Fandom: Michael Jackson (Musician)
Rating: Explicit 🔞
Pairing: Michael Jackson x Unnamed Male ! OC
Word Count: 5.4k+
Tags: Non-Famous, Male Nanny ! Michael, Single Dad ! OC, Age Difference, Thriller Era / Off the Wall Era, Boss/Employee Relationship, Sexual Tension, Realization of Feelings, Jealousy, Moral Dilemmas, Anal Sex, Sub ! Michael, Bottom ! Michael, Riding, Couch Sex, Oral Sex, Gags, Open Ending, POV Third Person
Summary: When a middle-aged, single father with three kids hires a nanny to help out, the last thing he expects is for a handsome, charming, twenty-something year old to slot himself so perfectly into their lives. He also doesn't expect to develop feelings for the guy. But these things never seem to go to plan, do they?
divider credit to @pixopix
His assistant is the one who recommends hiring a nanny. She notices the little things, and after working together for over a decade she isn’t afraid to tell him upfront how he is clearly running himself ragged between work and fatherly duties. Don’t get things twisted — he loves his kids. He works in the Legal Department at a prestigious accounting firm, and while his position allows him to be flexible if he needs to be, working full time while singlehandedly raising three kids all under ten years old is a lot for anybody to handle.
It’s a little embarrassing, but he doesn’t know the first thing about how to go about hiring a nanny. So his assistant is the one to contact an agency, hold the interviews with candidates, and when she strongly recommends one person in particular, he trusts her judgement. Enter Michael.
He doesn’t know what to expect the first time Michael shows up on his doorstep. He certainly doesn’t expect him to slot himself so perfectly into their family dynamic. Of course, that’s exactly what happens. He lives with them four days a week, Sunday nights to Thursday mornings, and on the other three days he does whatever a university grad student studying child psychology does. When he isn’t around, the kids are constantly asking when he’ll be back.
It’s always, “Can Michael come to the park with us?” and “No, Daddy, we have to wait for Michael to watch that movie,” and “Michael packs my lunches way better than you do.” If he were more insecure, he might even be jealous of the guy. Instead, he is just as enraptured as his kids.
Michael is sweet, and charming, and when they are having a conversation he is genuinely engaged as if there is nothing more important in the world. He is also quite possibly the most handsome man he’s gotten to know in the past decade, and over fifteen years his junior.
At almost forty-one years old, some would say he is past his prime. Sure, he takes care of himself. He’s in good health, he knows how to dress, and he gets no shortage of moms striking up conversations with him during trips to the grocery store. But these days he can’t help but be hyperaware of his age with the magazines always pushing anti-aging cream and box hair dye and skin tightening procedures. He hasn’t been with a woman (or a man, for that matter) since the turn of the decade, and up until recently he has been completely content with that.
Michael starts working for the family in January. His feelings of gratitude for Michael’s presence shift into much more complicated, mushy ones sometime in May. He catches himself ogling Michael’s ass like a creep when he’s picking up the kid’s toys in the playroom in June. They celebrate Michael’s twenty-fourth birthday in August, and that’s when he knows he is completely gone for that man.
When Michael lets it slip that he’s never celebrated his birthday before, the kids decide they have to throw a surprise party. His son declares himself the party coordinator because he is nine and that makes him the oldest and wisest. The “party” in question is nothing extraordinary, just take-out dinner at the house and some crooked streamers taped halfway up the wall, courtesy of his two daughters. When Michael shows up that Sunday night for the start of his weekly shift, the kids meet him at the door and shout in unison, “SURPRISE!”
Michael tears up and bends down to be eye level with the kids to pull them into a group hug. He doesn’t even fight the fuzzy feelings in his chest at the sight. Things are going better than they have in years. Until they aren’t.
Roxanne from Human Resources asks him out on a date in late September. She’s a witty, ginger-haired woman, and when he asks his assistant he finds out that she is thirty-eight. She’s his type, he thinks, except he doesn’t really know what his type is anymore. There’s no reason for him to reject her proposition, so he accepts.
On Wednesday evening, while he’s helping Michael with the dishes after dinner, he asks, “Do you have plans tomorrow night?”
Michael fumbles with the frying pan he is washing. It must be the soap suds slicking up his fingers, because he’s never known Michael to be clumsy.
Michael glances up from the corner of his eye. “I don’t,” he responds. “Why?”
“Well, it’s a little awkward…”
Michael props his hip against the sink, smiling at him softly. “I’ve seen you bent over a toilet puking up an entire day’s worth of meals when you had the flu last spring. Nothing is awkward between us anymore.”
Between us, he says. Like there is an us to begin with. He clears his throat, willing his heartbeat to slow down its pounding rhythm against his ribcage. “Would you mind looking after the kids tomorrow night?”
“You got something going on at work?” Michael dunks the frying pan into the side of the sink filled with water to rinse it.
“Actually, no. I have a date.”
The pan hits the water with a splash. It sloshes over the lip of the sink and soaks the front of both their shirts. He curses, dropping the cheese grater he is drying to press the dish towel to his button up.
“I’m sorry, I just lost my grip—” Michael scrambles for another towel. He kneels down to mop up the puddle on the kitchen tile.
“Michael,” he tries, but it goes unheard over Michael’s rambled apologies. “Michael!” Finally, Michael looks up. It’s a very compromising position to be in, standing upright while Michael kneels in front of him. “It’s okay, it was just an accident. Accidents can be remedied, that’s what you always tell the kids, right?”
A red hue spreads across Michael’s cheeks. “Right.” He finishes soaking up the water and stands, wringing the towel out over the sink.
“It’s fine if you can’t cover for me,” he explains, noticing the tension in Michael’s jaw. “I can probably ask my sister if she wouldn’t mind me dropping them off at her place.”
“No, I can do it. Zeke’s always complaining that she doesn’t have any dessert with ‘real sugar’ whenever they stay over.”
It’s an obvious attempt to lighten the mood, and he takes the opportunity for what it is. “Well, she’s a diabetic.”
“That’s what I keep telling him,” Michael laughs, and it’s a sound that he has made his mission to bring out of Michael more often since first hearing it.
He goes back to drying the dishes, accepting the rinsed frying pan from Michael when he offers it up. Their fingers brush briefly, and is he imagining it when he thinks Michael’s hand lingers a little longer than necessary?
“Thank you, really. You have no idea how much you, uh, this means to me.”
He tries to gauge Michael’s feelings about it, but it’s hard to tell when he won’t look up from the sink as he drains the water.
“Don’t mention it,” Michael says. “Anything for you guys.”
And that’s that.
~
The next day he goes to work before anybody else in the house is awake. When he gets home his three kids all must be in the middle of playing football quarterback with the way they tackle him as soon as he steps through the door.
“Oh, I missed you, too,” he wheezes out when his son elbows him in the side.
Michael turns the corner into the foyer at a much more leisurely pace than the kids. He’s wearing the softest looking yellow sweater and low rise jeans, both of which excellently show off his tiny waist. He just wants to slip his fingers under the fabric and feel the way Michael’s stomach muscles jump—
“What time are you leaving?” Michael asks shortly. No greeting, no inquiries about how his work day went. It isn’t their usual routine when he arrives home. He brushes it aside. Michael might just be a little grumpy about losing his night off.
“We’re meeting at the restaurant at seven.”
“You’re not picking Rosie up?”
He straightens up out of the hug and removes his suit jacket. His oldest daughter wraps her limbs around his left leg like a koala, and even though she is getting much too big to get away with it, he limps down the hall with her regardless. “Her name is Roxanne, and no. She told me today she’d prefer to take a cab. I’m going to do the same since we might be drinking.”
When he gets closer, Michael looks him up and down. Then he shrugs one shoulder. “Alright,” he says simply, turning on his heel to head back into the living room.
The interaction as a whole is more than a little weird. But then Zeke launches into a tangent about his teacher marking him down for not writing in cursive, so emphatic about it that he doesn’t have the chance to dwell on it.
~
That evening, as he is waiting for the cab to arrive, his youngest waits with him in the foyer. The others are in the kitchen talking Michael’s ear off. The scent of fresh Jiffy Pop wafts through the air. They’re having a movie night, and apparently it’s Zeke’s turn to pick.
“I wanted to watch Beauty and the Beast again, but Michael says the tape wore out,” Katie tells him. Her two front teeth have just recently fallen out, so all of her ‘s’ sounds come out like a ‘th.’ She stares out the front window while he slips on his shoes.
“I didn’t know that. I’ll buy you a new copy this weekend, how’s that sound?”
Instead of reacting to that, she turns to him abruptly and asks, “Who’s Shivery?”
He pauses. “Who’s what?”
“Shivery. You were upstairs earlier calling the cab and Michael said that Shivery died.”
“Shivery…” he thinks for a moment, and then it clicks. Chivalry. “Michael said that?”
“Yeah. Was she sick?”
Chivalry is dead. Why would Michael have said that? Was he that upset over the cab thing? He makes a mental note to talk to him about it later, if not just to tell him to be careful what he says around Katie. She’s in that phase all six year olds go through, where she repeats everything she hears.
“It’s not a person, hun. Just something adults say sometimes.”
“Like a joke?”
“Sure.”
Katie considers this, then goes back to watching the window. “It isn’t funny.”
The cab arrives shortly after that, and he calls out his goodbyes. His kids all scream various versions of their own farewells. Michael’s voice is noticeably absent among the chorus.
~
The date with Roxanne goes very smoothly. There’s little to no awkward pauses in their conversation, and the red wine is delicious. Before he knows it, three hours have passed before they decide to call it a night. He waits until she catches her ride before getting his own, helping her into the backseat with a comment of, “Let’s do this again.”
She smiles up at him coyly, red lipstick a little smeared from their meal earlier. “Yeah,” she tells him. “Soon.”
The whole ride home he wonders if he was supposed to have kissed her or something. It really has been a long time since he’s gone on a date, hasn’t it? The taxi pulls up in front of his house close to midnight. There’s an eerie sense of calm on the street, the only sounds coming from the wind rustling through the trees and the neighbor’s windchime on their front porch. He can see a light on inside, shining through the front window. Maybe Michael left it on so he wouldn’t come home to a dark house. The thought makes him smile to himself.
He pays the driver and unlocks the front door, being careful not to let the hinges creak as he pushes it open. Quietly, he toes off his dress shoes and puts them on the rack in the foyer, right next to Katie’s sparkly pink sneakers.
Michael is in the living room when he enters. He’s showered and changed into sleepwear in the time since they last saw each other. The yellow light he saw outside casts him in a soft glow as he reads a book on the couch, his legs tucked criss-cross underneath him.
He grinds to a stop in the entryway, voice low as he says, “Oh, hey there.”
Michael looks up from his book and smiles. It isn’t his usual, warm smile. This one is tight across his lips, and doesn’t stretch nearly as far. “Hi,” he replies.
His fingers fumble with the knot of his tie. “You didn’t have to wait up for me. You’re already doing me a favor taking care of the kids on your night off.”
Michael shrugs him off, dog-earing the page of his book and setting it on the cushion beside him. “It’s no big deal. They were very good listeners all evening.” He stands, and when he stretches his arms up the shoulder of his oversized sleep shirt slips down. It reveals the rich, brown skin of his shoulder and the dip of his collar bone. He wants to kiss his way along that strip of skin; feel Michael’s racing pulse under his lips.
Walking over, Michael bats away his uncoordinated fingers to help with the tie. They're so close together like this. His breath smells of mint toothpaste. “So how’d it go? You were out pretty late.”
There’s a drawn out pause during which his tongue feels heavy in his mouth, his eyes locked on Michael’s focused expression as he loosens the tie. If he was more bold, he’d put his hands on Michael’s hips to hold him steady. Instead, he says, “It was nice.”
“Just ‘nice?’”
“I mean, she was nice. We have a good bit in common; hobbies, movies, obviously we work in similar fields.”
“Uh-huh…”
“But she doesn’t have kids. She says she was never interested in splitting her time up between her career and raising a family.”
Michael pauses, hands on the lapel of his shirt. “So you aren’t going to see her again, then?”
“I mean, I didn’t say that.”
Michael levels him with a flat, scrutinizing look. It is much too heavy to tackle at this hour. “Are you serious?”
“What do you mean, am I serious?”
Michael goes back to picking at the knot of the tie, a bit more forceful now as he slips his index finger under a gap and tugs. “Well I mean…you just said she doesn’t like kids. So it’ll never work between you two.”
There’s a tension in the air that wasn’t there moments ago, and it is thick with Michael’s disapproval. He’s hyperaware of the lack of personal space between them. Michael has never helped him dress before, yet he’d come over so casually and did so tonight. Why did he do that? Better question, why hasn’t he stopped him yet?
“Probably not, but there’s nothing wrong with going on a few dates. I never said I was gonna get down on one knee—” his tie comes free and Michael snatches it off his neck, so rough with it that it leaves him at a momentary loss for words. “...We’re just having fun.”
“Fun?” Michael asks, words dipped in acid. He balls up the tie in his hand. “You’re forty years old. You have three kids to take care of, and you’re staying out late with some woman for fun?”
He bristles, defensiveness straightening his shoulders. Michael has become incredibly important to this family. He values his presence in his life, and can’t imagine how much duller it would be without him. But he is also paying him to be here, and he is still Michael’s boss. He isn't about to stand there and let himself be spoken to like this.
“Excuse me? What the hell has gotten into you tonight, Michael?”
As if only just now realizing his attitude, Michael’s whole demeanor shifts. His eyes drop to the ground and he backs away several steps, crossing his arms tightly.
“I’m sorry,” he mutters. “I just think it’s a bad idea. What if you end up really liking her, and she asks you to choose between her and the kids?”
It’s a valid concern. Still, it isn’t something he would have expected from the nanny, of all people. Roxanne is beautiful, and smart, and he can definitely see himself spending more time with her. But if it ever gets to the point where she asks him to draw that line in the sand, it would be a no brainer.
When he doesn’t respond, Michael says to the ground, “You deserve better.”
That’s what does it. All the isolated events from the past two days that led up to this moment come together in stark clarity. Michael’s abnormal clumsiness at the first mention of the date, his passive aggressive behavior before he left, staying up late like a worried parent for him to return, the invasion of personal space, and now this out of left field argument.
The tension melts from his posture.
“Oh, I see what’s going on.” He moves towards Michael with careful, calculated steps. Michael’s shoulders hitch up to his ears, moving backwards as he gets closer. “Are you…jealous?”
Michael inhales sharply. He still won’t make eye contact. “No, I…I dunno.”
“I think you do.”
He keeps closing the distance between them as Michael makes more of it, until he’s backed up so much the backs of his knees bump into the couch. With a gasp, his momentum tips and he sits heavily onto the cushion. The shock of it startles him into looking up. His eyes are big and vulnerable, entire universes shining within them.
“You don’t want me to go on another date with Roxanne because you don’t want me to go on a date with anyone, hm?”
He watches Michael’s throat bob as he swallows. “I guess so,” he says, a damning confession if he’s ever heard one.
Slowly, telegraphing his movements, he reaches down to take his crumpled tie from Michael’s hand. He tucks it into his pocket then leans down in Michael’s space to whisper, “So you don’t want me to go out, and you think I deserve better. What do I deserve, then?”
Michael lets out a trembling sigh. “Me.”
He actually said it!
“You know I have shirts in my dresser that are older than you?”
A fire alights in Michael's eyes. “Like that matters. It hasn't stopped you from checking me out when we're all out by the pool. You think I didn’t notice?”
He doesn't have a rebuttal to that one. In his defense he thought he was much more subtle, only eyeing Michael when he was busy entertaining the kids. But his sunkissed skin was always so tempting, maybe he stared a little longer than he ought to have.
Either way, this night has taken the best kind of turn. He could say this is better than he could have ever imagined, but he’d be lying. He has dreamed about something just like this more than once. In his bedroom at night, or when he is alone in his office zoning out instead of reading the paperwork on his desk. He’s pictured Michael just like this, looking up at him with those gorgeous eyes, admitting to him how he feels. Except, in those fantasies Michael is significantly less clothed.
Roxanne now the furthest thing from his mind, he reaches for his pants. He undoes his belt buckle, then the buttons on his slacks. “How long have you felt this way, sweetheart?”
Michael bites his bottom lip at the pet name, his eyes dropping lower. Standing over Michael like this, his groin is conspicuously close to his face. The growing tent in his slacks is impossible to hide, not that he intends to do anything of the sort.
“I–I’ve been thinking of you for a while. Months, probably.” Michael sounds so shy, and his ears redden as if he can’t believe he’s admitting it out loud.
Giddiness rises in his stomach, but he keeps a lid on it. He guides Michael’s hands to his hips, encouraging him to explore. “And what exactly do you think about?”
“I think about lying next to you in bed, how it would feel to be held by you. I think about this,” Michael places his hand over the bulge in his pants, eliciting a deep rumble from his chest. “How it would feel in my mouth. Or inside me.”
Michael applies pressure and he rocks up into it, saying, “Keep going.” It isn’t clear if he means Michael’s hand or his words.
Michael continues speaking anyway. “You sing in the shower. I hear it sometimes through the shared wall when I’m doing the kids’ laundry.” He is fully palming him now, shyness giving way to confidence from the pleasured sounds it earns him. “I’ve always wanted to sneak in there when your back is turned, just to get a glimpse of you.”
“How naughty.”
This over the clothes stuff is rapidly becoming not nearly enough. They’re so out in the open like this, the kids are just upstairs. But he knows all too well that they sleep like the dead. They took after their mother in that regard, which had done wonders for his own sleep schedule long before Michael entered the picture.
Michael grows bold and presses his face against the cloth of his boxers, mouthing at his bulge. He flinches back involuntarily, a bolt of pleasure shooting through him that he almost doesn’t know what to do with. He grips the hair on top of Michael’s head to hold him still.
“Don’t go on that second date. Let me be there for you.” Michael practically begs, pressing up into his hand.
Well, when he asks so sweetly. Fuck it. He tugs down his underwear just enough to free his erection, sighing when the cool air hits the flushed skin. Michael whines in the back of his throat at the sight of it. He grips himself with one hand, the other still holding Michael’s hair, and presses the tip against the seam of his lips. Michael’s mouth falls open immediately, and he pushes in until he hits the back of Michael’s throat.
“Yeah, there you go,” he groans, pulling out halfway before thrusting back inside. Michael’s mouth is warm and wet, and his tongue drags against the underside of his dick in a way that already has him feeling dizzy. On the next thrust he pushes in a little deeper and Michael gags, throat constricting around him. Michael grabs onto his thighs for purchase. “Relax, you can take it.”
And he does. Michael lets him take the lead as he fucks into his mouth, working hard to keep his throat open. Short, sharp breaths hiss through his nostrils, but he doesn’t struggle or try to pull away. One of his hands drops down to the front of his own pants.
As soon as he notices, he pulls out of Michael's mouth with a slick, popping sound. Michael's lips are swollen and red, and a string of saliva connects the tip to his bottom lip before breaking. He realizes that he's just face fucked the nanny before they've even had their first kiss.
“Need some relief, do you?”
Michael nods quickly, pressing his palm down harder into the front of his pinstriped pajama pants.
“Please,” he says.
He circles around Michael to the other side of the couch, tracking him with his eyes like one would do with their prey. When he takes a seat, Michael wastes no time in shoving off his pants and climbing into his lap.
“Whoa, whoa, slow down, tiger,” he says as Michael grips him. “We still gotta prep you.”
He likes a tight fit just as much as the next guy. But he doesn’t want to hurt Michael, especially since they don't have any lube. In his fantasies, Michael definitely cries when they are fucking, but it’s supposed to be from the overwhelming pleasure more than anything else.
Michael looks at him through his lashes. “I might've fingered myself in the shower earlier while thinking of you.”
God, that's hot. The image of Michael bracing himself with one hand against the slick tiles of the shower wall, the other reaching around to rock back on his own two fingers, it's almost enough to send him over the edge right here. Did the steam fog up the glass and the mirror? Did he whine and moan because he couldn’t reach a deep enough angle?
They would definitely have to take a shower together, pronto. But for now, he settled his hands on Michael's hips and swiped his thumbs back and forth along the jut of the bones there. Michael melts at his touch, his hips jumping forward.
“Getting yourself off on the job, that's not very professional.” Michael blushes, but doesn’t refute the statement. “So you're nice and loose for me, then?”
Michael brings his arms around his neck. “Yes. I'm ready for you, promise.”
“If you say so.”
Then he lines himself up and pulls Michael down onto him in one go. True to his word, he slides right in, bottoming out in no time. He's still tight, fuck, but it’s good. The slide is made slightly easier from Michael sucking him off earlier.
Michael's head drops down onto his shoulder, crying out into his dress shirt. But even with his face pressed against him, he is loud. Especially when he starts thrusting up into him, Michael's moans turn high and stay that way. It's incredibly attractive, but also concerning.
“You gotta be quiet, we don't want to be disturbed, baby.”
“'m trying!” Michael insists. His whole body shakes with each thrust.
That gives him an idea. He slows his pace so he is grinding up into Michael, reaching into his pocket to retrieve his tie. When Michael lifts his head to see what the hold up is, he gently eases open his mouth and stuffs the crumpled fabric inside. Michael makes a sound of surprise, but it’s successfully muffled.
He slams up into Michael, and even the sound of skin on skin is muted since he is still wearing his slacks. The teeth of the open zipper scratch against the meat of Michael's ass with each thrust, and he keeps letting out these strangled moans that sound half caught between pain and pleasure.
“You’re so tight,” he groans. Michael rolls down onto him, hips gyrating sinfully. “You sure you prepped?” His voice becomes strained as his climax builds.
Michael doesn't answer, just throws his head back, cheeks bulging as his drool soaks through the tie in his mouth. The line of his throat is exposed and it's so, so tantalizing, he can't help but lean forward and suck a bruise into it. Michael keens, bringing a hand up to the back of his head to keep him there.
He's so close. He wants Michael to reach his peak at the same time, desperate to see his face screw up in ultimate bliss after all these months of just his imagination to work with. So he wraps a hand around Michael's dick, which is already leaking like a faucet. Michael shudders at the touch, pushing into it and then rocking down onto his lap like he can't decide what feels better.
“You’re so gorgeous,” he says into Michael’s skin. “Need you to cum for me, can you do that?”
Michael says something unintelligible, but it sounds like it’s in the affirmative. He runs his thumb along the underside of Michael's dick again and again, obsessed with the choked off noises it draws out. He worries for a second that he's not going last, then he feels Michael clench down around him.
“Fuck!” Michael exclaims, clear as day even with the tie gagging him.
Michael's release bubbles over his hand, getting all over their shirts and his lap, but he doesn’t even care because he tips over the edge right after that. He bites down on Michael's collarbone like he'd wanted to earlier, reveling in Michael's pained-pleasured whine.
When it's over, they sit there on the couch while they both come down, heavy breaths mingling together. He gently eases the tie out of Michael's mouth. It comes out with a wet squelch. Michael buries his face in his neck. As he softens, still inside, the realization of what they've both done settles over him. This must break every kind of rule in the nanny handbook. Any handbook, really. He just fucked his employee. The irony that just an hour ago he was chatting it up with someone who works in HR isn’t lost on him.
Despite his own mind racing at the implications, Michael stays totally relaxed in his lap. Carefully, testing the waters, he runs a hand up and down his back. Michael's sleep shirt clings to him with sweat.
“You okay?” He murmurs.
“‘M good,” Michael says back.
“You know we're gonna have to talk about this.”
That gets Michael to tense up. He buries his face harder into the crook of his shoulder. “Can it wait?”
All that burning jealousy seems to have been snuffed out by this point. He sounds so small, so vulnerable. It is a stark reminder of the years of lived experience between the two of them.
“Yeah,” he acquiesces. “It can wait.”
It's very late. They both need to get some rest. He stands, readjusting his grip to brace his arms under Michael’s ass. It feels as if he weighs almost nothing. Michael wraps his arms and legs around him tightly when he crouches down to scoop up his abandoned sleep pants. It wouldn't do to leave any evidence of their misgivings to be discovered in the light of the morning.
He tries his best to avoid any creaky spots on his way up the stairs, but it’s difficult when he's carrying an adult man along with him. His back is going to give him shit for this later. As he makes his way down the hall, he considers taking Michael back to his bedroom. Ultimately, he decides against it. His kids love waking him up by jumping on him on Friday mornings before school, and he doesn't even want to begin thinking about how to explain why their nanny is in his bed with him.
So with a heavy heart, he carries Michael into the room that’s the first door on the left. It used to be a guest room, but since they hired him it’s been converted into his living space. The bed isn’t made, and there’s some laundry piled on the floor in the corner. It’s a stark contrast to how he treats the rest of the house. Michael is always the one reminding the kids to make their beds first thing in the morning.
When he puts Michael on the mattress he goes willingly, spreading out like a starfish. It’s a very exposing position, and he can see his own release dribbling out between Michael’s legs. If the circumstances were different, he’d reach over and shove it back in with two fingers, making sure Mihcael keeps it all inside. But Michael is blinking sleepily, completely wiped out from their previous activities, and they both really do need to get to sleep. So he retreats to the doorway, his hand on the knob to pull it closed when Michael speaks.
“Are you mad at me?” Michael whispers.
“No,” he replies instantly, and it’s true. He isn’t mad at Michael. As for himself, that’s a bit more complicated.
“I’m sorry.”
“You have nothing to apologize for. Goodnight, Michael.”
“...Night.”
With that he closes the door behind himself, each step towards his own room feeling like he’s walking towards his own execution. Once he’s in his bed, he lies awake staring through the darkness at the ceiling. This isn’t right. He’d been expecting to feel relief, or delight. At the very least he’d expected that unreachable itch to be satiated. He got what he wanted after all this time, didn’t he?And Michael is so wonderful, that fact hasn’t changed now that they’ve crossed this line. In the moment, with Michael writhing on his lap, begging for his touch, that had been the best feeling in the world. But it doesn't feel nearly as good in the aftermath.
It’s a while before he is finally able to drop off into sleep. There’s one thought repeating on a loop in his head.
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michael left the stage sweating, panting, and aching in more ways than usual. he quickly said his goodbyes and thanks to everyone involved and tried his hardest to get in the blacked out vehicle waiting outside with a swiftness.
once inside he let out a breath of relief and told the driver an address to drop him off at.
"but mr.jackson, are you not expected to be home soon?" the driver questioned and looked at him concerning lying through the rearview mirror. michael almost whined at that answer, he was a grown man after all and the fact that he had so many eyes following him everywhere he went got annoying after awhile.
"yes well tell them im making a stop somewhere very quickly." the driver only nodded in response before mumbling something unintelligible into the radio on his shoulder.
michael pulled out his flip phone and dialed a familiar number, bringing it to his ear with an impatient sigh. his legs moved with anxiety and arousal and he so badly wanted to touch himself, he had to hug his chest and trap his hand under his armpit to stop himself.
the line was finally picked up and a sweet voice followed by loud music and a crowd was heard through the phone. "Mikey! i almost didnt pick up until i saw it was you" the velvety voice sing-songed. a small smile made its way to michael's face, "you see im in the area for a tour and i wanted to pay a visit to your hidden services.." his voice trailed off.
it was embarrassing to speak about when his driver was basically staring him down. "mhm okay sugar, see you soon~" michael whispered a goodbye before throwing his phone to the side and putting a hand over his face, this felt like the longest drive ever.
. . .
he put on some sunglasses and tucked his curls into a baseball cap before doing the walk of shame and paranoia from the car to the doors of sin city. instead of going through the front, instead he slipped to the back and gave a nod to the security who let him in.
"well helloooo!!! my love!" aisha basically ran to greet him with a hug and kiss, he sunk into her touch and giggled, "hi girl, it's been so long..." she agreed and talked about feeling like some whore that he calls when he's horny, she was met with a gentle punch to the arm. "sha stop that! you should come over for a drink tomorrow, ive got some things to tell you" the man said as he was being led to some curtains. "well of course baby, i'll be there! now, i set you up this comfy little place. go ahead and get comfy!" michael thanked the woman.
she left through the same curtains and he took in the familiar set up. there was a wooden board that continued past a wall, many stalls like these were set up but they had a divider in the middle so even they couldnt see each other.
michael stripped his sweatpants and soaked panties, leaving on his white shirt to feel some security for the time being and laid on the hard surface.
his bottom half dissapeard behind the wall and his chest and face were the only things hidden. sure it was uncomfortable but the moans being heard through the thin walls around made his hole leak.
it didnt take even a few minutes before someone had come to his wall. his thick legs were being gripped and massaged, "ive never seen this pussy before, must be new huh?" the stranger inquired as michael circled his hips, begging that his needy pussy finally got attention.
he almost responded before remembering exactly where he was and that those on his side of the wall never answered questions. another set of hands were felt on michael's body, "definitely, id remember that fat clit if it was usually here," michael blushed and his clit pulsed at the comment, it was so large it was nearly a dick.
the stranger's hands gradually got higher on his body, two hands making their way to his hips, trailing behind to his plump ass.
a shiver went through michael's entire body when he finally felt warm lips kiss at his aching heat.
a heavy, wet tongue licked along his folds. it snaked under his clitoral hood and flicked at the sensitive bud in the middle. michael had already started to moan and gasp under the stranger's attention, but this made him whine and mewl with pleasure.
his hands were placed on the wall for support as his thighs shook and his hips moved to the rhythm of the tongue licking him so good. soon he felt his legs being lifted and placed on a stranger's shoulders, the tongue being plunged deeper and deeper into his warm walls.
his big clit was hard and throbbing between his folds, the stranger not forgetting to suck and tease it. soon there was a thick finger replacing the tongue. it thrusted into his tight hole before introducing another, and another.
soon enough there were four fingers intruding inside of him, the stranger's thumb being left out to give attention to his clit. "look at this whore, they can take all my fingers so quicky.." "their thighs are so fucking thick, god i want to fuck them..." "yes baby let me slap that fat clit..." he heard them groan. he felt so dirty but so good...these stranger's were using him as a fucktoy, not even knowing his name, his celebrity status; he felt free of judgement at this time, just being enjoyed even without his talents on display.
he felt a stranger's dick being rubbed against his thick, spotted thighs. it was first the tip, then the entire length.
michael felt his thigh getting wet with precum, then two fingers pinched at his clit and slapped it while the other stranger continued to stretch him out before removing his hand much to michael's dismay.
but then his fngers were replaced by a fat dick. it was so big, the stretch made michael hiss at first, his own thick fingers made their way to his nipples through his shirt. he teased and pinched them as the large dick went in and out of his gummy walls.
the stranger's balls hit his pussy folds as he thrusted, some lips making their way to suck and bite at michael's thighs.
he couldnt help the high and loud moans he was producing, forgetting the fear of being found out he closed his eyes and lost himself in the pleasure. his baseball cap was long forgotten on the floor, michael's long curls sticking to his forehead and neck due to how much he was sweating.
his mouth was open and he was drooling in satisfaction. then, he felt something he never has before. .. another stranger's tip was teasing his hole before plunging into him too. michael let out a strangled cry at the tightness, he had never taken two dicks at once and it was so much to get used to. once he did, though, he was on cloud nine.
he can hear so many strangers moaning behind the wooden wall, the ones inside him praising how good he was taking them and how beautiful his pussy was. he heard others playing with their dicks at the sight, some continuing to hump at his shaking thighs. at one point he even heard a woman's moans and could hear the bracelets on her arms jingling as she circled her clit with her fingers.
it was all so much, at this point michael didn't even count how many times he came.
the two dicks were now long gone from his gaping hole, a large palm was placed onto his pussy to feel the wetness and warmth.
another finger teased at his hole that was now stretched larger, one finger doing basically nothing.
michael had passed out at some point, he was exhausted from the concert and this experience was just what he needed.
he loved it, falling asleep behind this wall and waking up to his pussy being completely ruined and abused by complete strangers.
and thats exactly what happened. the man finally sat up and slid his legs back out of the hole. he heard some curses of disappointment that he was leaving and it made him smile.
he couldnt even stand on his own two feet, using the wooden board he was once laying on as support he reached for a towel that aisha had left for him. he wiped off the juices that were left on his stomach and made sure to clean his folds as well.
he looked into the mirror on his wall and he was an absolute wreck. his thighs were littered with bite marks and hickeys and bruises, his hips having large finger bruises etched into his soft skin.
his hair was stuck to his neck, his white shirt turned transparent with sweat, and dried drool on the corner of his lips that were swolen due to how much he was biting at them.
he traced at all the marks with glee, at least it wasn't his neck! this much was perfectly fine.
finally he put his clothes back on, disguise at the ready, and left the establishment.
he sure owed aisha a big one!
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written for @fawnmj ~ i hope you enjoy mylov! . . . effie
You've got people who've just pulled out "THEYRE USING AI!!!" out of their asses even though authors state theyre just edited and some even link the og voice actors (wickluvsu btw ur welcome), you've got some people saying "umm this doesnt even sound anything like him" and then 2 comments later someone asking "omg is this really him??!?!??!?"
And of course for this to happen the tiktok/twt posters had to go onto tumblr, look through mj x reader/smut tags, listen to it despite the warnings, decide its weird, and then decide because its weird theyre gonna expose the normal public on other apps, who were not looking for mj nsfw, (including literal children) to it.
Then those same people who use tumblr for their x reader fics and smut are gonna decide to morality police the tumblr fandom over shit that has been literally done for years in EVERY OTHER RPF TUMBLR FANDOM. You can literally find audios for any famous kpop group you want right now, they even have dedicated tags. The only difference is the people who seeked them out didn't decide to switch to puritan mode and tweak out to absolve their gooner guilt. Tumblr has always been the nsfw land of the freaks. If you don't like it get off and keep ur puritan shit on twt
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