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Good day Young Sparrows... Or night, or morning, or evening, or... Whatever... This is my Challenge Blog!!! EnJoY.!.!.! I lOvE yOu!.!.!. -X

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how did brea ruin ur lyfe

I don’t remember, I guess she must not have since I’m still here. 

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Day 365: look back to your first post of this challenge, asking ‘Post a picture of yourself and tell us your hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 Days’ did you achieve any of these goals? And post a picture.

I can't even believe all that's happened in the last year, and how much I exceeded and enderestimated my goals... I had no idea how right I was, but also how wrong... I am a completely, or mostly completely, different person now, mind, soul, personality, image and all...

(sorry it's such bad quality)

So long, and for the final time,

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Day 364: have you changed much in the past year?

I have to say something... Honestly I started this challenge already thinking about this question and honestly I didn't expect much to be different... Maybe different hair(i was right about that) but other than that the same... I have changed and things have changed so much and things have changed so much... My mindset everything is different... I even feel my eyes have changed... I look at things and they don't look the same as they did... I only fully realized this a few days ago driving to see a movie... I used to stare out the windows, and watch things pass by, but I didnt really see them... Or maybe that's all I saw... I looked out the windows that day and watched the things pass, like i haven't done in such a long time, and I saw life, everything it looked so different I could feel it... Like looking at things through a new pair of eyes... I feel alive, I never realized how numb, how dead I was until now... I feel real now... It still comes and goes, but It's not who I am anymore... Long ridiculously colorfully written story short, i have changed, for the remarkably better... I am not the same person I was when I started this... I'm better now, or much better than I was... I'm happy, I'm me, and I'm not going to let anyone tell me I'm any less than I am, or at least I wont let it get to me... I'm here for a reason, just like everyone else, and I'm going to stick around to find out why that is... I could make more of a big deal about the magnanimous amount I've changed, but I've already sickened myself by how much I'm gushing about how much I've become so much more wonderful than I was... I've got a ways to go, I mean I've gained new obstacles while overcoming the old(ugh I hate the writer in me sometimes) I'll never be 100%, but the question wasn't am I perfect now, the question was have I changed, and the quick answer is... **dramatic pause, looks directly into camera** Yes....... -X

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Day 363: do you know what your first post on tumblr was?

Yes it was a photo of Panic! at the Disco... I remember the exact one, but I don't have it anymore...

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Day 362: what is the biggest lie you’ve ever told. Why’d you tell it?

I don't know... Oh wait, yes I do... But I can't tell you... Well I can but I don't want to... All you need to know is it is no longer a lie...

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Day 361: If you won the lottery, honestly, how would you spend the money?

... I really don't know... I wouldn't... I'd probably blow half of it on cds and such, then give the rest away... Or save it until I'm 18 and can actually do something with it, who knows...

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Day 360: a picture of what you wore today

(again possibly this was taken the day I was supposed to do this, it's the best I can do, it was last week I believe actually so idk...)

(It was an instagram post obsessing over the hot pink bathroom that I discovered in a restaurant[this photo doesn't do it justice)...

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Day 359: describe what you normally do on a weekly basis. A little bit about your social life outside of the internet.

HA!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Day 358: are you as addicted to tumblr as you were a year ago

No...

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Day 357: as a kid did you want to be a ninja turtle and/or power ranger? Which color?

Oh gosh I loved them both, but I think me and my brother played power rangers more, I was always the light blue one when we played that version, and the pink one(I think) when we played the other one...

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Day 356: what is your dream job?

Author or singer/musician... ... Or a forensic anthropologist...

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Day 355: honestly, do you know all the words to your countries national anthem?

Yes...

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Day 354: last time you cried, why was it?

Last night I think... Idk I mentioned the panic attack, that could have been it, but it was just a few tears, there was also that Buffy episode with that girl Cassie who I fell in love with all over again, and then she dies, and I died too... =-{P Again... I hate that episode!!!! Then I though Giles died but... I wont spoil anymore... (**whispers** you already did..)

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Day 353: what quote do you live by?

Keep Running...

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Day 352: do you know anyone with an outie belly button? Who?

I used to, but I don't remember who... My cousin might have one... I don't see him shirtless that often though, so idk...

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Day 351: are you addicted to Facebook?

In a certain sense yes, but since my internet isn't that great, and I've come to realize my life really isn't that interesting, unless you're me, I've kind of given up trying to look cool... Also there is only two people on my facebook who aren't family, so yeah...

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