i write sometimes

♡ nisa!! ♡ she/her ♡ '18 ♡ | to orbit the sun, to dance with saturn what a privilege ☆

[1njjrd]

i wonder if you slept well last night if you made yourself a cup of tea this morning if you sat by the window for a while just watching the world outside if you’re finding joy in the little things while i sit here trying to ignore the pile of unopened letters and unanswered calls i wonder if you ever think about the days when i used to be a part of your routine while i’m left replaying old messages and feeling the weight of every empty moment it feels like i’m stuck in a loop endlessly waiting for something that will never come

[thoughtcascades]

idk man i just want to sit on the floor with someone and not have to be funny or interesting or fine

[1njjrd]

speaking up isn’t simple it is a war inside your head sentences forming like bruises, thoughts fighting to be heard, heart and mind at war just to let out a single word

it takes strength to name the feeling to carve it out of your chest, to say, this is what i am this is what i feel, this is what i cannot hold alone

it is a process a slow undoing a quiet death of ego again and again until you accept you deserve to be heard

[jasmindas]

Obsessed with this colour.💙

[1njjrd]

i kissed your forehead and i knew it was the last time you were cold, pale, and lifeless the worst part is you didn’t feel it but a piece of me stayed with you gone from the world but forever in my heart

[1njjrd]

[baby-girl-aaron-dessner-deactiv]

Art by: Henry James Garrett

[1njjrd]

show me your scars and i will trace the stories they tell until the weight of them pulls us both under

[mournfulroses]

Nina Mclaughlin, from "Wake, Siren," originally published in November 2019

[1njjrd]

to live without chains is to understand anarchism

[feral-ballad]

Amy Lowell, from A dome of many-coloured glass; “Before the Altar”

[Text ID: “I pour my heart and watch it burn,”]

[1njjrd]

it’s so easy to say let go like it’s as simple as opening your hand but what about the weight i carry the pieces of me wrapped up in what im holding it’s not just things it’s memories, hopes, fears letting go sounds easy until it’s your heart in the grip and you wonder if you’ll lose more than you’ll gain but maybe in the release i’ll find myself again :)

[1njjrd]

anything i’ve held onto too tightly has slipped away like sand running through fingers the more i tried to keep it the quicker it vanished people, moments, feelings they don’t belong in clenched fists sometimes letting go is the only way to truly hold on because what’s meant to stay stays on its own terms

[1njjrd]

every time you ignored my texts it felt like my heart was torn out and left to bleed on the ground :(

[priimadonnna]

Pov: You are a girl from a desi household

[1njjrd]

yall know whats happening in the world which album is dropping which celebs are dating which trends are popping and blah blah but are you aware of the genocide happening in palestine since last october ??? its about to be a year of this ongoing crisis and ive even seen friends casually eating kfc while ignoring the suffering?? how can you be so indifferent we started boycotting things right?? its the least we can do if you cant fund anything thats okay at least boycott and share whats happening there. we all have social media sharing this wont ruin your accounts aesthetics im sorry but i cant include you in the category of human if you refuse to speak up about this palestine is slowly being forgotten and people are no longer sharing whats happening SILENCE IS COMPLICITY we need to keep the conversation alive stand in solidarity and make sure their voices arent lost in the noise :)

[1njjrd]

Please do not ignore our suffering and leave us alone My name is Salman Helles, from the stricken Gaza Strip. We were displaced from the north of the Gaza Strip to the south of the Strip, and the family was dispersed in tents and displacement shelters. Our situation is very miserable. We do not have any of the necessities of life. We would not have asked for support and donations except because of our dire circumstances. Please donate to me as much as you can and make sure that your donation, no matter how small, contributes to saving us. If you cannot donate, share my campaign on your blog

#freepalestine