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I just want to dissapear

It’s my own fault though

I’m

Not enough for people

& that’s why they leave,

Or

They were never there in the first place

But I’m just so desperate I confuse the two

I feel so

ALONE right now

I feel like a shadow

I have no reason to live and I’m in so much pain and distress

I can’t do this; I can’t get through this,

I’m not worth living

It’s only going to get so much worse for me. What’s the point

I hate who I am and I’m sick of myself

Sometimes all you can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.

— William C. Hannan

my absence will never haunt anyone because my presence never mattered

I’m literally at my lowest right now

And it won’t get any better

What’s the fucking point?

I should just take all of my meds right now

People will “miss” me but I promise it won’t last

Before you know it, you’ll forget what I looked like

Guess whos BACK!!

God please just make me normal

For everyone’s sake

Please stop making me an embarrassment

I'm fucking stupid to think anybody could ever love me

I’m unhappy

And I will be for a long time

How can I stop it

People don’t think about you

I should just do it right? Get it over with ?

People will cry but then they’ll realize it’s better this way

TMNE