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#horny tag? (will prob change this one soon it’s just temporary for now lol and the question mark cus idk when things need to be tagged so ya)
#magnolia talks about boners again sorry (idk why I have this one but it’s been used several times)
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
SOME THINGS I LIKE:
journaling — sudoku — daydreaming — curry — my brown docs — i draw occasionally — sleeping
BOOK NOOK:
𖦹 currently reading: east of eden by john steinbeck
𖦹 fav tropes/genre/sub genres: found family, gothic, dark, mystery, friends to lovers, i prefer a love story rather than a romance.
𖦹 fav books: babel, the raven cycle, jane eyre, the poppy war, the secret history, little women, the ministry of time, seven husbands of evelyn hugo, sunrise on the reaping (there’s prob sm more im forgetting)
FILM, TV, MUSIC
✮ little women ✮ my girl ✮ pitch perfect ✮ bottoms
james potter and sirius black are INSEPARABLE like to the point where once remus and sirius buy their own place and james and regulus buy theirs the two of them see each other every day like sirius will be mopping around and remus will call regulus and be like “can you bring yours over mines sad” and reggie will just sigh in response like i need yall to understand how dependent sirius and james are on each other theyre like two shelter cats that cannot be sold separately
when he's high, the only place remus wants to be is under sirius' shirt with his face shoved into his stomach. it does not matter where they are or who they are with when they're getting high. remus is getting in there like he's a man on a mission.
LOSERRRR remus is funnier to me than "cool" "emotionally unavailable" and mean remus because imagine this boy spending YEARSsSs convinced sirius could never possibly love him while simultaneously treating sirius like they're already dating ALL THIS TIME
he'll brush sirius's hair out of his face in the middle of a conversation without thinking, he'll take sirius's cold hands and warm them up while continuing to read his book, he'll automatically save sirius the better seat by the fireplace because he KNOWS sirius is always cold.
these things don't even register to him anymore. they're instinct!!
and then later that night he's lying in bed staring at the ceiling thinking, "sirius doesn't even see as more than a friend...." while sirius is sure they are dating
Remus' confession to Sirius goes something like: "I'm grumpy and boring. I act like an old man. I'm poor and I can't give you all that I wish I could, you deserve so much more then my love. You deserve everything. You are everything, really. But I will hold you. I will make you coffee every morning and dinner every night... and I've written poetry. About you... a lot of poetry actually, maybe uhh too mu—" before Sirius interrupts by kissing him.
Sirius standing between a sitting Remus' spread knees with Remus' hands holding his hips, chin resting on Sirius' stomach to look up at him with big brown eyes that are rolling back and fluttering closed with a sigh as Sirius rakes his fingers through Remus' curls.
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imagining remus on call with hope, smiling softly, assuring her yes ma i'm with my friends don't worry, then hanging up, taking an empty seat in the corner, eating alone like he always does
remus is the biggest loser. he invented being a loser. he is a loser loser loser. he is awkward and weird. he doesn't like talking too much if it's with a person he doesn't know that much. he will just look away and hope sirius will come and lead the conversation because he is a loser.