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Summer time used to mean walking & sweating out all of my toxicity. Now it means i cant leave my house for 3 months because baby can't regulate temperature, can't use a fan on them, and can't wear sunscreen.....

😭 I'm gonna die. When does this get easier?

I'm happy with where my life is right now, but I'm struggling so so bad mentally.

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I gained back 8 lbs, I think it was my body just balancing it all out. After giving birth I had 0 appetite, and now I'm breastfeeding and I'm ravenous constantly. And I need to feed my baby, so I have to feed myself. 😪 but I'm still going to lose weight... just, in a healthy(ish) way for now. Baby comes first. Baby come first...

Is it normal for my therapist to just let me vent and then just not do anything but say, "wow, I'm so sorry to hear that..." Followed up with asking "what do you want from this time we have today?" And even if I'm crying. And literally JUST told her I'm feeling any type of negative way, she just starts going to reschedule. Because why is it on ME to ask for you to dig into me.

I told you I'm "just surviving, but barely. because newborn, probably..." and she says, "wow, yea. But youre doing great! So wanna reschedule for 2 or 3 weeks out?"

..... what?????!!!

How has it been a month?

I'm in the trenches. But I'm down 30 lbs... drs are a little concerned but I'm blaming it on lack of appetite from all the hormones / craziness of a newborn. Which isn't 100% a lie

Down 20 lbs, most of it was baby weight, but a good bit of it is because I have no appetite now

I had my baby

Happy Birthday to Me 🎉👵

I have 3 weeks until baby is here. I want this thing out of me. I am in pain all the time.. Plus, I've gained back to my start weight! My HIGHEST WEIGHT. I've got so much self hatred, I just want to go back to losing weight. I'm not healthy. I'm gross. The only thing I have to keep me sane is that it's not my body right now. Right now it is this child's body. And one day it will be mine again. But for now.. it's not. I didn't gain the weight because I'm weak, this body did it to maintain life. And soon enough, just a couple more months (after fully, safely, healing from creating, maintaining, and giving life) I'll be able to own my body again. I'll be in charge again.

Soon...

Not gonna lie, gaining weight and having my stomach grow (from the baby) is so much more triggering than I anticipated... it's been so hard for me lately. Thankfully I've only got about 3 more months. Then this baby will come and I'll be able to lose the weight AND I'll have my beautiful baby here. Please, please, let me be capable of handling the triggers until then...

Haven't been here in a while, and I dont know if anyone will see this, but I'm struggling hard. Every day feels like a binge and I'm barely eating the bare minimum of what's safe, forcing myself to "enjoy" my cravings in order to reach a safe cal intake is such a slippery slope to binging.

I'm trying so hard, but I can't eat more. I'm still losing weight. Albeit slowly... I'm so scared. I have an appointment for a nutritionist, hopefully she'll help.

I mean, it makes sense as to why I've been so sick lately. I dropped 5 lbs from not eating shit. Usually I'd be overjoyed by that, but now I guess i have to start seeing that as not great

Um...

I'm pregnant.

Been really sick the past few days, on the bright side i lost a bit of weight. (Barely eating)

However, I'm still recovering, so sorry if I'm MIA .for a little while

Shit forgot already lol

Anyways, the past 2 days I ate the exact same shit

Breakfast: yogurt - 200c

Lunch: slice of pizza - 300c

Snack: 1/2 muffin - 155

Total: 650c

and got just about the same steps.

Steps: 10.2k & 10.4k

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