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It's Complicated- Jeremy Mckinnon FanFiction-Chapter One
The four girls stepped off the train, their hand luggage weighing their tired fed up bodies down, It had been the train ride from hell, Having had their table taken and been split up they had to deal with children with ignorant parents but Athena, Summer, Becca and Sarah had finally arrived in Sheffeild.
“Thank god for that! I don’t think i could’ve sat on that train any longer” Summer sighed as she dropped her heavy bag on the floor of the cold train station, pushing her jet black hair over her shoulder before pressing her fingers into her tanned arm and wincing at the stiffness.
“I know right! The guy behind me kept coughing over his shoulder onto me” Sarah grimaced as she ran her hand through her blonde locks.
“Guys stop whining! We’re here! And we’re going to party! Let’s just get to the hotel, have a few cocktails while we get ready and go out!” Becca demanded in a stern tone.
“You’re right! This is Athy’s weekend” Summer apologised
“I’m sorry i didn’t get us a private minibus or anything but we’re here now so come on, let’s get a taxi, the first round’s on me, come on it’s my hen do! Let’s get wasted!” Athena grinned, flashing her set of pearly whites.
“Thank god! I need to get the smell of old lady off me” Sarah groaned as she lugged her pink carry on bag over her shoulder and began towards the exit of the bleak train station.
-
After a less stressful taxi journey they arrived at the 5 star hotel that Summer had booked, just one of her weddingly duties as maid of honour. Once checking in, the girls went up to their room and split off into their bedrooms.
“Becca you sure you don’t mind the pull out bed? We can swap and you take the bedroom if you want, i don’t mind-“
“No! This is your hen do! You are not staying on a pull out bed! Besides it’s comfy” Becca smiled as she looked up from where she was lay on said pull out bed.
Their hotel room was big, two double rooms, a big bathroom with a shower and Jacuzzi. Marble counters, big mirrors and the whitest of white bedding.
“Summer these rooms are so nice! That shower was amazing! You did good” Sarah smiled as she walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped her body and around her hair.
“I know” Summer smirked as the other three girls chuckled.
“My turn!” Athena yelled before darting into the bathroom.
“Hey! I said i was showering next!” Becca whined.
“I’ll make it up to you, if you bring anyone back later you can use my room!”
“Okay deal!”
-
“10 minutes to set guys!” John shouted
“Huddle up boys!” Jeremy yelled.
The 5 boys huddled up together and crouched themselves over into a small circle, throwing their arms over each other’s slouched shoulders. Before speaking Jeremy looked to Josh, he was joined by the other three boys, all mimicking his gaze.
“What?” Josh questioned, a confused look washing over his face.
He looked down and realised what he was missing. He looked down to see his main admission to their showly ritual.
“Shit sorry!” he yelled before running off.
He returned with his Bass hanging from his shoulders, he huddled back into the group.
“You know the rule Woodard!”
“Let’s make this the best damn show we’ve played! Sheffield on three”
“ONE TWO THREE SHEFFIELD!” they all shouted before bumping fists with the rest of their band.
With adrenaline pumping through them, they ran on the stage ready to play. The crowed roared and the night began.
-
Having managed to get ready in two hours, the girls had decided it wasn’t the best idea to start drinking without lining their stomachs first so they headed out for food. Once they’d eaten they headed off to their first stop of the night. Their party didn’t start however until they reached The Polo!. They’d made a few stops to rest as wearing heels was hard work. As Summer waddled slowly down the street and Sarah held her open toe boots in her hands they noticed how their surprise of the night had que’s lining up around the block, due to security letting small groups of people in every hour.
Athena had been awarded rewarded with a ‘Bride To Be’ sash by her brides maids. All the girls were a little tipsy by now as this was hours after they had sipped their first cocktail. They stumbled down the road talking loudly when they began walking past the club. Heavy metal music poured out of the club as the tattooed smokers and bikers stood outside waiting to gain access.
“Huhhh!! Athy we should go here!” Summer gasped as she heard the music.
“Yeah this is totally your scene!” Sarah giggled as she began head banging, her hair flying everywhere.
“Look at the que” Athena said as she looked towards the never ending line.
It’ll go down soon i’m sure” Becca tried to reassure, seeing the look on her friends face knowing full well she didn’t want them to ruin their night out by waiting around to get into somewhere for her.
“No come on their’s a crazy house round the corner! They play the same music”
The purple haired bride pointed towards the end of the street as she began walking, hoping the girls would follow.
“Hey girls, where are we headed tonight?” A rep on the street asked as he stepped in front of them
“A rock club!” Becca yelled, being a little more tipsy than the others.
“Well why aren’t you coming in here! It’s the best rock club in Sheffield”
“i need somewhere to sit down soon, i can’t stand in that line in these shoes” Summer giggled flirtingly.
“Well i don’t usually do this but i can see someone is celebrating her last night of freedom so i need to make sure it’s a good one! Couldn’t have this beautiful lady disappointed” he winked at Athena, making her ivory cheeks blush.
He certainly looked the part for a rep of a night club. His lip pierced and ears stretched, tattoo’s covering his arms and neck. He walked them over to the security guards and shouted over to them.
“Let them in now as VIP, if Frankie says anything send her to me”
The tall, buff bouncer nodded as he pulled wrist bands out of his pocket. The rep, who introduced himself at Drew turned around and edged them forward in front of the waiting people, who had began to whine irritatidly.
“Have fun ladies” he shouted before moving on to another group of passers.
The four girls each had bands put on which indicated they were VIP and let inside. The club was loud and warm but surprisingly not that busy considering how many people were outside. The girls walked in receiving a few looks due to their girly dresses and inkless skin, excluding Athena, who had managed to remove her sash without the girls noticing. A smiley young girl walked over and gave them a cocktail before leading them over to a section enclosed with curtains. The VIP area.
“Hmm VIP’s not so bad” Athena smirked sipping on the fruit cocktail as she walked through the gap in the curtains into the enclosed area.
After finding a table to place their drinks on, Summer sat on a stool and removed her heals while the others took off their jackets and placed them on the table.
“Right, let’s go dance!” Summer squealed after kicking her shoes under the table.
The tanned girl grabbed hold of her friends and dragged them onto the makeshift dance floor to join the rest of the people singing their hearts out to wheezer.
-
Their hair was whipped around as they head banged, a mix of black, brown, purple and blonde was all they could see as they shook their heads to the alternative music. They sung to the songs they barely knew and belted out the ones they did. They grinded on each other while laughing and ordered shot after shot. Feeling her entire weight in her feet Athena decided to take a break and left her friends on the dance floor while she returned to their table and sipped her Amaretto and coke. Swallowing her mouthful of the sweet alcohol, she felt the weight of someone’s eyes on her. Not wanting to be too obvious she casually looked around, pretending to evaluate her surroundings. It wasn’t until she turned towards the bar did she find the owner of the stare stood leaning against the marble surface of the bar surrounded by a group of his friends.
It took him a minute to realise he had been caught but Jeremy gave a shy smile before pretending to zone into the conversation between Alex and Josh. Their first show in Sheffield had gone down a storm, their fan base in the UK was a lot bigger than they could have ever imagined it to be at this point in their career. Having their own lyrics sang back to them by thousands of people they didn’t know had put them on cloud nine and they had refused to go back to their hotel yet as they weren’t leaving for another day. They had been told about the club and thought why not. He hadn’t expected to see anyone like her here though. She was hot, like really hot. Wearing a short tight dress that showed off her curves and her legs that were covered in tattoos. That wasn’t the only time she’d caught him taking a few glances. Thinking he was playing it cool he blushed beetroot every time she made eye contact with him, he’d chuckle a little and smirk slightly but he’s cheeks burnt hot. Athena would smile, bite her lip and turn back to her friends. Jeremy had caught her a few times too, sneaking little glances to see if he was looking and sometimes he was, sometimes it was just a coincidence that they looked to each other at the same time.
Minutes passed by and the girls plan of moving on to another club had gone out of the window. Two hours had passed of the two of them giving each other the eye before Jeremy plucked up the balls to make a move.
“Joe, i’ll have another round and whatever that girl’s drinking” Jeremy called to the bartender in his deep American accent as he pointed over to where Athena was standing, her hand holding her popped hip, laughing at something one of her friends had said.
“Oh yeah, you trying to get lucky McKinnon?” Joe teased as he picked up a spirit bottle and began pouring drinks.
“Emphasis on the try” He joked.
“Here” Joe said as he placed the drink on the bar in front of the dark haired man.
“Will you take it over for me?”
“I’m not your slave!”
“I’ll tip you £50”
“Done and done” Joe grinned as he took the fifty pound note out of Jeremy’s hand.
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It's Complicated- Chapter Two
A tattooed arm appeared over Athena’s shoulder as the four drunk girls were huddled around their small table. She watched the hand place a drink matching her own in front of her before it retracted. She found it was attached the bartender Summer had been trying to flirt with every time they went to the bar. She gave him a confused look to which he just giggled.
“Compliments of the very attractive yet erotically dysfunctional man at the bar”
All the girls began laughing as Joe chuckled and shrugged. Athena shook her head a little before smiling awkwardly.
“Er… thanks”
Joe returned to the bar while the girls all leaned in over the table.
“What the fuck?!” Athena laughed
“Someone has an admirer!” Becca squealed.
“Why is he buying you a drink? Can’t he see that you’re- where’s your sash?” Sarah asked confused.
“Don’t act surprised Athy, i’ve been watching you two eye fucking all night” Summer bit a little cooly.
“I have not!” she laughed
“Ooohh Athy’s got the hots for this mysterious man!”
“Which one is it?”
“The guy in the red top, the one with the unnaturally tidy beard” Becca pointed out as Sarah looked over as unsubtly as possible.
“Look i’m gonna go take the drink back over and explain”
She slid out of her seat and grabbed the drink before walking over towards Jeremy, trying as hard as possible not to stumble or appear intoxicated but to be pretty honest she was smashed. She wouldn’t remember any of this tomorrow, not receiving this drink off a guy while she was on her hen do, nor would she remember how they’ve practically been eye fucking each other all night. Taking a deep breath she pushed her chest and ass out, flipped her hair over her shoulder and strutted towards him with her head held high. Jeremy had been watching her since the drink had landed on the table. He watched her walk towards him and took a deep breath before putting on a sultry smile before moving out from his group of friend to have a little privacy.
“Hey” Athena grinned as she placed her drink on the bar
“Hey” he grinned as she leant on the bar in front of her.
“Look i’m just gonna say it, i can’t accept this, as nice as it is… i’m engaged, this is my hen do so-“ Athena began to explain.
“Shit” Jeremy chuckled
“Trust me to find an engaged woman the only attractive woman in here”
Athena giggled a little as her face blushed bright red.
“I’m sorry, i just thought i’d test my luck, seems someone got there before me… I’m Jeremy by the way”
“Athena, sounds like you’re a long way from home Jeremy” She smiled, noticing his accent.
She didn’t want to walk away and lose his attention, not wanting this to be a small conversation and to never talk to him again.
“Yeah, touring takes you anywhere” he smiled cooley.
“You tour? Are you in a band or something?”
“Uh yeah, these four idiots are my band mates, our first time in the UK actually”
“Oh well welcome!” she giggled
There was a small silence as they just looked at each other, both with smirks playing on their lips. Athena giggled a little at the awkwardness they was washing over them. She bit her lip slightly and looked down at the bar. God she was perfect. He couldn’t believe she was already taken by someone else, this beautiful, funny, sexy woman! Where had she been his entire life? With her plump lips and her curves and her wonderfully tattooed legs, god those legs. Jeremy could feel himself twitch in his pants just seeing her leant on the bar.
“I should er… probably get back to my friends” Athena said a little glumly.
“Right, take the drink though, as a friend” Jeremy smiled before giving her a quick nod and walking away.
He huffed as his gaze followed her and her fine ass back to her friends. Leaning back against the bar he took a swig from his bottle. When was he going to find someone like that? That he was this attracted to? Sure it may well be drunk lust but right now he wanted to know what his future looked like? Did it have her in it or at least someone like her. Someone who could come and visit him on tour when they got big, someone he could skype while he was away and come home to when he had a break. Someone to marry and start a family with.
He came out of his day dream to realise he had been staring at their table and she was looking back, grinning, her drink in her hand and her eyes creased. God she was perfect.
“Which one you lookin at?” Neil asked as he nudged Jeremy.
He looked up at the looming figure of his friend and attempted to play it off like he had no idea of what he was talking about. It clearly didn’t work.
“I don’t know what you’re-… the purple haired one”
“Ooohh she’s nice, that who came over?” Neil asked as he sipped his beer.
“Yeah” Jeremy mumbled as he looked down at his bottle.
“Well… why aren’t you over there then?” he asked confused as to why his friend, the guy who has been winging for weeks on end about how he hasn’t gotten any in months, was still sat on his stool.
“She’s er… she’s engaged, on her hen do” he explained
“Ohh bummer”
-
The guys sat talking together for another hour or so, Jeremy had moved back into their little circle of friends, however he had kept his eye Athena as slyly as possible. She’d noticed though, and he’d caught her looking over for him.
“Dude go over and speak to the woman!” Josh egged on Alex.
As luck would have it Alex had been giving the eye to Athena’s blonde friend. He had been trying to think of a line all night but had no luck. Alex smiled and shook his head as he went all shy.
“Why not? What have you got to lose? If she’s into you then you’re getting laid tonight and if she she turns you down then you’re never gonna see her again” Kevin reasoned.
“Not if Jeremy has anything to do with it” Neil sniggered
“What?”
“Fuck off asshole” Jeremy laughed as he digged him in the arm.
“He wants to stick his in purple” Neil pointed over to Athena who was currently in her own little world dancing with her tanned friend.
“I do not!… i hate you” he chuckled as he watched Alex.
Taking a deep breath Alex grabbed the drink he had requested for Sarah and made his way over to her. They all watched in silence as Sarah, the tour staff had joined them on their night out. Sarah’s cheeks flushed when she noticed this cute guys big group of friends looking at them.
Athena returned to their table to get a drink when she noticed a random guy speaking to Sarah. She smirked at Summer before reaching round for her drink and distancing herself with her other two friends. It wasn’t until she needed a refill did she look towards the bar again. It was then she noticed all of Jeremy’s friends staring over at their table. Figuring the guy speaking to Sarah was one of their friends, she smiled to herself, she had another reason to speak to him.
The three girls walked over to the bar and waited to get service. Athena checked her phone to see nothing. He hadn’t even checked in to see if she was okay. She brushed this off as soon as she heard his voice as he joked with his friend. She leant on the bar and pushed her ass out a little and began playing with her hair as she listened to her friends fuss over how their other friend was so gonna get some tonight.
“Hey! Hey purple” Neil shouted over.
She turned her head and looked at him like she was completely oblivious that they were there. She smiled a little and walked over.
“Hey” she smiled at Jeremy
“So you know this handsome chap here” Neil grinned as he squished his shoulders again.
“I do” she grinned as she put her hand on his arm.
What was she doing? She was engaged to be married to another man! She was here stood flirting with this guy she’d never met before and she wanted nothing more than to just grab him and kiss him and be with him.
“Well” Luke, one of their merch sellers, grinned.
“He’s too much of a pussy to speak to you properly but he thinks you’re very attractive”
“Hey i spoke to her! I even bought her a drink!”
“And you had Joe take it to her!” Josh argued
“Yeah well… shut up”
“Is that your friend?” Athena asked as she pointed to where Alex and Sarah sat giggling with each other.
“Yeah, that man has some balls! Unlike you” Neil teased
Athena giggled as she pinched his cheeks flirtingly. His face was burning red as his friends were trying their hardest to embarrass him.
“Annyyway, you guys wanna join us for a while?” Jeremy asked as he nodded to her friends who were stood grinning at her back, one was at least.
“Sure”
-
Their group became bigger as the three girls stood with them and joked with them. Athena and Jeremy were passing subtle little looks and touches with each other all night, they at least thought they were subtle. Becca had noticed Athena’s hand that had stuck to his shoulder as she stood slightly behind him against the bar. It would occasionally rub his arm a little before returning. She noticed how his hand would every now and then drop down and rub her lower thigh. Becca had always been one of Athena’s best friends, she’s known her almost as long as Summer had. But Athena always felt like she was a proper friend. Summer kept her in line and made sure she didn’t lose control but Becca was the friend she went wild with. They were the pair that stayed out till all hours of the morning or got spontaneous tattoos. She was the friend that wouldn’t judge her or tell anyone if she did something awful. Like if she was to cheat on her fionce by sleeping with a hot guy she had met that night in a bar.
“Oh my fucking god” Athena gasped as she looked over to check on Sarah, to see her with Alex’s tongue shoved down her throat.
“Yes Alex!” Kevin shouted.
Alex and Sarah pulled apart and looked over to the group and began laughing, before grabbing their things and joining them. The rest of the night flew by and before any of them knew it they had all stumbled onto the dance floor. They all danced along to whatever song came on. Athena had broken her seal a good couple of hours ago, she stumbled towards the bathroom after letting Becca know where she was going. She used their facilities and checked her appearance in the mirror. Considering how much she’d had to drink she still looked surprisingly sober. She pulled her hair over her shoulders before walking out into the corridor that led to the bath rooms. As she passed the gents, who else could walk out but Jeremy.
“Hey” he grinned as she stopped for him
“Hey” she smiled
“So… you having a good night?”
“Yeah yeah, a bit tired now but i’m having fun, my last night of freedom and stuff”
“Yeah…” Jeremy sighed a little
“So er… when are you getting married?” He questioned
“Oh not for another couple of months or so, having the hen do early just to get it out of the way so i’m not stressing” she hiccupped slightly.
“Right… well erm congratulations” he smiled awkwardly.
“Thanks… look i’m really sorry, i know i’ve been giving you all these signals tonight and stuff but-“
“Yeah, they’ve been quite… mixed” he chuckled nervously.
“Look i like you, if i didn’t have this ring on my finger then we would already be back in a hotel but i met you a couple years too late so-“
“Wow… that was… straight to the point” he laughed
Athena giggled and they just kind of stood smiling at each other as a silence settled over them. She bit her lip as she looked at him. She had to lean the top of her back against the wall behind her to keep herself steady. She kept her eyes locked on his as she could feel her heart pound a little faster. Jeremy almost busted a nut in his jeans where he stood. This amazing woman stood in front of him, her chest pushed out towards him, her long slender legs crossed over just a foot away from him. His mouth had gone dry and his hands sweaty. He couldn’t stop himself. He felt himself moving before he could think.
Jeremy grabbed hold of Athena’s waist with one hand and pressed the other against the wall to hold himself up. Before she knew it his mouth was on hers and her hands were on his face and chest pressing him against her as she moved her mouth in harmony with his. He dug his finger nails into her back and pulled her away from the wall so she was stood straight and they were chest to chest pressed against each other. Her hands snaked up into his hair and around his neck. Their mouths opening around each other, their tongues dancing with each other.
“Mmm” Athena moaned a little into his mouth.
That’s when it hit her. She was kissing him. Jeremy. A man who wasn’t her fionce. Someone she’d just met! She pressed her hand flat to his chest and pushed away so that she fell out of his grasp and her hand shot over her mouth and her stomach.
“Oh my god” she breathed
Jeremy looked at his feet quickly as he licked his lips slightly. He shoved one hand in his jean pocket and scratched his neck with the other.
“Shit” he mumbled as he kept his eyes on her.
“Athy i’m so sorry, i shouldn’t have-“
“Noo it’s not your fault” she whined as she closed her eyes and took a deep breathe
She opened her eyes and looked at him.
“I shouldn’t have led you on… i should probably go… back in… there” she breathed.
“Right…”
They both walked back into the main club and joined the rest of their friends. Athena down the rest of her drink and tried to take in what had just happened. How was she going to explain this to Troy? How was she going to go home and tell the love of her life that she kissed another man? What were the girls going to say?
“They just called last orders so we’re gonna head to the hotel, bars open for another 2 hours?” Neil grinned as he nudged Jeremy.
He didn’t receive the reaction he had expected though, instead of the chuckle and grin he received a shrug of the shoulder and a kind of pissed off look. That’s exactly what he needed right now, to head to another bar with the engaged woman he had just kissed. The woman he so badly wanted to spend the night with. He looked up at her and found her looking at him through her lashes with an unreadable look on her face. What was he going to do? He didn’t want the night to end, he didn’t want to watch her leave and know that it’s the last time he’s ever going to see her.
They were all ushered out of the club through the back door and into a private car park. Athena stood huddled next to Becca, trying to keep warm. Jeremy hadn’t said anything to anyone since they’d walked out. Just stood near the back, as far away from her as he could. Not too far so he couldn’t hear her talk to Becca.
“Look i’m gonna go back to our hotel, i’m super tired and i can’t drink anymore” she shivered
“Nooo! You can’t go, this is your hen do!” Becca whined
“No really, i’m gonna get a cab, you guys go have fun!”
Becca just looked at her and huffed.
“Fine, come on lets get the girls”
“No! You guys stay out, go with the guys, have fun!” She smiled.
Deciding not to tell the other two girls, she hugged Becca before looking over to where he was stood… looking at her. She gave him a small smile before turning and walking round the corner and through the gate to hail a cab.
And she was gone.
It's Complicated- Chapter Three
The ride back to the hotel was a glum one. For both of them. Jeremy had sat in silence in the car, wedged between Becca and Neil. He was never going to see her again. It wasn’t like he could ask for her number because… well she was getting married. He couldn’t tell anyone that they kissed cause that’d destroy her relationship. He sat at the bar with a Budweiser in his hand and tried to cheer up. This wasn’t the end of the night. He’d played one of the best shows of this life tonight and just because he’d been rejected after he’d kissed an engaged woman doesn’t mean he had to stay miserable all night. He was listening to Kevin and Travis, his mic technician, argue over something when Neil piped up.
“Hey where did purple go?” he asked as he slung his arm over the back of Becca’s chair.
“Oh shit! Where’s Athena?!” Summer panicked in her drunken state
“She went back to the hotel” Jeremy piped up.
“What? Why?”
Jeremy shrugged his shoulders. He knew exactly why she went back, at least he thought he did. While Athena sat in the cab she watched the lights flash past the windows. She had to leave! If she didn’t then she would carry on drinking and carry on flirting with him and then she’d want him to kiss her again and she’d want to go back to his hotel room and she couldn’t. As much as she wanted him she couldn’t have him. She loved her fionce, Troy was amazing! He brought her flowers home just because and he made her dinner and they had a half decent sex life. But she couldn’t help herself with Jeremy. Despite only knowing him a few hours she was drawn to him. She wanted his attention, all of it.
The cab pulled to a stop and she leant forward, handing the driver a £10 note and climbing out without her change. She looked up at the unfamiliar hotel and walked into the lobby. Her eyes were tired and her feet were sore. She’d sobered up a bit. Sitting on the floor outside her hotel room for over an hour hadn’t helped. She walked into the hotel and wondered to the front desk.
“Excuse me, can you tell me where the bar is? I’m supposed to meet someone here” she lied
“I’m sorry the bars closing” the receptionist smiled politely.
“Shit” Athena whispered to herself as she moved from the desk.
She’d just spent her last £10 on the way here. She huffed a little and turned to walk out when she heard his voice.
“Athy?” Jeremy questioned
She turned and looked at him. Walking out of the area that must have been the bar he stood tall and broad and oh so handsome. She took a deep breath in before smiling slightly, her arms wrapped around her body in an attempt to keep herself warm.
“Hey”
“What’s up? I thought you went back to the hotel” he worried in a slightly slurred voice.
“I did but er… Becca has the key and i waited for them but they didn’t come back so i came to get it”
Jeremy chuckled a little.
“They left about 10 minutes ago, well Becca and Summer did, your other friend’s gone up to Alex’s room” he smirked
She giggled and shook her head.
“Right well i better get going then” she mumbled
“Wait, i can call you cab if you want”
“I haven’t got any money on me”
“Oh well, my money’s up in my room. You wanna come up so i can grab it?” he offered
“Oh no it’s fine i’ll walk, it’s only a half hour walk” she smiled stiffly
“No come on! You’re not walking” he demanded.
She sighed before nodding and walking over to the elevator. They walked in and Jeremy pressed the button for his floor and up they went. They went up in silence, they walked from the elevator in silence and they entered his hotel room in silence. Jeremy opened the door and closed it after Athena had walked in. She stood awkwardly near the door and waited for him to get his wallet. She felt awful, having to take money from him after everything that had happened tonight. Jeremy placed his key and phone on the little table and turned to look at her, stood in her little dress with her long hair pushed over shoulder. God he wanted her. He moved his eyes off her before he jizzed in his pants.
“Er here” he mumbled as he grabbed his wallet out of his suitcase and pulled £20 out.
Athena looked down at the hand he held out that was offering her money. She sighed and shook her head before turning her body a little.
“No i can’t take that”
“Just take it! You’re not walking!” he demanded
“No i can’t take money off you Jeremy” she mumbled as she looked at him
“Why not?” he questioned
She didn’t say anything. She didn’t want his money. She knew she had to leave but she also knew that this would be it. She wouldn’t see him again.
“Is this about before?” He asked quietly, his shoulders slumping a little.
Athena rolled her eyes slightly. She groaned and walked away from him a little.
“Look i’m sorry that i kissed you okay it was just the heat of the moment!”
“It’s not about that! I liked the kiss okay i just feel bad taking money off you!” she rambled out quickly.
There was a short silence between them, Athena realising what she had just said and looking up at him to see him already looking back.
“I just meant… i barely know you i can’t take money off you”
“And i can’t let you walk on your own in the middle of the night!” he argued back.
Tensing her jaw she huffed and nodded her head.
“Fine”
Jeremy grinned as he shoved the money into her hand. He threw his wallet back onto the table as he looked at her.
“So… you liked the kiss?” he smirked
“Shut up!” she giggled as she shoved it in her bag.
“I just wanna know if i’m a good kisser or not” he chuckled
“Well i’ll guess you’ll never know” she smirked back
“Come on tell me!”
“No!”
Athena had placed her bag on the table too and was leant against the wall near his bed. Jeremy was stood in the middle of the room with his hands shoved in his pockets, his line of pearly white teeth on show as he flirted with her yet again. His heart was pounding and he felt all warm inside. He had to keep her talking, he didn’t want her to leave.
“Finneee…. you’re a very good kisser” she breathed
Jeremy just smirked at her and she looked at his through her lashes before looking at the floor again.
“Look i really am sorry, i know it was completely out of line and i know that you’re engaged and i hate you for that but… yeah” he chuckled after a small silence.
“Well i’m sorry for being engaged!”
“You should be!” he joked
“It’s not my fault! I didn’t know i was gonna meet you tonight!” she laughed
“Well you should have!”
“I wouldn’t have been here if i wasn’t engaged!”
“That’s true but… shut up!”
They both chuckled before Athena took a deep breath and moved off the wall.
“I better… go” she mumbled
“Right” he breathed quietly
They both leant down to grab her bag, their hands collided and they both retracted. It was only when she looked up did she realise how close they were. Their chests a few inches away. She looked up into his eyes to find them looking down at her. She searched them for something, anything that would remind her how much of a bad idea this would be. Something that would stop her, she would pull away, get her bag and leave his hotel room to get a taxi back to her own.
She didn’t find anything. He leant down and pressed his rosy lips to hers. Jeremy moved his mouth against hers, Athena hadn’t hesitated to react, moving her mouth in harmony with his. Jeremy’s hands shot out to grab her waist and pulled her flush against him. She lost her footing slightly from his force, she grabbed onto his shoulders and pushed her mouth against his harder. Her mind was a blur, she couldn’t focus on anything other than how good his tongue tasted as it mingled with hers. Or how good it felt to have his hands gripping her waist tightly or his hand that was inching lower and closer to her ass. She wasn’t thinking about Troy or the fact that she was cheating on him.
Her hand roamed into his hair and tugged hard causing a delicious groan to fall from his lips. Jeremy gripped her bottom lip between his teeth and pulled gently until it slipped away. Their foreheads rested against each other while they tried to catch their breaths.
“I need to take my shoes off” she whispered
“Uh uh” he mumbled before running his hands down the back of her legs.
Jeremy grabbed the back of her legs and hoisted her up. She squealed a little and gripped onto his shoulders while he walked her over to his bed and dropped her down. The feeling from having him pressed against her was better than she could have imagined. The way his beard felt tickling her face as they made out with each other, how warm he was against her cold body. Jeremy’s hands ran down Athena’s side and hiked her leg up over his waist, her back was arching slightly pressing her chest into his. Her hands had found their way up his top and began to push his top up. He hummed against her lips in acknowledgment before disconnecting their mouths to lift his top off over his head. He reconnected them and kept himself pressed above her by his arms either side of her head. His mouth wandered along her jaw and down her neck. She breathed deeply in pleasure. She’d wanted his lips on her skin all night and now she had them she didn’t know what to do with herself. Athena pushed his shoulders up and sat up, making him stand up with her.
“What’s up?” he breathed
His chest became heavy! Did she want to stop?! Oh god, she hated him! His mind was silenced when Athena pushed him back to make herself room to stand up. She looked him dead in the eye with a small smirk on her face as she reached for the bottom of her dress and tugged it up slowly until she lost sight of him for a second as it want over her head. His mouth had dropped open slightly as he stared at her. The long sleeve satin dress she had decided to wear had an embedded bra meaning she didn’t have to wear one. Jeremy was dreaming, he never imagined for his night to end with this beautiful, insanely sexy woman standing in front of him with nothing but her lace panties and her heals on. Her perky breasts holding her pierced nipples. He didn’t say anything, just stood staring.
Athena began to feel a little awkward holding his stare. Deciding to take thing into her own hands she pressed her naked breasts against his bare chest before littering his neck with sloppy kisses. It took him a minute to react but eventually his hand slipped round her body and down to her ass, where he gripped it hard causing her to stutter in her trail of kisses, that was leading over his shoulders and down his chest.
“Oohh” Jeremy groaned as he rolled his head back.
Athena had begun to sink down onto her knees in front of him, her lips dragging along his bare skin only stopping when she hit the floor, her mouth lingering over his clothed crotch. Her hand followed and gripped onto his belt. The purple haired girl didn’t waste a minute in unbuckling his belt and undoing the button on his jeans. He couldn’t believe his eyes, she was on her knees in front of him, in her panties and heels, her boobs sat there waiting for him. Athena hooked her fingers into the top of his jeans and began tugging them down slowly, just so they sat about his knees. Jeremy stared down with his mouth open slightly as Athena began rubbing his cock through his grey boxer shorts.
“Holy shit” he breathed
Athena grinned up at him, showing off her white teeth. She loved being a teased! Her sex life with Troy was so boring, all they ever did was kiss for a few minutes and then have sex for the whole 5 minutes that he lasted. In the same old boring missionary position. She wanted more than that, she wanted to be dragged to bed and pinned down to the mattress with her ass in the air. She wanted to be dominated, by a real man… by Jeremy. She continued to rub him through his clothing, breathing as close as possible to him.
“Oh my god! Please just do something!” Jeremy begged
“Mmmm someone’s eager!” she smirked
“I’m been picturing you on your knees all night!”
Athena faked a gasp before rolling her eyes and pulling on the bottom of his pants. She watched as they slid down and revealed his pubic hair and the top of his shaft. They slid further and further and further. Her mouth had dropped open a little when she saw the size of him. Troy was only just half the size of him. She was in for a treat tonight.
“Wow”
He gasped as she grabbed hold of his cock with her hand and began pumping him slowly, still trying to take in his size. Looking up into his eyes, Athena kept eye contact with him as she took the tip of his girthy cock into her mouth. He groaned and closed his eyes as he enjoyed it. Not only was this the first time he was having his cock sucked in 4 months but it was by this amazing hot woman. A woman who clearly knew what she was doing. Athena sucked on his head for a little while before throwing him in the deep end and forcing her mouth all the way down to his pubic bone. He moaned loudly at the feeling of hitting the back of her throat.
“Oh fuuucckkkk!” Jeremy moaned
Athena pulled him out of her mouth before spitting on his cock and pumping him fast, she leant down and sucked his balls into her mouth. Jeremy inhaled deeply and his hand shot down to her head. She removed her mouth and took his dick back in. Athena bobbed her head a little faster and he moaned louder. His fingers had intertwined in her hair and without even noticing he had began to thrust his hips forward. One particularly hard thrust on his part gained a moan from Athena’s mouth around his cock. The vibrations sent him crazy. He pulled out quickly as he began to get that feeling. The feeling of something building up inside of him, a knot tying in his lower stomach.
“What’s up?” she breathed up at him
“I don’t wanna cum in your mouth” he breathed back before kicking off his shoes.
Jeremy rushed to yank off his socks and his jeans and boxers the rest of the way down his legs. Now fully naked he walked over to her and grabbed her upper arm, pulling her clumsily to her feet. Her mind was spinning, the room blurred out of vision every now and then but she still managed to stand up straight, flush against Jeremy’s naked body. His cock stood to attention against her leg. His mouth hit hers firmly as his hands instantly found her ass. Athena pushed her tongue into his mouth and she tangled one hand into his hair while the other was slung over his should scratching his back.
“Fuck! Dirtly little thing aren’t we” he smirked
Athena didn’t have time to respond as she’d been picked up again and thrown through the air onto the bed. She moaned at the feeling of being handled roughly. Troy was never like this, she had to get in bed herself and wait for him to crawl between her already opened legs. This was something completely different to what she was used to. Laying over the bed with her feet on the edge, Athena watched as Jeremy approached her and climbed over again. His head was spinning, he didn’t know if he’d be able to last long but he was determined to try his hardest. He wasn’t going to nut after a couple of minutes of fucking this unbelievably sexy woman. Her coloured hair fluttered out over the bedding, her pert breasts laying undisturbed on her chest, lacy underwear sitting comfortable over her hips and her long inked legs ending with her high heels. His hands immediately grabbed hold of her panties and pulled them teasingly down her long legs before she kicked them off her feet at him.
“What? No warm up for me?” Athena grinned as she felt the head of his shaft graze over her pussy.
“No, that’s gonna be a come down” He teased before positioning himself
Thrusting forward they both moaned out as he entered her deeply. Stretching her out perfectly. God she felt amazing! Warm, slick and tight around his cock. He listened to her moan and begin to breath heavily just at the feeling of him. He slowly pulled out, disconnecting his hips from hers gently before slamming them back together. Athena made the most delicious sound of pleasure as she threw her head back into the blanket and dug her fingers into the mattress.
“Fucckk” she whined as Jeremy began to set himself a fast rhythm.
She was completely out of her mind. She knew for a fact that this was going to ruin her relationship and her engagement with the man she supposedly loved. But right now she didn’t care, she didn’t care if she hated herself tomorrow or if her friends hated her, if Troy broke up with her, if she died alone. She felt amazing right now, having him pounding into her so amazingly, hitting her in the perfect place every time. With her nails dug into Jeremy’s back, Athena dug her teeth into his shoulder as his chest brushed across hers. She missed being this close to someone, having this intimacy. Feeling someone kissing up her neck as they fucked her. God she hated her sex life.
“Ugg” Jeremy groaned as he stopped moving with his hips flush against hers.
“What’s up?” she breathed up at him.
He took a moment to catch his breath before shaking his head and pulling out of her. His hands tickled her sides from her waist down to her thighs. Big hands wrapped around them as they were still floating in the air. Suddenly flipping her over, Athena squealed slightly as she landed embarrassingly on her face. She wobbled onto her hands and knees while on the mattress. He removed her heals from her feet before shuffling her forward and joining her on the bed.
“I couldn’t get my footing right, knocking my performance” he groaned as he knelt behind her.
Athena shuddered as he began to run the tip of his dick over the folds of her dripping pussy.
“That was your performance being knock- oh fuck!” she moaned loudly as her entered her again from behind.
Getting instantly into a hard fast rhythm he slammed his hips against her ass and watched it jiggle in front of him. God he could burst just watching it bounce against him. Her tight little ass all soft and smooth. The sound of her loud moans and skin slapping was driving him crazy. Athena was on her hands and knees getting fucked harder than she had in the last two years. He placed one hand over hers as he leant forward over her.
“You like that?” he growled into her ear through her hair.
Athena threw her head back onto his shoulder, her hands digging into the mattress harder.
“Fuckkk yess” she whined
“You like getting your pussy pounded?”
“Uh huh”
“You want it harder baby? You want to get fucked rougher?” Jeremy groaned
“Oh god yes, please baby” she begged.
At her permission Jeremy gathered her hair together and wrapped the make shift pony tail around his hand before pulling her head back. Her moans got louder and she bounced back against him faster. He couldn’t believe this was happening, from the moment he’d seen her he had wondered what it would be like to have her wrapped around him making him feel good and this was ten times better. He didn’t think he’d last much longer. Jeremy pulled her hair harder forcing her to kneel up, her back pressed against his chest. Athena grabbed his hips behind her and dug her nails in. With one hand still wrapped in her silky purple hair pulling her head back onto his shoulder and keeping a good pace for her to bounce on his cock. The other hand snaked its way around her front and cupped her entire breast in his big hand. His fingers pinched her nipples and twisted them just enough to get her to tighten around him.
“Oh fuckkk, Jeremy… I’m gonna cum” she moaned
He rolled his eyes back at the sound of those words spilling from her mouth after his name. Picking up his pace he nibbled on her ear to edge her along. It was all too much for her, all too intense. The feeling of him pounding her from behind, his mouth on her ear and hand on her chest, she couldn’t take it. Athena dug her nails in his hips deeper as her mouth hung open with no noise coming out. Her pussy wrapped ever so tightly around his shaft as she reached her high. It was like no orgasm she’d ever had before, she felt her legs get drenched and a sweet pain in her shoulder as Jeremy sunk his teeth into her flesh. His ball tightened as she squirted all over him and the bed. The knot that had formed in his stomach was beginning to loosen.
“Shit, shit,… fuck i’m gonna come” he growled as he pulled out of her pussy and began to jerk himself off.
Athena flopped onto the bed and rolled onto her back. Jeremy smirked a little as he straddled her stomach just in time for the first string of his load to shoot out onto her breasts.
“Shhittt”
“Oh my god” she moaned as she looked at her chest covered in his seed.
After a moment of catching his breath, Jeremy climbed off the bed and disappeared into the bathroom for a second before returning with a wet flannel. He wiped the jizz off her chest and threw it to the table, knocking his phone into her bag, unbeknownst to him. Pulling the covers back he waited for Athena to get under before joining her, pressing his bare chest against her bare back.
“That was amazing” he mumbled sleepily, pressing a soft kiss to her shoulder.
“Mmm” she hummed back.
Already half asleep, to unconscious to answer him. Or think about what she’d just done.
It's Complicated- Chapter Four
Becca walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around her hair. She grabbed her water off the counter and went as sat back on the pull out bed, in which she’d slept. Opening her book she managed to read about two lines before the door opened. She looked up and watched Athena walk in, in the same dress she’d worn last night, her hair clearly having been thrown up into a high ponytail. She watched her walk straight into the bedroom Becca thought she was still asleep in, appear a second later with a pair of shorts and a strap top before shutting herself in the bathroom. Shaking her red haired head a little she went back to her book. Man she couldn’t wait to hear this story. The door had been closed for about 5 seconds before she heard gagging and then… vomiting.
“For fuck sake” Becca groaned as she threw her book on the bed.
Having removed the towel from her hair, she walked into the bathroom without knocking to find her best friend knelt in front of the toilet. She walked over and leant against the sink as she pulled her hair behind her shoulder. Becca rubbed her back without a word and waited for her to feel confident enough to move away from toilet and lean against the wall. After flushing the toilet, Becca sat against the opposite wall and waited for her to say something. She didn’t.
“So you gonna tell me why you’re walking in attt.. 9:30 in the morning and why you’ve just been sick?” Becca questioned
“Well one… i’m severely hungover…” Athena started
“And two?” Becca questioned
Athena looked at the floor as she took a deep breath in, her eyes welling and her stomach turning again. How was she going to say this? She wouldn’t lie to Becca, she was the one person she knew she could tell everything too without being judged.
“I er….” she breathed
“What happened?” Becca said gently
The tears rolled down her puffy cheeks faster as she looked to the ceiling.
“I cheated on him” she whispered
“What?!” Becca yelled slightly making Athena snap her eyes shut.
“Sorry” Becca mumbled
“I can’t explain how much i hate myself!” Athena groaned as she wiped her face roughly.
“What happened? I thought you came back! I thought you were still in bed!” Becca chuckled slightly trying to lighten the mood.
“Ugg i did but you had my key and i waited but i went back to find you and you’d already left-“
“Wait… went back where?”
“To their hotel”
“Oh my god… did you?!”
“Yeah” Athena winced
“With-“
“Yeah”
There was a small silence as Becca looked at her friend wide eyed and mouth open, completely shocked. Athena kept her gaze on her hands, too ashamed to look up.
“Do you hate me?” Athena whispered
“No” Becca answered immediately
“Of course i don’t hate you i’m just shocked, this just isn’t like you”
There was another short silence. Athena felt that sickening pain behind her eyes as she tried so hard to stop herself from crying. Her eyes welling with more tears as she tried to keep them at bay but it was useless. One of the only things she prided herself in was always being faithful and now her she was, sat on the floor of a bathroom after having cheated on the man she was going to marry. She was disgusting.
“I can’t believe i did this!” she whined, dropping her face into her hands and letting the tears flow free.
Becca shuffled over the floor on her bum until she was sitting next her. She threw her arm over her friends shoulder and pulled her into her. Resting her head on top of her friends she let her cry until she quietened down again.
“Right, you’re gonna jump in the shower, i’m gonna go order room service and when you’re ready we’ll talk”
Athena nodded and sniffed before getting up and watching her friend leave the room.
Becca closed the door behind them and strolled over to the counter where the hotel phone sat. She rang down and ordered almost everything off the room service menu. Once she had put the phone down she returned back to her bed and picked up her phone. She couldn’t believe this! This was so unlike her, Athena had ranted about how she found it revolting that people could be unfaithful on many separate occasions. She couldn’t help but smirk a little however, she knew how miserable Athena got some times in her current relationship, she was kind of like her relationship counsellor. She told her about their boring sex life, about their arguments over incredibly stupid things, about how he always openly checked out other girls.
The door opened and Sarah came skipping in, extremely giddy.
“Hi” she grinned as she closed the door.
“Well hello you dirty slut” Becca giggled
Sarah laughed and jumped onto Becca’s bed next to her. She dove into telling her all about her night. About how her and Alex had gone back to his hotel room and had ‘the best sex of her fricking life’, then how about they cuddled and fell asleep in each others arms, about how they had shared a shower this morning and how he had taken her to breakfast.
“He’s asked me to go down to London in a few weeks to see him before they fly back to America” she grinned.
“Awww i’m so happy for you!” Becca smiled
“Where are the others?” Sarah questioned only just realising they were alone
“Erm Summer’s still in bed anndd Athena is taking a shower”
“How is the bride to be feeling today?” Sarah smirked
Becca chuckled sarcastically as she shook her head a little.
“Well, she’s er, a little worse for wear… she slept with Alex’s friend Jeremy last night” she said nonchalantly.
“WHAT?!” Sarah shouted just as they heard the shower turn off.
She raised her eyebrows quickly as she watched the bathroom door open and Athena slug out. Sarah gave her a small smile still trying to take in the news. Athena flopped on the bed with her wet hair in a messy bun. She was lay back on Becca’s pillows with her feet hanging off the edge, she rubbed her face with hands and sighed deeply.
“Soo… what happened?” Sarah asked quietly
Athena looked over at her and took a deep breath before sitting against the wall and pulled the pillow over her stomach.
“Ier… when we were in that club last night i was pretty wasted and i went to the bathroom and he was coming out of the mens and we were talking and he… kissed me”
“What?! Did he know you’re engaged?”
“I think so, i told him so many times but he was pretty wasted, we were talking and he just kept looking at me and staring at my lips, the heat of the moment i guess”
“Well you weren’t exactly giving him the ‘I’m an engaged woman’ vibe” Becca pointed out truthfully
“I know uuuggg i’m such a slut!” she winged
“That’s not the point what happened next?” Sarah asked intrigued
Athena rolled her eyes and tried to replay last night’s events. She remembered finding him at the hotel and why they went to his room but when it came to how that had started kissing and getting each other naked, she drew a blank.
“Well, i left to come back and i didn’t have my key so i waited before going to their hotel to find you guys but by the time i’d gotten there everyone had either come home or was banging some drummer” She smirked slightly at Sarah who flushed red.
“He was gonna lend me some money for a taxi back so we went to his room and the next thing i remember is being on my knees in my underwear, sucking his dick” Athena huffed
There was a tense silence between the three girls. Becca and Sarah trying to take in the information, While Athena sat looking at her hands waiting for their insults and criticism. She felt sick, she felt like she needed a couple of bleach baths before it was acceptable to even be in the same room as her fiancé. How was she going to tell him this? How was she going to walk into their home and tell him that she’d been with another man? About how another man had made her feel better than he had in months? How he’d made her feel like more of a woman in one night than in their entire relationship?
“Was it big?” Sarah asked, breaking both the silence and the tension.
Becca burst out laughing while Athena looked at her with wide eyes before letting out a little giggle.
“What? I’m curious, he doesn’t look like he’d have one” she laughed
Becca continued to laugh but also looked at Athena waiting for an answer.
“Bigger” was all she said
The laughter died down eventually before they became serious, their faces growing glummer and their eyes sad.
“You gonna tell Troy?”
“Ofcourse i am!” Athena answered immediately
“He’s my fiancé! We never keep secrets from each other… this is going to kill him! Oh god what did i do?! I’ve destroyed this relationship!”
“You don’t know that!” Becca tried to reassure her.
“Oh please! He’s gonna hate me! He’s gonna break up with me!… and even if he doesn’t call the wedding off, he’s never gonna trust me again”
“Well look at this way, even if he does call it off, at least you got a good lay out of it” Becca joked, again trying to lighten the mood
She gained a stern look off Sarah and a smack in the face with Athena’s pillow.
“I never wanted to be able to say i’ve cheated on someone! I never want to be one of those women who are married and have it all, the house, the job, the jewellery still want more, still want someone else!… but i don’t want to regret last night!” she blurted out
“What? You don’t regret it?”
“I do but… uugg i haven’t had sex that good in a long long long time! It was different you know, it was rough and exciting and i didn’t have to guide him into me!”
Sarah and Becca couldn’t help but chuckle as they watched their friend have an internal battle with herself.
“Dammnnn i should’ve gone home with Jeremy” Becca teased
“You gonna tell Summer?” Sarah questioned
“Oh god i haven’t even thought of what she’s gonna say!”
“You don’t have to tell her you know! She’s just gonna bitch at you and use it against you for everything! Besides she the biggest gossip around! The whole town will know before we even get back!”
“True… maybe i wont tell her” Athena mumbled as she chewed on her lip.
She didn’t have long to think about how she was about to keep something this big from her best friend before the afore mentioned girl came shuffling out of the bedroom looking worse than death. Wrapped up in her duvet plopped onto the bed just as there was a loud knock on the door.
“Wont tell me what?” she questioned
“That er.. i ordered room service!” Becca piped up quickly
“Why is that a secret?” Summer questioned as she plopped down onto the floor.
Sarah had stood up and answered the door, a cart was pushed into the room by a brown haired middle aged man.
“I was gonna eat all the strawberries and i… i can’t do it” Athena finished shaking her head
Athena relayed the story to her best friend, watching her face turn from shock to disgust to anger. She winced when there was a short silence after she had finished.
“Are you fucking stupid?! That man you have waiting for you at home is the best thing that’s ever going to happen to you!” Summer yelled angrily
“I know and i’m making myself sick just being in the same room as myself right now but-“
“But nothing Athy! And you weren’t going to tell me?! Why not? Do you not trust me?”
“Ofcourse i do i was just… i was scared that you’d react like this! You’re my best friend Summer! Your opinion of me means so much and i’ve completely ruined it” Athena yelled back as her eyes started to water shutting Summer up.
“I made a mistake! And i’m going to tell Troy but i need you to be there for me okay!”
“Maybe i would be if you kept your legs shut!” Summer snarled before storming back into their bedroom and slamming the door behind her.
-
The next 24 hours couldn’t have gone slower. After waking up alone Jeremy had spent the day wondering what the fuck had happened last night? Had he really slept with her? Was it just a really intense wet dream? Where had she gone? And where the fuck was his phone?! He was dragging his bag out of the back door of the hotel where their tour bus was waiting for them, when he looked up and saw Alex and the blonde girl that had bumped into him coming out of his room this morning.
“Hey” he smiled smallely at her
“Hi” she said awkwardly
“I take it she told you” he mumbled as he pulled his jacket in closer as a cold night breeze rushed over them.
Sarah winced and nodded her head a little as she avoided eye contact with him. She just couldn’t imagine him being like that with someone, being rough and pushing them about.
“How is she?”
“A little bit of a mess but she’ll be okay, she’s gonna catch an earlier train tomorrow”
“Look i’m so sorry, i’m really not the type of guy that goes around ripping relationships apart i swear”
“Hey its okay, it wasn’t just you she’s as much to blame, besides… she said it’s the best sex she’s had in a long time” Sarah smirked causing Jeremy to blush bright red and chuckle
“Well at least that’s something” he breathed as he watched Kevin and Neil throwing their suitcases into the storage compartments under the bus.
“Look when you see her just tell her i’m sorry… and ask her if she’s seen my phone, i can’t find it”
Jeremy waved Sarah and left her to say goodbye to Alex, he climbed onto the bus and headed straight for his bunk. He needed a good night’s rest , one where he didn’t have to jerk himself off before he could sleep. He wish he would though, tire himself out and distract himself from the fact that he had potentially ruined that girls life. He knew Athena was engaged yet he still fucked her, it was her that was having to go back home and tell him that she had cheated, that she’d betrayed him, while her got to tour and play in new places and just act like nothing had happened.
The blue door came into sight as Athena pulled against the curb and put her car into park. She had left it at the train station before they had left for her hen do. The other three girls had decided to come home early and she had just dropped them each off at him. Sarah and Becca wishing her luck and assuring her that everything was going to be okay where as Summer had been silent around her for the last few days and hadn’t said a word to any of them on the train ride back or as she had gotten out of the car.
Athena took a deep breath as she sat in her car looking up at the house in the dim light of the evening sky. This was going to be the hardest thing she had ever done. The front door opened with a click of the latch and closed with a muffled thud. Leaving her case in the hall she followed the sound of the TV through the first door on her left. She walked in to the bright warm room and found Troy lay across the couch on his back already looking towards her with a confused look on his face. His usual slicked back almost black hair a mess from where he had clearly run his hands though it, his partially inked arms on show due to the short sleeved black top he was wearing. His phone screen lit up, from the floor, with a text message he had just received. The remote lay next to it along with a can of beer.
“What are you doing home? You’re not supposed to be back till tomorrow night” Troy asked confused.
She gulped as she felt her throat go dry.
“I needed to come home and see you” Athena mumbled as she stood at the end of the couch near the door way.
Troy paused the TV, which was playing a Jurassic Park film, and sat up looking a bit confused and worried.
“Everything okay?” he questioned
This was it. This could be the last day of their relationship. The last time she saw him where he didn’t look at her with disgust. Taking one more deep breath she began.
“Look before i say anything i just want you to know that i love you more than you can imagine”
“Athy what’s happened?” he interrupted
She went quiet and just looked into his brown eyes before speaking up again.
“…I slept with someone…” she mumbled as she looked at him, wincing ever so slightly.
Troy’s mouth dropped open a tiny bit as he inhaled sharply. He stared at her for a moment in disbelief. He dropped her hand, that he had picked up when she had sat down, and let it go limp in her lap.
“I’m so sorry Troy” she whimpered as it all came too much.
She was disgusted in herself! How could he hurt him like this! Silent tears rolled down her cheeks as she held her gaze on her face despite his having fallen to the grey couch they were sat on.
“Please say something” she begged after a moment of silence.
“What do you want me to say?!” he said icily
“I don’t know! Shout at me! Scream at me! Anything!”
“I don’t exactly have a speech ready for when you come home telling me you shagged someone else!” he yelled as he stood up off the couch and paced towards the mirror before turning back to her.
“Who?” he asked a little more calmer.
Athena didn’t even look up at him, just closed her eyes tight which made more tears fall.
“Just some guy we met in a club, it didn’t mean anything okay! I was drunk, i know that’s not an excuse but-“
“Is he from Sheffield? What’s his name?” Troy growled as she looked down at her.
“No he was American, Jeremy something, he was touring with his band” she mumbled
“Oh so you’re just some groupie that doesn’t even know his name!” he yelled making her flinch at the sudden outburst.
“No! Troy it wasn’t meant to happen okay but i went back to find the girls cause they had the hotel key and they weren’t there, we went to his room because he offered to pay for my taxi and it just happened!” Athena argued as she stood up in front of him.
“Oh I see your no groupie you’re a whore, he paid you!”
“No!”
“That’s what you just said!”
“No I never, I’m trying to explain what happened!” she shouted back at him
“I DON’T WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED!” he bellowed shutting her up
Athena could see that Troy’s eyes had started to water a little.
“I don’t want to know how he undressed you, how he fucked you and made you feel good!..How you… how you touched him” he stuttered
Her heart broke instantly, seeing him hurt because of her! He was supposed to be her everything, her fiancé, the man she was going to marry.
“Please… i’m so sorry” she cried as she moved towards him and tried to grab him hands.
Tory pushed her away and moved across the room away from her.
“We’re supposed to be getting married!” he cried angrily
“I know!” Athena sobbed at him
They both stood in silence without looking at each other, tears wetting their cheeks, Heavy breaths filling the room.
“I need to… i need to go” Troy mumbled as he wiped his face and moved to grab his keys from the coffee table.
“Where?!” Athena cried
“Out! I just need to get away from you for a while”
“Troy please we need to sort this out” Athena yelled as she followed him into the hallway and watched him open the door.
“I can’t bare to look at you right now never mind talk to you… just go and get a shower!” he growled before slamming the door shut behind him.
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This is the start of an amazing story!! 😍😍 really think people should give it a read!! Even if you're not an A Day To Remember fan!!
1. No matter how much you wish or beg someone to stay, if they don’t want to stay, they won’t. People leave when they find that it will benefit them more to do so than stay by your side. 2. Even when it feels like it, caring is not a bad thing. You cannot care or love someone too much. It is their choice to love you back with such a passion that it is equal. If they do not, it doesn’t mean that you’re caring too much. Do not love less just to match someone else’s love. You deserve better than that. So love and care without limit. One day someone will love you the same way. 3. People are going to say things about you. Society is going to try to turn you into someone that fits their standards. People are going to assume things that aren’t true just because that’s what “most people would do” in your situation. You don’t have to follow the rules. People that matter, people that care, don’t want someone like everyone else. Different is good, no matter what people will think. It’s worth it. 4. Things get better. Life is always throwing things at you, some bad and some good. The good things make it worth it. Focus on that, no matter what. Living is worth it, getting out of bed and facing your fears is worth it. It may not feel like it, but as long as you know it, one day, you’ll believe it.
dream-poet349, writing prompt #62: list 3-10 pieces of advice you’d give yourself (via wordsnquotes)
Just shutting down the engines in the bar… 📸 @sierradeaton
I think I liked you better when you didn’t have a knife in your hand, Peaches... MASTERLIST
When Blake finds herself sold out to the Saviours by her abusive fiancé, she realises that she’s certainly not on her own anymore and finds an unlikely friend in Negan. And Negan does NOT like men who beat their girlfriends, one tiny bit….
Chapters below…
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I seriously recommend this fan fic!!!!! The best one I’ve read in a long time! I couldn’t put my phone down!! 😍😍😱😱
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More thank welcome 😘 you make me wanna start writing again so bad but I'm struggling to find the time 😩😩
I think I liked you better when you didn’t have a knife in your hand, Peaches... MASTERLIST
When Blake finds herself sold out to the Saviours by her abusive fiancé, she realises that she’s certainly not on her own anymore and finds an unlikely friend in Negan. And Negan does NOT like men who beat their girlfriends, one tiny bit….
Chapters below…
Keep reading
Wooo. I’ve just updated my masterlist with all 104 glorious chapters 🙌
So grab yourself a hot drink, settle in and get reading….💋 xoxo
I seriously recommend this fan fic!!!!! The best one I've read in a long time! I couldn't put my phone down!! 😍😍😱😱
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Fans: YOU COULD HONESTLY TAKE THAT SECOND OF YOU YAWNING AND DROP THE ALBUM INSTEAD BEFORE I DROP U
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You have to work at relationships. You can’t just walk out on them every time something goes wrong.
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I love you too much to let you think I can live without you.
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