i’ve had this account for more than a decade, but i feel it’s time to move on, and grow away from the space i held onto as a child and as a young adult.
i’ve learned so much about conduct and misinformation and about my approach to both through this website, and i have a lot of happy memories about this website and the people i met.
i lost a lot of good people, i lost a lot of good friends from either not communicating enough, or miscommunicating, and even from being too earnest about the relationships. and i want to let go now.
i miss you all, i don’t know what happened between us, but i hope you are happy and thriving, and in a place in your life where you can grow away from me and whatever made us drift.
there are some relationships that i had to leave for health of mind, but in most cases, i am grieving the bonds we had, and the joy we shared.
thank you for teaching me what it’s like to be loved in a way that transcends the physical, that crossed borders, that saw the intrigue and beauty we all have inside us.
i’m so thankful that i shared this space with you all.
this is goodbye.
