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she's so pretty and she's no you but she's no me either and theres a rip in her dress from all the words you threw thinking they'd hurt her and you think he'll prefer your clean cut sunday dress to a girl who's been touched but he picks up a sewing kit and mends her back up

posting this here instead of peach bc there's a girl who i might not want to read this on there anyway. ethan is in town this week... and he texted me this morning asking what i was up to this week. and i was like... didn't even kno u were coming to boston but okay!!! so we were chatting and brought up emily and marin and how we should text them... and he goes "haven't told kevyn tho" and i was like? are you going to hang with her? and he was like No wasn't planning on it... I think he thot we were friends or something and she would find out lmao anyway We decided to meet up before my soul cycle class so we met on bu campus and walked to copley and it was just! so nice! it's really like ....incredibly comfortable talking to him :///// and one of my fav things. was whenever somebody would ask for money, or change, or food on the street, he never ignored them?? even tho he had nothing to give them all, he would just say "no sorry, hope you have a good day, man!" or something and i was like :'( not a lot of people fucking do that because they're too scared to make conversation... IT WAS JUST KIND and then he walked me to soul cycle :( and even came inside :( and didn't leave until i was like... u can go u kno... honestly it's so weird because i don't even hate kristen??? like not at all?? she's super nice and i really am happy for them but.........idk. I'm happy with myself rn too!! He just nice friend who I care about a lot :// Seeing him again on thursday or friday with marin and em so hopefully that's fun

ugh i really could murder kyle... he’s the laziest fucking person when it comes to our job and i do EVERYTHING....he doesn’t know any of the students’ names and asks me for all the passwords and how to do everything even tho it’s in our binders and we learned it all at training???

also this weekend and the fucking trip i couldn’t go on... he KNOWS i have FOMO and anxiety about being left out but yesterday he said “just know we probably won’t be snapchatting you at all because we’ll be so busy and you won’t know what we’re doing”

why would you say that? that’s so fucking mean

i wish i never introduced him to these people

love being left out of everything :)

so this summer i’ve become closer with this group of guys who are friends wtih grace and them.... and 2 of them (kevin and mike) played softball with us tonight... and i’m really not that close with them at all but we have other mutual friends like ... e....thn..anan....and kevin was being super NOSY AND INVASIVE because we were talking about this girl mike hooked up with last weekend and they suddenly just go “so who are u into” and i was liek...... nobody.. and they kept being persistent like AS IF i would say who i’ve liked for the past 3 years to u 2 humans i’ve known for about a month....no thanks!!! war flashbacks!

so I was hanging out with this girl who dated e for like a semester freshmen year tonight and she was showing me somebody on fb and I saw that her recent searches were e and his gf...... and I was like damn??? like that #impact??? glad I'm not the only one stupid enough to be hung up for so long

when k cheated on her BF last night.....literally why is she so messy...

so e has been coming to trivia with us for the past 3 weeks and idk he's just so Nice and fun and has been a really good friend :(((((( and I get sad about it sometimes but it's okay i think? idk you never really get over somebody but maybe one day I will...?? for now tho it's just. fine we were both at the same bar tonight and everytime I would pass him he would keep hip checking me and we talked for awhile by the bathrooms until he had to take his drunk friend home but I'm just always so shocked by how genuine he is??? it's so ANNOYING I think he's just trying to meet his quota of how many people he has to see before graduation idek

had dinner with e and Abby tonight and I kept making fun of the fact that he's always too busy to ever hang out with us/doesn't want to and he was genuinely hurt and I felt bad because I know he cares about our friendship Bc he's the one who texted to hang out ......and idk Im just sad that there were so many wasted semesters and we're all graduating in a month :( he's such a good friend tho ugh ugh ughhhh I can't ever actually be mad at him u kno?? Alas! I'll just be alone forever

I’m so frustrated and done wtih everything i can’t

do this anymore!!!!!!

stu wanted to have a surprise party for abby... but then he said he didn’t want to have it at HIS place so i was like. ok i’ll make a fb event and we can have it in our small ass dorm apartment....so i invited all of abby’s friends....and then i just checked the event and stu invited like 6 of HIS friends... and im like? are you fucking kidding me? who the hell is going to sign all your fucking friends in + all the friends we already have that live off campus??? we each are only allowed to sign in 3 people so like. am i just going to spend all of abby’s party running down and signing people in while stu gets to spend all day with her including dinner and then brings her to the surprise party.......and spends that ONE HOUR WITH HER 2 while me karolina and laura are running around like idiots

so fucking. annoying

I love my friends!

THIS IS UNREAL Im screaming ??

lmao Abby and I saw Ethan and Kristen at the gym this morning and we waved and she gave us the Look of the DEVIL Jesus it was cold ....

had dinner with Ethan yesterday and it was nice!! when me and Karolina saw him at the gym the night before she was like "he just seems like he cares about your friendship so much!" and it true he's honestly such a nice human and I'm glad to know him!! he's also a Bernie supporter so. That's great :-)

ok this is going to sound so rude

but me and abby are going to a career fair tomorrow and she was like “my resume is 2 pages!!” and im liek??? why.... and i looked at it and it was so bad.... she literally wrote under skills “works efficiently and independently” and “has had experience with R coding”

like her experiences and academic achievements are so good she doesn’t need all this extra shit but she just loves giving off the image of having all this STUFF and im like. not needed

i’m just bitter bc her GPA is so good and mine sux but ok whatever

ran into Ethan at the gym and he's been so flaky with plans recently that I barely stopped to say hi like Abby and I just kept walking and he was like "ok bye...????" and I was like bye! and then I went to an elliptical and he came up next to me and was like "seriously can we get dinner soon I miss you" and when he left.... he leaned in and ... smelled my neck... at the gym... wha RT he fuck I am so mad!!

lmfao I was at a party and A and his gf were there and I introduced myself to her Bc j was kinda drunk and thought she. didn't know me and she was like.... we've met... I literally died anyway A is so Hot and I lowkey wanna Die!!!

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