i kneel into a dream where i am good & loved.

i am good. i am loved. my hands have made some good mistakes. they can always make better ones. - natalie wee (icon by intergalactic-romantic)

[2eepy-moved]

[icon/theme description tbd when i am not very sick]

aster (& co)

✨ 26 (birfday nov 8)

✨ bigender bisexual (he/ae/fae [tme])

✨ mixed afro-indigenous (light-skinned)

✨ multiply disabled autistic did system

✨ you can call us lux collectively if you like :)

notes:

💫 this blog is 18+. i don't follow minors on here and if you don't have your age in your bio when you follow i may hardblock. fine with interacting with minors elsewhere, but this is my personal blog and i need a space where i can be unfiltered.

💫 working on a byf, please standby

💫 hardblock to break mutuals. if you just unfollow or softblock, i will end up not realizing and embarrass myself

💫 i don't have the spoons for image describing on my personal blog, but i do have a #described tag on here when i find rbs that have ids. i also head an accessible fashion blog @accessfashion that is fully described 💜

✨ i have a few other blogs that i reblog to. this includes:

💫 @cosmiclibrary (reference)

💫@undeaed (an alter's blog, red and black / monster / "unsettling" aes)

💫@faerykit (an alter's blog, kidcore/pastel aesthetic)

💫@autisticwednesdayaddams (multifandom - i consume all interests critically ftr)

💫@thesunsays (favorite poetry/words/quotes blog)

💫@niehku (entirely aesthetics, though i do make aes posts here as well)

💫@asteronaut (this is my other main account/old blog - i mostly make dono posts there atm but also put anything og post im ok with ppl rbing there too!)

[id: a heart shaped cake decorated as the sky. it is purple, pink, and blue, with yellow and white stars. there are little white and pink clouds on the side. end description.]

icon source

cake transparent by @/honeyrolls

[2eepy-moved]

ok, started remaking, if we're mutuals check ur following! or u could send me a pm for url too!

[2eepy-moved]

noticed another person softblocked me (hate softblocking bc it always makes me not realize) but anyways i knew it was over the whole multigender lesbian thing and i started remaking but then realized. thats too tiring lol ans as long as i dont know who all blocked or softblocked me i wont know who to block on new account

[2eepy-moved]

keep dreaming about this same mall/school/apartment complex. weird

[milflaralorvan-deactivated20231]

when you see your little kitty walking toward you at a leisurely pace and say "hi baby!" bc you're excited to see her and she starts trotting a little bit faster 'cause she's excited to see you too. that's what life is all about i think

[finalgirlabigailhobbs]

cosmic horror (god loves you too much and keeps resurrecting you)

[holespoles]

mula "Mirror"

mula 「鏡」

[heartydior]

errorcodee

[rubysapphrald]

the trick to a good insult is sort of talking around it and making them think so that it hits harder when they realize what you’re talking about

[rubysapphrald]

“you look like the minotaur” -> whatever

“you look like you have a bull’s head” -> slightly funnier

“you look like you should be imprisoned in an underground labyrinth for the safety of crete” -> there we go

[2eepy-moved]

my mast cells are about to be so angry abt this pepsi mango

[2eepy-moved]

thank fuckinf god i have a nice landlord

[thelastwhimzy]

ao3 raised 4x the amount they "needed" in a day. again. i wish y'all would realize how hard they are scamming you

[thelastwhimzy]

hi! my name is aster and i am an avid writer! i am also too disabled to work anymore. ive been dealing with housing instability my entire adult life (im 26) and its been even harder now that i cant work anymore. my phone is getting shut off tomorrow, my storage bill is past due by a week, and my rent/utilities are due tomorrow too

i cant stop y'all from using your money how you please. i know that. but if you can donate money to a website that unapologetically hosts csem, among other things, and that consistently makes more than 4x the amount that they need, then i hope you can help those who actually need it too

payedpal

cashedapp

vendmo

[thelastwhimzy]

shortening this post! $328/$1240 💜 phone bill and house utilities are all paid! now my main priorities are rent, my storage, and like. food lol.

also added another $200 to goal bc i cant math #dyscalculia

tysmmmm!!!

[thelastwhimzy]

also rent n storage bill are really urgent! storage is 8 days past due and rent is due today!

[thelastwhimzy]

$358/$1240! $25 more and ill be able to pay the storage unit thats overdue!

[thelastwhimzy]

yeah so they raised 5x the amount now. fucked up. anyways i still dont have rent and am still waiting on gettin enough to pay storage (rent comes first obviously)

[thelastwhimzy]

$417/$1240

rent is now past due! i have $158/$650 for that currently. storage is now 10 days past due and im at $0/$142 for that (a late fee now applies 😔)

[thelastwhimzy]

storage is past due, my phone will get cut off tomorrow, rent and utilities are due in a day, and i just really really need help. i cant work due to disability and have no income an stuff's been really really hard between disability progression and being immunocompromised and housing instability

payedpal

vendmo

cashedapp

[thelastwhimzy]

shortening this post cuz it was getting really long! my phone bill and house utilities have been covered - now i have rent + my storage bill + food to worry about. currently @ $328/$1240 (had to up the goal by $200 cuz im dyscalculia girly and cant math right)

[thelastwhimzy]

rent is due today and storage is 8 days past due btw! so very urgent

[thelastwhimzy]

$358/$1240! $25 more and ill be able to pay the storage unit thats overdue!

[thelastwhimzy]

same amount. rent will be past due as of tomorrow

[thelastwhimzy]

$417/$1240

rent is now past due! i have $158/$650 for that currently. storage is now 10 days past due and im at $0/$142 for that (a late fee now applies 😔)

[gayestcowboy]

hey don’t cry. fat men in crop tops, ok?

[thelastwhimzy]

storage is past due, my phone will get cut off tomorrow, rent and utilities are due in a day, and i just really really need help. i cant work due to disability and have no income an stuff's been really really hard between disability progression and being immunocompromised and housing instability

payedpal

vendmo

cashedapp

[thelastwhimzy]

$10/$1040 (not including food, just including all bills due rn!)

[thelastwhimzy]

$25/$1040. phone will be shut off today, afterpay will be late after today which will affect my spending limit, and rent/utilities are due tomorrow. please 🥺

[thelastwhimzy]

$30/$1040

[thelastwhimzy]

$50/$1040

[thelastwhimzy]

$135/$1040!

[thelastwhimzy]

$140/$1040. phone bill has been paid but i still hvent paid storage. rent and utilities are due today. storage is way past due. please help

[thelastwhimzy]

hey so this is all like. due today. i need to go sleep and ik once im asleep ill be out for the next 16-24 hours so if yall could please keep sharing this 👍🏽

[thelastwhimzy]

storage is past due, my phone will get cut off tomorrow, rent and utilities are due in a day, and i just really really need help. i cant work due to disability and have no income an stuff's been really really hard between disability progression and being immunocompromised and housing instability

payedpal

vendmo

cashedapp

[thelastwhimzy]

$10/$1040 (not including food, just including all bills due rn!)

[thelastwhimzy]

$25/$1040. phone will be shut off today, afterpay will be late after today which will affect my spending limit, and rent/utilities are due tomorrow. please 🥺

[thelastwhimzy]

$30/$1040

[thelastwhimzy]

$50/$1040

[thelastwhimzy]

$135/$1040!

[thelastwhimzy]

$140/$1040. phone bill has been paid but i still hvent paid storage. rent and utilities are due today. storage is way past due. please help

[thelastwhimzy]

hey so this is all like. due today. i need to go sleep and ik once im asleep ill be out for the next 16-24 hours so if yall could please keep sharing this 👍🏽

[thelastwhimzy]

storage is past due, my phone will get cut off tomorrow, rent and utilities are due in a day, and i just really really need help. i cant work due to disability and have no income an stuff's been really really hard between disability progression and being immunocompromised and housing instability

payedpal

vendmo

cashedapp

[thelastwhimzy]

$10/$1040 (not including food, just including all bills due rn!)

[thelastwhimzy]

$25/$1040. phone will be shut off today, afterpay will be late after today which will affect my spending limit, and rent/utilities are due tomorrow. please 🥺

[thelastwhimzy]

$30/$1040

[thelastwhimzy]

$50/$1040

[thelastwhimzy]

$135/$1040!

[thelastwhimzy]

$140/$1040. phone bill has been paid but i still hvent paid storage. rent and utilities are due today. storage is way past due. please help

[thelastwhimzy]

hey so this is all like. due today. i need to go sleep and ik once im asleep ill be out for the next 16-24 hours so if yall could please keep sharing this 👍🏽