I can only be sad with the person I love.

Even if I lose everything, I feel like I've exhausted it all already.

[dispiritedfae]

I hope one day i am brave enough to just end my life because I can’t take this anymore, I’m so fucking sick of being a fuck up no matter how hard I try it’s never fucking enough.

[remanence-of-love]

[blueniram-blog]

[worthless-misery]

I have always felt lonely. But I think it's a specific kind of loneliness.

It's a loneliness that physically hurts. A loneliness that makes it hard to breathe. A loneliness that is always whispering in the back of your head.

It's a kind of loneliness I can't escape...

[worthless-misery]

I hate myself.

I hate my face.

I hate my eyes.

I hate my ears.

I hate my nose.

I hate my mouth.

I hate my lips.

I hate my hair.

I hate my neck.

I hate my shoulders.

I hate my chest.

I hate my back.

I hate my belly.

I hate my hips.

I hate my arms.

I hate my hands.

I hate my fingers.

I hate my skin.

I hate my crotch.

I hate my thighs.

I hate my knees.

I hate my legs.

I hate my feet.

I hate my ankles.

I hate my toes.

I hate my smile.

I hate my laugh.

I hate my scars.

I hate my stretch marks.

I hate my bones.

I hate my body hair.

I hate my voice.

I hate my mind.

I hate my thoughts.

I hate my dysphoria.

I hate my depression.

I hate my anxiety.

I hate my eating disorders.

I hate my trauma.

I hate my nightmares.

I hate my past.

I hate my memories.

I hate my childhood.

I hate my adolescence.

I hate my adulthood.

I hate my existence.

I hate my life.

I just hate every single thing about myself so fucking much...

[rainydays]

Lonely nights.

[plague-memoria]

[tearinmyheavydirtyheart]

My brain likes to tell me no... my brain likes to lie... but is it a lie this time?

[lupitaincolor]

Only Me

I found a video of us yesterday.

I didn’t cry.

But I still feel the lingering sadness.

I’m not rushing to avoid these sentiments.

I am merely existing.

I think of you every waking moment.

Always falling asleep with a headache.

I lie to myself,

say tomorrow will be better.

One day it’ll ring true.

I get condolences from everyone that knew you.

I read,

And I read

And I read

And I read.

Until I break out of the trance.

Reality slaps my face,

shakes my body whole,

and screams get a grip.

I don’t know how to tell her,

I’m loving the melancholy.

[thepersonalquotes]

[remanence-of-love]

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

Suddenly I don't want anyone to know me as deeply anymore, which is weird because I have always yearned for someone to understand my soul

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[versesofourhearts]

-versesofourhearts

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]