𖤐♏︎𝖊𝖙𝖆𝖑𖤐

I'm 19 and depressed.

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"𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚎."

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⤷「 ★ 」: 𝐋𝐨𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐞/𝐋𝐨𝐮/Lulita (If I'm feeling fem)

➜「 .ᐟ.ᐟ 」: 𝟏9

➜「 ✦ 」: 𝐏𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥..? Demi..? I don't fucking know man.

➜「 ꩜ 」: 𝐇𝐞/𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲/𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐦

➜「 #.ᐟ 」: 𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞

➜「 ✦ 」: 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐅𝐥𝐮𝐢𝐝 (𝐁𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐅𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞)

➜「 ꩜ 」: 𝐃𝐦'𝐬 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧

➜「 ✦ 」: 𝐀𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐀𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐧

➜「 ꩜ 」: 𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬 [DNI]: 𝐇𝐨𝐦𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐛𝐢𝐚, 𝐑𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐬𝐦, 𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐬, 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐦𝐛𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐀, 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭.

➜「 ꩜ 」: 𝐍𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝐧𝐝 ♏︎

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.𓄀.* :☆ﾟ. ───

➜「 ♫ 」: 𝐌𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐀𝐥𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞, 𝐌𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥, 𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤, 𝐏𝐨𝐩, 𝐇𝐢𝐩 𝐡𝐨𝐩, 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲.

➜「 ♫ 」: 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 — 𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐑𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞.

➜「 ✦ 」: 𝐌𝐢𝐱 𝐨𝐟 𝐂𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲

𝐆𝐨𝐭𝐡, 𝐂𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐂𝐨𝐫𝐞, 𝐂𝐨𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞, 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐒𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐧 𝐆𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐏𝐨𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐲.

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" 𝕻𝖊𝖔𝖕𝖑𝖊 𝖒𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖓𝖔𝖎𝖘𝖊𝖘 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞'𝖗𝖊 𝖘𝖎𝖈𝖐 𝕹𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖔 𝖉𝖔 𝖊𝖝𝖈𝖊𝖕𝖙 𝖍𝖔𝖑𝖉 𝖔𝖓 𝖙𝖔 𝖓𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌."⌝

Disasterpeice— Slipknot

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𝐃𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐩𝐚, 𝐅𝐍𝐀𝐅, 𝐍𝐮 𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥, 𝐂𝐇 (𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐇𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐬), 𝐆𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐚 𝐋𝐢𝐟𝐞, 𝐇𝐇 (𝐇𝐚𝐳𝐛𝐢𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐥), 𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐮𝐯𝐚 𝐁𝐨𝐬𝐬, 𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐇𝐨𝐦𝐞, 𝐖𝐞𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐝𝐚𝐲, 𝐄𝐥𝐯𝐢𝐫𝐚 𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤, 𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐭, 𝐒𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞, 𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬, 𝐇𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐚, Bloodmoney.

꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦★ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ тσ♡мαкє♡му♡σωη♡мυѕι¢♡σηє♡∂αу ﮩﮩـ٨ﮩﮩـ٨★

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DO NOT start my day like this 💔

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YA'LL IM SORRY I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY BC I HATE MOTHERFUCKERS THEY GET OFF MY NERVES AND IM GONNA VENT AGAIN.

Excuse my language, This is my intrusive thoughts speaking.

First of all, Bitch fuck you.

One thing I don't like to be is being a vengeful ass motherfucker.

The moment you cross me, bitch you are immediately cut off.

I can't stand a ho...can't stand a bitch, after a terrible relationship and then next thing you know they confess to you as if they haven't met you 2 days ago.

Bitch, back the fuck up off of me.

I get you've been through a lot and that's terrible that you go through a break up, shit i have too and that HURT.

But do not EVER, come to me and think that im gonna be your rebound. That's not me.

See the thing is people won't think that I see a pattern, that means you think I'm stupid enough to fall for it.

Baby, absolutely not.

You're not even trying to take time for yourself, let yourself heal, go have fun with your hg or hb and let loose..but instead you rather get hurt over and over again and I don't want to be part of it.

Because do you actually like me or do you hate the fact that you got hurt by somebody else and also hate being alone because that's a dangerous mix.

I rather you come to me as a friend or be honest don't be fucking fake and use me as a rebound that's some weird ass shit and I don't fuck with it.

Get the FUCK out of my dms.

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Chat I'm gonna vent, if you just want a positive day you can just skip this post.

But!

Everytime someone just out of nowhere says "I love you" in text, I panic including family too.

I don't know, I just get so scared because all I can think about is..did something happened? Are they okay? Should I go and do something?

Like I just feel my stomach drop, but when they turn out to be okay and confused on why I'm scared for their safety I just feel stupid.

I feel like I was panicking for no reason or it just stems from trauma, because I hate getting a "I love you" out of nowhere and no reply and then I get scared.

I think it stems more in relationships i had.

I've been in toxic relationships where a partner would say I love you out of nowhere and something bad happens or they're threatening to harm themselves so I wouldn't leave them.

And I hate how my body reacts in such a opposite way to a sentence that's supposed to be affectionate.

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I know this isn't slipknot or nu metal related.

I told somebody that my childhood breakfast if biscuits with chocolate gravy (or chocolate sauce) and i usually put some fruit in it...this bitch said "That sounds a bit poor"

SHUT THE FUCK UP THAT IS MY MAMAW'S COOKING YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT.

I never wanted to smack someone so bad through the screen.

I was born in Central kentucky but my grandparents from both sides of my family are country as hell.

Im a hybrid of city and country so I act like im from the city but talk country kinda, BUT BITCH don't play with my mamaw like that i will knock that wig off that scalp.

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THE CAPTION IS FUCKING KILLING ME SO BAD

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I'M LATE but first of all, HAPPY

BIRTHDAY JOEY 🕊🖤

(his birthday

was yesterday).

I was at work sol couldn't celebrate it.

And excuse my english, stfu and stay on topic bitch.

But, I saw slipknots post about joey

and all I can think of is, "Aww, I miss

him sm"

Then I saw a comment like "But ya'll

kicked him out tho"

Okay bro...it's been like 13 years??

But don't get me wrong, I understand where they're coming from...but on his birthday though?

I agree with you, The band could've handled it better.

But at the same time they can still part ways and care about each other. Joey was in the band and also the FOUNDER for so long they can't just cut him out of the picture.

You expect them just because they kicked him out, and not post about joey on his birthday? If they did we, YES WE will be like "bitch wtf?"

I believe he was misunderstood and maybe he didn't want to tell anybody that it effected his drumming, who knows?

I just feel like people spend time arguing about what happened instead of actually take time and remeber joey.

At this point weapon every time he’s honored turns remembrance into argument.

And this is a hot take in my generation, gen z: People are more invested in being right about the past than actually honoring him in the present.

And I said what I said, and this might sound "Parasocial" or whatever fucking word they incorrectly throw at my face I don't give a shit, get off my dick.

But I will forever love joey.

Joey is with Paul now and that's all it matters.

Talking about some "Joey was an addict that refuse to get better. Liability. Next."

BITCH YOU FUCKING NEXT HO, THAT WAS A REAL COMMENT BTW.

Don't piss me off, not only that's harsh but also inaccurate don't comment ever again.

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The way...I want tomodachilife to make slipknot and more of bands that I listened to BUT MY ESHOP IS ASS RN.

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A lil art dump that I've never posted 😭🙏

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Idk if I already posted this but I'm feeding the #5 lovers. 🙏🖤

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My ex, CURTIS.

This is a lil different, I'll post some metal or slipknot fanart tomorrow, but right now im focusing on this.

So excuse my grammar.

I break up with him because he was accused of doing something HORRIBLE, right? And on top of that Threatened to end their life about it for me to stay, right?

So I broke up with him, and he harass me online for days maybe almost a week.

And all of a sudden he started dating someone new, and I know he was lonely as fuck. He was so quick to find somebody else just shows how fucking desperate he is because I fucking refuse for him to manipulate me.

So, I was talking to this person named Vex and they told me they were dating someone and I was like "Yay, cool! Who is it?"

... this bitch said "Curtis."

So I wad pretty shocked and a bit gagged. They were like "What's wrong?"

And I warned them about him and how he was a toxic partner such as, Objectify me, keeps saying shit like "Are you okay in the head?", and more objectifying and always pressure me to call him.

After I warned them, they said "I think me and him will be fine."

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Yeah okay, bye ho.

So I stopped talking to them.

What look, not even a day later they came back and said, "Hey, you know curtis right? Well, he stopped talking to me randomly and blocked me"

What the fuck did I just fucking tell you? And yet, you didn't listen.

And I have no sympathy for them, because after that...they started to get with me and im like "woah...what's going on?"

And they started saying, "To be honest, I always find myself more attracted to you anyways"

NOOOOOOOO!!! GET AWAY FROM ME. STEP BACK.

I'M NOT GONNA BE A PART OF YOUR WEIRD TWILIGHT ASS LOVE TRIANGLE.

Fucking weirdo, CAN YOU LET YOURSELF BREATHE FIRST?

Back the fuck up.

Why the fuck are you trying to jump into another relationship when clearly the one you had didn't worked out.

Curtis was texting me even though he's blocked and cussing me out, I told you about him, and you still dated him!

What the fuck makes you think that im okay with that?

This pissed me off bro.

Curtis can fuck OFF and vex too, I'm so tired of dating these days.

(Hehe joey)

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I'M WORKING ON SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL (sorry the bad quality)

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Sid gtf off my car gng..💔

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Elvira, Joey and Moa for some reason 🥹🖤 lil fun au with no plot

(I made this btw)

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Uh... First post.. kinda nervous.. I hope no one executes me.. 👀👀 (have mercy, no execution..)

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I did a voice over of that one slipknot interview so voice reveal ig?

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Joey doesn't know where the fuck he is

He's enjoying himself.