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It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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IM PERMANENTLY MOVING HERE. 🥀

#ohmeshed

The Good Doctor: Season 4, Episode 4

#The Good Doctor #Shaun Murphy #S4E4

The Good Doctor: Season 4, Episode 4

#The Good Doctor #Shaun Murphy #S4E4

I permanently deleted a part of my life - used to be a part of my life. I'm letting go. I finally let go.

11-26-2020 / 01:48 PM

This day is one of the days I question everything. What for? For whom? Why? And? So? Then this. I have to do this not because of anybody but him.

11-26-2020 / 01:02 PM

I can't stop him from growing too fast.

#2020 #November2020 #Quentin

11-23-2020 / Happy Birthday, Hayley!

Ate Ar and Chiku are still in the hospital so we only had a small celebration at home. Mum cooked an award-winning creamy spaghetti and I got Hayley some sans rival cake plus another caramel cake from Ate Krizzia.

We sang the birthday song for Hayley but she didn't give a shit about anything around her. It was funny. She didn't even blow her cake and focused on eating/destroying her cake. My kind of mood.

Hey Hayley, though you are stubborn and maldita and masungit, though you love to go potty in my room, though you are so loud and you love to ruin my stuff, Tita Mesh loves soooo much! I always got your back no matter what. Love you bubu!

#November2020 #2020 #23 #Hayley

11-25-2020 / 09:06 AM

So I was MIA for days just because.

Yesterday, Mum found my 2013 graduation dress. It still fits!

I also have the same questions. What the f I was thinking and why did I wear a tutu on my graduation day. I know. Not the best days of my life.

#2020 #November2020 #25 #Self #Gpoy

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115/100 - Chemical Hearts

Seventeen-year-old Henry Page has never been in love. He fancies himself a romantic, but the kind of once-in-a-lifetime love he's been hoping for just hasn't happened yet. Then, on the first day of senior year, he meets transfer student Grace Town and it seems all that is about to change. When Grace and Henry are chosen to co-edit the school paper, he is immediately drawn to the mysterious newcomer. As he learns the heartbreaking secret that has changed her life, he finds himself falling in love with her - or at least the person he thinks she is.

Genre: Drama, Romance

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Last night, I binge watched Austin Abrams' movies because I kinda fell in love with him after Dash & Lily Season 1 and so I found this gem.

Chemical Hearts will be my second fav movie after TFIOS because it's just so beautiful. This is a story of the chaos and confusion of the teenage life, heartbreaks, grief and healing at one's pace. Also, the movie featured one of my favorite art forms, kintsukuroi, the Japanese art of putting broken pottery pieces back together with gold — built on the idea that in embracing flaws and imperfections, you can create an even stronger, more beautiful piece of art.

I can't blame Henry for trying to "fix" Grace since his heart and intentions are so pure. At first, I disagreed with the ending but after thorough processing, I got to understand that it was the best for both of them.

I also love the color schemes, the cinematography, the mood and most specially, the script - that's why it became one of my favorites.

"Scars are not reminders of what's been broken, but rather of what's been created." -Krystal Sutherland, Our Chemical Hearts

#2020 #November2020 #Chemical Hearts #Favorite movie

11-10-2020 / Tuesday

So this cute little chicken here asked his mom for some donuts around 11PM last night. Due to limited options given the lockdown situation, we only got to order Krispy Kreme Glazed donuts. After his mom handed him the box, Chiku said "Not donuts!" I died laughing idk.

I asked him what donut does he want. He said "Orange donuts!" No doubt, he wanted some chocobutternut. So I made a promise to buy him those as early as possible so when he wakes up, he can indulge with his chocobutternut donuts.

Those are the smiles I got in return. #TitaDuties

#2020 #November2020 #10 #Chiku