hi, i'm sinéad, i'm 18, i use he/him pronouns. i have bpd and autism, i like wincest, morston, samifer, sabriel, sastiel, etc. if any of this makes you uncomfortable, please dni. you can ask for my socials also.
i like supernatural, red dead redemption, ethel cain, nicole dollanganger, and catholicism
summary: dean wakes up sick, disoriented and in a house he doesn’t recognize. as memories fail to surface, reality feels both too perfect and deeply wrong. then sam drops a bomb: dean’s pregnant.
relationship: sam winchester/dean winchester
warnings: djinnverse, non-canon compliant, sibling incest, mpreg, pregnant!dean, other additional tags to be added...
word count: +25k
notes: i've been working on this fic for nearly half a year now, and it's finally finished!! *screams*
at first, i wasn’t sure if i should post everything at once or leave some time between the chapters... in the end, i decided to go with the latter to make it a bit more dramatic.
ps: it's best to go in blind. the overall theme of the fic is mpreg and losing a child (but not in a way that you think). there will be angst, quite a lot of it. if you're uncomfortable with these topics, please don’t read it! although, i promise it will all be worth it in the end.
pss: english isn't my first language so feel free to point out any mistakes, but please be kind about it, thank you!! ♡
archive of our own ;; pinterest ;; upload schedule:
part one: 11/03/25, part two: 11/04/25, part three: 11/08/25, part four: 11/09/25, epilogue: 11/12/25
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ı. all i have, nf ıı. beautiful crime, tamer
ııı. buzzcut season, lorde ıv. dark paradise, lana del rey
v. everything i wanted, billie eilish vı. half light, banner
vıı. hurts like hell, tommee profitt & fleurie
vııı. illuminated, hurts ıx. lifeforms, daughter
x. loml, taylor swift xı. mercy, hurts
xıı. misuse oh, ethel cain xııı. moondust, jaymes young
xıv. more, halsey xv. one last time, jaymes young
xvı. only, ry x xvıı. punish, ethel cain
xvııı. to build a home, the cinematic orchestra & patrick watson
dean and sam do not engage with gay male culture in any meaningful way, but they definitely do poppers. dean loves to use them when he's gonna push sam's boundaries, because it makes him so soft and pliant and stupidly horny, and increases his already insane pain threshold
but the first time, sam really, really doesn't want to. it smells fucking weird and all he can think about are those drug psa's they were showing everywhere in the 90's, about how it's all scary and will fry your brain. so dean ties Sam's wrists together behind his back and waits until he's already fucking him from behind. then he shoves a pair of dirty boxers into sam's mouth, blocks off one nostril with his thumb and holds the bottle under the other one and just... waits until Sam inevitably needs to breathe.
sam tries to hold his breath, but it doesn't take long until he's forced to breathe it in. he panics, and then the rush hits him and he stops thinking and just turns into a hole to be used, feels nothing but heat and pleasure and sensation. (poppers also makes dean feel like sam is nothing but a hole for him to fuck into, makes him totally loose sight of the fact that sam is a human and not just a fleshlight)
It's been so long since this show, but I still watch it again and imagine that they are my older brothers who always take care of me and look after me loool 🙂↔️✋🏻
I'm so insane about sam and dean dry humping. like they're wearing jeans and the fabric is rough and too thick and sam is desperately humping on dean's lap like a dog ughhhh
or even better, they're in missionary and it's like they're fucking and they're pressed together, no air between them whatsoever.
or sam is ass up face down and dean is grinding on his ass and sam can't get any friction on his cock and he's so horny and whiny omg omg