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So excited for April 7th, 2026
It's time
Hey...
There are a few things I love more than Parasyte the Maxim, and there are very few things I can say I love. I've probably watched the anime over twenty times by now because it is everything I love in media combined into one- grotesque horror, fluid, blood-pumping action, philosophy, and sci-fi/supernatural elements. However, I've yet to draw any fanart for it, which I find quite odd. Maybe I should get to that, but I keep procrastinating and losing the motivation to do anything at all. What to do when I am simultaneously distracted by the endless suffering of man and my personal, relatively trivial interests? I lose the tangible realities I am (forced) to confront.
Oh well. In the end, the only thing I feel is deeply overwhelmed. My impulses command me chiefly as I oscillate between mild apathy, depression, and the urge to leave everything behind. I have many things I need to do and many things I want to do, but it seems my physical clumsiness bleeds into my ability to self-regulate aswell. I'm rambling.
On a side note, if anyone has a better way to block mature content, please tell me. I have the setting turned off, of course, but I still receive posts that somehow bypass it (yuck).
Messy Yu Narukami
Still trying to figure out chibis
Saw someone with all the persona 4 plushes today. I am deeply envious.
Oc doodle. I've been extremely inconsistent with this dude's design.
Some music I like. I'll probably share more in the future. I tend to like jazzier stuff, but if you guys want to recommend me something to listen to then feel free.
Also, the jazz fusion version of the Chrono Trigger main theme on youtube is also pretty good. But so is the Chrono Trigger soundtrack in general.
Speaking of Mili, I haven't made any limbus fanart.
So excited for April 7th, 2026
Peach the shark ! An oc who I’ve been wanting to give an updated design to since forever ago. …also I wanted to make her actually look like a shark instead of a shiny wolf with elf ears and anime hair, since that actually seems to be less common in anthro shark designs on the internet 🗿 /nm. When giving otherwise human bodies fish heads, I find it best to make the neck wider than normal. About Peach, she was made in a set of three shark-folk, with the other two being named Spike and Pearl. Peach is the energetic “big sister” of the trio, often the decision maker and leads Spike and Pearl.
Gacha design from 2021 below cut 🔽
Jyugo doodle
Artblock rn.
Time is passing against my will.
Sometimes I look back at the past, and I am a bit taken aback by the sheer vitriol I spout. Truthfully, I hate very few things, and hate in my diction is largely just hyperbole. For example, I once wrote a scathing review on On the Road by Jack Kerouac, claiming it had no literary merit, and even worse, was a mistake. In the moment, did I mean that? Perhaps, perhaps not. Now, as I type this in my lonesome and in slight reflection, I concede that there is some literary merit to the work. But my dislike remains.
What I will stand by though is my hate for Matthew Stokoe’s “Cows.” Truly an inane piece of gross-out horror. Still, I realize I must be open-minded and consider the unpredictable future. Who knows? Maybe in a year or ten I’ll think differently and consider this whole thing mere short-sighted idiocy, but truthfully, I hope I won’t.
I like to read, so maybe I’ll talk more about it. Unless you all find it annoying and stupid. “What value do you bring, Bem? We’ll burn you at the stake,” typa deal.
To share a poorly-written entry I wrote while sleep deprived a little back:
I don't like Nihilism. To be more specific, I don't like pessimistic nihilism. Now, that might sound tautological, but many people (namely dudes at college parties; albeit I’ve frankly never been to one myself, thus making this a premature assumption based on my juvenile understanding of the world) will disagree which is contradictory in itself. After all, Nihilism is a self-terminating philosophy. It dictates the human experience to be completely meaningless because we are feeble in the grand scheme of the universe. Therefore, our hobbies don't matter, and neither do the schools we go to, the jobs we attend, and the connections we make. And philosophy itself is merely a way to provide superficial comfort from the inherent suffering of existence. However, the fatal flaw in this argument is that it separates you, the believer, from the people around you when reality is that we're all human, and our lives are really the only thing we have. So what if we are feeble? The believer is not any grander than the humans adjacent to them, so they can only work with what they have like the rest of us peons. In other words, it’s deeply unproductive.
But ironically, believers also love to talk about it. And boy, if there's a medium of human expression, they will use it as a grandstand to tell you how meaningless you, your mom, and the family dog is. Books, Tv, podcasts, music, whatever, whenever. But if everything truly doesn't matter, why should they care about preaching it in the first place? Why put the pen to the paper when the world is so cosmically indifferent to their existence? Why should the paltry masses, including themselves, care? Living without reason, but proselytizing like there is. I dunno man
Yu and Adachi
Since I got a majority of "yes" on the poll, I guess I'll share a bit of lore/oc stuff.
This is Reign, a knight who received the Curse of Beginnings after finding the legendary Sword of Beginnings while training as a squire.
What is a Curse?
Basically, the world's magic system. In exchange for an ability, the user must give something important.
In Reign's case, his Curse allows him to rewind time every time he dies. However, his body deteriorates each time he uses his ability. This art is actually his younger self, when his bodily rot had yet to really set in.
I have more art of him, but they're pretty old.
In terms of his character, he's generally reticent and introverted. However, it varies wildly depending on what part of his life we're talking about. His lack of talent condemns him to die a countless number of times in pursuit of his goals, so you can probably guess what insanity that could probably bring to him.
I'll post more about other OCs and worldbuilding stuff, but I feel like this post is getting too cluttered, so I'll leave it here for now.
A bonus wip:
Some oc wip art
Also, I realize this blog is kind of impersonal. I normally like to talk about a lot of things, so should I add a little caption in my posts?
Yap or no?
Yes (oc stuff and other things)
No
Round brush doodle
Shadow Yu Narukami