Hi there!
This is my side blog full of proana/ed content (you might see me following from my main: boobarbie). If you don’t like it, please block me instead of reporting. This blog is for my own mental health and I’m not trying to get deleted.
5’9”
HW: 310 lbs
LW: 170 lbs
GW 1: 250 lbs
GW 2: 200 lbs
GW 3: 175 lbs
UGW: 150 lbs
I’ve struggled with my weight most of my teen/adult life. I was an athlete growing up and had a lot of muscle, but I was also curvy with very large boobs so I always felt fat next to other girls, especially my super skinny sister. In college I was at my healthiest size but still looked in the mirror and hated what I saw. After graduating I dealt with some medical issues that led me to gain quite a bit of weight. Long story short, my mental health spiraled and I started binge eating to cope with my feelings and ended up at my highest weight ever. I managed to get my eating habits under better control and lost a little weight, but now I want to lose more. A LOT more. When I did a full day fast for the first time, I was surprised by how good I felt. Controlling what I eat is becoming somewhat of an obsession for me. I crave that empty feeling in my stomach and I just want to be skinny like the girls I see on here. I still struggle with the occasional binge but I’m working on it.
I know my ugw might not be realistic based on my height and body type but I’m willing to try because I know I would look 100x better. Who knows, maybe my ugw will be even lower one day…
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