not here anymore

Disclaimer: This blog is retired. Many of the things you'll find here don't reflect my view on life anymore. You can find me at icegifs

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I’m officially retiring this blog. You can find me at softmerthur.

Don’t ask me if I’ll return to writing phan, because I won’t.

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Omg I switched up the names. Yeah that's totally not embarrassing. I remember thinking about teen wolf but my brain apparently hates me bc I wrote something else??? I'm literally the most uneducated person when it comes to tv shows, if that somehow makes my mistake less bad. that seemed so rude. I care about you okay I just don't watch any of those shows sorry I'm horrified at my own stupidity. also I'm lucky that was on anon or I'd fucking delete my blog hahahah brb gotta go facepalm into space

aaah no worries man, i just thought you were a bit confused :p seriously i don’t mind!!! and it’s okay that you’re not into teen wolf, neither am i tbh. teen wolf is a shit show and i’m just here for the gay bc sterek is so gooooooood

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HEY HEY HEY!!!! Im the chubby anon AND it was the first day of school today!!!! I was wrong!!! The uniform looks great on me and the school is amazing and im so HAPPY!!!!! HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY TOO!!! Just thought i needed to update you on the whole thing✌🏻️✌🏻✌🏻

OMG DUDE!!! srry for the late response, i’m not on this blog much anymore, but omg???? i’m soooo proud of you man, seriously <33333 aaah i’m so happy everything looks good and you’re feeling comfy!!!!

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Ahhh I want to follow your other blog but I've never watched teen vampire diaries (that's what it's about right?? hard to keep up w all these fandoms 😂😂) so it'd be kinda useless I guess? I mean I just really wanna be able to talk to you so I'll probably follow it anyway. But yeah congrats on making the decision!! 💕

aw thanks man! i’m glad you’re not like,,, angry at me or smth, ‘cause i was kinda scared that was gonna happen...

also it’s technically on teen wolf? but more abt this one pairing called sterek bc they’re gay for each other and lord knows i’m weak for gayness

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dreamypeach replied to your post “WhY HAVE YOU NOT BEEN ACTIVE IM WORRIED ABOUT YOU ARE YOU OKAY? I...”

gonna miss you love you/your blog!! ����

aaw man, i’m sorry... if you ever still wanna talk to me you know where to find me, kay?

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WhY HAVE YOU NOT BEEN ACTIVE IM WORRIED ABOUT YOU ARE YOU OKAY? I MISS YOU YOU'RE ONE OF MY FAVORITE BLOGS PLEASE COME BACK I MISS YOU!!! 💙💙

OMG HEY DUDE! I’M STILL HERE!!!

i was actually gonna announce this tonight but uh... well... since you seem to wanna know? 

i’m leaving the phandom

y’all have been fun and i’ve had a great time here, but for the past few months i just haven’t been feeling it anymore. i’m keeping this blog (and all my fics) up, but i’m not gonna post anything anymore.

if you still wanna talk to me/follow me feel free to go to my sterek blog. i’ll be more active there

i still love all of you and you’re free to unfollow this blog if you want. i hope y’all have a great life <3

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aaa i'm chubby too and i honestly hate it it makes me feel so insecure

aw man that sucks... the hate chubby people seem to get is totally unwarranted and it’s so weird because more than half of the people in the first world are chubby af. these ridiculous beauty standards make everyone feel like shit - even me and i’m rlly skinny - and it’s the worst.

chubby people are beautiful man! and they give the best hugs ^^ and if anyone tells you otherwise you can tell them to fuck off because they don’t deserve a fraction of your time okay?

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I honestly thought I had outgrown phan, but when I look at their old videos I laugh and adore them. I think their radio show was super important (for me, at least) because it's live and unedited and idk I loved them on there. But I agree, I've been kind of falling apart when it comes to DnP now, I've been a bit sick with their over exaggeration. (which is kind of sucky because I write phanfics and now I can't write about them with the same passion I used to have)

same man! that’s mostly why i’ve stopped writing phanfics. i just can’t look at them the same and they’ve changed so much and i’ve just completely lost interest in them. and while i never watched a radio show, i did enjoy the clips and seeing how happy it made them. it felt a lot less commercial honestly

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(1/2)Hi Isaac! So the deal is there is this really good school that i reall want to go to and it's great and i'm going to go there hopefully. I was always a little chubby growing up and i still am. I don't have a problem with that unless people point it out.

(2/2)So the school im attending to is going to give us uniforms and they are asking for our body measurements. I mean we are going to go to the school and they are gonna measure our walsts and stuff. I'm really really feeling concerned that somebody is going to tell me a negative thing about my body. You really don't need to respond, i just wanted to tell somebody. Have a good day ✌🏻️✨🐝

aw shit man, that sucks... i’m sorry dude! i’m sure no one will mind honestly, and if they do you can say that i think they’re shitty because that’s not cool. my sister is a lil chubby as well and she has so many body issues and it just sucks that people exploit that/draw attention to it...

i hope everything works out ^^

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Hey Issac, just wanna ask you to please continue to be self indulgent with your selfies because you're cute as heck. Hope you're a having a great day and sharing that lovely smile of yours! Ps thank you for your latest phanfic, it's filled me with so much cuteness, fluff and joy, my head might have exploded halfway through. Well done 👏🏽

omg dUDE thanks so much i hate my smile om g <3333

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U cUtE

sssSSSSSSH YOU’RE GONNA MAKE ME BLUSH

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My hair is so short and so tiny and small and I love it

omg nice!!!!! short hair is a+ my man ^^

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hi i’m isaac and i’m a transmasc piece of shit who’s nowhere close near transitioning ‘cause i’m not out | he/him

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hi i’m isaac and i’m a transmasc piece of shit who’s nowhere close near transitioning ‘cause i’m not out | he/him

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yo isaac it’s the second chances anon you look fine as hell

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omg thank you my dude! say hi to the gf for me ^^

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rem aka @camisadan aka way too freaking nice to me

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hi i’m isaac and i’m a transmasc piece of shit who’s nowhere close near transitioning ‘cause i’m not out | he/him

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can you ask your friend how he gets his hair so shiny those secrets must be divulged

@demisexualhowell yo help out this anon pls friendo

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uh i wash my hair? that’s it lmao i have bad hygiene