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[heartbrokensuggestions]

I never meant to hurt you but, the difference between me and you is you meant to hurt me.

[fosterthelyrics]

alone together / the strokes

[unrequitedsuggestion]

you never even told me why

[impulsivesuggestion]

In fear of failure, just don’t attempt anything. That party on the weekend? Lets just stay home just in case we get embarassed. Suicide? How about we just bear with life in case we fuck it up? Want to tell someone about something? They won’t care about what we say so lets just keep it to ourselves shall we? Feel the need to really talk to someone? We can try but they will probably just respond with shitty generic answers.

[furawa-su]

[trapcard]

one of the worst things about having mental disorders and dating is the constant fear of your significant other giving up on you. like its this lingering cloud of “how long can they deal with my crazy ass”

[wildparsnip]

the daily routine

[3winged-blog]

someone: you won't feel this way forever (: it'll get better

me, who's been this way nearly all of my life, felt this awful since age 10 (and the years before that probably if i could actually remember them in detail and didn't repress 95% of what happened), who's been told the exact same thing, verbatim, for years, as things have either stayed the same or gotten worse: ok

[in-ter-val]

[yumenikkiscreencaps]

yume nikki (2004)

mars-san

[yumenikkiscreencaps]

yume nikki (2004)

the pink sea

[strovii]

5/28

[ibpd-archive]

tbpdfw you’re literally so focused on your fp that you’re not able to concentrate on your friendship with anybody else

[3winged-blog]

things i absolutely detest and avoid at all cost: forced socializing

things that are necessary to get anywhere in your career: forced socializing

[nonolottie]

[nonolottie]

[himari-takakura-deactivated2016]

Just abuse things

- “IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY!!” - “you arent mad at me right? Oh my god you are! IM SORRY” - “is this my for me? Can I use this? Can I drink this? Can I-” - “pls help me make this decision for me” - “do what you please!!!” “What if that makes everyone mad at me” -studying people intensely because you are afraid you might do something that will make them mad - Saying something in a tone louder than usual and feeling like this is your last day alive - low self stem - feeling mentally and emotionally exhausted after expressing any sort of feeling and crying right after that - when someone talks or does something in an attitude thats not usual from them and Knowing That It’s Your Fault - “i dont deserve this why are you doing this for me” - not knowing the difference between a joke, sarcasm, and passive aggressive speech - unhealthily clinging to anyone who’s remotely nice to you - not knowing what to say NEVER - not knowing how to react to compliments, nice words, genuine care or anything like that and feeling incredibly sick at the thought of someone genuinely loving you - Crying. - having to explain every single movement and word you do and say to literally anyone - being really good at lying and pretending as a survival strategy - Not living, surviving. - calculating and overthinking everything you do and say, the time you say it, how you say it, the expression you have when you say it, your voice tone…everything - getting panic attacks over the tiniest things - unhealthily clinging to fictional characters and shows - lack of energy to do anything because you use a lot of effort in every single movement you do - “im useless” - when someone compliments you on something and you needing to be Perfect at it because then you dont have any reason to live - intrusive thoughts - Perfectionism - Over sensitiveness - “It’s my fault.” - not knowing how to react about criticism - Isolation - getting startled when someone touches you - being hyperaware of your surroundings and at the same time having no time and space perception - believing everything everyone says - Feeling like any day is your last day