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my depression is getting worse haha. I'm going to take another break and I have a feeling that this time it's gonna be a long one

#all I do is cry nowadays

#🥰

at this point I'd rather prefer childish hate like "sam's annoying" cause when people try to be serious about "sam's flaws," they basically say that the mere fact about someone's body can make them inherently evil. and they will say that someone going through one of the worst periods of their life and becoming self-destructive because of the grief and manipulation is something that reveals their "true self" or whatever. like wow. please do not expect me to respect their opinions on anything

#“sam's annoying” is also wrong btw

in front of the panic room set..... ok

#diabolical actually

#whatever. I'm eating him

please don't let dean stans pick up my post and start making it about dean. please leave me alone

#I just can't stomach them anymore whatsoever. like read the room or my username at least #I've been saying this forever but I don't hate dean. trust me I'm very much enjoying him as he is #but his stans are what makes me don't want to talk about him or make gifs of him cause I don't want to engage with them #tbfh the overwhelming majority of ppl with a dean-centric view of this show are doing absolutely nothing interesting #I think I need to be meaner so ppl don't come near me voluntarily

2sw-ask

the near absence of the sea in spn genuinely makes me sad sometimes

#just finished reading an oceanic feeling by erika balsom #and I think it's tragically fitting that this show almost doesn't recognize the ocean in its world #a show so dichotomous that it thrived by othering the protagonist lacks imagery of interconnectedness. like who's surprised #I know it's probably location issues but spn and its accidental symbolism strike again lol

this does things to me

are you also @/eversw?

nope that's not me.

#idk why their tagging style and username are similar to mine #not that mine are unique or anything lol

doll eyes.....

#literally looks like they're polished #reminds me of the woody repair scene from toy story 2 lol

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talking about this show is getting harder and harder cause the more I think about it, the more it becomes a bigger matter than simple "I like it cause it's fucked up." I'm sorry but the audience is the real horror. some of them are the worst kind of people to be others' fellow citizens

#this show is good at masquerading a false belief as “harsh reality” or “inevitable consequences” because that's easy #people instantly buy into it cause they don't have to challenge their usual schematic worldview #in that sense spn truly is a dark fantasy stained with gloomy illusions #sam I'm so sorry that you have to be perceived by these people. do you want some hot cocoa. or a fluffy blanket 🥺

Kinda random, but just want to say I love your blog & from the 3 gifs I’ve ever made in my life - I understand how difficult they can be to make. Your frustration with different sites taking your posts is totally valid.

On a separate note, I like to make video edits and your inclusion of the episode numbers has been really helpful in finding the scenes I want to use. So, thank you! I hope today treats you well :)

thank you :) it's not like I ask people not to use my gifs at all. I just don't want mine to be reposted on archive type of accounts with big followers that only post pics/gifs without any text(all pinterest accounts basically automatically do this btw). it's hard to explain why without sounding hysterical so I'll skip it, but I think it's fair to ask people to respect my only wish regardless of the reason☹️ I fucking loathe pinterest now cause the users there started the cycle. how tf would anyone know what I said when ppl only go there to save my gifs.

despite everything...... I'll be back soon cause I'm going through some serious shit rn and *I* need my sam gifs. I genuinely can't care about those petty offenses at a time like this. I need sam😩… anyway, thanks for your message<3 glad to hear that my episode tags are helpful!

#it's a dilemma cause I use my blog as some sort of litmus test but I Hate having to do this in the first place #if I'm being honest I don't particularly like that my blog has gotten big on this website #I personally don't see any bright side of having a popular blog bc of all the opinions I have to see #and tbfh even sam enjoyers often piss me off #it's not an exaggeration to say I make gifs only for myself and like 15 other people I regularly see in my notifs #sighs I just want peace of mind....... my migraines are about to explode my eyes

babygirl

I saw your last post and I just wanted to send you a virtual hug 🫂 <333

thank u🫂 this genuinely made me feel a little better<3

I literally can't quit sam but this fandom just makes me miserable

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