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It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
Grabe, di ko namalayang sampung taon na pala ko dito kay Tumblr. Marami na din akong nakwento at nachismis dito. Lahat yata ng kadramahan ko sa buhay nakapaksa na dito kahit pag binabasa ko ulit napapangiwi na lang ako. HAHAHAHA! Anyways, happy 10th to us, Tumblr!
Being there
Today I learn that "being there" is subjective. Regardless if you have good intentions, "being there" for someone varies to how the receiving end defines it. Sometimes it means lending an ear to listen. Sometimes it means treating them normally even if you knew they are not doing well.
This maybe a miniscule thing but its very crucial. It is important to know how the person that is valuable to you define what "being there" is to them. Why? Because even good intentions can be bad for people who are not in sync with each other. It can cost friendships or relationships to waver. It can cause doubts. It can cause irritations. And it can cause misunderstandings.
Trust me, its crucial to know them.
Consider constantly checking on someone because you are worried but that someone just really wanted to act normal because they just don't want to think or talk about it. Its like poking a fresh wound.
I won't say that your intentions are bad. Its just that your approach is wrong because you didn't took the time to discover it. Its hard though, I know.
If you are also going through something similar. I hope you can hang in there. I hope you won't be consumed by guilt for it. Its a shitty feeling. I hope no one will need to get through it.
Get you the moon // ❤️
Sabi nila hindi raw nagkakasabay ang swerte mo sa buhay. Minsan kapag swerte ka sa lovelife, malas ka sa career. Kapag naman maganda ang career mo, malungkot ang lovelife mo.
“Loyalty is rare. If you find it, keep it.”
— doubting if it’s rare or just completely nonexistent
One person in your life, one sentence, has the power to change you forever.
Nag start ako mag diet 2 weeks ago. Now I lost 14 days.
Isali niyo narin pati ang printer dahil maraming empleyado ang nagpi-print ng CV. Colored pa. (Isa nako dun.)
View. The. Possibilities.
Kapag nahanap mo na yung taong umiiyak habang sinasagot niya ang tanong mo kung bakit ka niya mahal sa kabila ng ugali mong petmalu, trust me, she/he’s the one. Kaya wag mo na siyang pakakawalan.
She was the girl of my dreams, but now I've found the woman of my reality.
Minsan napapaisip ako, ano kayang trip ni Lord bakit binigay ka niya sakin? Bakit sa dami dami ng taong nakilala, nakapalibot at lumandi, nauwi rin ako sa taong lumayo at kinalimutan ko na ng mahabang panahon? Alam mo yung feeling na, nandoon na yung qualities mo, nandoon na yung pinapangarap mong tao, tas pinagtripan ka ng panahon, kabaliktaran ang dumating sayo ngayon? Alam mo 'yon? Pero simula nung dumating ka, maraming nagbago sa buhay ko. Simula nung bumalik ka, nagbago ang sistema at ikot ng mundo ko. Ikaw ang naging mundo ko kaya siguro bumilog ka lalo. Sinampal mo ang isang katotohanang hindi ko naisip noon pa man. Na minsan kung sino pa yung taong kabaliktaran ng pinapangarap mo, siya pa yung taong kukumpleto at magpupuno ng mga pagkukulang mo sa sarili mo. Binigay mo sakin ang totoong kahulugan ng "RELATIONSHIP GOALS". Na akala ko sa pag popost, paghoholding hands sa palengke at pagsesend ng limang page ng manila paper na puro messages ang laman with matching audience at mga tagahawak. Hindi mo binigay sakin ang salitang "Walang Hanggan, pero inalay mo sakin ang salitang "kasalukuyan". Tinuruan mo kong makipag holding hands sa mga plato, tinuruan mo kong fuminger ng buttons para mag operate ng washing machine. Pinakita mo sakin kung pano magsulat ng loveletter sa may-ari ng bahay na hindi muna tayo makakabayad ng rent dahil wala pa tayong sahod. Imbis na "BUCKET LIST", tinuruan mo kong maglista ng "BAKIT-WALA-TAYONG-PERA-LIST". At ang pinaka nakakabilib sayo, masyado mong pinahaba ang pasensya ko. Yung tipong galit na galit nako to the nth power pero I need to chill my ass out at kawawa ang partition natin. At hindi lang ‘yon! Inupgrade mo ang fliptop skills ko sa tuwing nagsasagutan at nagtatalo tayo. For 9 years na pagkakakilala natin sa isa't isa, ngayon lang kita mas nakilala. And I thank God for giving us that "second chance" to know each other better.
Para sa girlfriend ko,
Siguro nag kukonsimisyon ka na naman sa pag-uugali ko sa mga oras na 'to. Sumasakit na naman siguro ang ulo mo sa pagiging makulit ko. Nababadtrip kana naman sa pagiging tamad ko. Naiinis kana naman sa pagiging ma-pride ko. Lahat na ata ng katangian ko nagiging dahilan ng brain cancer mo. Na halos hinahighblood ka nalang palagi, na parang gusto mo nalang akong sapakin, sakalin, itakin at patayin. Pero hindi mo parin magawa dahil mahal mo ko, at syempre mababawasan ng gwapo sa mundo.
Pasensya ka na ha kung sa kasamaang palad biniyayaan ka ng isang anak ng tupang katulad ko. Kahit ako hindi ko rin maintindihan ang sarili ko. Naiinis din ako sa paguugali ko. Marami na rin akong naging kasalanan sayo. Minsan napapaiyak pa kita, natitiis na hindi kausapin, inaaway at pinapasikip ang dibdib kahit wala ka rin namang dibdib. Sinusubukan kong magbago. Pinipilit ko ang sarili kong ibahin ang takbo ng buhay ko hindi lang para sakin, kundi para sayo. Kasi alam ko yun yung best way para magtagal at magkaintindihan tayo. Wala naman tayong ibang goal diba kundi magtagal? Gusto kong magbago. Kahit hindi ako ang maging the best basta ako lang yung taong masasabi mong "The One" para sayo. Gusto kong iparamdam sayo kung gaano ka ka-importante para sakin. Gusto kong malaman mo kung gaano ko pinahahalagahan ang kung ano ang meron tayo kasi alam ko minsan naiisip mong parang wala lang. Dedma lang. Gusto kong marealize mo kung gaano ako katakot na mawala ka sa buhay ko. Hindi naman ikaw ang buhay ko at kaya kong mabuhay ng wala ka. Pero alam kong isa ka sa mga kumukumpleto nito. Isa ka sa mga ingridients para maging masarap at maging mala adobo ang takbo ng sistema ko.
Kaya sana, sana, na kahit gaano pa ko kasakit sa ulo mo, hindi mo parin ako susukuan at mas iintindihin mo pa ko. Haba habaan mo pa ang pasensya mo yung tipong mas mahaba pa sa nguso mo kapag nagtatampo. Sana mas mahalin mo pa ko. Sana hindi ka magbago. Mahal na mahal kita. At kaya ko ring intindihin ang minsa'y tinotopak na katulad mo.
Realidad 101.
"Tangina, trabaho na naman." Katagang palagi mo nalang nasasambit tuwing pag dilat ng mga mata mong nanlalaban pa ng antok sa umaga. Mga panahong napapatanong ka sa sarili mo kung ano ang pwede mong irason pag umabsent ka pero mauuwi lang din sa babangon kana at kikilos dahil doble pa ang bawas sa sahod mong kay hirap tipirin na tipong ultimo bigas ang hirap pang budgetin. Maiiyak ka nalang kapag araw na ng bayarin. Mapapatanong ka nalang sa sarili mo, pucha worth it ba tong paghihirap ko kung dati lang nakahilata ako sa kama at naghihintay ng palamon ni mama? Pero saka mo lang din naisip at narealize na putangina nagpapasalamat pa rin ako sa paghihirap kong 'to dahil marami akong natutunan at nakabili na rin ako ng bahag mula sa sarili kong bulsa. Pucha.
At hindi mo namamalayang nakarating ka na ng Opisina.
I am not sure of the worst kind of break up.
Is it when the person, whom you thought would never get tired of telling you that you are enough, gradually drifts because he is already in love with someone else?
Or, is it when the person, whom you thought would never leave your side, dies?
Or, is it when the person, whom you thought would support your dreams (and vice versa), decides to chase his dreams all by himself?
Or, is it when the person, whom you thought would never lose interest in you, falls out of love with you?
All breakups are heart-piercing, soul-breaking, and mind-shattering. It’s like a nightmare that actuated itself to a degree of reality to choke you. Or, an open wound that was sprinkled with salt and poured with alcohol.
It’s like you’ve seen this coming, but you never realized that it would be today, or any other day, or some day near.
Despite the thoughts of “is this the end?” everyone will still find it difficult to say the last word. Everyone would still settle for the pain because saying the last word would mean putting an end to the aspirations, memories, and traditions that were made together.
Now, what is the worst kind of break up?
Nothing.
Nothing is worse than finally giving up to love, to be loved, and to be in loved with the person you chose to spend every second of your life. Nothing is worse than having to go through the same path and go through with the cycle of life, without the person that brought so much light to that path and so much fuel to continue with the cycle of life.
Nothing is more breaking than breaking up with your person.
Nothing is more breaking than setting the person, who was caged in your heart, free and who, ironically, also is the same person who holds your heart, like how he holds your whole universe.
And they lived happily ever after. Separately.
