Something

Empty inside

[2am-spilledink]

Your face is still the first thing I look for in a crowd.

—After all this time / 2am

[2am-spilledink]

All I want is somebody who doesn’t find my heart too heavy to hold.

2am

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I'm surrounded by people and yet I've never felt more alone.

2am

[2am-spilledink]

And please, above all else, be kind to yourself.

2am

[2am-spilledink]

Let me be clear, I do not owe you anything.

2am

[2am-spilledink]

Psa: don't buy pets from pet stores, adopt instead

[2am-spilledink]

I'm tired of being with other people and pretending it's you.

2am

[2am-spilledink]

Don't make yourself smaller for anyone.

2am

[2am-spilledink]

You used to be a rose, but now all you are is thorns.

2am

[2am-spilledink]

Here’s to all the words I never got to say, here’s to all the memories we never got to share.

2am

[2am-spilledink]

And yeah, it fucking hurts to know how little I meant to you.

2am

[2am-spilledink]

Here I am trying to think of a million beautiful ways to say that I am lonely— but this is not beautiful . This is pain, and suffering, and sadness, and loss. This is loneliness.

2am

[2am-spilledink]

We all miss a thousand different things for a thousand different reasons, it hurts to know that I’m not one of yours.

2am

[2am-spilledink]

You had an empty heart. You were a loveless lover.

I should have known

[2am-spilledink]

And so I drink, I drink until the bottle is emptier than I am.

2am

[2am-spilledink]

I'm a mess that nobody wants to clean up.

2am

[2am-spilledink]

And here you leave me, an empty shell of who I used to be.

Why?