smile faded into something softer, more careful.
âYou okay, sweetie?â
He reached out and ruffled your hair the way he used to when you were younger, but his hand lingered a second longer than it needed to. You could feel the warmth of his palm against your scalp.
âYour dad told meââ
âHe told the whole town,â you cut in, eyes dropping to where his hand still rested near your shoulder.
Beauâs mouth tightened. He let his hand fall away, then said quietly, âIâm sorry, baby. You deserve better than that.â
Beauâs hand dropped away, but he didnât step back. The kitchen felt smaller with just the two of you in it. Outside, you could hear the cooler lid open and close, the distant splash of water against the dock, but in here it was quiet enough to hear the low hum of the refrigerator.
He studied your face for a second, like he was deciding how much to say.
âYou want something to drink?â he asked, already turning toward the fridge. âIâve got water, soda, beer if youâreââ He stopped himself, glancing at you over his shoulder. âWater?â
âWaterâs fine.â
He pulled out a bottle, twisted the cap off, and handed it to you. When your fingers brushed his, neither of you pulled away right away. His eyes dropped for half a second to the thin strap of your swimsuit where it cut across your shoulder, then flicked back up like heâd caught himself.
âYouâre quieter than usual,â he said.
You took a sip, mostly for something to do. âJust tired of people knowing everything about me.â
âIâm not everybody,â he said, voice lower. âYou donât have to talk about it if you donât want to. But Iâm here if you do.â
The sliding door opened before you could answer. Your dad stepped back inside, wiping his hands on his shorts.
âCoolerâs good,â he said, then looked between the two of you. âWhatâd I miss?â
Beau pushed off the counter like nothing had happened, the shift so smooth it almost looked practiced. âJust getting her a water. You want one?â
Your dad shook his head and clapped Beau on the shoulder. âNah. Iâm gonna go grab the rest of the bags. You two catch up.â
He headed back out toward the truck, leaving the door open behind him. The sound of his footsteps faded down the porch steps.
Beauâs gaze returned to you the second your dad was out of sight. He didnât smile this time.
âYou really okay?â he asked again, quieter now that there was no chance of being overheard.
You nodded once, but it didnât feel convincing even to you.
Eventually the driveway filled with cars. Voices carried through the trees, kids shouting, cooler lids slamming, someone laughing too loud. One by one people made their way down to the lake. Your dad and Beau stood over the grill, smoke curling up into the late-afternoon light. A handful of younger kids cannonballed off the dock. A couple of teenagers tossed a football back and forth in the shallow water.
You stayed apart from it all, sitting at the edge of the dock with your feet dangling in the cool water, cover-up still on. The noise felt far away.
After a while Beau left the grill and walked over. He dropped down beside you with a quiet sigh, leaning back on his palms. The wood creaked under his weight. For a moment he just sat there, watching the water the same way you were.
Then he glanced over.
âWhy donât I make you a plate?â he offered, voice easy. His arm settled around your shoulders, warm and casual in a way that still made your pulse jump.
âIâm not very hungry.â
He shook his head, a low laugh under his breath. âCome on. I cut up a whole watermelon just for you.â
You looked at him. The corner of his mouth was tilted up, eyes soft in a way that felt private even with everyone around. A small smile pulled at your own lips before you could stop it.
You pushed yourself up from the dock.
You followed Beau up the slight slope toward the grill, the wooden planks of the dock warm under your bare feet. His hand stayed lightly at the small of your back for a few steps before he let it fall away, like heâd only just remembered other people could see.
Your dad glanced over from the grill, tongs in hand. âShe finally hungry?â
âWorking on it,â Beau answered, already reaching for a paper plate. He piled on a few slices of bright red watermelon, then added a small piece of grilled chicken without asking. âSit,â he said, nodding toward the picnic table under the trees.
You sat. He set the plate in front of you and dropped onto the bench across from you instead of going back to the grill. Close enough that his knee brushed yours under the table.
âEat the watermelon at least,â he said, voice low so it stayed between the two of you. âYou look like you havenât had anything all day.â
You picked up a slice. The juice ran sticky over your fingers the second you bit into it. Beau watched for a second longer than necessary, then looked away toward the water, jaw flexing once.
Your dad called something about needing more charcoal. Beau answered without getting up. âIn the shed. Iâll grab it in a minute.â
He didnât move. His eyes came back to you instead.
âYou still thinking about him?â he asked quietly.
You wiped your fingers on a napkin, not meeting his gaze right away. âTrying not to.â
Beau nodded once, like he understood more than he was saying. Under the table his knee stayed pressed lightly against yours, steady and warm, while the rest of the party went on around you like neither of you were sitting in the middle of something that felt a little too quiet and a little too close.
âThanks Beau,â You said with a smile, before one of the kids dragged you to the water.
You stood up from the picnic table, catching Beauâs eye for half a second before you reached for the hem of your oversized cover-up. You pulled it off in one smooth motion and dropped it on the bench, leaving you in just the thin swimsuit that clung to every curve.
Beauâs gaze dragged over you before he could stop it, quick, dark, and not nearly as subtle as he probably thought. You felt the weight of it settle warm under your skin.
You grinned, a little breathless already, and took off running down the dock.
âDonât even think about itââ your dad started, but you were already launching yourself off the edge with a bright, unrestrained giggle. The cold water swallowed you whole, shocking and perfect. You surfaced with a gasp, hair slicked back, and floated for a moment as the sky turned gold and soft pink above the trees.
Some of the younger kids immediately started splashing toward you. You laughed and kicked away, holding one hand up.
âHey, no, not the hair! I just got it nice!â
From the shore you could feel Beau still watching. When you glanced back he was standing near the grill, arms crossed, plate forgotten in his hand. The corner of his mouth twitched like he was fighting a smile, but his eyes stayed on you a few beats longer than they should have, lingering on the way the water beaded across your shoulders and the line of your swimsuit as you floated there in the fading light.
You turned onto your back, letting the sunset paint everything warm, and pretended you didnât notice. But the small, private smile on your face gave you away.
You floated a little longer, letting the last of the sunlight warm your face, then swam back toward the dock with slow, easy strokes. Beau was still there when you reached the ladder, standing at the edge like heâd been waiting.
You climbed up, water streaming down your legs and dripping onto the wood. He held out a hand without a word. You took it. His palm was warm and rough, and he didnât let go right away, just steadied you as you stepped onto the dock, his fingers lingering against yours a second too long.
âYouâre freezing,â he said, voice low.
You werenât, not really, but the way he looked at you made your skin prickle anyway. He reached past you for the towel someone had left on the bench, then draped it over your shoulders himself. His hands stayed there, smoothing the fabric down your arms, thumbs brushing the bare skin just above your elbows.
âThanks,â you said, a little quieter than before.
Beauâs eyes flicked to your mouth, then back up. The party noise felt distant, kids still splashing, your dad laughing at something by the grill, but right here it was just the two of you and the dripping water between your bodies.
He leaned in slightly, close enough that you caught the faint scent of smoke and sunscreen on him.
âYouâve got somethingâŚâ His thumb came up and gently wiped a droplet from the corner of your jaw, lingering there. âRight there.â
The touch was soft. Deliberate. His hand didnât drop immediately.
You tilted your head just a fraction, enough that his fingers rested more fully against your cheek. Beauâs breath left him in a quiet exhale. For a moment it looked like he might actually close the distance,
Then a loud splash and a kidâs shriek broke the air, and he stepped back half a pace, jaw tight, like heâd just remembered where he was.
As the night wore on, the last cars pulled away down the gravel drive. The lakehouse grew quieter, just the low murmur of voices and the occasional clink of bottles left behind.
You sat curled in one of the chairs, phone in hand, a towel wrapped tightly around your still-damp body. The air had turned cool once the sun disappeared. Goosebumps rose along your arms.
Your dad and Beau sat a few feet away, beers in hand, laughing about something that happened years ago. You shifted in the chair and frowned.
âDad, Iâm cold.â
He glanced over, took another swig, and sighed. âI know, hun.â
Beau looked at you instead, eyes soft in the porch light. âStay the night. Youâre too drunk to drive anyway,â he told your dad, though the smile he sent your way felt like it was meant for you. âPlenty of rooms.â
You managed a small, awkward grin.
âGo on in, sweetheart,â Beau said, tipping his chin toward the door. âIâll get your dad settled in a minute.â
âThanks.â You stood, tightening the towel, and headed inside. Your dad followed a short while later, still chuckling about whatever story theyâd been telling.
The house was quiet and dim. You walked down the hall toward the bathroom, already thinking about hot water, when you noticed Beauâs bedroom door cracked open. Soft blue light from the TV spilled into the hallway. He was stretched out on the bed in a clean T-shirt and shorts, watching a game, one arm folded behind his head.
You hesitated, then knocked lightly on the frame.
He looked over, a slow smile pulling at his mouth. âHey bunny,â
âHi.â You shifted on your feet, still wrapped in the towel. âDo you have any extra towels? I was about to shower.â
Beau sat up with a quiet grunt, swinging his legs over the side of the bed. âYeah. You heading in now?â
âMhm.â
He stood and walked toward you, stopping close enough that you had to tilt your head back a little. âNeed help?â
You raised a brow, a small laugh catching in your throat.
His mouth curved. âWith the shower. Itâs got one of those fancy handles. Takes a second to figure out.â
You ducked your bangs behind your ear, suddenly aware of how little the towel covered. âProbably, yeah.â
Beau grabbed a couple of clean towels from the shelf in his closet and handed them to you, his fingers brushing yours as he did. The contact lingered a beat longer than it needed to.
âCâmon,â he said, voice low. âIâll show you.â
You followed him down the short hall to the bathroom. He pushed the door open and stepped inside first, flipping on the light. The space was nicer than you remembered, clean white tile, a big glass shower with a complicated-looking chrome handle.
Beau set the extra towel on the counter and reached for the handle, demonstrating. âYou push in, then turn. Hotâs this way. It takes a second to catch.â
He glanced over his shoulder at you. You were still standing in the doorway, towel clutched tight around your body, hair damp and starting to dry in soft waves.
âYou got it?â he asked.
You stepped closer, into the bathroom proper, until you were right beside him. âI think so.â
He didnât move away. Instead he stayed there, one hand still on the handle, the other braced on the tile wall, effectively boxing you in just a little. The air between you felt warmer than the rest of the house.
âHere.â His voice dropped. He took your hand, gently, deliberately, and guided it to the handle, covering your fingers with his own. âLike this.â
His chest was almost against your back. You could feel the heat of him through the thin towel and his T-shirt. When he turned the handle for you, the water started up, steam already beginning to rise.
Neither of you pulled away right away.
Beauâs thumb brushed once over your knuckles. You felt him exhale, slow and controlled, right near your temple.
âYou good?â he asked, quieter now.
You nodded, but you didnât step out of the circle of his arms. For a second it felt like he might close that last bit of space, like he was thinking about it hard.
Then a floorboard creaked somewhere down the hall (your dad, probably), and Beau straightened, letting your hand go. The moment cracked open just enough for reality to slip back in.
He cleared his throat and stepped aside, giving you room.
âIâll be right out here if you need anything,â he said, eyes still dark as they met yours. âJust... yell.â
You managed a small smile. âOkay.â
He paused in the doorway one last time, looking at you like he was still deciding something, then pulled the door most of the way closed behind him, leaving it cracked just enough that you could still hear him settle back onto his bed.
You stood under the hot water longer than you needed to, letting it beat against your shoulders while your mind kept replaying the feel of Beauâs chest against your back and the way his hand had covered yours on the handle. The bathroom filled with steam. Outside the cracked door you could hear the low murmur of the game still playing in his room.
When you finally shut the water off, the house felt even quieter. You dried off quickly, wrapped the fresh towel tight around yourself again, and stepped into the hallway. The floorboards were cool under your feet.
Beauâs door was still open a few inches. The blue light of the TV flickered across the wall. You hesitated, then knocked softly with your knuckles.
âYeah?â His voice was rough, like heâd been half-asleep or just thinking too hard.
You pushed the door open a little wider. He was still on the bed, but sitting up now against the headboard, remote in one hand. His eyes moved over you once, towel, damp hair, bare legs, before he dragged them back up to your face.
âEverything work okay?â he asked.
âYeah. Thanks for the help.â
The silence stretched, thick and warm. You should have said goodnight and gone to the guest room. Instead you stayed in the doorway, one hand still holding the towel closed at your chest.
Beau set the remote down. âYou warm enough now?â
âGetting there.â
He studied you for another second, then shifted over on the bed, making space without quite saying why. âYou can sit if you want. Gameâs almost over. Or I can find you something to sleep in. Youâre gonna freeze in that towel.â
You stepped inside and quietly pushed the door most of the way closed behind you. The click of the latch felt louder than it should have.
Beau watched you the whole time. He didnât say anything at first, just shifted a little more, leaving clear space on the edge of the mattress. You sat down carefully, still clutching the towel, the bed dipping under your weight. The heat of his body was immediate even with a few inches between you.
The game murmured on the TV, some late-inning commentary neither of you were really listening to.
âYou want a shirt hun?â he asked after a moment. His voice was quieter now that you were this close. âIâve got clean ones in the drawer.â
You nodded. âPlease.â
He got up, opened the top drawer, and pulled out a soft gray T-shirt that looked like it would swallow you. When he handed it over, his fingers brushed yours again. This time neither of you pretended it was an accident.
âIâll turn around,â he said, but he only half-did, giving you his profile more than his back. You stood, kept the towel up with one hand, and pulled the shirt on over your head. It fell to mid-thigh. The towel dropped to the floor.
âBetter?â he asked, voice lower.
âYeah.â
You sat back down. Closer this time. Your bare knee rested against the side of his leg. He didnât move away.
For a few seconds the only sound was the TV and the distant creak of the house settling. Then Beau reached over and gently tugged the collar of the shirt straight where it had twisted, his knuckles grazing your collarbone.
His hand stayed there a second longer, thumb brushing lightly over the skin just above the neckline of his shirt. The touch was careful. Testing. When you didnât pull away, he let out a slow breath and shifted so he was facing you more fully on the bed.
âYour dadâs out cold already,â he said, almost like he was reminding himself as much as you. âPassed out on the couch the second he finished that last beer.â
The information settled between you, heavy and deliberate.
Beauâs gaze dropped to your mouth. He leaned in just a fraction, close enough that you could feel the warmth of his breath when he spoke again.
You didnât say stop.
âOpen your mouth for me, baby.â
His voice was soft but left no room for argument. He lifted his hand and pressed two fingers against your lower lip, waiting. The second your lips parted he slid them in, slow and deliberate, resting them on your tongue.
âThatâs it, good girl. Suck.â
You did. The low, pleased sound he made went straight through you.
âJust like that, sweetheart. Nice and gentle.â His free hand stroked your hair, almost petting you. âLook at you. My sweet little thing, taking my fingers so well. Youâre doing so good for me.â
He pushed them a little deeper, watching your face the whole time.
âSuch a good baby,â he murmured, thumb brushing your cheek. âPretty mouth. You like being good for me, donât you? Nod if you do.â
When you nodded around his fingers he smiled, soft and a little dark.
âThatâs my girl. Keep sucking.â He leaned in and pressed a kiss to your forehead while his fingers stayed in your mouth.Â
His other hand slipped under the hem of the oversized shirt, warm palm settling on your bare thigh, stroking lazily.
Beau slowly pulled his fingers from your mouth, trailing them wet across your bottom lip.
He kissed you again, deeper this time, tasting himself on your tongue. His hands slid under the oversized shirt and pushed it up, peeling it off you in one smooth motion. The cool air kissed your skin for only a second before his warm palms replaced it, cupping your breasts, thumbs brushing over your nipples as he made a low, approving sound.
âLook at you, so pretty for me.â He laid you back against his pillows, hovering over you. âGonna take care of you now, okay? Just relax. Let Daddy make you feel good.â
He kissed down your throat, your chest, lingering to suck softly at each nipple until your back arched. Then lower, settling between your thighs. He hooked your legs over his shoulders and dragged his tongue through your wetness in one long, slow stroke.
âFuck, already so wet for me, baby.â He licked again, slower, savoring.Â
He worked you with his mouth, tongue circling your clit, two fingers sliding inside and curling just right, while his free hand pinned your hip down. Every time you whimpered he hummed praise against you.
âFeel how nicely you open up for me?â
He brought you right to the edge and held you there, then pulled back with a wet kiss to your inner thigh.
âNot yet. Want you cuming on my cock first.â
Beau shoved his shorts down, kicked them away, and settled between your legs. He rubbed the thick head of his cock through your folds, coating himself, teasing your clit with it until you were squirming.
âLook at me, sweetheart.â
You did. He pushed in slowly, inch by inch, watching your face the whole time. A deep, guttural sound left him when he bottomed out.
âTaking all of me so well.â He stayed still for a moment, letting you adjust, brushing hair from your face. âYouâre okay. Iâve got you. Feel how full you are?â
When you nodded he started moving, deep, steady thrusts that filled the quiet room with the soft, wet sound of him fucking you. One hand stayed laced with yours above your head; the other gripped your thigh and kept you open for him.
âTaking my cock so pretty.â â
âGonna come for me soon, arenât you?â he murmured against your mouth.Â
His hand slipped between your bodies, thumb circling your clit in tight, perfect rhythm with his thrusts. The dual pressure pushed you over fast. You clenched hard around him, gasping his name, and he groaned like it wrecked him.
âFuck, yes,â
He kept thrusting through your orgasm, drawing it out, then buried himself to the hilt and came with a low, broken sound, spilling deep inside you. He stayed there, pulsing, forehead pressed to yours, both of you breathing hard.
After a long moment he kissed you soft and slow, still buried inside.
He carefully pulled out, gathered you against his chest, and tugged the blanket over both of you. One big hand stroked up and down your back while the other cradled the back of your head.
Summary: Dean comes home late from a hunt, exhausted. Youâre waiting on the couch with attitude. He doesnât let it slide - he fucks the attitude out of you.
You hear the Impala pull into the driveway just after nine. The engine cuts off, the driverâs door shuts with a heavy thunk, and a few seconds later the front door opens.
Dean steps inside looking exhausted. Dust on his jeans, a smudge of something dark on the sleeve of his flannel, the faint smell of motor oil and gunpowder clinging to him. He drops his duffel by the wall and rolls his shoulders like theyâve been carrying the weight of the world for the last fourteen hours.
Youâre on the couch, phone in your hand. You glance up, then back down at the screen.
âHey,â he says.
âHey.â You donât get up. âYouâre late.â
Thereâs a small pause. You can feel him looking at you.
âYeah. Traffic, then Jody called with a last-minute thing. Took longer than I thought.â
You hum quietly and keep scrolling. Itâs not sharp, just a little distant.
Deanâs boots cross the floor. He stops near the coffee table. âYou eat?â
âWasnât really hungry.â
He waits a beat. âYouâve been home all day.â
You shrug one shoulder, still not looking at him fully. âDidnât feel like cooking. Figured youâd be back sooner.â
Dean sets his keys down with deliberate care.
âCâmere.â
You glance up. âIâm right here.â
âI mean stand up.â
You sigh, soft, a little dramatic, and set your phone aside before standing. Arms loosely crossed, head tilted just enough to look unimpressed. Dean steps in close, close enough that you have to tip your chin up to meet his eyes.Â
âThat tone,â he says quietly. âThe one youâve been using all week. Acting like Iâm the problem every time I walk through the door.â
You open your mouth. He keeps going before you can.
âI know Iâve been gone a lot. I know it sucks. But you donât get to greet me with that attitude every single time I finally make it home.â
You look away for half a second. He catches your chin gently and brings your eyes back to his.
âIâm not mad,â he says, voice lower now. âBut Iâm not letting it slide either.â
Deanâs hand slides from your chin down to the hem of the oversized shirt youâre wearing, one of his, and he tugs it up and over your head in one smooth motion. Youâre left in just a soft bralette and a pair of shorts. He looks at you for a long second, then nods toward the couch.
âHands on the back. Face the wall.â
You hesitate just long enough for him to raise an eyebrow. Then you turn and place your hands on the cushion. He steps in behind you, chest warm against your back, and you feel him already hard when he presses close.
âYouâve been giving me that little attitude all day,â he murmurs near your ear.
His fingers hook into the waistband of your shorts and underwear and drag them down your legs. You step out of them when he taps your ankle. The air feels cool for only a moment before his hands are on you, one spanning your hip, the other sliding up under the bralette to cup your breast, thumb brushing slowly over your nipple until it tightens.
âIâm gonna take care of it,â he says quietly. âAnd then youâre gonna stop looking at me like I disappointed you just by being late.â
He shifts behind you. You hear the clink of his belt, the sound of his zipper. Then the blunt, hot head of his cock presses against you. He doesnât tease, he pushes in with one long, steady thrust that makes your arms flex against the cushion.
âFuckââ
âYeah.â He grips your hips and starts moving, deep and deliberate. âThatâs better.â
Every thrust is firm enough that the couch creaks softly. He keeps one hand locked on your hip and lets the other slide up your spine, between your shoulder blades, pressing you down until your cheek rests against the cushion. The new angle makes him hit deeper and a quiet moan slips out of you.
âListen to you,â he mutters. âAll that little attitude earlier and now youâre soft for me.â
He reaches around and finds your clit, rubbing tight, careful circles while he keeps fucking you. The dual sensation builds fast. Your thighs start to tremble. Youâre already close and he can tell.
âYou can cum,â he says, voice rough near your ear. âBut after you do, youâre gonna apologize for the attitude. Nicely.â
The permission is enough. You break around him with a muffled sound, clenching hard, legs shaking. He fucks you through it, steady and deep, until youâre oversensitive and breathing hard. Then he follows with a low groan, burying himself to the hilt and pulsing hot inside you.
He stays there for a long moment, forehead resting against the back of your shoulder, one arm wrapped around your waist to keep you upright. When he finally eases out, you feel the warm slip of him down your thigh. He doesnât step away. Instead he turns you carefully, cups your face with both hands, and studies you.
You end up on the couch with him a minute later, him still half-dressed, you completely bare, tucked against his chest under the throw blanket he always keeps draped over the back. His fingers stroke slowly through your hair. Every so often he presses a quiet kiss to your temple.
âI hate when we get like that,â he admits after a while, voice low. âEven the little stuff. I know Iâve been gone too much. Doesnât mean I donât think about you the whole time Iâm out there.â
You shift closer, nose brushing the warm skin of his throat. âI know. I was just frustrated. And I let it show.â
He huffs a soft almost-laugh. âYeah. You did. But I couldâve texted more. Called when I had a second. Thatâs on me too.â
His hand slides down your back in slow, soothing strokes. The other stays tangled in your hair. He doesnât say anything else for a while. Just holds you, breathing steady, the solid weight of him grounding you completely.
Two Little Words - Gator Tillman x Reader - One Shot
Gator decides he needs to figure out what sort of nickname âgets you goingâ - so what happens when you turn the tables on him?
a/n donât ask why or how this entered my brain . doesnât matter.
TW/CW: pet names but no use of y/n, fingering, grinding, softer Gator (ish)
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The television droned on in the background, some reality show you werenât actually watching, but it was good noise to fill the apartment. Gator Tillman was sprawled on your couch, boots kicked up onto the coffee table despite the glare youâd shot him earlier. He was fidgeting, bouncing his leg, tossing your phone up and catching it repeatedly.
The two of you were still in that grey area - the "sort of dating" phase where you spent most nights together but hadn't truly had the "what are we" talk. He was decent company. When he wasn't being a pain in the ass.
"Would you quit that?" You didnât bother to look up from the book you were trying to read on the opposite end of the couch. "You're gonna break my phone.â
"Can't help it," Gator drawled, tossing it onto a cushion. He turned his head, studying you with that intense, slightly manic stare. "Iâm thinkin'."
"Awe, be careful. Iâd hate to see you hurt yourself."
"Ha ha." He sat up, leaning his elbows on his knees. "No, seriously. I was thinkin' about us. About how we do all this couple stuff." He gestured vaguely between the two of you. "But we ain't got the lingo down just yet."
You sighed, marking your page and looking at him. "What lingo?"
"Names," he said simply. "Ain't that what couples do? Give each other cringe-ass nicknames that make everyone else wanna gag?"
You stared at him. "You wanna give me a nickname?"
"I think itâs required." He stood up, cracking his neck. "Yeah. Gotta figure it out. The right one."
"You can just call me by my name, Gator."
"Nah. Thatâs borinâ. Thatâs for strangers. Not someone whoâs already seen you naked." He started pacing the small living room area. "I gotta find one that sticks. Somethinâ that fits you."
You rolled your eyes and went back to your book, deciding to ignore him. It was usually the best strategy with Gator when he got like this - wired and looking for entertainment. If you didn't engage beyond an occasional nod, heâd eventually get bored and sit back down.
But he didn't.
You felt him walk behind the couch, leaning over your shoulder. His breath was hot against your ear, smelling of gum and the faint, lingering scent of leather and gun oil from work
"Hey, baby," he whispered. The word was low, gravelly at the edges.
You stiffened slightly, turning the page even though you hadn't read a word of it. "Stop it."
"Sure thing, little lady," he tried again, moving to the other side of the couch so he was leaning over the arm rest to whisper into your other ear. "Kinda sounds like you should be on a horse or somethinâ, huh?"
"Gator, knock it off," you said, swatting a hand out to push him away. He dodged it easily, laughing as you stood and retreated to the arm chair.
"What about⌠Princess?â He murmured, ignoring your hand. "Think youâre a princess? Certainly got the attitude for it, goddamn.â
He moved towards you with a restless, buzzing energy radiating off of him. It was like he was hunting something. If you knew one thing about Gator Tillman, it was that he was like a damn dog with a bone. Once he latched onto something, there was almost nothing you could do to get him to let it go.
"Sugar'," Gator whispered, kneeling down next to the chair, his fingers trailing over the back of your neck. A shiver went down your spine that you tried to suppress. âOoh, you like that?â
âShut up.â
"Okay, sweetheart." He was in front of you now, crouching down so his face was level with yours, invading your personal space. "That one's real classic. My old man uses it.â
You looked at him, exasperated. "Are you done yet?"
"Nope." He grinned, showing teeth. "None of 'em feel right yet. I need data."
"Data?" You almost laughed out loud at how seriously he was taking this.
"Yeah. Physical evidence." He stood up abruptly, grabbing your wrist and tugging you out of the chair. You stumbled, dropping your book onto the floor.
"Hey! What the fu-â
Gator didn't let go, steering you backward with surprising strength until your back hit the living room wall with a dull thud. He boxed you in, one hand by your head, the other resting on your hip, his body pressing close enough that you could feel the heat radiating off him.
"Gator," you warned, though your voice lacked the bite you wanted it to have. Your heart was pounding a little harder now, adrenaline spiking.
"Pay attention," he said, his eyes locking onto yours. They were dark, pupils blown wide. "Need to see which one works."
"Works for what?"
"Which one gets you goin'." Gatorâs expression was devious at his hand slid from your hip, fingers hooking into the waistband of your sweatpants.
You inhaled sharply, grabbing his wrist to stop him, but he didn't pause. He just pushed his hand down, rough and demanding, sliding past the fabric of your panties until his fingers were pressed against you, right where you were already starting to warm up under his scrutiny and touch.
"Fucking Christ," you breathed, your grip on his wrist tightening, but you didn't pull him away. Not really.
"Relax," he teased, his voice dropping an octave. "Just testing a hypothesis."
âPretty big word for a guy like you.â
âThink Iâm stupid?â
âJust thought you mostly did monosyllables.â
His fingers moved, dragging through your folds, and he hummed in satisfaction when he felt how slick you were. "Well, well. Wouldja look at that. All âa this is doinâ somethinâ for you. "
You flushed, your face heating up. "Shut up."
"No, no, this is good." He leaned in closer, his nose brushing against your cheek. "Let's try again."
Gator slid a finger inside you, curling it just enough to make your breath hitch in your throat. He watched your face intently.
"Baby girl," he whispered, the words slow and deliberate. He pumped his finger once, twice, watching your eyelids flutter. "Yeah? You like that one?"
You bit your lip, refusing to give him the satisfaction of an answer, but your body betrayed you. Your hips tilted toward his hand instinctively, seeking more friction.
"Mâkay. Thatâs a maybe," he continued, his voice a rough rasp against your ear.
âItâs not anything.â
"Quit lyinâ," Gator withdrew his hand slightly, circling your clit with a maddening lightness that made your knees weak. "My sweet girl knows better than to lie to me, right?"
You let out a shaky breath, your head falling back against the wall. "Gator..."
"Say it," he demanded, pressing his thumb harder against you. "Which one?"
"I don't know," you gasped, your resolve crumbling under the steady rhythm of his hand.
"Liars get punished," he said, though there was no true malice in it, just a dark, playfulness. He added a second finger, stretching you, the sudden fullness drawing a low moan from your throat. "Come on. What one made you all like this for me? Or do you just like beinâ told what to do?â
You looked up at him, seeing the smug satisfaction written all over his face. He knew he had you. You felt exposed, pinned against the wall by his hips and his hand, completely at his mercy, and the terrifying part was that you liked it.
"I think," you managed to get out, your voice breathless, "I think you're enjoying this way too much."
"Damn right I am," Gator grinned, leaning in to bite gently at your pulse point. "Now hold still. If you ainât gonna tell me, Iâm gonna find out.â
He didn't give you a chance to recover, his wrist twisting so his palm cupped you possessively, grinding against you in a way that made your vision blur at the edges. The friction was electric, sending jolts of pleasure up your spine that made your knees threaten to buckle.
"You're trembling," he observed, his voice dropping to that low, insinuating rasp he used when he was about to do something reckless. He leaned his weight into you, pinning you harder against the plaster so you couldn't escape the rhythm of his hand. "Means it's working. But which one did it, huh? Was it sweet girl? Or are you just a slut for being manhandled?"
You opened your mouth to snap at him, tell him to get off his fucking high horse, but all that came out was a broken, pathetic moan when he curled his fingers just right, hitting a spot that made your toes curl in your socks. His grin widened, sharp and predatory, like a wolf that had cornered its prey and realized it didn't even need to chase.
"Yeah, that's what I thought," he taunted, pressing his forehead against yours, forcing you to hold his gaze. You could see the calculation in his eyes, the way he was cataloging every gasp and flutter. He didnât even seem like he was looking for a pet name anymore. "Look at you. Tryinâ to act all tough and independent. Then the second I get my hands on you, you turn into a fuckinâ puddle. It's cute. Or pathetic. Dunno, havenât decided yet."
"Fuck you, Gator," you gasped, trying to find purchase to push him away, but your hands lacked conviction. Instead of shoving him, you were clinging to his flannel shirt, grounding yourself as he worked you over with ruthless efficiency.
"Language," he chided, though his tone was anything but disapproving. He pulled his fingers back, teasing you with the loss of fullness before sliding them back in, deeper this time, harder. "Think you can talk to me like that when I'm fuckinâ wrist-deep in you? Doesn't seem like you're in a position to negotiate, does it, babydoll?"
He punctuated the question with a rough thrust of his hand, the wet, obscene sound of his movements filling the small apartment. You felt heat flood your face, a mix of embarrassment and arousal that was dizzying. He was right, and you hated it. You were completely at his mercy, pinned to the wall by your own traitorous body.
"Wanna try another one?â Gator murmured, ignoring your frustrated glare. He moved his mouth to your neck, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin over your pulse point, nipping just hard enough to sting.
âNo -â
"Darlin'," he drawled out the nickname, letting it hang in the air, thick with mockery. "Sounds real southern. Real gentlemanly. Does it make you feel special? What about honey? Nah, never mind. I donât like that one.â
Gator didn't wait for a coherent response. He shifted his angle, his thumb finding your clit and circling it with agonizing slowness. Your breath hitched, your head falling back against the wall with a thud as you squeezed your eyes shut. The pleasure was building rapidly, a tight coil in your stomach that was winding tighter with every pass of his fingers.
"Open your damn eyes," he commanded sharply.
You forced your eyes open, vision swimming. He was watching you with an intensity that was almost frightening, like he was dissecting you.
"There she is," he said softly, though the smugness in his voice remained. "Damn, are you actually gonna let me get you off just by talkinâ to you?" He laughed, a breathy sound against your neck. "Thatâs fuckin' hilarious."
"Shut up," you whimpered, hips bucking involuntarily against his hand, seeking more of that friction, more of that pressure that was threatening to send you over the edge. You didn't care about his taunts anymore; you just needed him to keep going.
"Make me," he challenged, pulling his hand away slightly, denying you what you most wanted.
You let out a frustrated cry, hand flying out to grab his wrist, trying to force him back, but he was too strong. He held his ground, his fingers hovering at a cruel, teasing distance.
"Ask nicely," he said, his eyes dancing with mischief.
"No."
"Guess we're done here." He started to pull his hand out of your pants, the loss of warmth making you shiver.
"Wait," you blurted out, hating yourself for giving in. He stopped, looking at you with a raised eyebrow, waiting.
"Go on," he prompted, his fingers twitching against your skin.
"Please," you gritted out, the word tasting like defeat.
"Please what?" He leaned in closer, his breath hot on your ear. "Please touch you? Please make you come? Or please call you my little princess?"
Gator emphasized the last word, his tone dripping with sarcasm, but as he said it, his hand was already effortlessly back into place and resuming that devastating pace. You groaned, head falling forward to rest against his shoulder, unable to hold yourself up anymore as the pleasure washed over you.
"Yeah, that's it," he crooned, his voice almost gentle now, though the undercurrent of mockery was still there. "Take it. Doinâ so good for me."
Gatorâs free hand came up to grip your jaw, tilting your head back so he could look at you again. His eyes were dark, heavy-lidded with his own arousal, but the triumph in them was unmistakable. He owned you in this moment, and he knew it.
"You're so desperate," he whispered, his gaze dropping to watch his hand moving inside your sweats. "You really are my sweet girl, aren'tcha? So fuckinâ needy for me."
The combination of his voice in your ear, the grip on your jaw, and the relentless movement of his fingers was too much. The coil in your stomach snapped, sending waves of pleasure crashing through you. You cried out, your body arching off the wall. Gator worked you through it, drawing it out until you were shaking, your breath ragged. When you finally slumped against him, spent, he didn't pull away immediately. He kept his hand where it was, feeling the aftershocks rippling through you, a smug satisfaction radiating off him.
"Well," he said, pulling his hand out slowly a few minutes later, the movement deliberate and lingering. He held your gaze as he brought his fingers up to his mouth, tasting you. "Think we found a winner."
You stared at him, your chest heaving and face burning. "You're an asshole, Gator."
"Yeah," he agreed, wiping his hand on his jeans with a casual disregard that made your flush deepen. "But I'm your asshole. And you know you loved it."
He leaned in, pressing a quick, hard kiss to your lips, stealing your breath before you could formulate a retort.
"So, sweet girl it is?" Gator asked, backing away with a grin that said he already knew the answer.
"Go to hell," you muttered, sliding down the wall until your ass hit the floor, your legs feeling like jelly.
"Awe, boo-hoo. I'll pick you up later," he winked, stepping over your discarded book and heading back to the couch like nothing had happened. "We ain't done watching the show."
You sat on the floor for a minute, letting your heart rate settle while Gator reclaimed his spot, looking entirely too pleased with himself. He kicked his legs up on the coffee table once more, exuding a cocky confidence that made your blood boil - in the best way, but still. He thought heâd won. He thought he was the one in control here.
Pushing yourself off the floor, you smoothed down your sweatpants, wincing slightly at the lingering sensitivity. You walked over to the couch and stood right in front of the TV, blocking his view.
"Move it," he complained. "You make a better door than a window."
You ignored him, straddling his lap before he could react. He grunted in surprise, his hands automatically coming to rest on your hips, but you caught his wrists, wrenching them away from your body and pinning them against the back of the couch.
"Whoa there,â he laughed, looking up at you with a mixture of amusement and intrigue. "What's this? Round two?"
"Something like that," you murmured, leaning down so your face was only an inch or two from his. "You played your game, Gator. Now we're playing mine."
"Oh?" He challenged, though you felt his muscles tense under your grip. He wasn't used to being on this side of the pin. "Whatâdya want?"
"Remember how you said couples need nicknames?" You traced the line of his jaw with one hand, your touch light and teasing. "I think we need to find one for you, too."
Gator scoffed, rolling his eyes. "I ain't the sweetheart type."
"Didn't think you were," you agreed. You shifted your hips, grinding down against him experimentally as you released his writers. His breath hitched, his eyes narrowing slightly. "But everyone has a button, Gator. And Iâm gonna find yours."
"Yeah, good luck with that," he smirked, trying to regain his composure, though you could feel him twitching beneath you. "I'm a simple man."
"We'll see." You leaned in, brushing your lips against his neck, right over the rapid pulse point. "How about... Cowboy?" You whispered, letting the word hang in the air.
He groaned, but it was a sound of annoyance rather than pleasure. "Don't start that shit. My old man called me that as a kid. Kills the mood."
"Noted." You moved lower, nipping at his collarbone. "How about... Handsome?"
"What am I, goinâ to my first communion? Are you my grandma?â
"Okay big guy?" You felt his stomach muscles contract as you laughed softly against his skin. "Tough guy?"
"You're runninâ out of steam, sweetheart," he taunted, though his grip on your hips tightened, pulling you closer. "Just admit it, you can't fluster me."
You pulled back to look him in the eye, a slow smile spreading across your face. You could see the challenge in his brown eyes, the arrogance that made you want to wipe that smug look right off his face. You leaned in close, your lips ghosting over his ear, taking your time. You felt him tense up, waiting for the strike.
"Bad boy?"
He let out a shaky breath, his fingers digging into your waist. "That's a given. Try harder."
You shifted again, deliberately rolling your hips against the growing hardness in his jeans. He sucked in a sharp breath through his teeth, his head falling back against the couch cushion. You had him now; you just had to find the right key.
"Daddy?" you suggested, dragging the word out.
"Absolutely not," he choked out, his eyes flying open. "Christ. Don't ever fuckin' say that again. Weirds me out."
"Okay, okay," you soothed, secretly relieved because you didnât want to have to call him that.
You ran your hands down his chest, feeling the way his heart was beating against his ribs. He was affected, more than he wanted to admit. He liked the chase, but he wasn't used to being the prey.
Then, a thought struck you. All the times you'd seen him with his dad, the way he sought approval, the way he bristled at authority but secretly craved some direction. You thought about the way he looked at you sometimes, like he wanted you to tell him what to do. He talked a big game, but you knew heâd secretly do anything to see a trace of happiness from you.
"Hmm," you hummed, pretending to think. "You try so hard, don't you? Always acting out, always making noise." You leaned in, kissing the corner of his mouth. "But I know what you really are."
"Yeah?" he rasped, his voice rough and husky. "And what's that?"
You moved your mouth to his other ear, tugging at his earlobe lightly with your teeth before your voice dropped to a whisper that was barely audible.
"My good boy."
The reaction was instantaneous. Gator froze, his entire body going rigid beneath you. A sound tore from his throat - half-groan, half-whimper - and his eyes squeezed shut as if heâd been struck with dizziness. You felt him twitch violently against your core, his hardness pressing up against you, undeniable and sudden.
"Awe, you alright there, Gator?" You pulled back to see his face. He was flushed - lips parted and chest heaving. When he opened his eyes, the pupils were blown so wide the chocolatey color was just a thin rim. He looked utterly wrecked, and it delighted you.
"Say it again," he breathed, voice cracking.
You whispered the words once more, watching him shiver.
"Fuck," he hissed, his head falling forward to rest against your shoulder. He buried his face in the crook of your neck, his breath hot and ragged against your skin as he pressed several kisses against you.
"Oh, you like that?" you teased, though you were secretly thrilled by how easily heâd crumbled. You ran your fingers through his hair, scratching his nails lightly against his scalp, and he practically purred. "You like being my good boy?"
"Y-yeah," he admitted, the word muffled against your neck. He was practically nuzzling into you, seeking friction, completely abandoning his earlier bravado. "I like it."
"That's because you are, aren't you?" you cooed, tightening your grip in his hair and pulling his head back so he had to look at you. "Deep down. All that attitude. Your gun and badge... But you just want to be told you're doing good, dontcha?â
He stared up at you, his eyes wide and glassy, looking at you like you were the only thing in the world. The arrogance was gone, replaced by a desperate, pleading need that made your stomach flip. The power rush was intoxicating. Youâd never seen him like this - pliable, eager, submissive. It was like finding a secret weapon.
"I am," he whispered, his voice barely audible. "I'm good. I'll be so good for you."
His hands scrambled for purchase on your hips, his grip bruising as he tried to pull you down harder, but you held back, keeping the pace maddeningly slow.
"Please," he whimpered, actually whimpered. The sound went straight to your core. "Please let me..."
"Let you what?" You asked, enjoying the way he was squirming beneath you.
"Touch you," he gasped. "Fuck you. Donât care. Anythinâ. Just... Say it again."
You leaned down, kissing him deeply, swallowing his moan. When you pulled back, you brushed a stray lock of hair off his forehead.
"Good boy," you whispered.
He broke. With a guttural groan, he surged up, flipping you over so your back hit the couch cushions. He settled between your legs, his weight heavy and grounding, kissing you with a frantic intensity that bordered on desperation. You wrapped your legs around his waist, laughing softly against his mouth as you realized you had him exactly where you wanted him - putty in your hands, all because of two little words.
summary ŕźşŕšË- steve wants you to claim your throne (on his face).
pairing(s) ŕźşŕšË- steve harrington x female!reader (general-neutral)
cws ŕźşŕšË- established relationship, face riding, steve is munch #1, bit of overstimulation
requested? ŕźşŕšË- yes/no
âcâmon, baby,â steve whined.
but heâs been whining for the past ten minutes.
âi donât want to go to prison for manslaughter, steve.â
steve rolled his eyes, a dramatic groan following suit. he was petulant. you felt his hands tug at your hips again, trying to reel you in right where you belonged.
on his face.
âi need it. you donât get it.â he accentuated his words with another impatient yank, wanting to draw you in. âyou want me to die, baby? âcause i will without that pretty puââ
you pressed your hand over his mouth. âyouâre actually ridiculâ steve!â a squeal tore from your throat as steve yanked you by your hips up his abdomen.
you sat on his chest, balancing yourself with your hands on his shoulders. steve just smiled up at you.
those big brown eyes were so hard to say no to sometimes.
thatâs why you let him tug you up over his face, fingers hooked around your thighs, right beneath your ass.
âsit,â steve murmured, his breath warm against your wet folds. your hips lurchedâfuck, it feels weird like this.
you stayed put, your mind racing. he could feel you hesitate.
âhoney, câmon. donât leave me hanginââŚâ steveâs hands held the crook of your waist, thumbs rubbing against the sides of your stomach comfortingly.
you just let out a breath. âdonât wanna suffocate you.â
steve could only laugh, pressing impatient kisses against your inner thighs, eyes focused up at you. âyâgonna make me beg, baby?â he hummed. nosing at your skin. âso mean to me.â
âbut what if i kill youâ hahâ!â
he yanked you down by your hips, flat of his tongue greeting your sopping pussy, collecting your essence.
he moaned into you, eyes fluttering shut, pretty eyelashes fanning over his cheeks as he licked at you with need.
his lips found your clit, wrapping around the bud, causing your weight to fall further on his face.
steve could only hum in satisfaction, hands groping your ass to hold you in place.
âsteveâ shitâŚâ a gasp tore from you, hands gripping at his headboard as you sat helplessly on top his mouth.
and steve was right where he wanted to be.
his tongue bullied its way between your folds, teasing your entrance with little circles. you could only whine, head lulling back.
his fingers dug into your hips, grinding you on his mouth.
his tongue rubbed against your clit with each grind, making your thighs tremble with every pass.
you felt your brain going fuzzy. âf- fuck, mâclose,â you murmured lazily, soft moans following suit.
steve only took that as encouragement, keeping your hips arched forward as he buried is tongue into you, nose nudging at the underside of your sensitive pearl.
with a cry, you felt a snap in your lower belly, waves of tingles shooting up your spine and down your legs.
steve watched you, pupils blown wide and eyes sparkling with desire. you looked like an angel, and sounded even sweeter.
he greedily sucked at your pussy, even when you squirmed on top of him at the post-orgasm sensitivity.
he only held you down, his head shaking as he tried to bury himself even deeper.
and you couldnât do anything, gravity keeping you against his mouth, a throne you couldnât escape. forced to be worshipped.
and maybe steve wanted to worship you all night. wanted to keep you writhing.
âyou can give me another one, right?â
what was a man to do when his angel tasted so good?
đŠđđ˘đŤđ˘đ§đ : steve harrington x reader
đŹđŽđŚđŚđđŤđ˛: the rumor going around the moms of the hawkins little league team is that coach steve harrington is single. it's a good thing you donât partake in petty small-town gossip.
đ°đđŤđ§đ˘đ§đ đŹ: coach!steve, singlemom!reader, established (secret) relationship, piv sex, overstimulation, pleasure-dom!steve, multiple orgasms, prone/headlock+light choking, rough sex, teasing banter, possessive dirty talk, light/pretend jealousy, light degradation, pet names, aftercare, angst abt being a single parent, fluff, brief child's pov, happy ending (6.4k)
đ/đ§: started as dumb smut, somehow ended up with plot and angst. story of my life.
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The resounding rumor in the Hawkins Little League baseball programâmore specifically, among the women who occupy the third row of bleachers at Elm Street Ballpark every Tuesday and Thursdayâis that Coach Steve Harrington is single.
Very single.
âThereâs just no way,â Sharon McIntyre sighs for the third time this inning. She squints toward the field, shading her eyes with one hand like she might be able to spot a wedding ring from home plate. âI mean, look at him. Nobody looks like that coaching a little league team.â
âIâm telling you, Shar,â Kelly Dunlop chimes in, iced coffee rattling in her hand. âMy sister works mornings at the diner. She says he comes in all the time. Always alone. No ring, no girlfriend, nothing. If he had someone, sheâd know.â
Across the field, practice is in full swing. Kids swarm the infield, shouting over one another, cleats kicking up clouds of dust. A bright, metallic clang rings through the air, signaling a clean hit. The whole team erupts into cheers as little Johnny Peters takes off for first, freckles flashing beneath his helmet.
You smile, eyes following the chaos fondly.
âGod,â Sharon mutters, gaze fixed entirely elsewhere, âI know heâs young, but does he really have to look like that?â
âHow old is he, anyway? Twenty?â another mom asks.
You take a slow sip of your coffee, keeping your expression neutral. Youâve gotten very good at that lately.
âItâs the whole authority thing, right?â Kelly says after a pause. âGive a guy a whistle and suddenlyâ"
ââsuddenly heâs attractive,â another mom finishes.
âWell,â Sharon adds, âI think itâs a little more than the whistle.â
A soft ripple of laughter moves down the row.
Just then, the sharp blast of a whistle cuts through the air.
The effect is instantaneous.
Itâs like Pavlovian conditioning, the sudden hush that settles over the stands. Conversations drop off mid-sentence. Heads lift in near-perfect unison. Like suburban meerkats sensing a storm, all eyes snap toward the field.
Every mom here knows exactly what that whistle means.
Coach Steve Harrington steps out from the dugout, lips still wrapped around the whistle, hands signaling a time-out as he jogs toward the pitcherâs mound. His cap is pulled low, shades perched on the bridge of his nose. The top two buttons of his Dodger-blue jersey are undoneâas usualârevealing tanned collarbones and just the faintest tuft of chest hair.
He calls out a few pointers to the team, then leans over the plate to demonstrate a perfect, controlled swing.
The pivoting motion tugs his shirt upward, flashing a patch of sun-warmed skin at his stomach. It also strains the fabric of his pants, those khakis clinging to his ass in a way thatâs a little snug for a public park.
A very un-subtle sigh rolls through the bleachers.
âJesus,â Sharon mutters. âI mean, thatâs just unnecessary.â
âHeâs gotta know, right? Thereâs no way he doesnât.â
âThat shirtâs always like that. Never fully buttoned.â
A chorus of murmured agreement follows.
You press your lips together, managing to school your expression just as you hear a pair of little cleats pounding toward you.
âMom! Mom!â
Toby skids to a stop in front of you, panting with effort, helmet crooked, knees grass-stained. He wedges himself between your legs and you reach up instinctively, straightening his helmet before it tips again.
âMom, did ya see me? Did ya see that throw?â
ââCourse I did, honey! You were amazing!â Â Â
His grin goes blinding. âCoach Steve said I got way better this week. He said Iâm really fast. Like, like, maybe fast enough to be a pro!â Â
âYeah?â you smile, brushing a smear of dirt from his cheek. âYouâve been working so hard. Iâm so proud of you.â
Toby nods so vigorously his helmet nearly slips again. He takes a quick gulp from the water bottle you hand him, then darts back to the dugout.
Across the field, Steve is crouched near home plate, murmuring low encouragements as he adjusts another kidâs grip on the bat.
After a moment, he straightens.
Flicks his cap off, rolls his shoulders, then lets his eyes roam over the bleachers.
When he finds what heâs looking for, he flashes a quick, casual smile.
From this distance, itâs broad enough to be meant for no one in particular.
And yet.
You look away immediately, pretending to study the condensation sliding down your coffee cup. Â
âOh my god,â Kelly whispers beside you. âI think he looked over here. Sharon, was that at you?â
Sharon scoffs, though the corner of her mouth quirks up. âPlease. He smiles at everyone.â
âMm, not like that.â
You keep your gaze fixed firmly on the cup.
âžď¸
âAlright, Cubs! Awesome job today! Make sure to grab all your stuff. Iâll see you back here Tuesday, yeah?â
A chorus of okay, Coach! and bye, Coach Steve! follows.
The bleachers wake up all at once. Moms rise in unison, purses scraping against aluminum, lipstick caps popping open for quick, totally casual touch-ups meant for no one in particular. Kids spill off the field in excited clumps, chatter overlapping as they relive every hit, every near-catch. Tobyâs voice cuts through it all, loud and proud as he recounts a grounder he almost snagged.
Youâre stuffing a water bottle into your tote when a voice behind you makes you freeze.
âExcuse me, maâam?â
You turn.
Steve stands there, casual as ever, bat slung over his shoulder, sunglasses pushed up into his hair. His jerseyâs still hanging half-open, collar darkened with sweat. Â Â
âHi.â
You purse your lips, stifling a smile. âHi.â
He stares for a beat too long before he shakes himself, clearing his throat.
âUhâI just wanted to say Toby did really great today. Kidâs a natural. Solid throw, great hustle. And..." his eyes flick briefly toward the chaos of children behind him, voice dropping a notch, â...he actually listens.â  Â
You laugh softly. âThat last partâs news to me.â
Steve grins. Takes a step closer.
His voice slides into a familiar cadence youâve come to recognize, warm and teasing. âSo... I heard you might be on snack duty next week.â
You raise a brow. âYou did, huh?â
âYep. And, you know, I run a pretty serious operation here. Snackâs are a very important part of team morale. So I thought maybe we should⌠discuss our options.â
You canât hide the smile this time. âOh? And what exactly were you thinking, Coach?â
âWellâŚâ he leans closer, eyes glinting. âWe might need to talk details. You know⌠what kind of chips to get, how many⌠make sure everythingâs perfect.â
âMm,â you nod solemnly. âSounds important. Why donât Iââ
âMom! Mom!â
Toby barrels toward you, juice box clenched in his hand like a trophy, still buzzing with post-practice adrenaline.
âMom, can I sleep over at Jacksonâs tonight?â
You blink. âTonight?â
âYeah! Heâs got the new Super Mario game! And, and, he said we can have pizza while we play!â
You glance up to see Jacksonâs mom waving from a few yards away, already herding kids toward her van.
âYou sure, baby? I made that lasagna you like.â
âNooo, Mom, please? Everyoneâs going.â
You give in with a smile, smoothing his hair back. âOkay. You want me to bring your stuff over?â
âNope, heâs got extras!â
âAlright. Be good at Mrs. Millerâs, okay? And say thank you.â
âI will!â He vibrates in place just long enough for you to bend down and kiss his cheek.
âOkay, bye Mom! Love you! Bye, Coach Steve! See you next week!â
âBye, buddy,â Steve waves. âGreat job today. Let me know how that game goes, yeah?â
Toby nods furiously before sprinting off.
When you turn back, Steveâs grinning at you.
Hand shoved in his pocket, rocking lightly on his heels.
He's more boyish than ever, looks downright fucking pleased.
âWell,â he starts, tilting his head, âI donât know about Toby, butâŚâ
He shrugs, eyes flicking to you with warmth and something unmistakably like intent.
âI could definitely go for some lasagna.â
âžď¸
âYou know all theâmmphâthe moms are... t-talking about you, right?â
Even with your face shoved into the pillow, words muffled, jaw slack and drooling, you know exactly the kind of shit-eating grin thatâs hovering behind you. Â Â Â
âYeah?â His voice comes perfectly level, lazy with a familiar taunt. Like heâs not ramming you within an inch of your life. âWhatâre they saying?â
âMm, Shar... Sharon thinks youâreâfuck, Steve!â Â
Thereâs no warning, just the sudden crush of his weight shoving you flat onto the mattress, pinning your stomach against the sheets. His hips snap forward, driving all the way to the hilt in one, long thrust, your body jolting up the bed from the sheer force of it.
You let out a strangled yelp, hands flailing back instinctively, scrabbling at his arms, his hips. You squirm desperately for leverage, clawing at the Dodger-blue fabric bunched around his waist, but he pins you easily, weight sinking down like an anchor. A thick forearm comes around to hook under your chin, wrapping around your neck to hold you there.
âShe thinks Iâm what?â he breathes, lips pressed to your temple. Â
âShe... she...â
He allows you a moment of merciful reprieve, thrusts slowing to a teasing grind, hips rolling in deep, languid circles against your ass.
âInto her,â you manage. âS-she thinks youâre into her.â
âHuh,â he pants, thoughtful. âMrs. McIntyre?â
You nod weakly as he adjusts his grip around your neck, pressing up until you can feel your own pulse thundering along the column of your throat.
Then, before you can find your next breath, the weight over you lifts, the pressure around your neck releasing. You suck in a long, trembling gulp of airâthe first real one in what feels like foreverâjust as you feel a pair of hands wrap around your hips, flipping you swiftly onto your back.
You hit the pillows with a startled gasp, chest heaving, legs splaying open instinctively.
Your cunt glistens between your thighs, weeping a slow, sticky trail into the sheets. Itâs twitching uselessly, clenching around open air as if it could pull him closer.
From between your knees, your man watches.
The late-afternoon sun cuts through the room in slanted gold, draping his body in warmth and shadow. You take him in helplessly, all the familiar lines of himâthe sloped planes of his shoulders, thick biceps and a toned chest that melts into the soft curve of his stomach. The pale-white scars that shimmer along his sides, stark and beautiful against flushed skin.
Heâs naked except for that blue jersey. Hanging open at the front, hem brushing over his hips. The last two buttons are gone, thanks to your handiwork.
Itâs a miracle his shirtâs stayed intact at all, what with the way you were climbing over each other the moment the door slammed shut.
Savage, open-mouthed kisses giving way to ragged gasps as you staggered through your living room, tripping over the ottoman, narrowly avoiding a vase as you dragged each other toward the bed. His dirt-stained khakis discarded mid-stride, he barely managed to tear your clothes off before hauling you onto the mattress.
Predatory.
Itâs the only word to describe the way heâs looking at you now, honey-brown eyes darkened with intent, burning hotter than the molten orange sunset bleeding through the curtains behind him.
He takes his sweet time.
Holds your gaze, unblinking, as he shrugs the jersey the rest of the way off, letting it drop away. He raises a hand up to his chest, palm flat, and drags it slow across his skin. Slides it over his ribs, his stomach, the trail of coarse hair running below his navel, reaching down, down, down, until his fingers brush against the sticky patch of curls at his base.
A pleased, knowing smile spreads across his face as he drinks in your reaction.
âMrs. McIntyre, huh? I had no idea.â
And even this fucked upâdazed and boneless from the way heâs been drilling his cock inside you for the better part of an hour, buried so deep you can feel him in your stomachâa tiny part of you canât resist pushing back.
Just enough to test him, to see how far heâll let you go.
âDonât act like youâre surprisedâŚâ you murmur, words slurring. âYou were smiling at her today.â
Thereâs a beat of silence. Then a low, incredulous laugh.
âAt her?â
The hand on his stomach moves lower, thumb and four fingers splayed to form a wide âVâ as he cradles the imposing monument he calls a cock. The head of itâs all swollen, leaking, skin flushed from friction and glossed all over with your arousal.
âHuh,â he intones mildly, gaze flicking down between your legs, tongue gliding slow across his bottom lip. âDid I make my girl jealous?â
You scoff, pushing weakly against his shoulders as he makes his way back down, boxing you in between his elbows. âYou wish, Harrington.â
He laughs under his breath, soft and playful, before he slams his lips against yours in a filthy kiss, tongues clashing until youâre left panting for breath.
Pulls back with a wet smack, eyes hooded, blazing with amusement.
âSorry, honey,â he breathes, head tipped in mock sympathy. âHad no idea.â
You roll your eyes, instantly betrayed by the tremor in your voice. âI donât care.â Â
âMm,â he smiles, dipping his head to nuzzle your cheek, mouthing along your jaw while he reaches a hand down without looking. âI think you do.â
His cock drags against your inner thigh as he positions himself against your opening.
âAnd I think,â he adds softly, âyou mean Coach Harrington.â
You laugh despite yourself, breathless, feeling him bury a smile of his own against your neck.
âNice try... âm not calling you that in bed.â
âWorth a shot.â
âUh-huh.â
Your amusement quickly dies on a moan when he nudges the head of his cock against your swollen clit, dragging it down in a slow, wet schlick to your entrance. The pressure makes you clench, whining when he rubs insistently against your folds without pushing in.
âSteveâ"
âShh, I know, baby,â He smooth a warm palm up the inside of your thigh, pushing it back, spreading you wider. âI got you.â
In and in and in, he bottoms out in one stroke, stretching you endlessly until his pelvis is flush against yours. You take him wellâpussy warm and slick from earlier roundsâbut the weight of him, the sheer girth pressing into you, draws a low whimper from your throat.
âYeah?â he breathes. âIs that good?
His lips trail soft, lingering kisses across your neck, one hand coming up to smooth your hair back, cradling the top of your head to shield it from bumping against the headboard.
It all runs so counter to the way heâs thrustingâslamming inside in quick, deep thrusts, hitting your g-spot with such merciless accuracy that your eyes prick with tears.
âGod,â he huffs, brow furrowed in pleasure, jaw going slack as he starts hitting that rhythm proper, âYou have any idea how hard it was to behave today? Couldnât stop fucking staring at you. Couldnât... couldnât stop thinking about you.â
His eyes roam greedily over the fresh trail of bruises heâs already mapped across your body: deep wine-reds that bloom just underneath the skin, running down your neck, your collarbone, the soft underside of your tits.
âYou were looking at me too, huh?â he murmurs, already knowing.
Head lolling back against the pillow, you can only nod, too dizzy and breathless to do more.
âYeah, baby, I know you were,â he coos, dropping his forehead to yours, lips brushing in a slow, teasing ghost of a kiss. âSitting up there⌠looking so pretty. Bet you were making a mess out of the bleachers, huh? Getting yourself all wet.â
You groan, arching against him. âSteveââ Â
âTell me,â he grunts, voice rough with need. âTell me how good this feels. Tell me how much you need this cock.â
âIâfuckâI need it. Iâs so good. Feels... feels so good.â
He lets out a guttural groan, pressing down harder, pulling you closer. Â
âDrives me⌠drives me fucking insane, you know that? Acting all polite out there, âYes, maâamâŚâ âOh, he did just great today...â When all I wantââ He draws his hips back, slamming back inside to punctuate his next words ââis this.â
âFuck, Steveâ!â
The pleasure is blinding, a violent flash-bang to the senses that knocks the breath straight out of you. You squeeze your eyes shut, gripping onto his shoulders for dear life as you tip into your third orgasm of the day. He fucks you through it, murmuring praise, hips pistoning so hard it makes the mattress squeak, the headboard rattle.
And even as the high fades, he doesnât relent. Light, shallow thrusts that leave you whining, twitching, your clit jolting each time he brushes against your tender g-spot.
âMmâŚâ you squirm, legs trembling against your will. âSteve...â
âHm?â
âCanât... âs too... too sensitive...â
âJust one more, baby.â He pants, lifting himself up on his hands. The playful edge in his eyes replaced by a look thatâs all earnest now, all intent. âWant you to come one more time for me.â
You groan weakly, shaking your head. âI canât.â
âYou can,â he leans in close, nudging his nose against yours, pressing a soft peck to the tip. âJust one more. One more, baby. For me?â
Your response breaks into a loud groan when his hand slides down to your clit, middle and ring finger pressing slow, firm circles across the sensitive nub, making your cunt spasm around him with each pass.
âCome on, honey,â he whispers, voice soft but insistent, almost petulant in its coaxing. âI never get to take my time with you. Never get to have you like this.â
And even in this state, you canât stop the wet, fucked-out laugh that escapes you. âYou... you had me like this two days ago.â
The memory hits in a dizzying haze. Heâd invited you over to his place before practice on Tuesday. Fed you a surprisingly excellent omelet first, then wasted no time bending you over the counter, and then the couch, and eventually his bedâboth of you panting and laughing by the end of it, scrambling to get dressed once you realized how much time had passed.
âBut we were still rushing then,â he counters, and you canât muster the energy to argue that three and a half rounds don't exactly count as ârushing,â but maybe for Steve Harrington they do.
âPlease, baby,â he murmurs, still thrusting gently. âWeâve got all night today. Wanna see how many times I can make you come.â
âFuck...â you sigh, head tipping back as another shudder rolls through you. You were convinced youâd come up against a wall, but the moment he angles his thrusts upward, fingers continuing their precise, coaxing swipes over your clit, the smoldering tension in your stomach catches kindling.
The high starts climbing back, somehow, sharper and brighter than ever.
âGod, youâre so pretty... so fucking gorgeous,â he whispers, driving in a little harder. âCanât believe you think Iâd look at anyone else when Iâve got you.â
You whine weakly at his words, at the way his voice dips on the words Iâve got you, unmistakably possessive yet so bruisingly tender.
âYouâre mine, arenât you?â he mumbles against your lips. âNo one gives it to you like this, hm?â
Your response is a trembling, breathless gasp, mouth brushing against his on every thrust, pressed so close itâs impossible to tell when youâre not kissing.
Long, slow, filthy passes of his tongue as he pries your lips open, gliding into your mouth; he craves this point of connection, always. Every sound you make is swallowed eagerly, turned into something shared.
He breaks easiest when youâre this close, when the air between you disappears and his control gives way to raw, aching need. Instinct pulling him toward a singular desire to stay close, to share breath and spit and praise while he takes you.
âOh... oh my godâSteve, Iâmâ"
âYeah, thatâs it, honey. Let go, Iâve got you.â
It almost hurts, this time around.
The slow, exquisite, endless pull of pleasure, cruel hands of a thousand little deaths come to strangle you off. Every nerve in your body feels raw and frayed, tears leaking freely when you shut your eyes tight. You bury your face into his shoulder, nails pressing hard enough to break skin, clinging desperately to his words for some fragment of relief.
âGood girl... ah, shit, s-squeezing me so tight. Thatâs it. Keep coming, baby. There you go.â
Your cunt spasms uncontrollably around himâlong, drawn-out pulses that keep him from pulling back out. He ruts the last few inches inside before spilling deep, groaning against your neck.
âFuck, yes, just like that. God, baby....â
He always stays inside you afterward, for as long as he can. Kissing, kissing, always kissing, like he just canât help himself, lips roaming over any patch of skin he can reach. When he finally draws his hips back, he does so carefully, softening the distance with more kisses when you whine at the loss of him.
âCâmere,â he pants, breath still ragged as he rolls onto his side, tugging you in until you fit flush against him. âIâve got you.â
Warm, gentle strokes against the curve of your back as you level out together, syncing your breaths. The windowâs cracked just enough to let the evening air roll in, cooling against heated, buzzing skin.
âYou okay?â he murmurs after a while. Â
You hum in response, nodding once as you tuck your nose closer to his chest, breathing him in. Citrus cologne. Sweat. Steve.
âWow,â he exhales, half a laugh caught in his throat. âWhat was that, three times?â
âFour,â you mumble, words muffled against his skin.
âOh my god,â he laughs fully now, warm and boyish, chest vibrating beneath your cheek. He dips his head to press a quick kiss to your temple. âWeâll do five next time. Promise.â
You groan softly and shove at his shoulder, rolling away to hide your face in the pillow.
You hear him chuckle behind you as he slides off the bed. The soft pad of bare feet follows, sliding across hardwood, then the click of the bathroom light. Water trickles quietly from the sink.
Youâre still catching your breath when the mattress dips again.
His fingers brush the backs of your legs, gently coaxing you to turn onto your back. You do, cheeks burning as he carefully swipes the warm, damp towel between your thighs, focused and attentive.
Itâs something heâs done countless times before.
And still, itâs the part that always makes your chest tighten.
You push yourself upright once heâs done, settling against the headboard. He tucks the sheets around your waist, smoothing the fabric over your hips before reaching for the glass of water on the nightstand.
Brings it to your lips.
âSteve,â you laugh softly, still flushed, âI donât need you to hold it.â
âSsh,â he murmurs, lips quirking. âSmall sips.â
You narrow your eyes at him but drink anyway, hands folded uselessly in your lap while he keeps the glass steady. When youâre done, he takes a long drink himself before setting it aside.
He turns back, catches you staring.
âWhat?â
You shake your head, smile faint. âNothing.â
He studies you for a beat longer, searching your face, but doesnât push. Instead, he stretches with a low groan, shoulders rolling until something pops.
âGod,â he mutters. âYou hungry?â Â
âSure. I could eat.â
âYou said thereâs lasagna, right?â
âUh-huh.â You start to scoot toward the edge of the bed, but his hand lands firmly on your arm.
âWoah, hey. Where are you going?â
âTo... get the lasagna?â
He shakes his head, already moving away. âNope. Just tell me where it is.â
âSteve, itâs fine, I canââ
âNot happening.â He nudges you back against the pillows, then tucks another one behind your back for good measure. âI got it.â
You open your mouth to argue again, but heâs already pulling his boxers on.
âIs it in the oven?â he calls over his shoulder.
â...Yeah.â
â'Kay. Be right back.â He leans in for a quick kiss, lifting a finger at you as he backs toward the door. âDonât move, alright?â Â
You purse your lips, watching him go.
Heâs back not ten minutes later, balancing two plates in his hands. Steam curls from the lasagna, edges crisp and bubbling.
âYou gonna feed it to me too?â you ask dryly as he settles beside you.
He doesnât even blink. Just picks up a fork and starts cutting into one of the slices.
âJesus, Steve,â you laugh, grabbing the plate from him. âI was kidding.â
He hands it over with a grin, watching you take the first bite before digging into his own.
âOh, hey,â he asks after a while, swallowing around a mouthful. âDid Toby like the new glove? Didnât see him with it today.â
âYeah,â you nod. âHe loves it. I think heâs saving it for when the old one gives out.â You hesitate before adding, quieter, âThank you, by the way. You really didnât have to do that.â
Steve pauses mid-bite, fork hovering for half a second before he lowers it, lips pressing together.
âYeah,â he nods softly. âOf course.â
You glance down at your plate, tracing a smear of sauce with the tip of your fork. âYou know⌠if he knew it was from you, heâd probably never use it. Heâd want to put it on a shelf or frame it or something.â  Â
He snorts quietly. âGuess itâll be our secret then.â
âHm,â you nod, the sound coming out thin.
You donât eat much after that. Staring at nothing, just pushing the food around, lost in thoughts much heavier than hunger.
Steve notices.
He looks up from his plate, cheeks full, a smudge of tomato sauce at the corner of his mouth. He chews slowly, studying you over the rim of his fork.
âHey,â he says once he swallows. âYou okay?â
You blink. âYeah. Yeah, Iâm fine.â
He watches you for another beat, then sets his plate aside and slides closer. His hand settles on your knee, rubbing small circles.
âDid I, uhâŚâ He glances down, then back up, eyes sheepish. âWear you out too much?â
You nudge his ankle with your foot, managing a small smile despite the ache blooming in your chest. âNo. Itâs not that.â
âOkay,â he says softly, not quite smiling back. âThen what is it?â
âItâs... itâs nothing. Stupid.â
âBaby,â he reaches for your hand before you can pull away, fingers threading through yours. He shuffles closer until your knees press together. âTalk to me.â
You close your eyes for a moment, drawing in a slow breath, then another. Your chest tightens on the exhale.
âIs... is this aboutâŚ?â His voice trails off, gentle, circling the truth carefully.
You sigh and turn your head, but he follows, refusing to let the space grow.
ââCause if it is,â he rushes on, urgency bleeding into his tone, âIâm ready. Whenever you are. I mean it. I want toââ
âSteve, stop,â you whisper, shaking your head. âYou canât.â
He freezes, lips parting like he wants to argue. The light in his face shifts: eyes drooping, brows pulling together. So young, stripped of his usual bravado, it hurts to him look at him like this.
âWhy... why not?â
âBecause I canât ask you to do that.â
He shakes his head, grip tightening as he pulls your hand to his chest, pressing it over his heart.
âAsk me to do what? Be part of your life? Be around your kid?â He shifts closer, trying to catch your eyes. âI⌠I wouldnâtâlook, I care about Toby. I really do. And I care about you. I lovââ
His voice falters. He swallows hard, throat working around the word. Â
âI love you.â
You stare at a spot on the sheets, blinking hard, vision going blurry at the edges.
âBaby,â he murmurs, thumb sliding gently under your chin. âLook at me. Please.â
You do. Lashes heavy, eyes shining despite your efforts. He smiles at you then, soft and steady, certainty radiating in a way that makes your chest ache.
âI love you,â he repeats. âI want⌠I want to be with you. Wake up next to you, go to sleep next to you. Take you places.â He lets out a small laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. âI mean, that old caravan I bought is a total mess, but... I thought we could fix it up together. Travel a little. Go see the country.â
His smile softens, expression sobering a bit. âAnd I want to be there for Toby. I know what itâs like to have a shitty dad. I would never do that to him. Ever.â
You make a small, broken sound and turn away, but he doesnât let go. His thumb keeps tracing the same soothing path over your knuckles.
âAnd Iâm not saying we should get married orâor move in or anything. Just⌠maybe a couple nights a week? I could come over, help with homework, hang out with him, just be there however you need mââ
You surge forward, pressing your lips to his in a desperate, trembling kiss. He freezes for a heartbeat, then melts into it, arms winding around your waist and lifting you onto his lap with careful, fluid strength.
You cling to each other, kissing in a messy, gasping rhythm, until the salt of your own tears brushes against his lips.
âHey,â he whispers, pulling back, gently drawing your face into his chest. âItâs okay, it's okay."
You let yourself fold into him, cheek pressed against his bare skin.
"Weâll figure it out. We'll be okay, I promise."
You melt against him, surrendering to his warmth, letting the steady, gentle strokes of his hand calm the storm of thoughts in your head.
Eventually, a small, wet laugh slips out.
âTobyâs gonna lose his mind.â  Â
Steve pulls back a little, meeting your eyes. âYou think heâd be weirded out by it?â
You shake your head, a smile breaking through. âNo, heâd love it. He already worships you. And then you two would just⌠gang up on me every day.â
Steve laughs, thumb brushing a stray tear from your cheek. His gaze is unwavering, soft and intent as he lingers over the lines of your face, like heâs seeing you for the first time.
âI donât know,â he murmurs, eyes sparkling. âIâm pretty sure Iâll always be on his momâs side.â
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epilogue
Toby sits at the very end of the dugout bench, where no one else is sitting.
Heâs six and a half years old, not a baby anymore, but his legs still donât touch the ground when he sits. They just kick the air, swinging back and forth, back and forth, cleats cutting little half-circles in the air. He scoots down an inch so the tips of them can scrape the dirt, and he finds a small pebble near the bench post. He nudges it with his toe, then nudges it back, careful not to kick it too far.
Everyone else is out on the field.
Thereâs the loud crack of a bat, and all the kids start shouting at once: âMine!â âRun!â âHeads up!â The ball pops straight up into the air, and bonks Nathan Foster on the head when he tries to catch it. Everyone laughs. Even Nathan laughs, rubbing the back of his head like it didnât hurt, even though it probably did. Â
Coach Steve says that kind of thing is okay. Messing up is how you learn.
Coach Steve knows a lot of things.
He knows how to line your fingers up on the bat, and how to breathe out when you throw so the ball goes straighter. He says baseball is supposed to be fun, even when you strike out, even when youâre not the best player on the field.
But Toby isnât having fun.
He keeps his glove in his lap, hugging it tight with both arms like it might slide off if he lets go. Itâs new. It's the one Coach Steve bought for him, even though his mom said his old one still worked fine. This one is stiff and smooth and smells goodâlike a store, or like the inside of Coach Steveâs car. Toby presses his fingers into the leather and traces the thick stitches with his thumb, over and over.
It helps a little.
Thereâs a worry sitting in his chest. Heavy and squishy, like when you step in mud and it won't let go of your foot right away.
He hasnât told anyone about it. Not Miss Collins from art class. Not his mom. He didnât even whisper it to his glove, even though sometimes he tells the glove thingsâlike how fast pitchers make him freeze, or how scared he was on his first day of school.
Today, the worry stays stuck inside, pressing down.
A part of Toby thinks maybe he shouldnât be worried at all.
Coach Steve said that everything would stay the same. Normal. And most of the things Coach Steve says turn out to be true. So maybe this will be too.
But Jeremy Miller said something different.
Jeremy knows stuff. His dadâs a doctor, and doctors are smart. They do important things.
Toby kicks the pebble a little harder than he means to. It skitters across the dirt floor and disappears under the bat rack with a soft clack.
âHey, buddy.â
Toby looks up.
Coach Steve is standing at the opening of the dugout, blocking out part of the sun. His whistle hangs from his neck like always, bumping softly against his chest when he steps closer.
âYou hiding from me?â he asks, grinning. ââCause if you are, this is kind of a bad spot.â
Toby shrugs and drags the toe of his cleat through the dirt, making a crooked line. He sort of misses the pebble he kicked away. âIâm not hiding.â
Coach Steve comes in and sits down beside him, the bench creaking under his weight. His knee bounces once, then goes still. Â Â
âSo,â he says, leaning his elbows on his thighs, looking out at the field. âI was kinda thinkinâ today might be the day you show off that rocket arm.â
The heavy feeling in Tobyâs chest squishes tighter.
The words fall out before he can stop them.
âAre you and Mom gonna get married?â
Coach Steve freezes.
Just for a second, but Toby notices. His grin fades, and he blinks like he forgot what he was about to say. His hand comes up and rubs the back of his neck.
âUhâŚâ he clears his throat. âYeah. Yeah, we are, buddy.â
Toby nods. He already knew that. Mom had told him. Coach Steve had told him. Grandma cried a little on the phone when they both told her together. Still, hearing it out loud again makes his stomach feel all twisty.
âIs thatâŚâ Coach Steve says, then stops. He presses his lips together. âIs that still okay with you?â Â
Toby sighs and draws another line in the dirt next to the first one, pressing hard so they match.
âI guess.â
Coach Steve moves a little closer, his arm brushing Tobyâs. He rests a hand on his shoulder and gives it a gentle squeeze, thumb rubbing slow circles like he does when Tobyâs nervous before a game.
âHey, if youâre feeling weird about me and your mom, thatâs okay to say.â
Toby swallows. His throat feels tight, like when heâs about to cry but doesnât want to.
âNo, itâs justââ He stops, frowning. âI just want you to be my coach, still.â
Coach Steve turns his head sideways, frowning. âWhy wouldnât I still be your coach?â
Tobyâs shoulders curl in. ââCause Jeremy said that if youâre family, sometimes you canât do stuff for each other.â
 âJeremy Miller?â
Toby nods. âYeah. His dadâs a doctor. Jeremy had to have surgery âcause his ap-pen-di-sigh-tis was broken, and his dad couldnât do it. They didnât let him.â
Coach Steve lets out a slow breath through his nose. âOh.â
Toby grips his glove tighter. âSo, if youâre my family⌠you canât be my coach anymore, right?â
Coach Steveâs face goes a little funny. His eyebrows pull together, and his mouth does this wobbly thing, like heâs trying to smile and canât figure out how. He reaches out and gently pushes Tobyâs hair back, his thumb brushing across his forehead.
âToby,â he says softly, âthatâs not how that works.â
Toby frowns. âBut Jeremy said so.â
âI know, bud. And sometimes grown-up rules are really confusing.â He lets out a small huff of a laugh. âDoctors have rules like that. Coachingâs a little different.â
He waits until Tobyâs looking at him.
âIâm always gonna be your coach, Toby.â
Toby wants to believe him. He really does. Â
ââŚYou promise?â he whispers.
Coach Steveâs face scrunches up more, eyes shiny like maybe some dust blew in from the field. âYeah, buddy. I promise.â
Toby sticks out his pinky. He doesnât do that at school anymore, because heâs a big first-grader now, but he still knows itâs the strongest kind of promise there is.
Coach Steve smiles, hooking his pinky around Tobyâs, giving it a firm shake.
Satisfied, Toby launches forward. Itâs all of him at once, knocking the air right out of Coach Steve.
âOof, okayââ Coach Steve laughs, arms coming up to catch him. He pats Tobyâs back, holding him closer as he rocks him side to side.
Toby squeezes back just as tight. The heavy feeling in his chest lifts, like taking off his backpack full of books at the end of the day.
He pulls back, smiling now, and says the thing he's been scared to say since the day he talked to Jeremy.
âLove you, Dad.â
Coach Steve goes very still. Then he clears his throat and quickly blinks up at the sky, like he definitely got some dirt in his eyes that time.
When he looks back at Toby, that funny, wobbling smile is back.
âI love you too, buddy.â
Toby grabs his glove and hops off the bench. His feet hit the ground, solid and steady.
Coach Steve stands too, quickly scrubbing the dirt from his eyes before turning back to him.
âSo. You wanna go show your mom that throw weâve been practicing?â