RAPTURE'S MORTICIAN

@4maldehyde

NOTICE: Currently undertaking THE WALKING DEAD and FALLOUT: NEW VEGAS AUs only. "Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth." - Oscar Wilde * Bioshock OC *FC: Bobby Campo * MY GIFS: ONE; TWO; THREE { Mun is 25 } Looking for Mona?

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At last- I found love in its purest form.

#irl #closure

I’m just a little bit more broken these days.

#4maldehyde

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Funeral homes and crematoriums can be unsettling simply because most people want to avoid them. If you have to go to one, it’s because you’ve lost someone,

#creepy #funeralhomes #justmorticianthings #listverse

#justmorticianthings

Something of an epilogue.

Somehow I wound up revisiting the Sam & Mona playlist I assembled on Spotify two years ago and got hit with a very odd sort of nostalgia. Bittersweet. That’ll be the word for it.

I tried revisiting Sam last year, but I was in a really really bad place and just couldn’t string a single sentence together. He’d been bred from one heartache, and couldn’t manage to help me mend the next. But that’s okay. I’m okay now - better than okay, actually. I know I haven’t spoken to very many of you since falling off the face of the earth and this is just another block of text to scroll through in your newsfeed, but I want to thank those of you who I’ve interacted with since late 2013. For every little word of encouragement, every post that inspired me. Every moment in which I felt welcome and important.

It’s sad to acknowledge that Sam isn’t much more than a memory now, but he was there when I needed the distraction. Moving forward, I may lurk here every now and then to say hello, but my focus has shifted greatly. I’m getting married this year. Holy shit, I never thought I’d say those words after drinking my way through a rock-solid year of depression, but hope arrived at the exact right moment.

Again, thank you, and happy trails.

#ooc

infomedicos

Crafting the right euphemism for funeral directors was a formal (and laborious) undertaking.

#mentalfloss #justmorticianthings

After a seemingly endless year of spiraling downward, I can - finally and without a sliver of a doubt - say that I’m finally on the right path. And I’ll no longer have to walk it alone.

#ooc

I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be.

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