aug21

pro recovery. they/them.

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please

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wearing oversized t-shirt and biker shorts when i’m skinny

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I DON’T KNOW IF I’M BI OR LES PLEQSE

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imma just put my ed aside and eat and workout and fucking live like a normal person ok??!

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why do i have over 4000 followers omg it stresses me out lol. i might make a new blog

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am i disgusting if i eat 1300 cals a day?

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Black outfit: u want me?

Me: i want u baby

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i’m literally diagnosed with an eating disorder but it’s ednos so my dumb brain says ”we can go worse”. what the fuck? when do i deserve help?

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i accidentally ate a pancake that had been left for my little brother and my stepmom said ”it’s nothing new in this household”. she’s my meanspo.

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i’m so embarrassed of menstruation. it’s so weird because i want to end the stigma but still i hide my used period products and try to be as quiet as possible while using them in the bathroom. i’m ashamed of myself and the fact that i bleed once a month.

god i wish i was so thin so my period would end. i don’t care if can’t have children because i don’t even want biological children.

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tw: s**cide

i’m so afraid that my best friend will commit this night. i’m very anxious and worried. i told her that if her thoughts get worse, she has to call me immediately. i don’t want to lose her. please please please.

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this one song reminds me about them and us kissing. but they were drunk and they had had a breakup that day so it wasn’t anything serious to them. i have feelings for them but i also want to enjoy the song without thinking about them. i need to get over because i know that i can’t be in a relationship yet. yes, i’m 17 and i’ve never seriously dated anyone. i don’t let people near me. i feel like i’m perfect only when i’ve hit my ugw. when i’m thin and delicate and hospitalized. i’m just wasting my teenage years.

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since i found out yesterday that i’ve gained a lot of weight during summer, i’ll set a new goal: -10 kg by the end of the year. it’s about 4 months. slow progress = results stay longer.

anyway here’s some thinspo i’m currently in love with:

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i gained. a lot. it makes me feel bad and i want to binge but i’m trying to resist the urge

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I don’t hate my body, I just hate my fat. My body is a homie, it puts up with a lot of bullshit and mistreatment from me and for the most part keeps its cool. Plus I know it’s stunningly beautiful under it all. But I have to get rid of the disgusting blubber that’s drowning it. I hate my fat.

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the feeling of being back on track with my diet is the most motivating thing ever

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i’m getting a new phone for christmas and obviously it means a new start too. i must be skinny by then